fall in love

Chapter 56
He graduated from Xuejun Middle School and spent a year abroad in high school.

The topic that was rushed to the headlines of the hot search because of her secret love quietly surfaced in Wen Ciyi's mind. She couldn't help opening Weibo, and quickly flipped to the one she had saved before. Fortunately, the blogger hadn't posted that one delete.

Wen Ciyi turned to the reply I was looking for. Someone asked before, where did the squad leader go now, and the blogger replied, it seems to be Peking University, or he may have gone abroad. The words are different, and it has not been a long time seen.

Wen Ciyi's heart trembled, she kept flipping through the information about Xu Simian, which contained various assessments of Xu Simian's entrance examination results, and a ridiculous thought came to Wen Ciyi's mind.

She quickly flipped through the blogger's previous comments on her knuckles, and found a piece about the landlord's squad leader re-reading it for a year. If she is still in love, it should have lasted for 11 years.

Wen Ciyi was flustered for a moment, the growing thought lingered in her mind, like a cloud weighing on her heart, but she couldn't see it no matter how she looked, Xu Simian seemed to have a crush on others people.

She continued to flip through the screen, but stopped on a piece of news. It was the poster who said that the girl the monitor had a crush on was abroad, and now, the monitor is almost a junior.

The poster didn't disclose the monitor's name, but Wen Ciyi didn't care too much. She clicked on the poster's homepage, and saw that the poster was updating a video a few minutes ago, and if nothing unexpected happens, it's still online now.

Wen Ciyi thought about the wording for a few seconds, and sent a sentence of hello.

There was no reply for the time being, Wen Ciyi quit Weibo and directly clicked into the WeChat and weekend chat boxes, but for some reason, she reached this step where she could answer the question as soon as she asked, and suddenly she flinched for no reason. meaning.

She flinched suddenly. Wen Ciyi has lived for so long, and she has managed to survive all the intrigues, big and small, but she has reached this point, and even her fingertips are trembling slightly.

But only after a while, Wen Ciyi still firmly opened the input box. She pondered over what she wanted to ask for a long time, and kept thinking about how to ask so as not to appear abrupt. Finally, she sent a sentence to the weekend: learn Brother, do you know that Xu Simian went abroad for a year in high school?
He was staying with Xu Simian on the weekend, when he saw a message coming from his mobile phone suddenly, he glanced down, and then uncontrollably glanced secretly at Xu Simian who had been keeping a cold face.

Xu Simian saw Zhou weekend sizing him up furtively, and frowned, "What's wrong?"

Looking at the words sent by Wen Ciyi on the weekend, he said tremblingly: "It's nothing."

He secretly replied warmly: "I know, brother Xu repeated his studies in his third year of high school, but he seemed to have taken a year off from school to go abroad before."

Wen Ciyi looked at the words he sent, and couldn't help asking: "Do you know why he went abroad?"

Scratching his head on the weekend, he felt that Wen Ciyi's question was sudden, but he thought about it, Xu Simian and Wen Ciyi are now in a relationship of boyfriend and girlfriend, if he said it, would it destroy the relationship between the two of them? .

He hesitated for a while, and finally said as if he was resigned to his fate. His words were very tactful, and he seemed not to want to make Wen Ciyi sad: "Actually, I also heard it from someone at a class reunion. Brother Xu seems to have a girl he has a crush on. Abroad, brother Xu seems to be going abroad to see her."

It seemed that she was afraid that Wen Ciyi would feel alienated because of this.He immediately added and said in a normal way: "I heard it too! Senior sister, don't take it to heart! Just focus on the moment!"

When Wen Ciyi saw this sentence, she wanted to cry and laugh at the same time. She couldn't tell how she felt now, as if she had touched something she had never had before, but she was afraid. There are many girls who go abroad because of secret love. And there are many boys who go abroad, the probability is one in ten million, and she doesn't dare to guess wildly, and she doesn't dare to lead to confirm that it is her that Xu Simian has a crush on.

