fall in love

Chapter 58 I Want To Try Secret Love

After Wen Ciyi made the plaster doll, he said goodbye to the girl, Xu Simian came back after paying the bill and saw Wen Ciyi in a daze, he leaned over and rubbed Wen Ciyi's head and asked, "What is senior sister thinking? "

Wen Ciyi didn't answer his question directly, probably because God saw that Xu Simian was too good, so he closed the skill window of painting for him.

She looked at the Daxiong plaster in Xu Simian's hand, she wanted to say something but she had to take care of her little brother's face, Xu Simian was mixing yellow and green paints to apply to the plaster body, Wen Ciyi looked at her phone The screen saver glanced at the movements of Xu Simian's hands and said, "The color of my junior..."

Xu Simian stopped when he was about to touch the plaster. He glanced at Wen Ciyi and said, "I see that most of the clothes worn by Nobita in Doraemon are yellow."

Wen Ciyi nodded, she pursed her lower lip, and said while deliberating: "Actually, we don't have to be so rigid, we can innovate."

Xu Simian raised her chin and said, "Like a green Doraemon in the hand of senior sister?"

"Yes," Wen Ciyi handed him the plaster in his hand, and pointed to the small bell: "I just added a little red here, how about it?" Wen Ciyi shook: "OK nice?"

Xu Simian looked down at Wen Ciyi's shiny eyebrows and she didn't notice the intimacy of approaching, he responded, "It looks good."

"Let's talk," Xu Simian gently traced the plaster cast. He acted carefully, but the words he said were as relaxing as chatting casually: "Why does senior sister like Doraemon?"

"Maybe it's because it's so innocent," Wen Ci thought of something, lowered his eyes and curled his lips and smiled: "I saw a sentence before that said that Doraemon belongs to children, and it's too sweet." It’s too dreamy and too beautiful, but I often think why not.”

"—The world of adults is boring, and the world of children is innocent and beautiful. Although there will be a lot of homework, it is good to maintain that innocence."

The warm words added the tail of Doraemon at the end, held it in the palm of the hand and said: "But if adults are innocent, it is too ridiculous for the law of survival in the business world, which cannibalize people without spitting out their bones." ..."

"Sister," Xu Simian interrupted her suddenly.

The meaning of warm words: "Huh?"

"Senior sister seems to talk to me about adults every time." Xu Simian looked at Wen Ciyi firmly, and added the last sentence: "It will become very heavy."

Wen Ciyi smiled: "Is there?"

"Yes, I was actually thinking about it just now." Xu Simian put down the plaster cast and said with his eyes focused on the person in front of him, "Why do adults have to face reality?"

"——Go to work, get off work, work, these days are repeated and accumulated, even the senior sister has to deal with sudden calls when she is at home, and then go back to the company, it seems that the company cannot be transferred without the senior sister." Xu Simian retracted and realized , said lightly, but Wen Ciyi knew what he meant by saying that.

So she just said: "I am the president, tens of thousands of people in the company are waiting for my salary."

"Is senior sister really happy?" Xu Simian asked.

Wen Ciyi was taken aback for a moment.

"People can't throw away their happiness for the so-called work." Xu Simian's words were very straightforward. He looked at Wen Ciyi's lips parted, but he didn't speak after all. He continued: "I sometimes I also really want to know if senior sister is eating well and having a good time in the company."

This is all in his heart, and he still cares about the age difference between him and Wen Ciyi. He is three years younger than her, and he is afraid that some things are not good enough to make her have a good mood, nor can he Take good care of him.

He cherishes her very much, so he has the so-called inferiority complex.

Wen Ciyi listened to what Xu Simian said in a daze. She obviously didn't want to cry, but her eyes turned red every time, and a tear quietly smeared on the plaster, and then she smiled: "Yes, junior Remember to be happy too."

"Yeah." Xu Simian responded in a low voice, the two of them finished the plastering, it was almost dark, outside the shopping mall was the night street, it was very lively and bustling, Wen Ciyi looked at the endless stream of snacks on the street and asked : "Are you hungry, brother?"

