Chapter 19 Make a contract with me

Bu Shun, who entered the commentary session, talked more, but Lu Mingfei didn't find it strange, but fell into a strange silence.

Maybe it was because the previous stimulation was really too strong, he suddenly felt... Xixiao's words were indeed reasonable.

Until now, even though the blood stains have been refreshed with the "out of battle", the touch of chopping off the zombie's body with a chainsaw still remains in his hands.

It was also this overly real feeling that changed his attitude towards this nightmare, and made Lu Mingfei, who had difficulty even killing a chicken, quickly accept the cruelty of the status quo.

Because you can take the life of others, you are more afraid of others taking your life.

That's exactly what he thought, so he desperately wanted to kill the zombies that wanted to eat him. Is this contradictory?
Lu Mingfei somewhat understood the "expectation" that the demon hunter had for him.As far as that good-for-nothing bad boy is concerned, it is really difficult to survive in this doomsday nightmare.

But Lu Mingfei is a person who will be ruthless only when he is pushed to the limit, so he didn't let go of the last unrealistic delusions in his heart until he was forced by Xi Xiao to face the real fight.

Lu Mingfei owns very few things. He is a child who sleeps in the garbage dump hugging his precious rags.Even if someone spits at him and kicks him a few times, he will just silently change to a corner where he can hide himself, as long as others don't come to snatch his trash.

But Xixiao told him that "it can't be worse than this" is just a false proposition.

He thought he was a little pebble that no one would care about, but someone would crush his pebble happily on a whim.

It's like the protagonist in the story burned his sister to death without knowing anything, like those zombies who have no grievances with him and still want to eat him.

Some old-fashioned plots in the story are intertwined with the pains that still exist after the wounds have healed, so Lu Mingfei has to understand this [reality] that exists equally in "dream" and "reality".

Yes, no matter which world you are in, [truth] is not as beautiful as what is described in the news.

So what should I do?What does this man want to do by himself?Become a so-called demon hunter?
Lu Mingfei looked at the cloaked demon hunter, hoping to get an answer from him.

"What kind of life do you want to live?"

Facing his gaze, Bu Shun suddenly asked Lu Mingfei a question with a sense of sight, which reminded him of the memory of listening to another man talk about his ordinary dreams at the noodle stall in the morning.

"Yeah, what kind of life do I want to live..."

In this dream, he was able to let go more than that ugly look in reality. Lu Mingfei lowered his head, with the sadness that a teenager should not have appeared on his green face, and whispered: "I don't know... I want to know something too..."

"..."

Bu Shun quietly watched the boy lower his head and mutter something. Even though he couldn't see Lu Mingfei's expression, he could still think that he was forced to face up to his blankness once again—of course, he was the one who did it last time.

"Even if you have the desire to live a peaceful life, the reality is often not as you wish, no matter which world you are in."

He said another line that would trigger Lu Mingfei's memory, Bu Shun's tone was not fluctuating, but he said with pity and sympathy: "If you can't figure out this kind of thing, then don't think about it, try to challenge the most How about a difficult goal."

Lu Mingfei opened his eyes wide: "The most difficult...?"

Looking at Lu Mingfei with eyes that made him unable to smile at all, Bu Shun said flatly, "Living in an ordinary way, eating and drinking in an ordinary way, falling in love in an ordinary way, welcoming death in an ordinary way... In this world, there is nothing like this." Doubt is the most difficult thing."

"Make a 'contract' with me, Lu Mingfei."

"Be a 'hunter' and show me your dreams."

……

……

Lu Mingfei once complained that his life was so empty that he could see through it at a glance. Maybe the future would be to go to an unknown university, fall in love in the university, and then come out to find a job and become an ordinary social animal.

Or maybe his parents will urge him to get married when they occasionally think of him, and then he will randomly find someone to marry on a blind date, and finally have a child, go to work every day, and die suddenly on the job or die of illness one day... This is a simpler death. .

He never thought that one day, someone would want him to work hard towards an "ordinary life".

—Is he not ordinary enough?

But this kind of words may be said in reality. After experiencing the zombie's mouth several times at a negative distance, Lu Mingfei has already understood the difference between this nightmare world and the world he lives in.

My mediocrity and rottenness are incompatible in this world, because this is a doomsday world. People like him must have been eaten alive by zombies or something else. How can there be any "ordinary" What about "life"?

He was ordinary, but he became an outlier here.

Not to mention ordinary childbirth, even having enough to eat is a difficult thing.You know, even a demon hunter with a big beard needs to do this kind of dangerous work in order to earn enough food.

If even the most basic food and clothing cannot be satisfied, then what is the ordinary life?

Holding the still very hot can, Lu Mingfei's numb face changed a bit, he seemed to have figured out something.

"Make a 'contract' with me, Lu Mingfei."

"Be a 'hunter' and show me your dreams."

Keenly aware of the change in his expression, Bu Shun made a logical statement to Lu Mingfei that he had thought up long ago.

"In this unchanging world, it has been a long, long time since a foreigner like you who can still dream visits."

"I will teach you how to survive the apocalypse... On the other hand, let me see your dream."

For a while, it was difficult for Lu Mingfei to understand the deep meaning and inexplicable expectation contained in his words.

But he didn't say "I refuse", and he didn't have any reason to refuse this "contract".

"……it is good!"

In response, Lu Mingfei lowered his head and ate the soft meat inside the can with big mouthfuls.He found that he would also be hungry in the dream. Although the wound can heal quickly, the physical consumption will not decrease, and the hunger will become heavier as time goes by...

He hated the feeling of being hungry.

The heat and oil slid over the coating of the tongue and entered the stomach through the esophagus, making his mood, which had been restless all the time, a little calmer.

But while he was eating, tears suddenly flowed down his face silently.

The young man swallowed the broth mixed with tears, choked up: "I don't want to die...and I don't want to be eaten...I want to associate with beautiful girls, I want to eat those delicious things that I haven't eaten before, I miss my father Mom can come back and see me..."

"—I don't want to die alone like this."

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