Maybe, it just happened to be in a high school, and it happened to be the same year as my junior year, and I happened to fail the college entrance examination and repeat to Peking University.

But at this moment, the phone ding-dong, and received a reply, Wen Ciyi quickly clicked into Weibo, and it happened to be the blogger who displayed a red message.

The blogger resumed his warm words and said: Hello.

At this time, Wen Ciyi was a little afraid to speak. She pondered for a long time before typing out a line, using an excuse that the party concerned is not convenient to come forward on the Internet today: I have a friend...

The blogger replied: ?

Wen Ciyi blinked slowly, and she took a deep breath and said: "Maybe I know the squad leader who once made a hot searched crush post on your Weibo."

The blogger quickly replied: Do you want to confirm that it is the same person?
Wen Ciyi replied slowly: Well... But she said that in order not to appear presumptuous, she wanted me to post the English abbreviation of the squad leader's name.

Let her gamble once, just this time, let her confirm whether it is Xu Simian.

At this time, the blogger replied after a long time: Is my friend’s Weibo account not available? Why don’t you check it yourself?

Wen Ciyi was almost confused by her question, and then returned to her composure and typed: Well, she just wanted me to confirm if it was the same person.

The blogger seems to be very talkative: then you can send abbreviations.

Wen Ciyi knocked an x ​​almost subconsciously, but her thoughts drifted away unknowingly at this moment. She remembered the grotesque bar for the first time. She looked at Xu Simian from a distance across the noisy crowd. Xu Simian, who came down from the stage, ordered a glass of lemonade, and then pretended to leave the lipstick behind.

She typed the letter s, and remembered the second time, she accepted the invitation from the tutor, and then met Xu Simian who was speaking on behalf of the freshmen in the resting studio. His attitude was still very cold at that time, but Wen Ciyi was full of smiles He said that many students should take care of them.

Wen Ciyi typed the last letter m, and then thought about her and Xu Simian saying that she would send him back to the dormitory after dinner, but was bumped into Xu Simian's arms by someone running past at the mandarin duck play lake specially built for couples at Peking University, But it was really strange, what she smelled at that time was a faint smell of cedar, which was different from the rich lavender behind.

After Wen Ciyi typed the three letters, her thoughts just came back. She lightly brushed the three letters with her fingertips, then landed on the send button beside her, and clicked it.

When the blogger over there read Wen Ciyi's message, he replied five words Wen Ciyi.

The blogger said: Yes, Xu Simian.

Wen Ciyi asked one last sentence: Then I want to ask the blogger if he knows the name of the girl the monitor has a crush on?
It took a long time for the blogger to reply. It was so long that Wen Ciyi thought he would not reply. The blogger said: Maybe the surname is Wen. It was because we were drunk, and the students who were close to us heard the class monitor seem to say the three words "Wenciyi" intermittently. I don't know if he wrote it like that.

——But I also heard that the female president of the boss company who has become very popular recently also has this name, and she also happens to be a graduate of Peking University who returned from overseas. I don't know if it is the same person.

Wen Ciyi closed her eyes when she saw the reply, and she guessed, those little details that had nowhere to be placed, and the information that the instructor handed her, went to dinner with Xu Simian later, Xu Simian asked twice, she was standing Did you think for him from his point of view?
And what she said, she said yes, she thought for her from Xu Simian's perspective.But when she knows everything before, give her another chance to say the answer to this question.

Maybe she won't answer.

There was an inexplicable feeling of soreness that took root in her chest, and finally took root, making her in a bad situation with her at the moment, let her know that Xu Simian had a crush on her.

She thought of the words she teased him from time to time, whether those casual words would make him feel that she was a very bad person, and would Xu Simian think that these sweet words that can be said casually, in his Have you ever told anyone before.

Although she told Xu Simian before, she only told him, what about Xu Simian, in the dead of night, would he worry over and over again whether she had told others.