Xu Simian seemed to be looking for something, so she simply said: "It's okay."

Wen Ci thought that there are several delicious skewers here, but Xu Simian seemed to have found something, and said, "Senior, wait for me here."

Wen Ciyi stood under the bright streetlights beside the street. After waiting for a while, she saw Xu Simian walking over with several hot air balloons. They were several sunflowers with white and various colored edges. There is a yellow smile on it, Xu Simian walks very well, the twilight weighs on his eyebrows and eyes, adding a little softness.

Xu Simian trotted to Wen Ciyi and said, "Sister, stretch out your hand."

Wen Ciyi raised her hand obediently, Xu Simian wrapped the white thread around Wen Ciyi's wrist, then gently circled it, and tied all the sunflower lines into a beautiful bow in just a few seconds.

Xu Simian tugged at the group of sunflowers, the sunflowers floated up and down a few times, then he took Wen Ciyi's hand, Wen Ciyi looked up at the smiling sunflowers and couldn't help but smile: " Brother, you bought too much here."

Random, just walking on the road can attract a lot of heads.

"Not much," Xu Simian said seriously, "As long as senior sister likes it."

Xu Simian pulled Xu Simian and walked towards the snack street. He casually glanced at the random stalls passing by, and fell in love with something.

Xu Simian pulled Wen Ciyi to squat down, occasionally the wind blew by, and the bright sunflowers floated gently above his head. He picked out two old-fashioned pocket watches and showed Wen Ciyi: "Do you like this, sister?"

"Pocket watch?" Wen Ciyi asked, "Didn't my junior already have a watch?"

"It's not the same, this means..." Xu Simian felt that it was hypocritical to say it, so he hesitated for a long time, but he didn't dare to say it.

The stall owner kept looking at the two of them, and seeing Xu Simian was silent for a moment, he smiled slowly and said, "This represents the love of the older generation. When I only loved one person in my life before, this commemorative His pocket watch has witnessed many loves."

Wen Ciyi's eyes lit up and he asked immediately, "The boss can put photos here?"

Seeing that the business is promising, the stall owner said, "Yes, even small ones can be placed."

Just as Wen Ciyi was about to take out her mobile phone to pay, she heard Xu Simian standing up and saying, "It's done, senior sister, take it and go."

As soon as the words fell, the voice of Alipay's account rang.

The two pocket watches lay quietly in Wen Ciyi's palms, as if they were still warm. Wen Ciyi remembered that when her grandmother was still alive, she also had a nostalgic pocket watch.

It is to commemorate the unforgettable and loyal love of the older generation.

Wen Ciyi put away his pocket watch, held Xu Simian back firmly, opened his lips and said, "Xu Simian."

The warm words meant that when Xu Simian looked down at her, he gently kissed Xu Simian's lips and continued: "I am very happy today."

"It's my wish to keep you happy, senior sister." Xu Simian's finger bones touched Wen Ciyi's knuckles, and he said almost piously: "I must always be this happy."

The two of them went to the cinema after dinner. During the period, Wen Ciyi's sunflowers attracted many people's attention. A child boldly stepped forward and asked Wen Ciyi politely if the beautiful sunflowers were for sale. Ci Yi touched the child's head and gave him one directly.

When the boy took the sunflower, he bowed to both Wen Ciyi and Xu Simian, and while running, he turned his head and shouted that his sister and brother would have a long time.

Wen Ciyi was amused for a long time, Xu Simian repeated his old trick and asked Wen Ciyi to wait for him, but Wen Ciyi saw Xu Simian running towards her with hot milk tea and freshly baked popcorn at the beginning of the movie.

I don't know how many times Xu Simian saw her trotting. Some people said that when I thought of seeing you, I always ran. Wen Ciyi looked at Xu Simian who was running towards her, and gently sucked her nose. .

Xu Simian handed the milk tea to Wen Ciyi, took her to the ticket office and said, "Sister, let's go, the movie is about to start."

The movement of him holding her is very natural and familiar, his palms are dry but warm, which can make people feel at ease.

