tokyo first love

Chapter 258 Little Yuki Is Crying

"Da da da!"

The heavy rain was very loud, and it hit the umbrella with a crackling sound.

Hikaru Kurosawa was walking alone in the square, and he couldn't help but look back at the Budokan after he walked for a while.

Even though he tried every means to suppress the emotion in his heart, a heavy rain made the whole world quiet, and there was no one around him. The feeling of heartbreak and guilt seemed to pervade his heart.

He wanted to look at the present and the future, but a scene was engraved in his mind like a brand.

With the blessing of proficient painting skills, his memory has already undergone a transformation. Although it is not a photographic memory, the brain's graphic memory ability is stronger.

As long as it is seen by him, the scene with a little time will be deeply remembered by him, and he can restore the scene he has seen with a brush.

"sorry."

What he saw was not the Budokan, what he saw was Ninomiya Chizuru standing with one arm folded, in order to endure and even scratched her left arm, the scene of collapse bursting into tears, and the sentence that was completely shattered Whispers of his psychological defenses.

"Why are you saying sorry?"

Kurosawa stopped and looked at it for a long time, feeling boredom and gloom in his chest, which he couldn't let go of.

It has been nearly two hours since we parted, but he still can't figure out what kind of emotions and thoughts were behind Miss Ninomiya's apology at that time.

If Miss Ninomiya gave him a slap, or even a few slaps, and left angrily, he would feel better.

If she, who is elegant and noble, can't move because of her upbringing and scolds him angrily, he will feel better.

But her emotions were too complicated, so complicated that it was impossible to guess what kind of mental journey she had in that short period of time.

From the angrily speaking out at the beginning, to the disbelief when seeing Yuki, and the silence because outsiders were watching, in order not to make things too ugly, to the questioning of many emotions when confronted.

What's more, even in such an extreme emotional situation, she still retained her rationality and let herself go to see the real dragon of Sifengyuan. It would be difficult not to think about him.

Suspicions after thinking alone, unwarranted fantasies, elegant and mature like her, and finally fighting with Xiao Yuki, but they can't be scolded or beaten, and they cry heart-piercingly and wronged.

Finally, when he came back, he realized that everyone's relationship was limited to the first kiss, so he calmed down a little. Even after Sifengyuan Mirai appeared, he took the initiative to express his attitude and determination with a kiss.

But in this case, his all-kiss completely broke Miss Ninomiya's psychological defense and completely collapsed.

As the saying goes, one bang, then decline, and then exhaust.

No matter how sincere Ms. Ninomiya's feelings for him were, in the face of his successive blows and jealousy, she still couldn't accept it and chose to turn around and leave.

"Ugh……"

Thinking of her taking a step closer and her half-step back, Hikaru Kurosawa stood under the heavy rain with an umbrella, and heaved a long sigh.

He is not a person who likes to sigh, because sighing cannot solve the problem.

But at this moment, he couldn't do anything except sigh.

This matter was indeed too difficult to accept.

"I don't know what kind of inner struggle Yuki went through to accept this matter."

Suddenly, Kurosawa thought of another question.

Although during the meal just now, Xiao Yuki's expression and reaction returned to their usual appearance, cute and energetic, soft and cute and coquettish.

But even a girl with such a traditional thinking in the future of Sifengyuan would be jealous, let alone her.

Xiaoyuki will be jealous and sad.

What's more, she was very sensitive and fragile, and the first thing she said when she came to the backstage to hug him was begging herself not to leave her.

During the confrontation, facing his sorry, Xiao Yuki cried at that time.

After fighting with Ms. Ninomiya, she also cried once.

At that time, when he hurried back after seeing the real dragon of Sifengyuan, Yuki who was crying bitterly, the first reaction was to run over and hug him.

Because at that time he was always worried about Chizuru Ninomiya and wanted to know the situation, so he didn't pay much attention to Yuki's situation.

Thinking back carefully, when Yuki was holding him, his body was shaking constantly.

Thinking of today's scenes, Kurosawa suddenly found himself in this Shura field, he cared little for Yuki, and spoke very little to comfort her.

Suddenly remembering his own response and handling, Kurosawa fell into reflection.

"Is it because I thought she was more likely to accept this at the beginning, so I have been fighting for Miss Ninomiya?"

"It can't be like this..."

Kurosawa realized what he had done and regretted it.

Little Yuki Junior High School was hurt by bullying on campus once. She only looks smiling on the surface and has a cheerful personality. In fact, she is very fragile and lacks love more than anyone else.

She is very keen on Miss Runa's stalking, and she can detect it in an instant... It shows that she is very sensitive to other people's eyes.

Is she really stupid?There is no such thing at all, she just neglected her studies and doesn't understand the knowledge of learning, that's all.

She pretended to be a hot girl, and had been in the hot girl circle for more than a year, and she was always able to keep herself clean. She also kept the fact of pretending to have a boyfriend for too long.

This shows what?She is actually very good at disguising herself, protecting herself, and knowing how to read words and expressions.

