from Xingyuan

Chapter 273 130. Extraordinary Significance
Li Aoz didn't care about Nimotin's distraught expression, he just hung up the phone and looked at the last person on the list.

"Well... if something happens, it's not very good."

Li Aoz hesitated for a moment, but decided to call.

"Beep... beep... Hello, the user you dialed is not in the service area, please call again later."

Hang up and call again, Li Aoz needs every ounce of strength now.

"Beep...beep...beep..."

The bell rang for a long time, but the call interface remained unchanged.

Just when Li Aoz was about to give up, the phone was connected suddenly.

click.

"...Mr. Li Oz?"

He was answered by a calm young female voice.

"Sorry, I called you all of a sudden, I was disturbed."

Li Aoz didn't see the video turned on. He didn't know if it was inconvenient for the other party to open the video, or the terminal's camera was damaged. He only listened to the sound, which made him feel a little bit stuck, but he still said:

"Although it's a bit too abrupt to say that... But can you please come and help me, Miss Yawen?"

Yawen was silent for a moment, then suddenly said:
"...You mean, do you really need me right now?"

"It can't be counted."

As soon as Li Aoz finished speaking, he suddenly noticed something strange in her tone.

It's like, vaguely holding 'expectations'.

So he immediately changed his tone:
"I mean, if you think it's too much trouble, or you can't do it, you can say no."

"--What do you need me to do?"

Yawen's tone was so soft that Li Aoz was not used to it - most of the women he met so far were relatively independent, determined and tough.

Yawen was different, perhaps because she couldn't see her appearance, which added a little mystery, or maybe because she had encountered any setbacks recently, her tone was weak and gentle.

Her voice was like heated cotton candy, and it immediately wrapped Li Aoz's ears, warm and full of clingy and dependent feelings.

It's been a long time since Li Aozzi met someone who relied on him so much, so he felt a little embarrassed, so he simply said:
"Yawen, are you okay recently? If you encounter any difficulties, just tell me, I still have time."

"I'm fine, I'm just..."

"Just what, Miss Yawen?"

"I'm just, when I hear that I feel needed by you and others, especially when you say that... I'm so happy."

Yawen's voice was a little erratic, as if she was walking in a windy place, Li Aoz immediately thought of the outside world.

"Have you come to the outside world?"

"Don't worry about me, eh, but if you are really worried about my safety, I will be flattered..." Yawen seemed to move the terminal to her arms, put on the cloak, and whispered.

The soft voice was like whispering beside the pillow, and the woman's breathing was clearly audible, as if Yawen was putting her head on his shoulder at this moment, biting the root of his ear while talking.

"What you said, it seems that whether I am worried or not is wrong."

Li Aoz spread his hands:

"To be honest, you don't have to hide it, Yawen. If you have the thought of 'I'm afraid I'll be hated if I get to know you', then you'll never be able to make friends."

"...Friend?" Yawen was a little surprised: "Do you only consider me as a friend?"

"You can't say that, Yawen. You have a unique meaning to me. On this planet, you are a unique existence."

Lee Oz said:

"You have a talent that is better than others, and that means a lot to me."

"My existence is meaningful to others." Yawen murmured. "I mean a lot to you, Li Aoz...it means a lot..."

There seemed to be some ecstasy peculiar to little girls in the tone.

"Yawen, don't belittle yourself so much."

Li Aoz doesn't want to go to Yawen for help now. He is worried that the girl's mental health will be in trouble. If something goes wrong at that time, he can't think about it. Where can he find his [Object Resonance]?
"Thank you for telling me this, I'm really happy." Yawen said, "Am I also unique to you?"

"You are the most unique existence on this planet."

Li Oz confessed:

"It may take hundreds of thousands or even millions of years to find you. From a certain point of view, you are a treasure given by God, and you are the only one in this family."

"...But, I think, I don't deserve it."

Yawen suddenly became depressed again:
"Mr. Li Oz, I, I am not as beautiful as you said. I am stupid, stupid, because I can't do anything, and I don't want to die like this, which caused me to make mistakes that can never be forgiven in the past. I I am a monster, I don't know what to do now, the whole world is rejecting me, abandoning me...I, I am so scared."

There must be something wrong with her mentally.

Li Aoz found a place to sit down. In fact, it was not his turn to enlighten on such matters.

But who knows, Yawen’s mother died, her father went to jail, her brother was unemployed, and she was doing a job that violated her conscience—under such pressure, it is already a good thing that a person can maintain no schizophrenia up.

"Yawen."

"The whole world hates me, I'm so scared, but I don't want to be hated by them, I don't want to be hated by anyone, but I know that I shouldn't be forgiven..."

"Yawen!"

