Doctor of Healing

Chapter 202 Crushing him to death

"Boss, how do you feel?" Ling Tian asked in a low voice.

As Jixiang left, he gradually returned to normal.Recalling the scenes at the academy, Ling Tian wanted to tuck his head into his crotch. He didn't know how to describe his feelings, but he didn't want to see anyone, not anyone.

But he was concerned about the health of his boss, and although he felt that he would be scolded, he still rushed over as soon as possible.

"Ling Tian, ​​do you think I have done something wrong all these years?" Qin Chu asked in a weak voice as he lay on the hospital bed and was dying.

Qin Chu's voice was desolate, and it completely lost the domineering arrogance and confidence that he used to have in doing things.

"Boss, don't think so." Ling Tian mustered up his courage, resisting the influence of [the superior doctor's gaze] that hadn't subsided, and said bravely, "It was just a temporary accident."

"Is it just an accident?" Qin Chu murmured.

The simple question left Ling Tian speechless.

The master and apprentice were silent for a long time, Qin Chu stretched out his hand in the silence, and tried to sit up with Ling Tian.

Ling Tian hurriedly helped his boss to sit on the bedside slowly.

Qin Chu's face was ashen and choked, and he looked like a dead person, not as radiant as when he walked in with Boss Teng this morning.

An accident made his boss 20 years older.

Seeing that he couldn't bear it, Ling Tian had a sore nose.

But before he could cry, Qin Chu burst into tears.

"Ling Tian, ​​you shouldn't, you shouldn't! I'm eager to seek talent, and my sincerity can be seen every day, but that wolf cub actually bit me back."

"Boss, it's all right." Ling Tian said comforting words without nutrition.

Although he knew that these words had no power at all, Ling Tian didn't know what to say to comfort his boss.

"I also know that one surgery takes 15 minutes... No, I also took care of it at the beginning, but I couldn't bear to have so many patients waiting for surgery outside. Do it faster, everyone can get treatment, this is also A compromise."

Qin Chu suddenly stopped mentioning that "wolf cub", but changed his tone and murmured.

He seemed to be repenting, but also seemed to be explaining to someone, the guilt was filled with unwillingness, and his emotions were complicated.

"Boss, you are right." Ling Tian said, "We have too many patients here, and too few doctors who can perform surgery. There is nothing we can do about it. If you have a lot of time, who doesn't want to perform surgery carefully? a little."

The master and apprentice had a tacit understanding accumulated over the years, Qin Chugang wanted to follow Ling Tian's words, and tried to find an excuse to appease his guilt.

But Qin Chu's mood just relaxed a little, and he felt that he had done the right thing, but that unbearable memory flooded his mind again.

The comfort of the bed doctor,
On the operating table, I was inexplicably angry when I saw that the tube was attached to the hepatic artery and would not go in.
Postoperative severe nausea and vomiting, feeling like hell,
A fluke when there are no symptoms,

The reexamination found that the liver was full of despair,
The numbness that is heading towards death day by day,
Countless emotions flooded into Qin Chu's heart like a tide, relentlessly beating Qin Chu's heart.

The consolation just now was so pale and powerless in front of these experiences, so illusory, and so vulnerable.

Qin Chu was stunned.

He didn't know where the "experience" that seemed to have passed for a long time came from. The two life experiences of doing and suffering had torn his mind apart.

Silence, endless silence, two thoughts in Qin Chu's heart were fighting, swords and swords.

Seeing his boss's face flickering, Ling Tian knew that there was some knot in his heart that he could only get out by himself, so he kept silent at the right time.

This is the tacit understanding between the master and the apprentice.

After an unknown amount of time, Qin Chu let out a long sigh.

"It's still wrong." Qin Chu let the old tears flow down his face, dripping down on his clothes, and the inexplicable feeling in his heart didn't fade even a little because of crying.

Ling Tian was silent, he felt that something might happen.

"I shouldn't be fussy. I should be a fucking Bole." Qin Chu's face was full of hostility, "A young genius was spotted by me, and I even invited Academician Teng to attend the academic conference. Now that I think about it, I am so naive. .”

"There are a lot of unfamiliar wolf cubs in this world. I am sincere. What do I get in return?" Qin Chu said, patted the back of Ling Tian's hand with his right hand, "It is still true as the old saying goes. Oh my god, when it really comes to a critical moment, it has to be you."

This sentence is already a little emotional.

"Boss, you need to rest more." Ling Tian quickly dissuaded him.

