What kind of bad thoughts can Mr. Xiao have?

Chapter 81 Chapter Eighty-Seven

"How is it possible? Your injury will take seven days to go down the mountain. How can you bear the bumpy journey back to Beijing? Don't be brave, just tell me what you want to do, and I will go for you. You just stay here to recover from your injuries and wait for my news ?”

As he said that, he stepped forward to hug her up, and walked into the house with deep kicks and shallow kicks.

"How's your foot? I can't go down the mountain, can you?" Wei Huai'en still didn't give up.

"This matter is not a joke. The situation in the capital is unclear. If Prince Duan really intends to do something, how can you get away with it?"

Xiao Qi smiled nonchalantly, sat on the edge of her bed and held her hand by the side of his face:
"Wynn forgot that when you were defending against the enemy at the border and needed support urgently, I was the one in Beijing who threatened and killed all the officials who could make it difficult to send troops from top to bottom."

It seemed that he didn't care about how amazing the inside story was. Even Wei Huai'en frowned subconsciously, thinking that what he did was too crazy.

But she was stopped by the wickedness and disapproval in his eyes. She thought of how excited she was to get the military report when she was almost unable to hold on, and the defenders and people in the city were even more confident.

How could she be harsh on him?
Even if his methods are radical, how can it be out of selfish desire?
Wei Huai'en sighed: "you wait until now to tell me, is it because you want me to only think of you, and don't say that you have acted too aggressively?"

He kissed her palm lightly: "Wynn is willing to listen to me once and believe me once?"

"Don't be in a hurry to go back to Beijing, Xiao Qi. I thought about it, but you're right, I should go to Ruan Yan to ask for clarification before making any plans. Help me with my makeup, my hair is still messy, how can I meet people."

"Why do you want to see him? Can't I go and call him?"

"Because Ruan Yan...forget it, I'll tell you everything, but we have to go see him, you listen to me, okay?"

Wei Huai'en softened his tone. Although Xiao Qi was puzzled, he helped her change her dress according to her wishes.

"Ruan Yan, you need to be especially careful. Because he is the kind of person who always asks his heart. There is a saying in Buddhism that all living beings are Buddhas. In fact, everyone's mind and appearance are unified. If you understand one person, you will understand the world.

This kind of person knows himself too well, so he has already figured out all kinds of people in the world.It takes only one glance, or at most three sentences, to see people's hearts clearly.

Although I don't know how you interrogate sinners in the prison, you should understand what I mean.When you see a lot of people, you know that there are only a few types of people. As long as you meet all kinds of people, you can recognize at a glance what method to use to make people confess, right?
Ruan Yan certainly did not have such experience.But no one in the world can match Ye Luo's ability to know autumn.

He has a very strong memory, not only is he not forgetting his eyes when studying and studying, but he also remembers everything that everyone has done in front of him, even if it is a small thing that he can't even recall.No one can pretend to be in front of him.

So to be honest, if possible, I would definitely find a way to kill him.Because if someone like him can't be used by me, it will definitely be a serious problem for me.But even if he is willing to serve me, who is willing to keep such a terrible person by his side?
But unfortunately, he also knew what I was thinking, so he escaped from Beijing early and ran here to cultivate himself.

Do you know how I found out about him?
When I was still studying in the palace, I realized that Ruan Yan was different from everyone else.

He is always watching, always watching, always thinking.

He is the kind of person who thinks about himself moment by moment, remembers himself, and draws experience and comparison from the actions of others.

In fact, everyone will encounter various events. Personality is not formed in a day, but through these events, a person is slowly changed.

Take me for example, although I have always liked to compete for victory and defeat in everything since I was a child, and I am very competitive, but if my mother and elder brother hadn't left me so early, if I hadn't made up my mind to fight for the crown, I would never be what I am today.

After some people encounter almost unbearable setbacks, they must make a choice, or give up their cowardice and become a firm, decisive and brave person.Or you can only live in depression and depression.

But people's hearts are the same as the battle situation. They can deduce the advantages and disadvantages of each choice through the sand table, and even find those decisive events.Ruan Yan doesn't need to go through this, he just needs to stand on the sidelines to understand everyone's fate. "

"Then Ruan Yan hasn't changed? Could it be that he was born knowing, born with this exquisite heart?"

Xiao Qi was skeptical, and talked to her while going to get things.

