What kind of bad thoughts can Mr. Xiao have?

Chapter 43 Chapter 42
The capital city of Mingzhou.The thirteenth day of the first lunar month.

Meng Keshu has been away from the capital for three years.

The Shangyuan Lantern Festival is approaching, Mingzhou has always been affluent, and the long street has been cleared out early for merchants and hawkers to open their shops. Indulge all together.

Meng Keshu was afraid of the cold, and since Laba her school was on holiday, she, a female teacher, had never left the house, she stayed at home all day long studying the piano scores, or preparing new lessons for the coming year.

The six arts of a gentleman, originally it was not her turn to be the teacher of Qin Yi, but there is a precedent in Beijing where Princess Jiarou is regent. The world's attitude towards women is much more tolerant than before. study.

Regardless of whether the rumors are true or not, she is very grateful to that Highness whom she had met several times before. She used to envy her that her father and brother love her and live a carefree life, but now she envies her for being powerful and blessed to the world.

Pinyan, an orphan who accompanied her, originally pretended to be a boy and worked odd jobs on the street to earn a living. She also lied to her about money when she first came to Mingzhou Fucheng. Later, for some reason, her conscience found out that she came to the rented house specially for her. Small courtyard, beg her to be your host.

There are many things like this that happen without knowing why, such as a box in the utility room that is always full of gold, such as the prefect of the school who never embarrasses her, such as the owner of the piano shop who is never willing to accept her money.

She didn't want to ask why, even though these people might be waiting for her to ask.

But she is just doing her duty seriously, caring for every student, and imparting what she has learned for many years.In addition, don't ask, don't listen, don't look, even the daily route is fixed.

Before her canary was crushed to death in a golden cage, she was transferred to an unbelievably large greenhouse, but she didn't want to accept this kind of hypocritical kindness, even if it was a prison, even if no one wanted to see her so self-sufficient. bitter.

She just wanted to find the truth as much as possible in this greenhouse, to find something she could get without relying on anyone.

For example, the piano art in this body is her own, and she taught the students' advanced enlightenment. Apart from these, she is unwilling to believe in anything.

Because that name is everywhere.

Why do you think of him again!

Meng Keshu's hand for wiping the piano paused, and he habitually shook hands into a fist and lightly hit the center of his eyebrows, deliberately interrupting this thought.

This action has been done so many times that everyone thinks it is her habit, and even mischievous schoolchildren imitate gentlemen, as long as they tap the center of their eyebrows, they can make their companions understand.

Not really.

She just didn't want to think about that person, including everything he brought and took away.

Even if she knew that such days would end at some point, as long as she could wander in such a false and vast world for a day, she didn't want that person to appear in her mind.

"Boss, the day after tomorrow is the Lantern Festival, and the street is very lively, let's go buy two new clothes and wear them when we go to the Lantern Festival?"

Pin Yan brought a jar of wine into the house, and took out a few oil paper bags from his winter coat and put them on the table, it looked like he had spent enough time shopping in the market.

Meng Keshu shook his head.

"Go by yourself, I'm not interested, and I don't want to go out."

From her point of view, Pin Yan couldn't hide things at all, and after several times trying to find reasons to ask her to go out, someone must have instigated her.

Seeing that she was unmoved, Pinyan curled her lips as expected, and simply sat on the ground with her sleeves folded and acted shamelessly:

"Boss, good boss, you can go out with me, there are many good things in the market, you have a good eye, and I can negotiate the price, when the time comes, those profiteers will not make any cheap money, let's go... "

"Get up quickly, girls are always sitting on the ground, what are you talking about!"

Meng Keshu raised his eyebrows and glared at her. Even if he knew that there was someone behind her, he would inevitably use sincerity in getting along with her.

"If you don't say it, it's useless if you continue to make trouble. Go and dry your hands and feet. I really don't know what's good outside. It makes you blush from the cold and you don't want to go home."

Pin Yan listened to her very much, seeing that this plan would not work, he had to obediently go to the stove to dry his hands.But when she thought of the bigger master, she felt a little ready to move again, and after her body recovered, she moved to Meng Keshu's side again:

"Boss, look at the food I bought, but they are not usually available. The new shop said it came from the capital. Would you like to try it? If it tastes good, let's go to that shop for another visit? "

God, she really can't think of any good way to make the boss who doesn't go out all winter willing to move, even if the big master gives 100 taels of silver, it's useless.

Otherwise, forget it, and live a good life with the boss, she is no longer short of money.

Unexpectedly, Meng Keshu changed his usual indifferent and lack of interest look, and stared at the oiled paper bag in her hand for a long while.

Pin Yan lowered his head, and found that where the oil paper was torn apart, the inner layer turned out to be white paper with strange characters written on it that was stained by oil stains.

"This...it's none of my business, it was like this when they handed it over to me."

Pin Yan distressedly separated the ink-stained snacks from the intact ones, scolding the people around the eldest master for ruining things.

"Master, you can eat these. I can eat the dirty ones. I'm not afraid of spoiling my stomach. Master, you... Master?"