"Ling Tian, ​​I was wrong this time." Qin Chu was no longer suffering, the trance nightmare dissipated like dust and smoke, he let go of Ling Tian's hand, and wiped away his tears, "I guess it will take a few more years, Get ready on your side, I will take you to visit some people in a while."

Ling Tian was stunned for a moment, but then he was ecstatic.

The boss was stimulated and unwilling, and wanted to burn himself completely at the last moment, trying to see if he could push himself into the Engineering Academy.

What the boss didn't do back then was indeed extremely difficult and extremely difficult.

But hope is always better than no hope, it's so difficult, isn't it?

"Boss, you rest first, we will talk about other things later." Ling Tian suppressed the ecstasy in his heart, and tried to comfort his boss with a flat tone.

Qin Chu was too suspicious, and it was because of today's stimulation that he made such an important decision.

"Don't rest, I don't feel comfortable here, go back to my office, we two will plan our future." Qin Chu felt that he had to do something to make himself feel better.

He had to do something in order to resist and dilute the various negative energies brought to him by the clear "nightmare".

If he couldn't get rid of it, thinking about it further, Qin Chu even felt that those broken thoughts were like small knives, which would kill him in a short time.

Gotta do something!
"Help me up!" Qin Chu said in a deep voice.

Ling Tian was taken aback, he didn't dare to say "no" again, and helped Qin Chu sit up straight.

Ling Tian was afraid that his boss would not be able to take it anymore, so he put his shoulders on the boss's back.

"Go back to the ward, bring your scientific research, projects, and materials over the years." Qin Chu said.

"Ah? Boss, you..."

Ling Tian quickly dissuaded him.

"It's not too late to make up for it." Qin Chu raised his hand and wiped away the strangle marks on his face, "This time I lost face at grandma's house, but I have to do something. You worked hard a few years ago, you should have a resume We have all of them, and we don’t have to rush to battle. As for the rest, I will do my best, and it depends on your fate.”

"..."

Ling Tian didn't know why his boss was in such a hurry.

But as soon as he thought about it, he remembered the scene where Ji Xiang threw a stack of A4 papers on his face.

At that time there was no anger in his heart, Ling Tian didn't even dare to be angry.

As a junior doctor, when he was caught by a superior doctor for making a mistake in his work, and this mistake would bring irreparable impact, all the guilt and anxiety was the whole thing.

anger?
Ling Tian didn't even dare to think about it.

As for being thrown in the face by the A4 paper, he could only do it on his own and bent down to pick up the paper.

However, as the effect of [Superior Doctor's Gaze] gradually faded, and my boss kept mentioning it, a strong sense of humiliation emerged spontaneously.

"Ling Tian, ​​do you think I'm a bit hasty in my operations?" Qin Chu asked while sitting on the bed.

He was about to put on his shoes, Ling Tian squatted on the ground, and put the shoes on for the boss.

Qin Chu still had the last trace of obsession in his heart, and he was trying to resolve it.

"Boss, interventional surgery is too difficult, and the embolization of the fourth-order blood vessels itself is not necessary."

"But tertiary blood vessels always have to be super-selected." Qin Chu murmured

When Qin Chu said this, he stopped suddenly.

He knows how difficult it is to do so.

Like many ignorant people on the Internet clamoring that if you don’t want to do it, you can quit it, and the large-scale temporary mining in China only dares to reduce the price of stents. What about drug-loaded balloons?Do they dare to move?
If the front foot cuts all the profits, who is willing to stand on the line and sacrifice their own health for surgery?
At that time, I am afraid that the doctor will leave completely, at least the doctor who performed the operation will leave completely.

For example, the position of hospital chief has forced many doctors away.

Those trolls on the Internet can be responsible for their words. When the time comes, there will be no surgeons, and the trolls will definitely be the same type of people.

For the same reason, if the embolization is required to be more precise, some people will definitely not be able to do it.

Qin Chu frowned slightly as he thought about it.

"Boss, let me be fair." Ling Tian was the roundworm in Qin Chu's stomach.

He looks extremely cold and arrogant, but the people who can reach this position are all good people, and Ling Tian knows exactly what his boss wants to hear.

"Let's not talk about the difficulty of super-selecting grade 4 blood vessels, but how many doctors can perform similar operations. If others don't know, we don't know."

"It's good to have 200-300 doctors in the whole country to find it, and the operation depends on luck."

