tokyo first love

Chapter 262 Are You Alright? (3 more for subscription)

After Ninomiya Chizuru left the Budokan, she returned to her apartment, hid in her room, and wrapped herself in a quilt.

As for Igarashi Runai, she was sitting by the bed, not saying a word, waiting for her to vent.

This bedroom is a bit messy, underwear, worn stockings, and some clothes are placed in various places, stacked in a mess.

Although it is messy, it is not dirty, because Ninomiya Chizuru will find a part-time worker to help her clean up every week.

It's just that this time, it's extra messy... Maybe it's because I've been too busy recently and too many things happened.

Igarashi Runai stared fixedly at a wall in the room.

It was on the wall next to the desk, and it was also one of the few neat and clean areas in the room.

Hanging on the wall is a picture framed by an exquisite picture frame. In the picture, Chizuru Ninomiya is sitting by the stream, with her hair on her side playing in the water. It is so beautiful that it is fascinating, just like a work of art.

It's been a long time since I came to Ninomiya's house, Igarashi Ryuna looked at the painting in this bedroom, it's been a long time.

"Ugh……"

Her mood was very complicated, melancholy, remorse, headache, and sighing in her heart.

She regrets it because she knows what she did wrong.

When she was in the Budokan, Qianhe once asked her for help, and out of selfishness, she said the phrase "Don't think so much, just think about one thing, are you willing?"

That's right, she said this out of selfishness... because even though she saw what kind of person the real Kurosawa was, and realized that he was a half-hearted playboy, she still wanted to help him.

Because she has seen too many people like this in the entertainment industry. Although she has always hated this kind of people, what Kurosawa did just happened to be outside the edge of hating.

Whether it's being honest with each other, or before formally deciding on a relationship, the relationship with girls is limited to kissing and not crossing the line.

Including these, but not only that, her selfishness is very complicated... so complicated that it is difficult to say clearly in one sentence.

She was immersed in her own world. As a bystander and an outsider, she completely ignored Qianzuru's mood and state at that time. One sentence forced Qianzuru to make a choice between a dilemma.

However, there is a limit to human endurance, beyond this limit, people will collapse.

"Ding dong."

At this moment, a reminder bell rang in the silent room.

Hearing this voice, Igarashi Runai came back to his senses, following the reputation, it was Chizuru's cell phone.

It lay on the soft bed, near the head of the bed, but not under the thin quilt.

Facing the notification sound, the bulging hillock did not move, Ninomiya Chizuru still sealed herself up with the quilt.

Because of the angle, she saw that the screen of the phone was awakened by the notification sound, which was the notification bar notification of Line.

It's just that, what exactly is it, because the phone is facing her upside down, she can't see clearly.

It might be a message from Hikaru Kurosawa...or it might be someone else's message. After all, they are all adults, and they are busy with work. Their social circle is very large, and it is normal for them to have a lot of messages.

Igarashi Runai stared at it for a long time, until the phone screen went to sleep again, and she found that Chizuru had no intention of looking at it.

There are two possibilities for this result.

The first possibility is that she didn't notice, she was completely immersed in her own world, her mood was still broken, and she had no time to take care of the things around her.

The second possibility is that she noticed it, but she didn't care anymore, and she was completely heartbroken.

If it's the first one, it's okay, as long as Kurosawa puts his mind to it and finds a way to make Chizuru happy, she may still be able to get out of this blow.

If it is the second type, then this matter is very serious. People who are completely disappointed and completely collapsed are likely to change their temperament drastically in the future.

"No... Is that really Kurosawa's message?"

While thinking, Igarashi Runa suddenly thought of something.

If Chizuru heard the news and went to see it immediately, but found that it was not... Kurosawa Mitsuru respected each other's choices as he said at the beginning, then the problem would only get worse.

Thinking of this possibility, she couldn't help standing up and walking over, wanting to wake up the phone and take a look.

"!"

When Runa Igarashi walked to the bedside, stretched out her hand, and wanted to press the phone's wake-up button, she was suddenly taken aback.

Because a hand suddenly stretched out from the quilt, grabbed the phone, and then dragged the phone into the dark abyss.

Seeing this scene, Igarashi Ryuna froze on the head of the bed, her heart beating wildly.

I have to say that Chizuru in a state of insanity is really as scary as ever.

It was like this last time, and it is like this now.

"Does she want to watch it first? Or is she repelling me?"

While feeling lingering in his heart, Igarashi Runai looked at the airtight quilt and thought in a little astonishment.

Silence, indifference, is terrible for any relationship.

In contrast, speaking up is a better sign for all relationships...except arguments.

Suddenly, she suddenly realized... In this matter, the person Qianzu might hate is not only Kurosawa, but also her.