For the first time, the meaning of Wen Ci became uncertain. Although she had never experienced a secret love, she had seen the secret love of her classmates when she was studying. Secret love is a noun, but her classmates around her have become a verb. I am happy for a long time because of the actions of the person I have a crush on, and I am sad for a long time because of the unintentional words.

She has seen her classmates look full of joy, and she has seen her tell herself with tears streaming down her face that she doesn't want to continue to have a crush on her anymore, but when the tears are wiped away, she will still put her emotions carefully as always, like a person who has nothing to do Continue to watch, for me, like a person of light.

A secret love is like a seed that is destined to bear no fruit, it grows wildly in the dark, and only you know all your emotions.

And Xu Simian stared at the screen in a trance on the weekend and asked, "What are you watching so fascinated by?"

"Ah, that's right," Zhou Zhou thought for a while, for the sake of his brother Xu and his senior sister's love, Xu Simian had to know about it, just like when Xu Simian hurt his hand, he didn't want Wen Ciyi to know , So he turned on the screen of his phone and showed it to Xu Simian: "Senior sister suddenly asked me such a question."

Xu Simian raised his brows slightly when he heard the word "senior sister", but when he saw Wen Ciyi's question about the weekend, his body froze suddenly.

On the weekend, he didn't seem to find anything, and he still said to himself: "Brother Xu, I feel like I heard it from hearsay, you..."

Before he could finish his words, he turned his head and didn't see Xu Simian's shadow. A gust of wind blew past his ears, but Zhou Zhou raised his head in a daze, only to see that Xu Simian had almost crossed two streets.

Weekend was stunned for a moment, and seemed to be amazed and said: "...Does this mean that senior sister will think too much?"

And Wen Ciyi stared at the blogger's reply, wanting to ask something specific, but she felt unable to start, so she only asked: "Do you know, did the squad leader live well that year abroad?"

The blogger replied: I don’t know about this, but it’s not too bad. Although the class monitor’s family conditions are a little low-key, they are still quite good.

——Oh, by the way, there is another piece of news that your friends may be more interested in.

Wen Ciyi said slowly: What?
The blogger typed a very long paragraph: Isn’t it very popular in high school to write the name of the person you like on the draft paper? To be honest, I’m shocked when I think about it now, because who would have thought of it? Even the class leader who can write the same pride.

——How do I know, that is, when I graduated from high school, everyone proposed to throw their books, test papers, and draft papers down in the corridor of the teaching building like the one on the Internet, and have a vigorous graduation However, until some people had finished throwing away, the monitor still sat in the classroom without moving. Someone curiously asked the monitor why he didn’t throw it away. The monitor gave the books and test papers to the students, and then left behind the draft paper.

Our draft paper is very thin, and there are more or less printing marks on the front and back. This kind of paper is usually thrown away after only two uses. Most people are like this, and few people are recycling it. Let’s recycle it, even throw it away, but the classmate who came back with the monitor’s books told us quietly that the monitor is stacking draft papers one by one, and looks very cherished.

——It’s unbelievable, the squad leader used to be the proud son of Xuejun, full of flowers and glory, but on the countless draft papers, besides tedious and disorderly formulas, there was also a person’s name written all over him.

Wen Ciyi watched the news, but her eyes gradually turned red, and her heart seemed to be filled with many emotions at this moment, like a tornado, sweeping through her mind, making her a little out of breath, she couldn't describe the current situation I feel like I have been walking alone in a long, quiet, dark passage for a long, long time.

Then someone suddenly tells you that you are not alone, there will always be someone out of your sight, who has guarded you for a long, long time, the 11 years that cannot be described, the 11 years that the warm words do not know.A message was sent from the other side. Is there anything else you want to ask? There are some things that need to be dealt with.

Wen Ciyi immediately replied: No more, thank you for telling me this, and I'm sorry for the trouble.

It's okay to come back over there.