"The tumor reduction surgery you performed was successful. It doesn't matter who you show it to. That little wolf cub was also lucky, and found a branch of the subclavian artery. Not to mention this, there are only so few doctors in the country, and there are no doctors abroad. Same."

"And what about the patients who need treatment?" Ling Tian said seriously, "How many patients are waiting for treatment? Even if the hepatic artery cannulation is used to inject chemotherapy drugs, the patients will still benefit."

"I don't think anyone can deny this."

The last bit of guilt in Qin Chu's heart was dissipating.

Ling Tian really deserved to be Qin Chu's most trusted student, every word spoke to the depths of Qin Chu's heart, making Qin Chu feel extremely comfortable.

"If we keep improving, the vast majority of patients who have no access will definitely not get treatment. We all know who the patients who can get treatment are."

"Can it be like this! Absolutely impossible."

As Ling Tian spoke, his face was upright, he had already convinced himself, he had already moved himself.

Isn't it just to find the commanding heights of morality? Who doesn't know how to do it.

"If that's the case, interventional surgery will become a god-level treatment method that can only be accessed by a small number of people. How can everyone benefit? You say, it is the truth."

"Sigh." Qin Chu sighed, "Ling Tian, ​​that's what I said, but all the doctors in the circle..."

"A bunch of hypocrites." Ling Tian had returned to normal, and the humiliation of being thrown on his face by the A4 paper was very real at this moment, piercing Ling Tian's heart like a knife.

Unknowingly, he empathizes completely with his boss.

"Boss, I know how much pressure you are under, but look at the volume of operations! How many operations they perform a year, what will happen to the vast majority of patients!"

"You came here as a barefoot doctor when you were young. The situation we are facing in the interventional discipline is the medical environment back then. We strive to let everyone get the treatment they deserve and prolong life as much as possible. Is it wrong to do so!"

"If it weren't for you, it would take at least ten years for our domestic interventional disciplines to reach the current level."

"As for Jixiang, he is just a wolf cub. He doesn't know how to be grateful, and he bites madly when he gets excited. This is my fault. I went to the field to investigate and was deceived. The wrong information is coming."

Ling Tian said with a heartbroken expression on his face.

Qin Chu patted Ling Tian's back vigorously, he seemed to be comforting Ling Tian, ​​and also seemed to be comforting himself.

It's just that it's not nice to meet people, that's all.

"Since that wolf cub dares to do this and provoke you in public, then completely crush him to death."

Ling Tian raised his hand and stroked lightly on his neck.

"Okay!" The last trace of complicated emotions in Qin Chu's heart dissipated completely, and he said forcefully, "At least when he is involved in the discipline, it will definitely not be so easy for him to remember!"

"Boss, don't think about what happened today. I'll take you back to have a rest. If you feel uncomfortable, call me. I'm in the duty room."

"No." Qin Chu said firmly, "Everything is foregone, and if it is not forewarned, it will be abandoned. Now that you are ready to start, you should be more serious. Ling Tian, ​​let me take a look at your latest scientific research, and we can discuss it."

"Scientific research is just a stepping stone, but at that level, many things have to be justified." Qin Chu said, "Let's go and see first, and take the rest step by step."

Ling Tian helped his boss leave the emergency room.

"What happened to Boss Qin today?" The nurse in the emergency department asked in a low voice when she saw the two leave.

"It is said that a young doctor scolded him."

"I'll go. Boss Qin, who is so fierce, can suffer this?" The little nurse was surprised.

The expression on the emergency doctor's face was wonderful, he wanted to laugh, but in his hospital, if he directly joked about Boss Qin if someone found out, it's hard to say whether he would be retaliated against.

He forcibly endured the exhilarating feeling, and sighed falsely, "Who knows, that's what the people who came to see Boss Qin today said."

"Who the hell is that awesome?"

"It is said that Boss Qin discovered a young man and wanted to accept him as a student. He also specially organized an academic meeting and invited academician Teng from Jinling."

The little nurse clicked her tongue.

Although she didn't know who Academician Teng was, everyone with the title of Academician was a big shot.

"In the end, I don't know what happened. The little doctor went crazy and drove Boss Qin to our emergency department directly."

"It's crazy." The little nurse said.

Seeing Ling Tian supporting Qin Chu and disappearing around the corner, the emergency doctor admired that "crazy" little doctor very much.

Everyone knew what Qin Chu was like, but who dared to point his nose at him and scold him?

Definitely meet this guy when you get a chance.

(End of this chapter)