fall in love

Chapter 75
Wen Ciyi's lips were straightened, but she had nothing to do with the smiling person in front of her. In the end, she just looked away expressionlessly, and said in a more serious tone, "You can do whatever you want."

Seeing Wen Ciyi's look of not wanting to talk to him anymore, Xu Simian raised her eyebrows: "Sister is angry?"

Wen Ciyi looked directly at him: "Do I dare to be angry with you?"

Xu Simian asked back, "Why not?"

Wen Ciyi didn't want to get angry at first, she didn't know what Xu Simian wanted to do, but it didn't look like she wanted to take revenge on her, the two of them were going around playing riddles, she simply pierced the window paper and said: "You said, Let me be obedient, if I am disobedient, will you still tie me up?"

"Tie me up again to do those things?" Wen Ciyi said, "Then I'll listen to you and be good. I won't think about other people's affairs anymore."

"Thinking about other people's business?" Xu Simian asked without warning, "Is that Gu Ze?"

Wen Ciyi immediately said: "No."

"Then what's the matter?" Xu Simian looked at Wen Ciyi and said, "I only have my sister, but my sister has many people, your assistant, your friends, your job, and even your sister's dog, all can take up your time, and me?"

"Then what can I say?" Xu Simian lowered his eyes, raised them again, and fixedly looked at her.

Wen Ciyi frowned slightly: "Xu Simian,"

Xu Simian looked at Wen Ciyi deeply, but didn't make a sound.

It was the first time Wen Ciyi turned over the old accounts, and said some words in the original: "Xu Simian, can we have a good talk?"

Xu Simian walked to the sofa and sat down, his face was like water, but he kept within a safe range with the warm words. He pulled the corners of his mouth and said without any ups and downs: "What does sister want to talk to me about?"

"The interests of adults? Capital? Last year, you repeat those ugly words again?" Xu Simian said blankly: "If it's those words, you don't need to bother, I just say it—"

"After all, what I heard was what my sister told me word by word."

Wen Ciyi opened his lips, and lowered his eyelids to cover the emotions in his eyes: "I was..."

"Sister wants to say what she says, doesn't she?" Xu Simian's cold voice sounded, he tapped his chest with his fingertips, and said word by word: "But those ugly words——"

"I listened to it, it was like using a knife, piercing my heart over and over again, and piercing it deeply." Xu Simian's eyes did not waver, but his words gradually became bitter: "But sister, why do you always Do you have to think from the perspective of what is good for me every time?"

"Don't you know that every time you are doing good for me, you are dividing the distance between the two of us, until the wound can no longer be closed." Xu Simian revealed her thoughts, her expression remained the same. Plain, as if it was just describing a small thing.

Those words that crushed his self-esteem, the words that his 11 years said in gentle words were nothing to her, every time he was abroad in the dead of night, he would chew on the words over and over again, reminiscing like self-abuse.

"So sister," Xu Simian stood up, came to Wen Ciyi, and said with a serious look, "Tell me, did you choose to leave me because something happened to the company?"

How can she admit it? She thinks that Xu Simian can have a better life. Even her romance can't block the young man's indomitable figure. He should be proud and dazzling, no matter in which aspect, learning and love.

But Wen Ciyi would also feel ashamed, she would think about the gap between adults and college students, and also think about the quality and harmony between society, she only wanted to be good for Xu Simian, even if Xu Simian didn't need it.

This is an unsolvable question, and the core of the proposition is Xu Simian.

Seeing that Wen Ciyi was silent, Xu Simian let out a low laugh, and said in a lonely way: "Sister, is she thinking of something to refute me, and then push me away again?"

Wen Ciyi quickly denied, "No."

"Then you fucking tell me!" Xu Simian pressed Wen Ciyi against the wall forcefully, her voice trembling uncontrollably: "Wen Ciyi, am I so unworthy of you telling me the truth?!"

Whenever he breaks down emotionally, those negative influences always make him unavoidable, forcing him to recall, Xu Simian's eyes are red, like a cornered beast, biting his lips gently, forcing All the pretended calm collapsed, and there was only silence between the two of them.

