What kind of bad thoughts can Mr. Xiao have?

Chapter 89 Chapter 88
The watchtower was pressed against her knees, with his elbows resting on his legs and looking up at her. There was no trace of dissatisfaction, loss, or grievances that made Pei Yi feel guilty. Even the tone of this sentence was just an ordinary sentence. doubt.

Not even a question.

It's not good to make comparisons like this, but when Pei Yi meets his dark brown eyes, she always thinks of those brave, loyal military dogs in the military camp who are only generous to their own people.

All his fangs are only exposed to those who will hurt her, and when facing her, it seems that he will never know what sadness is, but just being looked at by his eyes will let her know that he has nothing It is impossible to do it for her.

But she also clearly knew that he was a man whose intelligence and ability could not be inferior to anyone... The servant, such a clear affection without any humbleness, once appeared on a person like him who had suffered so much, no matter who it was Would not have the heart to refuse him.

"Why ask that?"

The more she was watched by him like this, the more she couldn't calm down and think about the messy thoughts in her head.She felt indebted to this person, but she didn't know how to let go of her still twisted mind.

So she could only calm down for the time being, she didn't want to hurt him at all, and she didn't want to give him any irresponsible expectations before everything was figured out.

"I don't know, maybe it's because I think that the days of escaping are not as good as I imagined. Do you feel wronged or unbearable?"

Pei Yi froze for a moment, not knowing that he was thinking about such trivial matters.Before she could answer in a daze, Wanglou stretched out his hand to caress her face, and said in a pitiful tone only between lovers:
"If you go back on your word and want to return to Beijing and return to your original position, all you need to do is tell me. I committed all the things. At that time, as long as I admit the crime of kidnapping the princess, Prince Duan I love you so much, and I will never let you be wronged again.

Every word I say is sincere, Yier, master, you never need to think about me, just tell me what you think, as long as it is what I can do for you, anything is fine. "

Who can say any serious words to him in such a posture?Wanglou waited for the alienation brought about by hesitation in her eyes to be broken by him little by little, and turned into guilt and love for him again.

Don't think about it, Pei Yi, don't think about anything, and don't need to think about anything.

What's so good about the capital, what's so good about Duan Wang, and even what can that child named Xing'er do for you?
Without you, anyone can live well, except for me, the only one who needs you to watch over and accompany me in this world is me.

In fact, when he found out that Pei Yi was rethinking his relationship with him, he could tell her directly what was in his heart.

He doesn't care if Pei Yi still can't accept him, as long as she is still with him, then in the eyes of the world, they are a pair of desperate mandarin ducks that cannot be tolerated by the world.

He knew that she would never return to King Duan's side again, that little bit of husband and wife relationship had been shattered by him, and there was absolutely no possibility of reunion.But he still didn't want her to think too clearly, too clearly.

Isn't it because everything he owns now is based on lies, like a mirage, she doesn't know when she will find out the mistakes, so he has to put on this gentle and jade-like appearance, not to arouse her emotions Doubt anything.

Dreams should be kept going.

You know, once he is like King Duan, he doesn't know how to advance or retreat, and makes the contradictions buried under the calm surface become sharper, and finally starts to quarrel, then he will cut off his own retreat with his own hands.

During the quarrel, all the details of the past will only be brought out, and they will go through everything without omission.But if all the old accounts from the past are spread out, how can he withstand any review?
Xing'er fell into the water was his idea to Duan Wang, and he lied countless times to separate the relationship between Duan Wang and her. After Mrs. Xu entered the mansion and Pei Yi completely gave up, he added fuel to it, turning the truth upside down.

Only Pei Yi believed him, so she was fooled around by him.

It doesn't matter if this kind of deception continues for a lifetime, he was originally the extremely dangerous swamp in the southern border rainforest, looking at the luxuriant grass, but he can drag her to sink into the black mud.

His self-modifying words made Pei Yi feel ashamed, and she directly told him the concerns in her heart.

Such a person who is only thinking about her, why should she hide him?

"Wanglou, I don't want to go back, don't say that, you treat me so well, how can I be ungrateful?"

