Chapter 238 Kneel down and confess
Dede!

I really rushed into the fire to save you the first time!
But I can't find you anywhere!Those firefighters dragged me away!
When I woke up, I had already been sent to a nursing home abroad!It never really occurred to me to leave you alone in the horror of fire!
If I jumped into the sea to meet you, wouldn't your soul imprisoned in the flames be so hot and painful...

"I do not want to hear."

Ming Dai's words filled Ning Xu's throat with regret.

Tears wet Ning Xu's eyelashes, he looked at Ming Dai through the hazy mist, his heart was riddled with holes.

But Ming Dai's heart was as hard as iron, and she was not moved by his appearance at all.

"Ning Xu, do you know? I am living a very good life now. I have a career, friends and relatives. I don't need to crave your meager love anymore. I have discovered that I can live happily alone. What happened in the past is very important to me. It’s all over, it’s pointless.”

Ming Dai could see the pain and regret that filled Ning Xu's body, and also could see that he was sincere.

So?

Is she going to forgive?

Who will bear for her the time she spent alone?
Say I'm sorry after the stab... Hehe, I'm sorry she doesn't need it.

Ming Dai: "Whether it's you or someone else who thinks about the past, regrets and wants to make up... This is not making up for me, but troubles. What I need most is that you can completely disappear in my world. It's like it's never happened before. So, do you understand?"

"I don't understand." A teardrop rolled down from the corner of Ning Xu's eye and sank into the dust on the ground, "I don't know what you're talking about."

Ming Dai sighed, she knew it.

Whether it's Ning Xu or Shen Qinghe, they are actually the same, they always care about their own feelings.

Sure enough, it was a waste of time to come out and say these words.

Ming Dai turned around and was about to leave.

Ning Xu immediately stretched out his hand, wrapping tightly around Ming Dai's wrist like a vine.

"Don't go..."

"Snapped!"

A crisp sound!
Ming Dai slapped Ning Xu's face with her backhand!
This slap Ming Dai didn't hold back, Ning Xu's face turned red and slightly swollen.

But he didn't seem to feel any pain, didn't let go of his hand, and cared about Ming Dai:
"Does it hurt?"

Ming Dai looked at him speechlessly, and said in a low voice, "Let go!"

Ning Xu let go this time.

He raised his hand and touched his face, and some memories that were obviously very close but also seemed to be far away appeared in front of his eyes——

Last time in the men's locker room, Dai Dai slapped him in the same way.

She was very weak at the time, even if she fanned him on the face with all her strength, it was as light as a kitten scratching.

At that time, he saw that Dai Dai was very uncomfortable, thinking it was hypoglycemia or some other sudden symptoms, he was worried and wanted to send Ming Dai to the hospital.

Now he understands why when he hides Dede in the closet, she reacts so strongly and looks so bad...

Because she died in the closet in her previous life.

"sorry."

Ning Xu murmured, tears streaming down like rain.

"Sorry……"

Bang, the metal crutch fell to the ground.

In the next second, Ning Xu knelt heavily in front of Ming Dai, crying helplessly.

He didn't dare to reach out to touch her, he could only humbly touch her shoe tip with his forehead, tears of pain kept falling into the dust and mud.

Ming Dai's face was tense, she took a step back, and then quickly looked around, for fear of being discovered.

"If you want to be seen by the whole school like this, I have no objection! But don't involve me!"

After Ming Dai finished speaking, she shook off Ning Xu and left quickly.

And Ning Xu didn't move for a long time.

After a while, someone passed by: "Ah! Classmate! What's wrong with you?"

Seeing the crutch lying on the side, this person took it for granted that Ning Xu had passed out or his wound was in excruciating pain, so he reached out to help him.

Ning Xu, who was originally motionless like a stone sculpture, indifferently opened his outstretched hand, and then slowly sat up.

A classmate passed by with a surprised face, and when he saw the expression on Ning Xu's face, his heart skipped a beat. He almost thought he saw an evil ghost crawling up from hell!
Otherwise, how could someone's expression look so terrifying, with a strong ghostly aura, wishing to swallow all the vitality around them, but still fill the huge despair of dissatisfaction!
The students passing by were so frightened that their legs gave way and fell to the ground. When they realized it, they had already fled quickly, as if there was an evil spirit chasing and eating people behind them.

And Ning Xu didn't notice the existence of the third person from the beginning to the end.

His eyes were so empty that there was no light, and his mouth repeated like a mantra:
"Pay the price... all have to pay the price..."

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Ming Dai returned to her seat, and she pulled the chair away with a bit of force.

The tablemate Yi Xiaowan looked at Ming Dai in surprise, feeling that she seemed to be in a wrong mood.

He hesitated and called out: "Dai Dai?"

"what happened?"

Ming Dai replied quickly, with gentle eyes, as if Yi Xiaowan's worries were superfluous.

Yi Xiaowan didn't find any more clues, heaved a sigh of relief, and handed the paper to Ming Dai.

"This is the paper that the teacher asked the monitor to distribute just now. I will keep it for you."

"Thank you Xiaowan."

Ming Dai took it with a smile, but her heart was very irritated.

When she stuffed a stack of test papers into the table hole, her fingertips accidentally touched something cold.

With a slight thought, he grasped the silver sachet given by He Mu in his palm, and carefully took it out.

After this thing came to its side, it was used very frequently, and Ming Dai basically carried it with her every day.

Sometimes I feel upset, my fingertips caress its complicated engraved lines, and my nose smells its faint lingering fragrance, and my whole mind seems to calm down.

It's the same now.

Holding it in her hands, Ming Dai thought of He Mu who could accommodate all emotions as big as the universe, and felt that all these troubles of hers were superfluous and unnecessary.

That's right, just like my little uncle, no matter how violent the storm is, I will stand still, just be myself...won't that be enough?
So what if Shen Qinghe and Ning Xu were reborn one by one?
Even if Ning Shu and Zhou Yunzhi were reborn, so what?
Even if they knelt down in front of her to repent, she would never look back.

This is enough.

"Wow." Out of the corner of Yi Xiaowan's eye, she caught a glimpse of the silver incense sac in Ming Dai's palm, "This thing looks so delicate and special!"

But Yi Xiaowan was just boasting, looking around curiously, without any intention of getting started.

Ming Dai held the silver sachet for her to look at, feeling the joy of sharing treasures.

Yi Xiaowan moved her nose and took two deep breaths:

"It smells good too! Where did you buy it, Deidai, can you tell me?"

"I didn't buy it." Ming Dai didn't realize how gentle her smile was at the moment, "Someone gave it to her."

 Three changes are over today!
  
 
(End of this chapter)

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