Wen Ciyi quit Weibo, repeatedly clicked into Xu Simian's chat box, wanted to say something but didn't know where to start, her heart was already stirring up waves at this moment, but at the same time, the emotions that followed were like a tide General distressed.

She never thought that she would be secretly in love with someone for so long. Since she was a child, there have been many people who have confessed to her face.But this kind of secret love that only let oneself know has never happened before.

The tip of her nose was sour, and she wiped her eyes, but the tears fell like uncontrollably. She was loved by Xu Simian alone for 11 long years without her knowing.

Wen Ciyi felt a sharp pain in her heart, she covered her eyes with her hands in embarrassment, but when she caught a glimpse of Xuejun Middle School again at the end of her eyes, she couldn't restrain her emotions.

But the door was slammed heavily at this moment, and Xu Simian's eager voice sounded outside: "Sister! Are you at home!"

Wen Ciyi was startled by the sudden voice, she hurriedly stuffed the documents into the file bag, went to the toilet and washed her face in cold water, looked at the red eyes in the mirror, rubbed Wen Ciyi for a while before giving up on herself Thinking it shouldn't be seen.

She covered the doorknob with her hand and pushed the door open. Before she could pretend to speak nonchalantly, she was pulled into a warm embrace. Xu Simian was panting, trying to calm down but still couldn't cover up the flustered voice: "Sister, don't be afraid of me."

Wen Ciyi was taken aback by his abrupt words, she raised her eyes to meet Xu Simian's flustered expression and responded slowly: "Ah?"

"Don't be afraid of me," Xu Simian clumsily tried to explain, he acted like a helpless child, he said, "I just... just like Senior Sister, nothing else, Senior Sister, don't be afraid of me..."

"I got it," Wen Ciyi cut off Xu Simian's words, she raised her hand and slowly touched his brow bone, and said devoutly, "I got it."

"I know your heart, and I also know the 11 years you like, that's too long, Xu Simian," Wen Ciyi gently kissed the corner of Xu Simian's lips, with starlight in his eyes: "I know the meaning of your words , why should I be afraid of you, I don't understand, you are so worthy of my liking."

"Don't feel bad about yourself, don't worry that I'll be afraid, and don't infinitely enlarge the distance between us," Wen Ciyi said with great effort, she hugged Xu Simian back, feeling the warmth of the two of them, The heartbeat was also heard very clearly at this moment, she said: "On the contrary, you stand in the light, and you will always be worthy of affirmation and sincere love."

"Got it, my boyfriend of equal stature."

After Wen Ciyi finished speaking, Xu Simian kissed Wen Ciyi as if he couldn't help it. This was their first real kiss.

Wen Ciyi was pushed against the wall by Xu Simian, lust came with the twilight, Xu Simian rubbed his lips against Wen Ciyi's earlobe, and said in a low voice: "Sorry, senior, I can't help it."

Wen Ciyi let out a low gasp, looked at Xu Simian with hazy eyes and said, "It doesn't matter."

The soft moonlight wanted to pour on the curtained window, but it was covered by the sudden cloud cover. The moonlight was hidden in the cloud cover, and even the shadow could not be seen.

The breath is lingering together with the ups and downs of lust, the atmosphere is thick and humid, the eyes of Wen Ciyi are misty, and she lightly touches Xu Simian's collarbone, her final voice rises, like that provocative kitten: "Student... ..."

Xu Simian licked her shiny lips, her eyes were deep and her voice was bewitching: "Wen Ciyi, call me by my name."

Wen Ciyi tilted her head, trying to freeze her thoughts, she bit her lip, and shouted in a broken voice: "Xu...Xu Simian..."

"Hmm." Xu Simian narrowed his eyes and looked at Wen Ciyi's white and tender skin, and gave a low reply inexplicably.

***
It wasn't until she was gently woken up that Wen Ciyi opened her eyes drowsily. As soon as she moved her body, she felt sore.

Xu Simian rubbed Wen Ciyi's head, half squatted down and raised her lips while looking at her and said, "Sister, it's time for breakfast."