At the beginning of the movie, the diary of a girl's crush was released. Wen Ciyi tilted his head curiously and asked, "Have you ever written a diary?"

Xu Simian looked at Wen Ciyi for a long time, as if he was thinking about how to tell her. He was afraid that telling Wen Ciyi that he wrote it would make Wen Ciyi feel strange, because he felt that it was strange for a boy to write a diary.

Seeing Xu Simian's reaction, Wen Ciyi guessed something, she sighed, quickly rubbed Xu Simian's face, and said with a rare ferocious tone: "Don't let me think about it, I really care about you."

Xu Simian gave a low laugh, and said in a deep tone, "I wrote it."

And he said as if he had handed over his hole cards: "I will show it to my sister when I have a chance in the future."

On the contrary, Wen Ciyi had some concerns: "It's not good for me to read the privacy of diary, right?"

"It doesn't matter, senior sister," Xu Simian said for a moment, "I will be very happy instead."

Wen Ciyi said: "Then I can look forward to it?"

The lights in the movie theater seemed to be nothing but the light source of the movie, but Wen Ciyi could still feel Xu Simian's gaze on her, Xu Simian was silent for a while, and said persistently, "Okay, as long as Senior sister, don't laugh at me then."

Wen Ciyi hooked the corner of his mouth and pulled out a smile: "How come?"

The movie tells the story of a girl's secret crush in high school. The boy she had a crush on touched the girl's smiles. The girl and the boy are in the next class. The two are good friends who met because of the party host. After class, they occasionally They also play and play, and sometimes some people in the class make fun of the two of them in good faith. The boys just smile and don’t speak, while the girls just lower their eyes.

Girls in the back will often make encounters, in order to go around the entire playground to see the boy, and slow down with friends in the small shop just to walk quietly behind the boy and see his tall and thin back.

Seeing this, Wen Ciyi was a little emotional and whispered, "Student, will this happen too?"

Wen Ciyi's high school is also Xuejun, and Xuejun's junior high school is also in the headquarters. Xuejun occupies a large area, and the junior high school and senior high school do not feel crowded. When two people can communicate with each other, Xu Simian also Completely said that his junior high school is also in the senior high school division.

Xu Simian looked at the girl who was secretly worried because she didn't see a boy at school, and said, "I did."

His teacher's office at the time was far away, but there were two paths he could take. He didn't choose the closest one. Instead, he would take a long detour to pass the rocket class in the third year of high school every time he handed in his homework.

Just to be able to take a look at Wen Ciyi, but for him at that time, he was already very satisfied. He just thought that being able to get closer to Wen Ciyi, even if it was just a casual look at each other, would become what he had always been looking for. Motivation to work hard.

And after Wen Ciyi graduated from high school, he would follow the habit of going through the long corridor in the third year of high school, but he never waited until that time to meet his eyes once in a while.

Warm words and emotions were intertwined, soreness rushed to the tip of my heart and said: "Then why don't you say hello to me and come to be my friend?"

"Because you are preparing for the college entrance examination," Xu Simian said in a low voice, "I don't want to waste your time studying questions because of my useless social interaction."

"It's not useless." Wen Ciyi replied to him in the same decibel.

"It's not important, senior." Xu Simian said.

Although the process was a bit bitter, but fortunately we finally met, and it was not too late.

Fortunately, the end of the movie was also complete. The boy gave the girl a big confession. He told the girl that he was secretly looking at her, and he was also thinking about how to be natural when she couldn't see her. And integrated into her life strongly.

At the end of the movie, a long sentence emerges, although youth is short, but the breeze will also blow through the cicadas, we will meet each other eventually, and finally get what we want.

"How is the junior feeling today?" He took out the things he bought from the temporary locker and asked warmly.

"If I say it's good," Xu Simian helped Wen Ciyi carry things and said, "Can I apply for another date?"

"Of course." Wen Ciyi took Xu Simian's other hand that was not holding anything, but said gently, "Is there two days left for the younger brother to go to the hospital for reexamination?"

Xu Simian said, "Yes."

"Then I want to go with you." Wen Ciyi said.

Xu Simian said as if confirming: "Then will senior sister stay with me all the time?"