Because after the game, she helped Hikaru Kurosawa more than once, and repeatedly made sieges.

As long as Qianhe thinks of all these things, it is possible to suspect her of bad intentions and hold resentment towards her.

Just as she was thinking wildly, a gap suddenly appeared in the quilt, and the arm appeared again, pushing the phone out.

"Did she let me look at my phone? Or what does it mean?"

Seeing this scene, Ruina Igarashi didn't dare to move, she wasn't sure what Chizuru was thinking.

"Runai."

At this moment, a hoarse crying voice came from under the quilt.

"I'm here."

Igarashi Runai immediately responded with a jerk.

"I'm hungry, how about you?"

"I'm hungry too, what would you like to eat?"

Igarashi Runai was stunned when he heard this, and asked the same question.

It is already past 4 o'clock in the afternoon, close to five o'clock, but both of them had breakfast at 7 o'clock in the morning, and they still ate very little, and they were already hungry.

"Tonkatsu, and porridge."

"Okay~ You can eat whatever you want."

Igarashi Runai nodded happily in agreement.

Let alone tonkatsu, as long as she is willing to eat, I can cook anything for her.

She was afraid that Qianhe would continue to be depressed like this, forgetting to sleep and eat, not eating or drinking.

Even if it's retaliatory feasting, at least it's venting, not holding it in the bottom of my heart all the time.

"Ding dong."

Before she could leave, the phone rang again.

The next moment, one hand fished the phone in.

"It really was the message from Kurosawa just now?"

Seeing this scene, even if Runa Igarashi didn't have time to see it clearly, she still had the answer in her heart.

"I'm going to buy food."

Igarashi Runai didn't bother him, just said a word, then stood up and walked outside.

The air conditioner was always on in the bedroom. When she walked out of the room and came to the living room, the climate became stuffy due to the rain, which made her feel like she had walked into another world.

However, she didn't stop, but walked straight to the door, put on her shoes, took an umbrella, and walked out of the apartment.

The entertainment industry is like a magnifying glass, which can infinitely magnify human nature, and when you are in it, you will see many people of all kinds.

Even a man with good character will turn bad when he becomes rich.

Even a smart woman becomes a fool when she falls in love.

This is not a good thing, nor a bad thing, but a reality, a very sick phenomenon.

Under the morbid social system of neon, this morbid phenomenon is displayed to the fullest.

There are many celebrities and idols who, when they debuted, were passionate, supported each other with their friends, and made progress together.

But later, he gradually drifted away from his former friends, and even turned against each other, but he reached the pinnacle of his career and life.

The key is opportunity, or opportunity. Once a choice is made, the path of life will change.

When people stand in different environments, the choices they face will also change.

"Hopefully it can go back to what it used to be..."

Igarashi Ryuna took the elevator, walked out of the apartment, got into his own car, and set off.

The moment the car starts, the traffic lights in the process, and accidents will inevitably happen, but the car will eventually reach its destination.

She doesn't want to judge who is right and who is wrong today, she just hopes that this world will not trap everyone in this painful day, but move on to a better future.

She wanted the three of them to gather together like before to discuss the company's development direction and imagine the future together.

She wanted the three of them to sit together, drink and eat together like before.

No one enjoys pain, everyone yearns for beauty.

……

Chizuru Ninomiya was still hiding under the quilt. She was lying on her side holding her phone, looking at the message on Line, and licked her bitten lip with her tongue. It was very painful, and there was also a strange sweet smell of blood .

In the phone, there are two messages from the person whose note is [Light].

"sorry."

"Are you ok?"

"I'm very good."

Seeing these two messages, the stubbornness in her heart drove her fingers to type a few words, but she couldn't send them.

"not good at all."

Immediately afterwards, she deleted the message, feeling grievances and sadness welling up in her heart, and typed out a new message, before sending it, she fell into hesitation.

"not good at all!"

With grief and indignation, she pressed the delete button and replaced the symbol, wanting to emphasize her anger.

However, no matter what kind of message she typed, she didn't have the courage to press the send button.

Because when she tried to respond, two images appeared before her eyes like a nightmare.

That was the scene where Kurosawa kissed Ichinose Yuki, and he turned around and kissed Shifuin Miku.

It hurts, it hurts too much.

These two scenes have caused her heart-wrenching pain until now, and it is hard to let go.

"Didn't you say you respect my choice? What else do you want me to do?"

While hesitating, Ninomiya Chizuru gave another reply.

It's just that no matter what content she changed, she didn't dare to send a message... She didn't dare to respond.

Not all words can be spoken, including information.

No matter what the content is, the send button is like a button to make a choice... When people face difficult choices, they always hesitate, and each has his own scruples.

(End of this chapter)