What's more, when she was filming in the hotel last time, she realized that YG agency had been cheating on her all along, and her reaction was not very enthusiastic. Her heart is very strong, she doesn't care about it at all, and she is still in a good mood.

Even if he had a showdown with YG agency and broke his face, Xiaoyuki still fulfilled the contract and continued to shoot photos with the dull photography team... She is stronger than she looks on the surface.

The bullying in middle school, even until not long ago, she had been suffering from the cold eyes of others, she didn't care at all, and lived on her own way under the disguise of a hot girl.

But even if she is so strong, she still cried today, and twice.

I am afraid that for Xiao Yuki, he is the only weakness. Even if he knows that he has to share with two women, because there is no way to change his mind, in order to be with him, he still made the biggest compromise.

"She should be with Lan now, and spend time with her tomorrow."

The more he thought about it, the more guilty he felt, Kurosawa looked at the Budokan, and had the urge to go back, but he quickly restrained it.

"No, after she separated from me, did she really go to look for Lan?"

But the next moment, he suddenly thought of another possibility, and his expression changed suddenly.

He didn't know how Xiao Yuki got through when she was bullied in junior high school, when she was in despair and pain, and he didn't know what she would do when she was sad.

Because in front of him, as long as Xiao Yuki sees him, she will always smile. That sweet smile heals people's hearts, just like a carefree pistachio, which can make him happy.

Realizing this possibility, Kurosawa Hikaru immediately stepped up and ran.

Because it was too slow to run with an umbrella in the wind and heavy rain, he simply threw it away and ran wildly in the rain.

Does Miss Ninomiya love him?

Love!
Miss Ninomiya compromised again and again for him, and gave in again and again.

This love, so much that she couldn't bear to share it with others, turned around and left in a complete breakdown, with no room for sand in her eyes.

Does Yuki love him?
Love!
Even in the face of his frank hurt, Xiao Yuki hugged again and again, approached again and again, even if his body was covered with bruises, he would not hesitate.

This kind of love, so much that even though she knew he was a playboy, she still had a deep affection, no complaints or regrets, and just wanted to be with him.

But having no complaints or regrets doesn't mean she's not sad, doesn't mean she's not hurt, doesn't mean she's in pain.

What's more, in order to make him happy, when Miss Ninomiya turned and left, she begged him to chase him back.

Miss Ninomiya turned around and left with bruises all over her body. He had to respect this choice, even if he wanted to keep him, he didn't have the courage... But Xiao Yuki was still by his side, he could take care of her and comfort her.

He was really crazy, completely immersed in the sadness of Miss Ninomiya's turning and leaving, and he didn't notice what kind of mood was behind Xiao Yuki's smile at all.

Because Xiao Yuki seemed to have nothing to do with it on the surface, he just wanted to go home quickly, stay alone, and lick the wound alone.

Like a wild beast, Kurosawa ran back to the Budokan in the heavy rain.

"Contestant Kurosawa, what's wrong with you?"

Back at the Budokan, the female staff standing guard by the gate were startled when they saw his anxious expression with his hair completely wet.

This Kurosawa player has already become a big star in the Budokan today, because the three arrows in the morning are the best in the audience.

"Sorry, I'm fine."

Facing her concern, Kurosawa responded to her, and then continued to run.

His footsteps were fast, and as he ran wildly, it was like a gust of wind howling.

The Budokan has an octagonal design. Although the interior is spacious, it is intricate.

"Feel sorry."

Going through one corner after another, because he ran too fast, he scared and affected others, and he kept apologizing along the way.

He walked through the place cordoned off by the staff, with a gap in the wall.

In the end, there were fewer and fewer people, Kurosawa hit the brakes suddenly, and finally returned to the place where dreams were broken, the place of right and wrong that he didn't want to stay for a long time.

Hikaru Kurosawa looked up and saw that Yuki was really staying where he was.

At the place where she ate just now, she didn't leave, and she didn't go to look for Lan as she said before. She squatted against the wall, hugging her knees with her hands, and buried her head in her legs. Her expression and face.

He really guessed right, but he wasn't happy at all.

Because Xiao Yuki's figure was very lonely and helpless, like a cat that was injured, shivering and curled up in a dark corner.

She was crying deeply, her body twitched from time to time, it was a silent sob.

"Little Yuki."

After being dazed, Kurosawa came back to his senses, walked forward with great distress, and called her name.

This voice made Ichinose Yuki raise his head, looked at him, and couldn't help being stunned, his eyes were full of astonishment and puzzlement.

"Brother Guang, why are you back?"

Immediately afterwards, Ichinose Yuki saw him approaching step by step, quickly wiped the tears on his face with his hands, and asked with a smile.

However, her voice was a little hoarse and deep. It was the sound of crying. Even if she had good acting skills, no matter how good she was at disguising herself, it would be difficult to cover up.

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　　(I'm very sorry, chapters 252-255 have been rewritten. Please go back and read it. If the content is that Chizuru Ninomiya is gone, it is the revised version. If not, it means that the APP is stuck. You can see the rewritten version on the web version .)
　　
　
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