"Of course I will." Wen Ciyi said, "Isn't it agreed that we will always be so passionately in love."

Whether it's autumn fried chestnuts, candied haws, hot milk tea,

"If I have a next life," Wen Ciyi and Xu Simian walked out of the movie theater and said against the warm night wind, "I also want to try secret love."

Her tone was gentle and firm.

"why?"

"Because I want to follow the path you walked," Wen Ciyi said, "Instead I will fall in love with you secretly, meet you, and finally chase you down."

Xu Simian raised her hand to brush the broken hair on Wen Ciyi's forehead and said, "You don't have to wait for the next life, you can do it now."

Wen Ci asked puzzledly: "Why?"

As soon as she said it, she understood Xu Simian's meaning, so she stretched out her hand with a smile, and said with her back to the soft halo pouring down from the street lamp, "Hello, let's get to know each other, my name is Wen Ciyi."

"The Wen of Wenzhou, the words of the words, the meaning of everything going well."

Xu Simian held the hand she extended, his eyebrows looked gentle at this moment, and his voice was calm and solemn: "My name is Xu Simian, Xu Fengxiang Xu Simian of Simian."

Wenzhou explained the meaning of the words, and Xu Feng Xiang Simian.

***
When the two returned home, Wen Ciyi received a text message from He Hua. She didn't read it for a while, but put the plaster doll together. The color of Nobita was weird. Doraemon was placed next to the two of them.

The two roles of Fat Tiger and Xiaofu are still missing, let's make up for it next time I go to play, Wen Ciyi thought so and changed his clothes.

Xu Simian turned on the light in the room, and then the phone rang. He picked it up and glanced at the call from the weekend. He continued, "Have you finished the scene?"

"Don't worry bro, I'll be the one to get two." Weekend said carelessly, he looked back at the blooming lavender flowers and asked, "Brother, have you made all the preparations there? The route map of the station, the location passed by."

"Well," Xu Simian responded, he sat at the table and flipped through the attractions he had browsed and said, "It's all done."

Over the weekend they seemed to be cheering: "Oh yeah! I didn't mean to say Brother Xu, I'm going to have a nervous breakdown from you recently."

Xu Simian raised her eyebrows: "So?"

"Look, I have to take care of school affairs and what you've prepared. I'm so busy all day that I want to create a clone." Weekend complained feebly.

After hearing this, Xu Simian only said lightly, "I'll give you a red envelope after this matter is over."

"Oh ho ho ho! Okay!" Weekend said excitedly, "Hey, Brother Xu, are you really going to tell your senior sister, let the person you like know what you did for her, and then feel a little bit of anticipation and yearning for her?" , looking forward to, when I see surprises again, that kind of emotion explodes and reaches the peak in an instant!"

Xu Simian let out a low snort, he stood by the transparent window of the room and looked down, his eyes touched a scene of thousands of lights and neon flickering and said, "Do you know what a surprise is on the weekend?"

Ah on the weekend, just about to continue talking, when I heard Xu Simian say over there: "Hang up first, and contact me if there is anything else."

Listening to the beeping tone on the other end of the phone, Weekend looked sideways at the two roommates who were still waiting for him to continue working, then looked at Huahai outside the window and said with a sigh: "Oh, let's do it honestly, Let's see other people's love."

But Wen Ci's expression sank when he saw the text message sent by He Hua. Ji Zehuai's company and her company had inevitable conflicts when they were exploring the market.

She glanced at the words sent by He Hua. She knew that there was an insider in the company, but the old shareholders of the company had been stubborn and refused to let her investigate thoroughly. Dealing with a few old stubborn people had already exhausted her physically and mentally. , here comes one more.

Wen Ciyi replied to He Hua: Don't startle the snakes, just wait and see how things change.

And He Hua frowned when he saw the message from Wen Ciyi.

If the warm words were the same as usual, she would definitely find out the inner ghost and wipe out the roots immediately, but this time she just let her wait and see what happened, and there was no order to act. What was she thinking about?
He Hua thought.