With red eyes, Meng Keshu stepped forward and took out the torn white paper, and put it together with trembling hands.This is not a letter, this is a piano score, this is... the piano score that that person played when they first met her.

She recognized it at first glance, but she didn't really believe it until she put the piano score in front of her eyes.Pin Yan was so frightened by her tears that he choked, hiccupping while searching for a handkerchief.

It's broken, when I was shopping, I imitated other girls to give handkerchiefs to my lover, and gave my own handkerchief to the goose who helped her carry things.As a result, he blushed because of the joke and forgot to come back.

"Boss, Boss, don't cry..."

Fortunately, Meng Keshu listened to the persuasion, wiped away his tears, and sat back in front of the piano stage.

"It's okay, I'm okay, you take all these away, don't eat the dirty ones, just leave me alone for a while."

Pin Yan hesitated for a moment, and felt that this matter was still his own fault, and he shouldn't covet the big master's money to make the master feel sad, so he listened to her words and walked out of the house, making up his mind that he would never eat two meals again.

Really, a man is a scourge, and if he doesn't show up, it will make the boss sad, and he will never help there again in the future, which makes her both inhuman and unlucky.

Blocking is worse than sparse, the more unwilling to think about it, the harder it is for the flood of memories to stop now.

Meng Keshu thought that she would forget it in three years, but everything was so clear, even every word and every movement of Li Kong on the last day was still clearly in front of her eyes.

"Jiaojiao, what do you want me to do to be willing to eat something? Don't you hate me the most? If you die like this, I will bury you in this yard, and I will bury you in this yard after I die. One place, is this the relief you want?"

Li Kong pulled her up from the bed, who hadn't eaten water for several days, and wanted to use these words to provoke her.

He tried everything, forced her to eat, forced her to take medicine.But she lost her will to survive, and she didn't even need to induce vomiting by herself, she would vomit out all the food she ate, and she became haggard and thin day by day, rejecting all ways of life.

Li Kong would never have thought that they would reach this point, let alone that the weak girl he thought would not listen to anything once her heart hardened.

He had no choice but to hold her face almost beggingly, chasing after her unwilling to look at him and saying soft words:

"You don't want me to lock you with a chain, I untied it, and I promise I will never lock you again. I will give you whatever you want, okay?
Little moon, I beg you, as long as you eat, I can never appear in front of you again, okay?I swear, I swear. "

"Forget it, I'm tired."

Her eyes finally turned to him, but she said the extremely decisive words with her pale lips:

"I don't even want to hear what you say, do I have to get your permission to take my own life now?

Li Kong, you are so pitiful. "

"You pity me?"

Li Kong caught this word.

"Don't you hate me? Why...what?"

He laughed miserably, unwilling to believe that the pity in her eyes was for him.

He can accept her pure hatred, because he already knows that his actions are exactly the same as Yan Weiguang's, they are all through breaking the back of his lover, and biting the unbetrayed feelings like a vulture chasing carrion.

You can't get love, but as long as you make sure that your lover's hatred is only for him, isn't it also a pledge of eternal love, and the world is the same?
Yes, he has admitted that Yan Weiguang once loved him in this way. He managed to remove all the scars on his body one by one. He thought that after finding a reason for his clumsiness and eccentricity, he could start with her in another way.

But she refused to give him any chance.

"Yeah, I pity you. What reason do I have to hate you, Li Kong? You are right, you saved me, let me live the same life as before, and saved my family, Let them not live in embarrassment in Nanlin Mansion.

I just pity you, even... Even if you tie me around like a dog, you can't get my whole heart, haha, aren't you pitiful? "

"Stop talking, don't talk about Little Moon!"

He covered his ears and didn't want to listen to her cruel words, but Meng Keshu seemed to have found a way to hurt him, and continued like revenge.

"I don't want to live by your side, I don't want to owe you, you don't have to use my family to threaten me to obey, I tell you, I've had enough!"

Li Kong tightly closed his eyes, desperately finding that the situation today is exactly the same as when Yan Weiguang was threatened with death.

Both he at that time and Jiaojiao today saw through all the distortions and falsehoods, and showed incomparable aggressiveness in his dying weakness, smashing Yan Weiguang and his bluffing control and possessiveness to pieces, and suffered a crushing defeat.

But at that time, what he loved in his heart was Little Moon, so what was the Meng family?He suddenly didn't want to hide that matter anymore, he couldn't stand Meng Keshu acting this clumsy and ridiculous scene with him for others.

Whether it's hatred or resentment, even if it's just ridiculously pitiful, let's be clean, it's only about him and her.

"If you're willing to obey for the sake of your family, I can tell you how they are now."

He suddenly calmed down, looked down at her, did not miss the movement and expectation on her face, and then brutally told the truth.

"They were all killed by my people on the day I took you away, and the bodies were thrown on the mass grave outside Nanlin City."

"What did you say?"

Meng Keshu wanted to stand up and question him, but she couldn't use the strength at all, her eyes were blurred by tears, she saw Li Kong bent down and smiled at her.

"You heard it, why should I say it again?

If you want to ask me something, I'll tell you after eating, how is it? "

　For example, it will fall today hehe

　　
　
(End of this chapter)