Traveling through the mall: the rough man is wild and flirtatious

Chapter 455 The Rational Gu Yun

After Wei Lin asked clearly, he took half a step back and stood behind Su Qingyuan.

Seeing that Su Qingyuan just went to toast a glass of wine and then backed away from the grave, Gu Xian had a higher opinion of this person.

"Go check this guy out."

The old eunuch leaned over, "Yes, Your Majesty."

Gu Yun waited until everyone was gone before he dared to release his inner emotions.

He wasn't afraid of exposing himself, but that such a self would make his mother worry, and he didn't want her to see him full of sadness.

Gu Yun is just too considerate, now Su Qingyuan has to worry about Yan Nancen's body, so he will not make trouble for Su Qingyuan.

"Mother, my son has come to see you. It's been so many years since I've been your son."

The horrific scenes at that time seemed to appear in front of his eyes. His mother led him to flee desperately, but was finally caught up.

His mother has no power to restrain the chicken, and he is a child, it is impossible to avoid this deliberate murder.

He should have died beside his mother, but he survived because of his father.

And later his father told him that it is not good for him to have hatred in his heart now, and it is okay to want revenge, but it is definitely not now, nor in the future.

At least he can deal with it, and he can only think about revenge when he gets his father's consent.

And the last sentence that the mother closed her eyes was to tell him not to go back and live well without hatred.

Mother has been unhappy all her life. She was lucky in the imperial city and was favored by the emperor, but it was also because of this favor that her short life was ruined.

She hasn't had time to see the world, and she hasn't had time to meet more and better people.

Mother is dead, he is alive, he must live instead of mother, the world that mother has not seen, people who have not met, must be seen and met for mother.

It's not that he doesn't hate those people, even for a long time, he couldn't sleep all night, and when he closed his eyes, he saw the scene of his mother being killed.

Or he is alone in the scarlet scene.

Now he sleeps peacefully, since when did it start?

It seems that when Mother carried him to Dongzhen to find a doctor, he slept on her back the most peaceful sleep ever. Although he still had a high fever, he felt the most comfortable and comfortable.

Since meeting his mother, he has never had a nightmare again, and those dreams that have troubled him for several years have never appeared once.

"Mother, my son is very good. I have met many good people. They are different from those bad people. They regard me as family. Now I have a father, a mother, an older brother, a younger sister, and a younger brother."

"I am very happy, the kind of happiness I have never had before. I cherish the life I have now. I even want to be like this for the rest of my life, and stay by my mother's side for the rest of my life."

As he spoke, he handed out the yellow paper into the burning fire.

"Mother, she is the same as you in my heart. You are both my mother. I will be filial and protect her for the rest of my life. Mother, you have a spirit in the sky. Please bless your mother's life to be smooth and your father to be free from illness and disaster."

"I can't talk to my mother. After all, there is still a big hidden danger. I don't know if you are willing to see him. In my heart, I am resistant. I don't want to have any contact with them. I don't want to admit my previous identity. I just want to be an ordinary person and live an ordinary life as you wish."

"Mother, my son is not filial. I'm afraid I can't protect your tomb. It's my son who is sorry for you."

Gu Yun kowtowed deeply three times, and at each moment of bending down, two tears came out of his eyes. After three kowtows, Gu Yun wiped his tears with his wide sleeves.

"Mother, my son will come to see you next time."

Then turned around and walked towards Su Qingyuan.

Su Qingyuan was very surprised by his quickness, "Okay?"

Gu Yun twitched the corners of his mouth, trying to show a smiling face, "Okay, I've said what I wanted to say, and those who should worship, mother, let's go home."

Su Qingyuan stretched out her hand, "Okay, let's go home."

The two were holding hands and preparing to go down the hill. As they thought, they were blocked by the Jinwu Guards. The old emperor stepped forward a few steps, "Yu'er."

Gu Yun saluted politely, "Gu Yun died many years ago, now there is only Yan Gu Yun, I will not deny the bloodline, but please don't stop me, I don't want to go back to the one who kills people without blinking an eye, eats people without blinking." A place to spit bones."

Gu Xian finally suppressed what he wanted to say, "Yun'er, do you hate your father?"

Gu Yun shook his head, very mature, "Don't complain, it's my mother's fate, it's because I can't protect her well, it has nothing to do with you."

How dare he complain, firstly, his mother loves him very much, and secondly, he doesn't want himself to think about the past.

Mother is right, people always have to look forward, after all, the road ahead is full of surprises, much better than before, don't keep looking back at the past.

"Yun'er, it's the father who failed to protect you well, it's the father who is not good."

Gu Yun is so sensible, "It's not that you are bad, but that the law of the world is one where the weak prey on the strong, and that place is full of greed. Even though my mother never wanted anything, she will still be feared and suspected by others. I don't blame you. If you want to blame, you can only blame this world, the place where power is concentrated."

"It's windy on the mountain, you should go back earlier, my mother probably wants to have a good rest."

Su Qingyuan didn't interject a word from the beginning to the end, but just kept holding his hand, giving him silent encouragement, and it was precisely because he felt his mother's back grip that he mustered up the courage to say what he had to say and what he wanted to say. said.

(End of this chapter)