put wildness in his heart

Chapter 218
"The last words of your grandma are actually for you to listen to. What she can't let go of is not your father, but you."

"You are still young, and you still have decades to go. Always remember the past, and you will have a hard time."

"Your grandma loves you too, and doesn't want you to live like this in the future."

"A Yu, grandpa is old. Grandpa has no other wish. He just hopes that you can be safe and sound. Listen to what grandpa says. Don't let your father ruin your own life."

Shen Jiayu was quiet for a long time.

The corridor was empty except for the grandpa and grandson, and the air became more and more quiet. Just when the old man thought that he would not be able to respond, Shen Jiayu suddenly said softly, "Grandpa, but I'm really tired."

The boy's voice was soft and hoarse, with unprecedented confusion, sounding like a child who had lost his way.

Mr. Shen felt a pain in his heart.

Perhaps because of his growth experience, or perhaps because of his family environment, this child in his family has been more mature than other children since he was a child, and he almost never showed his childish side in front of him, and even his true emotions are always accepted. with.

Many times, the old man doesn't know what his little grandson is thinking.

But at this moment, Mr. Shen could clearly feel the negative emotions that almost engulfed him from Shen Jiayu.

There was no light in Shen Jiayu's eyes.

He doesn't care about himself, but he cares about Wen Miao, Yu Xi, Mr. Shen, and those around him.

If his life is used, they can be exchanged for their safety. Shen Jiayu has no complaints about this, and he doesn't have any expectations or hopes for life anyway.

He has long lost interest in this kind of tasteless life day after day.

It's just a pity.

He once had a star, and now he gave it back to the sky with his own hands.

Shen Jiayu closed his eyes, unable to conceal the slight tiredness in his expression.

Old Man Shen seemed to want to say something, but thousands of words came to his mind, but he couldn't say what he wanted to say, and finally turned into a heavy sigh.

Old Master Shen didn't say anything, suppressed the dullness in his heart, and handed something that he had been holding in his hand to Shen Jiayu, then sighed half helplessly and half compromisingly, turned and left.

The palm of my hand suddenly felt cold.

It was Mr. Shen who stuffed something in.

Shen Jiayu spread his fingers slowly, and saw the safety button made of white jade lying in the palm of his hand.

It was a white safety buckle bracelet strung with a thin braided red rope. At the end of the bracelet were three small beads that were also made of white jade. Shen Jiayu's name was engraved on the beads - that was Wen Miao's previous visit to Fuyuan Temple. It was time to ask a master.

According to Wen Miao, it was opened and it was very effective.

For this, I queued up all afternoon.

There was only one of this thing, Wen Miao sent it to him without thinking, she didn't have one herself.

When cleaning the wound on the forearm just now, the safety buckle was removed by the doctor, and it was also stained with blood. The old butler of the Shen family took it to clean it.

The old man took it back again.

Shen Jiayu knew the old man's intentions, he wanted him to think more about Wen Miao.

Because someone has been caring about him.

Shen Jiayu lowered his eyes, looking at the safety button in his hand, his expression was a little lost.

For some reason, he suddenly remembered Yu Qun.

In fact, so much time has passed, he was young at that time, and many memories of Yu Qun have been blurred.

At that time, Yu Que's depression was already very serious. Apart from crying all day long, she often stood in front of the French windows, looking at the distant mountains with desperate and lifeless eyes.

But there was a fragment that was still clearly engraved in Shen Jiayu's mind.

With a gentle and sad expression on Yu Que's face, he gently patted his head, and told him softly: "A Yu, if you like someone, you must treat her well and don't scold her. Don't hit her, let alone say those hurtful things to her, so that she won't be sad."

It has been so many years, but Shen Jiayu has never forgotten these words.

Even the tone of her voice he remembered clearly.

Shen Jiayu involuntarily tightened his fingers and felt the shape of the safe clasp in his palm. He thought, if he did something recklessly, Wen Miao would be sad too, right?

That little girl looked heartless, but actually cared about him the most.

I cried several times in a row because of him.

For the first time in Shen Jiayu's life, he felt remorse. Maybe he shouldn't have provoked her. Before he sorted out Shen Tao, he shouldn't have involved Wen Miao, and he didn't want to.

However, things backfired, and she was the one who was most involved.

Shen Tao will not let it go.

and also……

Yu Xi.

Shen Jiayu remembered what the attending physician had said just now, and was stunned for a moment. He lowered his eyes and put the peace back in his pocket, then slowly raised his head, looking at the woman who was sleeping peacefully in the ward.

Yu Xi's spirit is in an extremely unstable state, and he needs a tranquilizer when he wakes up.

Her memory was always in Lecheng, ten years ago, in the accidental fire, and in the night when her sister committed suicide.

Yu Xi's memory has become confused, she doesn't know anyone else, only Shen Jiayu, she is too afraid of something unexpected happening to Shen Jiayu, she doesn't allow anyone to approach him, not even Mr. Shen.

Once a stranger approached Shen Jiayu, Yu Xi would have a highly vigilant and nervous stress response, screaming hoarsely.

She is like a frightened bird, all plants and trees are soldiers.

Only when Shen Jiayu is in front of her eyes can she feel at ease.

The attending doctor had already made his words very clear. Out of consideration for his grandson, Mr. Shen wanted to take over and arrange this matter, but Shen Jiayu refused.

That was his mother's own sister.

It was to save his aunt who almost died in the fire.

She is the only daughter of his grandparents.

No matter what his standpoint was, it was impossible for Shen Jiayu to watch her being tied to the hospital bed and living on sedatives all day long.

That's not how people live.

Shen Jiayu entered the ward, sat on the chair in front of the bed, and looked at the burns on the back of Yu Xi's hand.

Seeing Shen Jiayu, Yu Xi calmed down temporarily, and asked him again as if praying: "A Yu, shall we go back to Lecheng? There is a brother-in-law here, and I don't want to see him."

She looks like a normal person now.

Shen Jiayu's eyes were full of obscure emotions. He was quiet for a while, closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, his eyes were as deep as an endless abyss, and his voice became hoarse: "Okay."

(End of this chapter)