What kind of bad thoughts can Mr. Xiao have?

Chapter 61
With that scar, the ice on his heart that he couldn't break and didn't want to break turned into spring water at this time. His heart had never been beating wildly with such vigor and impulsiveness.

Was that how she thought of him?It even made him feel that his difference from ordinary people was a kind of gift, a passport that gave him the right to be close to her.

He relaxed himself in her hands.

She is the sun, he turned his head and looked into her eyes without haze.

She revived him and allowed his decayed heart to grow to the next stage.

The physical punishment does not end on the day the wound heals, but constantly uproots his human emotions and desires every moment, making him like a broken clay pot, knowing that he can't keep anything, so he gives up possession.

But today, this long, bone-eviscending punishment ended in her hands.

He was held in her palm, and he understood what completeness was.

Love is like spring rain falling into the soil, silently but about to swallow him up.

He wants to know himself again, accept himself, fully believe in Wei Huai'en's love, and completely entrust his whole body and mind.

He can only do this, and there is no turning back.

Although there is still a voice as small as a mosquito saying: There is no unreserved love.

But he had to take this step, growing out of the dark soil like a seed, betting everything, betting that the cold winter was over, and there was only spring from now on.

He couldn't wait to lean up and kiss her forehead, couldn't wait to give her his allegiance after fully revealing all the secrets.

From now on, Xiao Qi can only rely on Wei Huai'en's love.She wants him to live, and he lives.She wants him to die, and he dies.

During that long night in the capital, he saw all of her appearances, and it was the first and only time he was the dominant party between them.

After today, after he presented himself naked to Wei Huai'en, he had to go back to his place, lean on her and beg her for love.

Dangerous, very dangerous, as dangerous as walking on a tightrope, it was absolutely impossible for a person like him to put himself in such a passive position.

But what to do, he loves her so much, even if the beauty at this moment is like a fantasy before dying, even if she will cut him to pieces one day, he still wants to believe her.

Believe that people's hearts will not change, and believe that one heart will last forever.

Does this count as his and her wedding night?

She stroked him gently, and although he wouldn't have any other reactions, she knew that he needed her touch.

He indulged in kissing her lightly, from the tip of his nose to his cheeks, from his forehead to his eyelashes, without asking for her permission or being careful.He kissed her lips, letting her know for the first time what kind of love he had suppressed, even relying on him to breathe her.

Wei Huai'en was so dazed by his kiss that he still couldn't catch his breath after he left.

But he leaned over again, as if he couldn't bear to be separated from her even for a moment, begging in her ear with a hoarse voice.

"Wynn, Wynn, can you kiss me? Just like when I didn't wake up?

Can you touch me again, Wynn..."

He owed himself too much, and once he broke free from the shackles of these longings that had been deeply buried in his heart, he could never suppress them again.

He asked so much, like a thornbush hanging tightly on Wei Huai'en's skirt. He was stigmatized all his life and everyone detested him, but he grabbed her and never let go.

But according to what he said, she took the initiative to kiss his unfinished lips...

"Wynn, do you love me?"

He put his hand on the back of hers, feeling her preference.

He finally dared to use this word to define Wei Huai'en's feelings for him.

"I love you very much, Xiao Qi."

She doted on him like this tonight, said what he wanted to hear, did what he wanted to do, and even let him die in the ecstasy of this moment without any regrets.

Hearing that spell, his soul was wrapped in heavy shackles, and he was willing to be captured by her.

The pain and humbleness represented by that flesh scar suddenly disappeared at this moment.

He would like to be like the craziest believer, lying at her feet devoutly, killing himself with one knife and one knife, and offering her a heart that is still beating with bones, just wanting her to take a good look at this heart that has been going on since then. The last only belongs to her sincerity.

Wei Huai'en, Wei Huai'en, here you are, I'll give you everything.Love to you, power to you.This person, this life, and every breath I have taken are given to you.

Only in this way can my despicable and distorted body and soul use up all my courage, trembling and whispering in your ear when you are leaning against me, half asleep and half awake:
"I love you."

