Rebirth, my green plum is not pregnant

Chapter 95 You Won't Shout Out? (Two-in-one begging for the first order!)

No, why is the cold wind blowing at the end of July?
The cold wind was bitter, and Xu Wenjun only felt that his whole body was stiff, and his back suddenly felt cold.

Oh shit.

The past life was too hot, his feelings were hot, but it was difficult to get a response to what he longed for, or it was not the response he wanted, not a year, not two years but many years.

God, this is just horrible.

Without Qin Muge, at the age when Su Wan should know how to love, to distance them
For many years, he was the one who loved and was not loved.

Yes, Su Wan treated him as a relative, gave him tenderness, and lived with him, but at the end of the marriage, Xu Wenjun knew that she could no longer give herself love
This is not what Xu Wenjun wants.

Some fear, Su Wan seems to have become a catastrophe, the love for too long has not been loved, and Xu Wenjun is afraid again, he feels that the relationship between him and Su Wan was once suffocated, and he wants to escape. kind of suffocation.
In fact, in the end he also chose to escape
Su Wan is the woman with the most traces in his life, even the current Mu Ge can't compare.

Even if he was so scared and wanted to escape, on the first day he came back, he asked Su Wan if he wanted to tell his parents and be responsible. Su Wan's inaction and non-response only gave him an excuse to escape.

But some problems cannot be avoided, no matter how much you deceive yourself and how many excuses you make, you cannot escape.

Xu Wenjun stood where he was, his feet seemed to be filled with lead, and he couldn't move at all.
At this moment, all the excuses for avoiding deviation are under Su Wan's words, stripped away.

The summer night wind was still blowing, but it made Xu Wenjun feel cool in his heart.

Xu Wenjun looked up at the sky, thinking of being a scumbag, but he was not thorough enough, worried too much, thought too much, was indecisive, and in the end, he was nothing.

He was afraid, he had thought about whether he would go to the mountain city with Li Wu, away from the capital and away from Su Wan, because he was afraid of the current scene, because he was afraid of those four words, "I regret it."

But Mu Ge broke in suddenly, her fiery love made Xu Wenjun seem to see himself, the extremely harmonious three views made him completely forget a lot, his heart was really throbbing, and he was on top, so he agreed Qin Muge, tired of being with her, fell into the tenderness with her, and forgot all his troubles.

But forget it, it doesn't exist anymore.

Forget it but don't solve it, it will still be stuck like a thorn, and you don't know when it will stab your throat so that you can't speak.

Xu Wenjun didn't dare to think about whether Su Wan fell asleep or not, whether she was drunk after the clip, or consciously.

This is his debt, an emotional debt.

He wanted to run away but couldn't. Now he wanted to face her directly, but there was another topic he had to think about. What should Mu Ge do?
She has given everything to herself, and she has just given it to herself. Now she will go crazy without herself.

Xu Wenjun sent Su Wan home all the way like a walking dead, and then hammered the trees several times at the gate of the community.

He didn't sleep well all night, it should be said that he didn't sleep at all.

Early the next morning, I saw Qin Muge's good morning, and told him to come early at night.

Xu Wenjun was a little silent, sitting on the bed and looking at the phone for a long time.

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Called, "Come out and drink with me."

A phone call called out Li Wu, who was still a little bit awake after a hangover. In the early morning, there were no barbecue stalls, so he found a hotel, booked a room, and ordered a lot of wine.

"Wenjun, what's wrong with you?" Li Wu's head was still a little swollen, and he hadn't had time to complain about his brother calling him early in the morning to wake him up, and seeing Xu Wenjun's expression, he felt something was wrong .

"Grumbling."

Xu Wenjun didn't say a word at first, and drank the wine by himself.

One bottle after another, drinking continuously, his capacity for alcohol is too good, he wants to get drunk, and wants to numb himself, that's the only way to drink.

"Okay, okay, big brother, slow down." Li Wu didn't care about his heavy head, and hurried up to grab Xu Wenjun's wine bottle.

Xu Wenjun silently looked at Li Wu, who was holding a wine bottle in his hand, and suddenly asked, "You said, do people spend their whole life regretting, not knowing how to correct it, and regretting again?"

Li Wu nodded and shook his head. He didn't know, so he could only ask in a low voice, "Wen Jun, did you quarrel with Mu Ge?"

"not her"

Li Wu is very smart, especially on this kind of topic, regret
"Is it Su Wan?"

Xu Wenjun was silent.

Li Wu suddenly remembered drinking yesterday, and Su Wan seemed to have drunk a lot too, but he was fragmented and couldn't remember what happened afterwards, so he tentatively asked, "You sent her home last night?"

Xu Wenjun rubbed his eyes, nodded silently
"she"

Without speaking, the room was suddenly quiet for a while.