"Is there such a person? Why have I never heard of Ruan Yan's ability before? I should let him sit in Xuanyu Division, maybe that's the right place for him."

Wei Huaien blinked and waited until he came back before continuing:
"I know why you don't believe it.

After every event that can affect life happens, if you want this person to talk to his past self.Then you will definitely find that there is already a world between them.

Tribulations create new people, do you think the past you can recognize the present you?Even the you yesterday and the you today may not be the same you, because the thoughts in your mind are always changing due to external things,

In fact, we can't resist the hand of fate. Looking back, the path we came from has already been far from our original intention. "

Xiao Qi's heart sank.Although he knew that she was talking about someone else, but because he had treasonous thoughts hidden in his heart, wanted to gain power, and wanted to lock her in the golden cage of the palace wall, he had long since wanted to protect her. The original intention around you runs counter to the original intention?

Because of his guilty conscience, he pampered her even more, took the makeup box and put it on the small case beside the bed, and used himself to prop her up to dress her up.

Wei Huai'en knew that his posture was actually a little uncomfortable, but he accepted his thoughts with peace of mind, raised his head and kissed his chin, and then talked to Xiao Qi about Ruan Yan she knew about.

"But Ruan Yan can't. He has very little contact with this world, his parents are not close, and only one sister is still alive, so he is not like ordinary people who have to modify his life trajectory at any time, or change his life as time goes by. Change your beliefs at any time.

A person like him would recognize some very simple truths very early on.It could be as simple as being an honest person, or being a good person.In short, once determined, he will not compromise no matter when.

In fact, everyone has had the heart of a child like a child, but not everyone can keep it until the end.

Just like you and me, we are not good people anymore. "

Xiao Qi secretly refuted her in his heart: No, Wynn, only I am a villain with blood on my hands, but you are not.

"But Ruan Yan will wrap these principles tightly inside herself, protecting her original intention from beginning to end.

It's not that he can't grow, but he will continue to explain the truth he upholds in his own way.

Like a... fruit?Or like a bunch of walnuts that are constantly being pulped.Everything he did in his life was to perfect his way.

Yu Taifu once wanted to teach us not to blindly follow our teachers, but to dare to discuss with him without arguing.They even made mistakes on purpose, waiting for us to point them out.But only Ruan Yan never argued, because he said that the teacher is the teacher.

After being deceived and deceived, others feel that it is acceptable to occasionally violate the rules.So the morals of the world are not black and white, and people always inevitably go to the gray area in the middle.

But Ruan Yan didn't understand it that way.

After a few times, he quit Yu Taifu's class by himself.I asked him why he didn't come, and he said: Because Taifu Yu can't bear to be a teacher. "

Xiao Qi's focus was elsewhere: "How could Grand Tutor Yu tolerate him being so rampant? How dare Ruan Yan insult Yu Taifu's face at that time?"

As soon as Wei Huai'en leaned on him, it was as if he had lost his bones. His Highness Jiarou, who was usually well-mannered when he walked, sat, and lay down, stuck to his confidant servant like a lazy cat, squinting his eyes and waiting for him to comb her hair.

"Who made him have a good sister? Ruan Yan's stubbornness was brought out from the mother's womb, but his sister is a character. After marrying Lu Chong, not only is she a good dancer among the women's families in the capital, but even the women in the palace like her. Call her into the palace.

Therefore, Taifu Yu still misses Ruan Yan as a good student. It is a pity that Ruan Yan wanted to study the world from the way of the sages. "

"But you have said so much, I don't think Ruan Yan can pose any threat to my highness. Even if he is a mountain god, since he has no intention of going to court, what can he affect?"

Xiao Qi combed her hair with one hand, and put one arm around her waist, so that she would not press the wound while leaning on him.

"If he has always been so natural and non-threatening, I believe he is adhering to some very good beliefs in his heart. So no matter what, he will be a good student who loves students and does rigorous research despite his talent and freedom. The mountain is long.

Maybe when you saw him for the first time, you only thought he was a crazy student, and he was a little weird? "

Wei Huaien arched into his arms, thinking that his muscles were too hard, and wanted to reach into his clothes to feel them.

Xiao Qi couldn't catch her disturbing hand, so he could only answer her as if nothing happened.