Xu Simian waited for a long time before he heard a sentence as light as a feather: "What do you want me to say, Xu Simian, you should be happy and bright, but I was already in a mess at that time."

Wen Ciyi covered her eyes, her palms were moist: "I once thought that what you liked was the dazzling me, no matter when, in the third year of high school," she sobbed: "At Peking University, when we first met, even if Every time I appear in the future, I will think about what kind of posture I should use to meet you."

"Xu Simian, your 11 years are not insignificant, but the most important." Wen Ciyi looked away, held his palms, and continued: "But me, I don't know what to say, every time I think about it, But I can't seem to do it, year after year, why is it so difficult..."

Every time she thinks of Xu Simian's 11 years, she always thinks of what she said on the rooftop, but at the same time, she also thinks that Xu Simian is too good, she is not worth it, and she is firmly liked. The reason why she chose to be a deserter is also because , Xu Simian's excellent.

She felt from the bottom of her heart that to be worthy of Xu Simian, she should also be a girl who could be evenly matched with Xu Simian.

"Sister, do you know?" Xu Simian interrupted her suddenly: "I guess every time you lie, I don't want to expose it, because I always think that you may be doing it for my own good."

"Even in the back," Xu Simian said, "I think so too."

"Wen Ciyi, you are wrong, you are too self-righteous." Xu Simian opened the distance between the two of them, trying to calm down his emotions, but no matter what, his emotions still leaked out uncontrollably.

Wen Ciyi lowered his head and didn't look at Xu Simian again.

"Then do you still want to talk to me now?" Xu Simian endured the pain in his heart as if being torn apart, and said, "Talk about your self-righteousness?"

Wen Ciyi opened her lower lip, wanting to say something, but her usual verbal confrontation seemed pale and feeble now.

"So Wen Ciyi, you owe me what you owe me, and you will never pay it back." Xu Simian's eyes were light, and his fingertips raised Wen Ciyi's chin: "Do you understand?"

Since, no matter what he did, he couldn't make Wen Ciyi stay with peace of mind, then he simply, in another way, kept her by his side and could never leave.

At least in this way, it can be regarded as staying.

Even if it's fake.

Wen Ciyi's eyes were gray, her throat was full of bitterness, Xu Simian remained calm, her finger bones clamped Wen Ciyi's waist, buried her neck, and said in a low voice: "I'll give you one last chance, answer me one question--"

"Have you visited me in the past year?"

When he finished speaking, the surroundings fell into a frightening silence, and the deadlocked atmosphere overwhelmed the two of them.

Wen Ciyi sighed, and seemed devout again: "Yes."

Just one word is enough to defeat Xu Simian, he raised his eyes in disbelief, his voice trembling: "Yes?! Then why didn't you come to me?!"

Wen Ciyi pursed her lips and smiled: "My state of mind at that time was the same as when you saw me in the third year of high school. I dare not disturb you anymore."

Even if they are separated and the two are moving forward in different fields, she will still miss the time before, when she was happy and carefree with her, that boy, like light, but different.

Even if the miss is like a tsunami, it is deafening.

Trembling, Xu Simian hugged Wen Ciyi into her arms and said, "But sister, I miss you so much."

Even in a foreign country, it is impossible to tell, and there is no warm wind, and even words cannot be delivered.

He kissed Wen Ciyi's eyes carefully, then to his lips, and finally said: "Wen Ciyi, you can't be self-righteous, do what you think, and I will care."

He cares about everything about her, she is his whole world, when someone in a foreign country introduces him a girlfriend jokingly, he will refuse to say that he has someone he likes, and some people have seen him confide in his heart when he is drunk, Said that he couldn't let go, the feeling that he couldn't describe, tightly surrounded him, he couldn't get out, and he didn't want to get out.

It simply accumulated into a disease, until the blockade persisted, relying on a photo taken secretly when I was a teenager, a year of stumbling will pass.

He has completed all the credits, completed all the courses, and returned to China one year earlier than originally planned. The foreign company is also well-organized.

He had been preparing for a long time, knowing the truth about Wen Ciyi's plan to break up, knowing that she hadn't been to Peking University for a long time, and that she had been filling herself up with different big and small things this year, kept busy, and when she was sleepy, she would sleep company.