Li Kong Mansion.

"Ke Shu, I sent someone to ask for leave from He Fu Xue. You will stay at home for a few days and go out later, okay?"

Li Kong shook the gold chain and pulled Meng Keshu's ankle.

"why?"

She immediately sat up from the bed and stared at him vigilantly, just because he used this reason to completely lock her in the mansion in the first place.

It is impossible for her to forget those pasts, even if he has made so many changes, she will never let go of her defenses like a frightened bird.

Li Kong wanted to explain that because Princess Jiarou was in Mingzhou, it was inevitable that people from the capital would recognize her.But seeing her so sensitive and suspicious, the words she wanted to say were too bitter: "Why are you so wary of me...

For the past few days, Princess Jiarou has been living in the mansion of the Mingzhou government order, and General Jiang Hong and others who have returned from the northwest are at the post station. some trouble. "

"When Master Li brought me back from Nanlin Mansion, didn't you think that there would be troubles in the future?" After she wavered that day, she always wanted to stab him a few words, as if letting him be deflated would be enough to take away her sympathy for him. Get out of your heart.

The past is always the best weapon to hurt him. Although she knew that the dodge and regret in his eyes could not be faked, she felt happy, as if this was the revenge that could empathize with him.

"No, Keshu, I never meant that."

He came over and sat under the bed leaning on her lap, stroking the gold ring on her ankle to avoid her eyes.

"If you want to go out of the house, you can, as long as you bring the fence, I will let someone protect you."

"Li Kong, don't you really think that what you do to me is meaningless?" Meng Keshu simply held his face, forcing him to look at her.

"What else can we do except torture each other? I won't fall in love with you, and you won't get the sincerity you want. I beg you, let me go. You are fine, you will definitely meet Someone you can spend the rest of your life with, but that person can never be me, do you understand?"

Such words have been said so many times that neither of them has any emotional fluctuations. It doesn't seem to be questioning or scolding, but it seems to be stating a fact.

But his face was held by her, and he was not allowed to pretend not to hear like before, and he was not allowed to pretend to be crazy and foolish.

"Little Moon." He smiled, she was shocked by his sudden intimacy, she wanted to withdraw her hand but he pressed his face.

"You're willing to touch me."

She really frowned, thinking about what to say to stop this man from going crazy.

"Since you are willing to touch me, then I can answer your question." He knelt straight and approached her, "But to listen to my truth, Little Moon has to let me kiss her on the chin, agree? "

Meng Keshu looked at him, weighing his request.She should refuse, but the word "truth" has a magical power, so she finally nodded.

"Hmm..." He narrowed his eyes with a smile, leaned closer and pressed his lips against her chin, stayed there for a long time on purpose, and made a contented sound, making her feel like the kiss was hot.

Brothel style, seductive and seductive, he just knows how to use it.

"It seems that it's not enough, little moon, let me kiss you again. I'll tell you anything, as long as you ask." He licked his lips in front of her shocked eyes, and wanted to get closer to her again.

"Li Kong!" She warned him, her hands were still held by him helplessly.

"Okay, okay." He shook his head regretfully: "I thought no one could refuse me, but Little Moon always hates me so much."

Meng Keshu noticed all the changes in Li Kong these days.

This sentence may sound a little arrogant, maybe a little too serious about herself, but Meng Keshu feels that Li Kong will only start to change when she is by her side.

It seemed that these changes were all for her to see, and it seemed that he would change because of her presence.

People are not grass and trees, hearts are not wood and rocks, past loves and hates and listened to what they said, but now, at this moment, Meng Keshu lowered his head in a strange way, and for the first time willingly kissed him on the lips.

Like the touch of a dragonfly, like a flash of thunder.

Let him be in a trance, let him be at a loss.

The young man who is as gorgeous as peaches and plums has faded away from his charm, he is as dazed as a delicate puppet who has just been enlightened, and also as if he has been knocked out of his head by unexpected ecstasy.