"I have seen some terrible things, but no matter how terrible those things are, they are not as terrible as the mistakes I have made. If others are hell, then I am at least a big devil. I should die, but I dare not Death...I'm afraid of death."

"Yawen, you bastard, can you shut up and listen to me!"

Li Aoz couldn't bear it anymore, Yawen's speech became more and more dangerous, and anything could happen in the next step, so he scolded the other party directly:
"You said that you are hated by the whole world—could I, Li Ozi, not be a part of this world? Am I some insignificant dust?"

"That's not what I meant. Mr. Leots, I meant I—"

"I don't hate you, Yawen."

Lee Oz said:

"You are very kind and thoughtful. Although sometimes you are too naive, most of the time you can know that you have done wrong things and stop losses in time."

"But me, what I used to do—"

"Does anyone hate you for your past mistakes?"

"She, Sijia, Jiajia... She was killed by me and turned into a ghost..."

"Does she hate you?"

"...I, she has been entangled with me all the time."

"I don't care about that, Yawen, I mean, that 'Scaria' who was killed by you, does she hate you?"

"...she said she loved me."

Yawen said painfully:
"She exchanged her own life for mine, for so many years. She didn't hurt me, she didn't hate me, but she loved me and protected me... I was so scared, I was so painful, I shouldn't enjoy it For these, I feel heavy guilt, but she forgave me... Love, love. Why doesn't she hate me? Such a pure love made me suffer even more. "

"Yawen, life for life is the simplest emotion in the world."

Lee Oz said:

"But the person who sacrificed did not choose to sacrifice to make you live in guilt."

"But she shouldn't have sacrificed—"

"You have no right to decide the will of the victim, that is the choice of others. You have the illusion of living, and others have the courage to choose to die."

Lee Oz said:

"Miss Yawen, I don't know what happened between you. But I know one thing, since you will feel guilty and guilty for your past mistakes, it means that you are still a human being, which is a good thing."

"I am human?"

"I'm not talking about race, I'm saying you still have a human conscience and that's enough."

Lee Oz said:

"I have seen evil humans who betrayed and betrayed their compatriots in exchange for their own interests. I have also seen noble cosmic beings who sacrificed their lives to protect a planet-trust me, some things are not absolute."

"In the past, people liked to use various labels and hats to distinguish people, but in front of the cosmic year, you are all dust."

"I don't know what mistakes you did, but as long as you didn't cause pain and harm to others, and you got to where you are today thanks to their sacrifices, then I think your life no longer belongs to you alone. "

Li Aoz raised his hand and lit a flame with his fingertips, reflecting the figures of the two girls.

"Then Li Aoz, what should I do?"

Yawen asked in confusion:

"I know I'm going to look pitiful for saying this, but I really don't know, everything I'm doing is weird, I'm not me anymore, I don't know what my life is going to be, everything is getting worse It's getting worse. The world hates me...I think the only person I can trust is you. Only you don't hate me."

"Alive."

Li Oz said.

"Alive?"

Yawen chewed on the word.

"Yawen, Nuomi died in the laboratory of the underworld, with no bones left; Qiu Ran died on the train home, and her ashes flew into the snow. I took their arcana, if I die Now, there will be no trace of them in this world."

Lee Oz said:

"If you are unburdened and relaxed, then even if you die, no one will care. It is very selfish and free to die. But when you carry other people's lives on your back, your life is no longer yours. own."

"If you have a very good friend, he will feel sad and sad to know that you are dead."

"If you have people who love you, their sky will fall when you die."

"If you have people who believe in and support you, your departure will cause them great pain and will be missed forever."

"Yawen, what I said may make you feel outrageous, but in fact, humans are not beasts. Beasts live for survival and reproduction. Humans are a social animal. Some people die and celebrate together, and some people die together. Dead, the whole country mourns. Human beings live for themselves, but human beings live for others."

"Ozzy...I...if I die, you'll—"

"I said it, Yawen." Li Ozi said, "You mean a lot to me. You have family members and people who sacrificed their lives to keep you alive... From that moment on, you are no longer It's Yawen who is pure, but Yawen who we like, are willing to get along with, and are willing to pay for you."

"Because of this, you can't die. You have to keep living with the expectations of everyone. This is the 'salvation' for the mistakes you made in the past."

"So--"

Yawen's voice rose, and she asked eagerly:
"Mr. Li Ozi, would you like me like that?"

"Didn't I say I don't hate you?" Li Aoz smiled, "I don't hate you, but it's up to you whether you like it or not."

"Thank you." Yawen said, "Because of this, you are also one of the meanings of my existence."

"I have an admiration for you, Mr. Lee Otz."

(End of this chapter)