She saw his eyes brightened a lot because of these words, and it was hard not to think of Xiao Xing'er, who believed in anything, her natural motherhood made her full of pity for this poor man, so much that she couldn't tell if there was love in it.

"Just...just..."

How should I put it, it's just that she doesn't have any idea of ​​falling in love with him yet?It's just that it's better for them to keep a proper distance?
But how to explain that impulsive kiss?She didn't want to disappoint him, but she knew that she still couldn't meet his expectations.

Probably never...but how to tell him without breaking his heart?
"I see."

He interrupted her.

The hand on the cheek was nostalgic, and he placed light kisses on her palm one after another.Then he put these hands back on her lap, and he sat upright again without losing the slightest bit.

It seemed like he knew everything, as if he was ready to accept her rejection.He was so proficient that he didn't even realize that he was no longer her slave, and he didn't need to speculate on her mind anymore, nor did he need to retreat to such a clear position.

This is not a matter of course, he will only make her feel guilty.

"watchtower……"

The touch of the palm was still there, and before she had time to grab his hand, he stood up.

"Didn't you say you were tired? Get a good night's sleep. I'm next door and don't lock the door."

He moved the chair back to its original position, took out a change of clothes from the luggage and hugged her in his arms, smiled at her and was about to leave.

"Then you should have a good rest, let's go shopping together at night?"

All she could do was add something, and abruptly turn this unpleasant topic over.

"it is good."

His footsteps paused, but without turning to look at her, he went out the door without looking back.

Like running away.

Pei Yi locked the door and lay down on the bed again.

Thinking back carefully on his last sentence, it seems a bit awkward.

I always feel that he still didn't suppress his sadness in the end, but he didn't want her to find out.

Pei Yi closed her eyes, her face, palms, and the places he touched and kissed were all itchy.

It cannot be ignored, but if you scratch it, it will only hurt.

I don't understand.

Mengshan Academy.

When Meng Keshu came, although it was a pawn to restrain Li Kong, Wei Huai'en was very pleased to have someone who could talk to her and help her sort out the secret letters that were inconvenient to be handed over to the little doctors.

Inside and outside the court and the field, there are so many things to do day by day, even with the help of Shangguan Luming and others, and Shui Jing to organize them, she can't just relax because of her injuries.

If she can't catch up with the appointment of the new department, she won't be able to catch up. The future is long, how to find out who is the eyeliner of Emperor Yonghe among her followers, and how to accumulate strength to avenge her mother are the most important things for her.

It's just that disobedience to Emperor Yonghe is an unavoidable hurdle, Wei Huai'en is still a little hesitant, and needs another person who doesn't know her inner thoughts to support her.

"Miss Meng, I vaguely remember that your mother passed away early?"

Wei Huaien wanted to talk to Meng Keshu about something to make her less nervous, but thinking of the letter under her pillow, she could only think of this topic.

She and she also have something in common.

"Yes, Your Highness has a good memory."

Meng Keshu straightened the paper seriously, and turned to look at Wei Huai'en upon hearing this, not knowing why she brought this up.

Wei Huai'en added:
"For so many years, Ms. Meng probably misses her mother very much, right? If she knows that you escaped, she will be happy for you."

"Naturally, the one who loves women the most in this world is the mother."

Meng Keshu is also waiting for an opportunity to speak her mind. Although she is not familiar with Wei Huai'en, it seems that there is some guidance in the dark. She can feel that Wei Huai'en can listen to what she said. Those outrageous words.

"It's just that Your Highness only knows one thing but doesn't know the other. In fact, Jia Ci's illness back then was not incurable. She... died prematurely because of a heart disease."

She is the only one left in this world now, so she has nothing to worry about. If she has to maintain the dignity of a man who is not worthy of being a father and whitewash the cause of her mother's death, what kind of daughter is she?
"Heart disease?"

Wei Huai'en took a breath, sat up straight and looked at Meng Keshu with a firm face.

"But what's the secret?"

"Have."

Meng Keshu nodded, put his hands on the table, and mustered up the courage to tell the past that he planned to bury deeply in his heart.