"I really can't refuse you, but Li Kong, is this really you? I want to tell the truth." There was a hint of sadness in her eyes.

She always felt that he shouldn't be like this.Even if the gentleman in the bamboo is covered with spots, it is absolutely impossible for him to look like a boneless monster.

"Is this important to me?"

His dazedness only lasted for a blink of an eye, and the clear sea in his eyes was covered with another layer of smoke.

"This is me, this is Li Kong who is flattering and laughing in the Qin Lou Chu Pavilion. I grew up in that kind of place. Didn't I learn these skills naturally?"

He always kneeled and sat under her bed, as if she was sitting on a small boat, and he was a seductive water demon in the current.

This posture always gives people an illusion, as if in his bottom-up eyes, she is a fairy, a concubine.He is willing to fall, willing to look up.

But he wants to lure her into the world of mortals.

"I don't understand, little moon."

He continued.

"You always say I shouldn't have done that to you, I shouldn't have locked you up, I shouldn't have humiliated you, but I admit I made mistakes, I admit I'm guilty, but I never admit that I don't love you.

Do you know how sad I am when you persuade me to give up on you and go to someone else every day, or do you just like to see me sad? "

"But do I want you to?"

Meng Keshu picked up the gold chain around his neck.

"What's the difference between this and the past? Your purpose is to lock me by your side. You used to disregard my wishes, but now you can make yourself like this..."

Her words were trapped between her lips.

He wrapped his arms around the nape of her neck, pulling her in toward him, closing his eyes to deepen the kiss that was half beseeching, half seductive.

"Tsk."

After she escaped, he stuck out the tip of his tongue and licked the glitter on his lips, his eyes were like melting honey, as long as she touched a little, she would be pulled out of countless entanglements.

"Thinking about this all the time, aren't you tired?"

He completely, completely accepted all his humble desires, accepted his embarrassing and embarrassing past, and accepted the dirty tricks taught to him by all kinds of people in his memory.

Since this skin is still valuable, why carry it, hide it, tuck it in, hide it?

He would rather turn the coldness in her eyes into the most vulgar desire, so that he can display his "talent" and please her.

Tonight, his boldness reached an unprecedented level, and he almost asked the words written brightly on his bare chest directly.

"Do you want me, little moon?

I admit that I have not pure love for you.My love is as twisted as I am.

I loved you before, but I knew I was not good enough for you, so the first thing I did after I got an upright identity was to hide myself, but because I didn't know how to love you, I made you hate me for many years.

I still love you now.I am not shy about revealing my thoughts, whether you want to know it or not, I will show it to you without reservation.

I don't care how humble my love is in your eyes, I am so humble.As twisted as love is, so twisted am I.As loose as love is, as loose as I am.

Why should I go far and wide to find a way to love you that you will accept?Would it be possible to shape my love into the way you like it if you change it in another way?
I don't want to waste time, I don't have another three years for you.I've had enough without you, I'd rather be born with these chains, wrapped around your ankles forever, turning into the same temperature as your body temperature. "

He took the gold chain out of Meng Keshu's hands, who was speechless, and wrapped it around her wrist, obviously actively, but it was as if she was pulling him closer.

"If you don't like to force, then I won't force. I have no disguise, no hiding, just like this, just like this, kneeling in front of you, crawling at your feet, so that you can see everything about me.

You will have desires for me, this is the thing I am most determined to achieve.

As long as this kind of connection can be established, as long as this chain becomes a bond that connects you and me, we can talk about other things slowly. "

Half of his body lay on the bed, leaning his head sideways on her heart, forcing her to lie down slowly under him.

She opened her eyes wide in fright, like a hare entangled by Zhuyeqing. After seeing his fangs, she could only limp and resign herself to fate.

"You're so wrong, Little Moon. You've been tricked by me."

　Xiao Qi: She actually thinks that way, woo woo woo, I like her so much
　　Li Kong: Whatever you think, anyway, I just like you
　　Thank you for the reward~ Also thank you for the ticket, you will always give me more than I expected ()
　　
　
(End of this chapter)