"Yes, I've been in Xuanyu Division all these years, and I've never met such a stupid person who doesn't care about anything like Ruan Shanchang, and can even stop His Highness Jiarou's frame."

"That's right. This kind of pure-minded person is easy to recognize. In fact, he just wants to make the academy peaceful and the students will not be disturbed. Don't worry about him, after all, this is his place.
It's just that you should be vigilant.It doesn't matter that he is so exquisite and transparent, and has such an insight into the world. As long as the belief he upholds is still white, then he will not be so bad.

But you also know that this world will never tolerate this kind of person. Once he can't escape, and he can't use any reason to explain the things he can't bear, it is the time when his personality collapses.

Because he will interpret his Word in a completely different way.It's like stopping war for fighting, the original intention is to avoid war.But how to avoid it?
In the era of continuous wars, everyone must lay down their weapons, or treat everyone involved, from soldiers to foundry craftsmen, from generals to kings, as a weapon, and only by killing them all can the war truly end..."

Xiao Qi's breathing was stagnant, and he suddenly understood why Xuanyu Division did not decide on the will and laws, but there were always officials who wrote to request the abolition of Xuanyu Division day after day.

Wei Wynn continued:

"...the idea is radical, even worse than evil. And you'll never be able to persuade them.

Because this kind of person is too stubborn and stubborn, he will never change his mind after death.Once a belief becomes a belief, it is impossible for this person to casually abandon the belief he has been adhering to all his life.

So if people like Ruan Yan's faith collapses, they will definitely turn to this kind of evil.And unless you kill him, there is nothing you can do.

Because there is no goodness for him in this world forever, so they are the last Shura Bodhisattvas who protect the order of the world. As long as everyone is killed, no one will suffer in this world. "

Xiao Qi inserted the last hairpin into her bun, and for some reason, his hands trembled and turned crooked.

What about you, Wei Huai'en.You see Ruan Yan so thoroughly and clearly, what kind of person are you?
he asked in his heart.

How much do you see my thoughts now?If one day... what choice would you make?
Fortunately, Wei Huai'en didn't focus on Xiao Qi's dodging and guilty conscience at all, she only thought about how to pry Ruan Yan's mouth open, and what Ruan Yan's intention was to tell her this important matter.

Xiao Qi couldn't resist Wei Huai'en, who was determined to walk over by himself, so he could only help her to relieve her pressure as much as possible. Fortunately, Ruan Yan lived not too far away, but within a stick of incense, Wei Huai'en saw him alone. Ruan Yan who cooks tea in his courtyard.

"His Highness is recovering well from his injuries. He couldn't get out of bed yesterday, but today he can come to see X in person."

He brought the lacquered teacup to his lips and blew on the hot air. He drank it slowly, and waited for Wei Huai'en to slowly walk across to him and sit down.

"Didn't Chief Ruan Shan say in his letter that he would like to cooperate with me from now on? It's fine if you don't show courtesy, not even a sip of tea?"

Wei Huai'en asked Xiao Qi to sit between her and Ruan Yan, and ordered the empty cup in front of him,

"His Royal Highness is still in the mood to taste some tea that he grows? Shouldn't we talk about other things?"

Ruan Yan didn't intend to pour tea for Wei Huai'en at all. Although Wei Huai'en was at ease, Xiao Qi looked at Ruan Yan with a bad expression.

Ruan Yan looked at Xiao Qi without avoiding it, nodded slightly and looked at Wei Huai'en again.

Wei Huai'en put his hand on Xiao Qi's knee and shook it gently.Xiao Qi understood, lowered his eyes and squeezed her hand back.

She said: "Originally, I came to see you personally to ask you about the urgent matter in your letter. But after all, we have known each other for so many years. Seeing you looking so relaxed, I think you are probably lying to me."

"Is Your Highness so determined? People's hearts are fickle, Your Highness Jiarou."

Putting down the teacup gently, Ruan Yan leaned on the back of the bamboo chair, her expression remained unchanged, but her eyes were like deep pools.

　Maybe this chapter is a bit boring, but it is talking about Ruan Yan and Wei Huai'en himself. Xiao Qi's intention to secretly do bad things in the future is already obvious. If Wei Huai'en is not vigilant enough, will he still be deceived by him for the rest of his life?
　　Surely not, I will arrest you sooner or later

　　
　
(End of this chapter)