Wen Ciyi rubbed the center of her brows, tried her best to pretend she was okay and said, "Well...well, I see, you go out first, I'll come over later."

"Okay." Xu Simian obediently responded, and then pretended to be casual and asked Wen Ciyi: "Sister, do you want me to help you?"

Wen Ciyi raised her eyes and glared at him, gnashing her teeth: "No need!"

Xu Simian said innocently: "That's all right, senior sister, I'll go out and wait for you, you have to come out quickly."

Warm word meaning: "..."

She didn't understand why Xu Simian seemed to have changed after only one night. She took a deep breath and picked out a light blue blouse from the closet. The blouse reached her thighs and barely covered her. The knee is a big one that Wen Ciyi bought in the early days.

After she put it on, she casually took out a pair of shorts from the cabinet, and left the room after washing in the bathroom that came with her. Xu Simian was looking down at her phone, and she didn't even look at her phone after hearing the movement and seeing Wen Ciyi's dress. Asked: "Sister, are you going out today?"

Wen Ciyi opened the stool and sat down and said, "Well, there's a meeting coming up."

Xu Simian struggled for a while. He felt that his girlfriend's freedom of dressing should not be restricted, but Wen Ci meant that if he went to a company meeting, would he be told that there was a problem with his life style? Xu Simian was silent for a while and spoke at a slow pace She said slowly: "Is senior sister going to go to the company meeting dressed like this?"

Wen Ciyi's suit was originally meant to be worn at home, but seeing that Xu Simian obviously wanted to stop her but didn't make her words too clear, she pursed her lips on purpose and said, "Yes, junior doesn't like senior sister's dress like Is that so?"

Xu Simian met Shang Wen Ciyi's gaze, and said slowly: "Senior sister, if you go to the company, you should dress more formally, at least wear a suit outside?"

Wen Ciyi thought for a while, then suddenly changed the subject and said, "Do you often see me in a suit?"

Unsurprisingly, Xu Simian nodded, and said softly, thinking with lowered eyes, "Then I should change my clothes."

"No senior," Xu Simian said immediately after hearing the words, his eyes were illuminated by the light: "Senior looks good in anything, I like it."

Wen Ciyi couldn't help laughing, she decided to change the company's meeting into a video conference and open it on the computer at home, today is Saturday, and Xu Simian doesn't go to school, Wen Ciyi thought that if the meeting goes well, she would like to go to the movies with Xu Simian .

She wants to do many, many things with Xu Simian, starting from autumn.

After washing the dishes, Wen Ciyi teased Xu Simian and said, "Student."

Xu Simian was sitting on the sofa and pressing the computer, when she heard this, she slightly raised her eyes: "What's wrong, senior?"

"Come here," Wen Ciyi waved to Xu Simian, Xu Simian did not doubt that he was there, put down the computer and quickly approached Wen Ciyi, Wen Ciyi took Xu Simian's hand, and quickly rubbed his lips against Xu Simian's face, Xu Simian heard her Said: "Good morning kiss, junior."

The teasing purpose of Wen Ci's opinion has been achieved, and she rushed back to her room quickly, Xu Simian stood where she was, lowered her eyes and smiled lightly, then sat back on the sofa again, her lips slowly curled up.

As soon as Wen Ciyi turned on her phone to check the documents, she received a message from He Hua, asking why she didn't come to the company.

Wen Ciyi told her to change the company meeting into an online video conference, and then received a question mark from He Hua.

Wen Ci replied calmly: Open it once in a while at home.

He Hua: ...

Just as she was about to continue explaining about He Hua, she received a message from Lingge on her mobile phone. Her rare tone shocked her.

Ling Ge: You are finished.

　At the end of the month, I want to ask the readers for the tickets in the hands of cute~ The author of Vegetable Chicken will be deeply moved!Huh~ I finally said it, the author of Vegetable Chicken is about to wipe away tears...

　　
　
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