But he still wanted her to reveal herself completely, so he changed his method, thinking that this way might be faster.

Wen Ciyi grabbed the corner of Xu Simian's clothes, looked up at him and said, "I know, I was wrong."

It's going to snow soon this year, so they will also have the first time to watch the snow together, Wen Ci thought in his heart.

"So my sister has thought about how to compensate me?" Xu Simian pecked Wen Ciyi's lips and said: "Sister should know, I have liked my sister for a long time."

Wen Ci disagreed with him like this, and still obediently cooperated and said: "Well, so the younger brother wants to do this?"

Xu Simian smiled, but it seemed meaningful: "Sister, do you still remember the award that I won the first place in Peking University a year ago?"

Wen Ciyi shook his head, thought for a while and said, "Remember, what do you want?"

"I want to..." Xu Simian moved her lips close to Wen Ciyi's ear, said a few words with a smirk, Wen Ciyi's face was flushed, and she glared at him angrily, but Xu Simian pressed her eyes and said: "Sister Don't look at me like that, I've waited so long, should I get some extra bonus?"

Wen Ciyi said with a small face flushed, "Wait, wait until night."

Xu Simian smiled: "Good sister."

Just as Wen Ciyi was about to say something, the door was knocked outside. As soon as he opened the door, he saw Lingge standing outside. Seeing that Wen Ciyi's face was still red, he raised his eyebrows and said, "Go down and have dinner." Well, there seems to be a song show here later."

Wen Ciyi hurriedly agreed, she looked around, and said strangely: "Where's Fu Zezhou?"

"Go down and order food." Lingge said casually.

"Then sister, let's go down too." Xu Simian came out from the inside, and said like a normal person, "I'll think about the contract tomorrow."

Lingge joked: "Yo? Together again?"

Xu Simian responded with a smile: "We never separated."

Lingge was shocked by what Xu Simian said, and asked aloud: "Then before you..."

Wen Ciyi said, "It's just a little awkward, isn't it?"

Glancing at Xu Simian, the latter understood, pursed his lips and said, "Sister says what she says."

Lingge secretly gave Wen Ciyi a thumbs up.

Seeing Wen Ciyi and Xu Simian's current appearance, Fu Zezhou seemed to have expected it a long time ago, and said, "Sooner or later," he said, and approached Lingge to ask, but it didn't seem right: "Honey, when will we meet the parents?" ?”

Ling Ge glared at him: "Shut up."

Fu Zezhou shrugged, and said indifferently, "Okay, I understand. I'll see my parents when I get back."

Lingge got angry: "You!"

But Fu Zezhou still had an innocent look on his face: "What's the matter baby, don't you like what I said? Why don't we have a video chat right now?" He said he was really going to get his phone, Lingge hurriedly stopped him Said: "The word means they are still there."

"You mean, it's okay when there's no one around?" Fu Zezhou asked with a smile.

Lingge smiled at him, and pinched his thigh mercilessly in the next second.

Fu Zezhou snorted, still laughing unseriously: "You can strike lightly, in fact, like this, it is enough to murder your own husband."

Lingge smiled slightly: "I'm sorry, you can shut up, otherwise, I can consider opening another room for you and letting you sleep alone."

Several people chatted casually for a while, Xu Simian made an excuse to go up to get something, Wen Ciyi didn't take it too seriously, and continued to eat with his eyes down.

It wasn't until the surrounding lights dimmed, the voices below gradually subsided, and Ling Ge and Fu Zezhou disappeared, that Wen Ciyi raised his head.

Fu Zezhou booked a box on the second floor, but the window on the side of the box next to the corridor can be opened, Wen Ciyi watched the window rise slowly, and the person on the stage on the first floor was wearing a blue dress When she appeared in front of her, she put down her chopsticks in a daze.

The host who came out of nowhere stood on the stage and said with a smile: "Thank you for taking time out of your busy schedule to participate in this song show——"

"But if you say it's a show, in fact, it's also prepared by our boss alone for one person."

Soon, some people booed and asked who the boss was. The host smiled mysteriously: "I'll see you later, boss."

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