"Minnv's mother was left in the cold for many years, and after being completely disappointed with Minnv's ruthless and ungrateful father, she was depressed and finally died of illness.

Your Highness, these words are outrageous, and the Minnv did not say such things just to disassociate herself from the Meng family.But in Minnv's heart, a part was applauding their death.

Because after his father was promoted, he naturally forgot about his mother's sacrifices, regardless of his mother's affection for using dowry and favors to manage his relationship, and directly carried his aunts into the house one by one.

The eldest brother of the Minnv was actually led away by the sweet words of those aunts, and in order to gain face in front of his father, he even persuaded his mother to be patient.

Just because Minnv's mother's background could no longer give her father any help, he completely tore face off and did not allow any disobedience at home.

In the last days of my mother, I regretted it almost every day. I regretted that I didn't open my eyes. ..."

Meng Keshu clenched his fists when he said that, Wei Huai'en also sighed.

"I understand."

"Your Highness, don't you think that Minnv's words... are contrary to heaven?"

The words buried deep in my heart were suddenly opened. After Meng Keshu finished speaking, even he felt that he had said too much and too deep. Families draw boundaries.

This is the case when a relationship is shallow and deep. When too much emotion is expressed in front of someone who does not understand the cause and effect, I always worry that the overexpressed self is like too much clam meat poking out of the shell, and will be deeply misunderstood. stabbed.

But she didn't know that Wei Huaien was looking forward to such a story and such a state of mind.

Evil thoughts need accomplices more than good thoughts, just because the way of the world never requires too much debate, and these rebellious words that must be opposed to secular ethics must be recognized.

"Two different things. If I were you, you would not feel sad for this kind of family. Miss Meng, you are not wrong."

Wei Huai'en explained Meng Keshu, who was in a panic because of talking too much, and told himself what he said.

People in similar situations can always understand and support each other.Although Wei Huai'en would not tell Meng Keshu what he wanted in his heart, this sentence was enough.

"Thank you, Your Highness."

What she didn't even mention to Li Kong, the hatred for the family that forced her mother to death, in front of Wei Huai'en, who is also a woman, unexpectedly got the most relieved explanation for her.Meng Keshu wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes due to being too excited, and quickly sorted out the letters.

From time to time, Wei Huai'en would look up at Meng Keshu to see if she would be tempted to peek at what was written in those envelopes full of confidentiality.

Calculation and precaution are the dirtiest instincts of a politician. Wei Huai'en, who can even scheming people next to his pillow, would not believe that Meng Keshu is absolutely selfless just because of his heartfelt words.

Even if she doesn't care about overturning the Meng family's case or her own identity, what about Li Kong?Doesn't she care too?

While replying to Shui Jing's secret letter, Wei Huai'en commented on Meng Keshu in his heart:

"He's soft-tempered, but principled. He's cautious, but aboveboard. He doesn't care too much, but he has too deep a bond with Li Kong.

Alternatively, this person may be available. "

Just like Wei Huai'en took a fancy to Xiao Qi's reluctance to fate back then, she also found this in Meng Keshu today.

But Meng Keshu was still immersed in the agitation of being understood and supported, and only thought about how to do well what Wei Huai'en entrusted to her, so as to repay this kindness.He didn't know that his every move had exposed himself in Wei Huai'en's eyes.

Although Wei Huai'en thought he understood Ruan Yan thoroughly, what she said to Xiao Qi that day was not about herself.Seeing people is like a looking glass, isn't she also the same kind of person as Ruan Yan?

"Ms. Meng studied as a piano teacher in Mingzhou before? I haven't been in Mingzhou for a long time, but I also know the folk customs of Mingzhou. Can Miss Meng tell me about women's studies in Mingzhou? feasible?"

Just looking at the reports of officials from all over the country will always fail to take into account the public sentiments of all state capitals when making decisions. Even with the information collected by Xiao Qi, Wei Huai'en is worried that it is not comprehensive enough.

Better to hear from those who have actually participated in the beneficiaries of the decrees she has pursued since her inception.

　Wei Huai'en: Sisters stick to each other!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)