But she didn't pursue it too much. Just follow the boss's instructions. The more she knows, the faster she will die.

As soon as Wen Ciyi turned on the computer and was about to work overtime for a while, the screen in the lower right corner flickered twice, indicating that there was an incoming email.

Wen Ciyi frowned and clicked to open the email—to Mr. Wen:
I don’t know if you still remember me. I was an employee who was laid off from the Finance Department. I wanted to send this email a long time ago, but it was delayed until now due to various reasons.

Your layoff method is correct from a certain point of view, but because of time constraints, my computer was tampered with, so I will make a long and short statement.

There is an inner ghost in the company. This inner ghost has nothing to do with you on weekdays, but she is also a nodding acquaintance. You have promoted her before. I can't say who it is, but Mr. Wen will go to the human resources area to guess. You can always guess it.

My original intention of sending this email is not to win your trust, nor to return to the company. I just want to remind you when everyone chooses to keep silent because you have devoted so much to the company. In a word, pay attention to the people around you, it is a game.

Finally, I wish you good health and all wishes come true.

— a nobody.

Wen Ciyi read this email over and over again, and finally dragged it into the recycling box. She went through the current head of the human resources department in her mind.

If she doesn't have much contact with her on weekdays, then she is definitely not someone she often sees in meetings, so at this time she will use her relationship.

But she may not have time to go to the company in person recently, she has to travel abroad and bring an assistant, but now that something like this happened, she can't take He Hua out, He Hua is her right and left arm, and Xu Nian stayed in his hometown again and didn't know when he would come back.

She glanced at the place she was going to, and raised her brows lightly. She was actually very close to where Lingge was staying now, but she was on a business trip in a hurry, so she might not be able to meet her, so she thought about asking Lingge to introduce her a temporary assistant.

She sent a WeChat message to Lingge about this, but Lingge replied simply: "I have it, but...

If there is any warm word opinion, he asks: But what?
Ling Ge replied: But it's a boy who is one year younger than you. My girls are on vacation here, leaving a few boys who are quick to handle things.

And Wen Ciyi's first reaction was: Didn't Fu Zezhou think too much?
Lingge remembered that Fu Zezhou had just found out that she had taken a few boys who were quick to handle affairs. During the days of being tortured, she felt pain for no reason: I think about it, then do you want it? I will help you arrange it.

It's okay for Wenci to think that it's a work relationship: Well, help me arrange it, let me see...

She glanced at the flight information and replied: "Tomorrow morning, it's exactly one o'clock in the afternoon when I fly to you."

Ling Ge: Then I will arrange for him to pick you up.

Wen Ci thought for a while and replied: OK.

(Please read carefully what the author has to say~)

　Knowing some things, I want to say something to everyone here. "Love is different, and youth should be like this." Maybe our fate is based on this book, but I want to say that young people can grow into what they yearn for. Mr. Lu Xun once said Guo: "May the young people in China get rid of the air-conditioning, just go up, and don't have to listen to the words of those who give up on themselves. Those who can do things do things, and those who can make a sound. If there is a little heat and a little light, it will be like a firefly, and it can also be in the dark. Shine a little light, no need to wait for the torch. If there is no torch after that, I will be the only light.” No matter what you are going through now, whether it is hardship or difficulty, never forget, promise yourself where you want to go , to be the person you want to be, and don't forget to speak up for yourself, you must speak up for yourself!Teenagers are very beautiful, bright and shining, never bow their heads, you will burst into tears, you will be grand, you will bloom and bloom your own sea of ​​flowers, and you will also harvest flowers and blessings on the road, so please promise me, you must Keep going, do you hear me, if you can, please don't forget to speak up for yourself, everyone is working hard, and you don't have to be afraid, the boy will eventually defeat the capital, eat well, be happy, come to this world, While working hard, don't forget to take good care of yourself. I also want everyone to know that you are the most precious and unique. Even if you are at a low point at the moment, you must work hard to climb up, to see the light, to see Look at the stars and scenery that you have never seen before, don't care about other people's eyes, because we will live for ourselves in our whole life, hear you?

　　
　
(End of this chapter)