She's nice and soft

Chapter 156 Isn't It Good Enough?

She looked at the scratch marks on his arm.

It's almost like tearing off the flesh and blood.

He didn't show any discomfort on his face. He looked at her with clear eyebrows and eyes, as if he was worried that she wouldn't be used to the light. In the dark, Pei Dai only turned on a light in the dim corridor.

Warm lights filled the entire space.

he asked her.

"Qinqin, is there something uncomfortable? Does it hurt?"

Asking so softly, Mei Yeqin's face warmed up a little, and she looked at Pei Dai.

The madness of the day dissipated.

"Pei Dai, do you love me?"

The woman's brow bones are very soft, there is still a light red lipstick on her lips and teeth, her cheeks are fair, and on her smooth shoulders, there is a shallow, almost invisible mark secretly left by Pei Dai.

Pei Dai paused while pinching the fingers of the towel. With such a natural expression, he sat on the edge of the bed wearing a bathrobe, looked at Mei Yeqin, and smiled thrillingly with a twitch at the corner of his mouth.

"Yes."

There was no denial, no redundant explanation, just a faint admission, and he didn't stop his actions.

Mei Yeqin's expression rarely changed, he just muttered to himself.

"What is love?"

She doesn't understand.

Can love really make people blind like that? It seems that she thought of something, Mei Yeqin turned her head to look at Pei Dai, she also spoke in a very natural tone and words.

"But I don't love you."

Pei Dai's fingertips paused again.

"I know."

He knew, he knew, he knew that she didn't love him or anyone else.

It's just that Pei Dai, who was belatedly aware of Mei Yeqin's emergency response, felt very empty in his heart, because Mei Yeqin is a doctor, and she is a doctor.

Not only a surgeon, but also a psychological counselor, she has a double degree.

Pei Dai lowered his head, with a somewhat obscure expression on his face.

"Are you thirsty, do you want some water?"

Mei Yeqin nodded.

Pei Dai turned around and went to the living room. Fortunately, he heated up a pot of water and took a sip. It was not too cold, but rather warm. It's just that Mei Yeqin likes to drink cold water, but Pei Dai never allows him to drink it. Every time I go out to play, even if she is unhappy, I just give her warm water.

It's the same this time.

Pei Dai, who entered with a water glass, looked at Mei Yeqin drinking the water, but he didn't show any temper, so he kept the water glass by his side.

"Let's go to the movies."

Mei Yeqin likes to watch movies, Pei Dai knew that it was almost early morning when he would look out at the sad sky, and thought that Mei Yeqin would drive him away.

Hearing Mei Yeqin's proposal, Pei Dai was naturally happy from the bottom of his heart.

The two of them didn't go to the living room because there was a projector in the bedroom. After choosing a movie, Mei Yeqin leaned on Pei Dai's shoulder, and both of them looked at the curtain.

In the air, something called warmth gradually flowed.

Pei Dai held Mei Yeqin's finger.

"Pei Dai, I don't like this leading actor."

It's different from her usual appearance. When Mei Yeqin watched movies, she looked a bit like a chatterbox. She had a great sense of contrast when she was in peacetime.

So Mei Yeqin never went to the cinema, and usually watched it by herself.

Only when she was in front of Pei Dai, did she seem to let go of herself a little, and said whatever she wanted to say.

"I don't think he did it right. This should belong to the screenwriter."

Mei Yeqin complained about the plot in the movie, she was stubborn, and she still spoke in a fake rational state.

Pei Dai stretched out his hand to stroke the top of her hair.

"Qinqin, this is adapted from a real event."

It's mentioned in the opening credits.

Listening to Pei Dai's words, Mei Yeqin looked at Pei Dai in a blink of an eye.

It turned out that it wasn't the screenwriter's fault, it was the truth.

In fact, she has seen and heard a lot of such facts, hasn't she?

"Pei Dai, so men are all the same, don't you like it when you get it? What is it?"

The movie tells the story of a girl growing up with a boy. From having nothing at a young age to later having everything, whether the so-called bread or everything, I feel that the worldview and values ​​of the two have emerged. The problem, as the conflict slowly intensified, and then the two broke up.

The film is not very long, but at the end, the two ended up breaking up.

"Qinqin, there are too many things in the world that people can't understand, so don't force yourself to understand."

Pei Dai's voice was always so soft in Mei Yeqin's earholes, as if there was a hint of serenity in the breeze.

He said an ordinary thing in the most ordinary sentence.

Are there too many things that people can't understand?

Mei Yeqin's expression was a little cold.

"Pei Dai, if I have encountered such a thing, or someone around me has such a thing, I don't understand what to do."

That's right, she probably did this because she couldn't understand.

Mei Yeqin didn't know where the entanglement in her heart was, perhaps it was because of Pei Dai's warmth that Mei Yeqin was reluctant to let go.

So as a psychiatrist herself, she wanted to try to untangle her heart.

So how to understand it.

Pei Dai pursed his lips and squeezed her fingers. The cold fingertips made Pei Dai feel a little uncomfortable. He looked at Mei Yeqin.

"Qinqin, sometimes, forgiveness is the only way to free yourself."

"When we can't understand, we have to try to forgive, so that we can be free."

His voice was so slow, flowing clearly in Mei Yeqin's heart.

She stared blankly at Pei Dai and muttered to herself.

"Forgive me?"

She didn't know how to forgive, how could she forgive, her sister was gone.

"Pei Dai, my sister had a very good relationship with him before. You don't know if it's not good."

With a low voice, full of pain, Mei Yeqin finally found a way to express some of the depression in her heart.

"Qinqin, being able to do something wrong proves that it's not good enough, the relationship is not good enough, if it's good enough, you won't do something wrong."

He didn't deliberately ask, nor did he deliberately mention it, he just narrated it from the perspective of a bystander.

Mei Yeqin looked up at Pei Dai.

"Is it really not good enough?"

She is a little hard to understand.

"My sister told me that there was a teenager who liked her."

Perhaps it was because the age difference between the two was not that big, so Mei Yeyun would always tell her about anything.

So she witnessed the whole process of Mei Yeyun's youth, from her youth, to her marriage, to having Jiang Sui, to her marriage's breakdown, like watching a movie.

In the end, the only one who gets hurt is yourself, obsession is useless.

What's the use of feelings, let alone the past.

(End of this chapter)