Li Wu also frowned, Xu Wenjun is his best brother, Li Wu supports all his choices, he will bless Xu Wenjun to choose Qin Muge, and when he is entangled and troubled, he will try his best to come up with the right answer Views.
"Wen Jun, although I don't know what you and Su Wan went through, you finally let go of her, and I don't know why you accepted Mu Ge, but I only have one point, and I just want to ask, if in the future"

"Su Wan has a family, a husband, and a child. At that time, she took her child and came to you and asked him to call, this is your Uncle Xu. Can you face it calmly?"

Li Wu is really, the words "bystander is clear" have been fully demonstrated here.

Can he really calmly face Su Wan's child calling him uncle?

Xu Wenjun slammed his fist on the sofa, got up suddenly, and walked out of the room. He fucked several times in his heart,

After a horrible night, he suddenly thought fiercely in his heart,

It's hard for labor and capital to be reborn once, and they are afraid of doing anything.
Oh shit.

Qin Muge couldn't let him go, Su Wan, could he really calmly listen to her son calling him this is your Uncle Xu? ?
It doesn't matter how difficult the process is, is there a possibility.
"Fucking hell, you want all of them?"

It's hot in the summer sun.

The sky is bright and hazy, different from the oppressive darkness last night, Xu Wenjun cleared the clouds and mists in his heart, a person's life has limits, and I learned one thing from the short life of the previous life, the more I care about it, the more I will feel it. Every step of the way, the more you will find that things are not as you wish, and it is a rare opportunity to live again.

Be reckless, don't regret it
Running along the curb, Xu Wenjun stopped being entangled. If he hesitated, he would lose. If he lived a new life, he would still be aggrieved, tell Su Wan that you are just my sister, and then watch her marry someone else.
Said to Qin Muge, we are just sitting at the same table, sorry, I still can't forget Su Wan, and then watched her walk away from me with resentment on her face.
The palms and backs of the hands are all meat.

If you give up that side, you will feel pain, you will not be happy, you will not be happy.

Worldly vision?Difficult process?
whatever!
The boat is naturally straight when it reaches the bridge, and there must be a way for the car to reach the mountain!
The heavy work is hard work, why not face the difficulties?Can a living person be suffocated to death by a splash of urine?

There will always be a way, as long as the ending is settled, he, Su Wan, and Qin Muge will live happily together.

No matter how difficult the journey is, it is worth it.

Xu Wenjun felt that at this moment he was considered a newborn, and he would no longer stand up and down again, and he would not miss anything. He also made a complete decision on his emotional demands after a new life - no more regrets.

He will never swing again!

He ran to Su Wan's community, greeted the security guy outside, trotted in, and came to the yard of her single-family villa.

Auntie will come out to open the courtyard door in the morning.

She walked in without any hindrance, saw that the cherry tree he gave her was still growing wantonly, strode forward, and knocked on the door,

Uncle Su and Aunt Su are so busy that they have already left, and there are only Su Wan and Aunt Xu at home.

Soon, the door opened.

"Aunt Xu." Xu Wenjun greeted politely.

"Xiao Xu?" Aunt Xu was taken aback holding a watermelon. Xiao Xu hadn't come to see Xiao Wan for a long time.

"Aunt Xu, is Xiaowan at home?" Xu Wenjun looked around the room and asked.

"Xiao Wan hasn't woken up yet. She was too drunk yesterday and made a fuss until midnight." Aunt Xu also complained to Xu Wenjun, "I said, Xiao Xu, you were with Xiao Wan yesterday, how could you let her drink?" That's a lot of wine."

Xu Wenjun honestly said sorry, but he still respects Aunt Xu very much. He married Su Wan in his previous life, and Aunt Xu followed them to take care of their basic necessities.

After entering the house, he didn't know how long he hadn't been here.

Aunt Xu went to the kitchen and planned to cut a big watermelon for Xu Wenjun to eat, but when she came out of the kitchen, Xu Wenjun was no longer visible in the living room.

"This little Xu" looked at the watermelon in her hand. Aunt Xu planned to freeze it in the refrigerator and eat it after Xu Wenjun came down, but wouldn't this kid wake Xiaowan up?
Xu Wenjun came to the white door of Su Wan's bedroom, stopped, waited for a while, and knocked lightly on the door.

There was no sound inside, holding the doorknob, exhaling, gently twisting, pushing the door open,
The room was dark, with a hangover smell of alcohol mixed with air cleaner.

Went in and closed the door.

The house is very clean, Aunt Xu should have cleaned it up last night.

Xu Wenjun didn't turn on the light, the whole bedroom was only filled with the sunlight coming in through the curtains, it was dim, looking at Su Wan who was sleeping with one hand on the quilt, Xu Wenjun didn't wake her up immediately.

Sitting next to the desk in the room, staring at her for a long time, suddenly one of them didn't pay attention and looked at the desk. There was a notebook on the desk. Xu Wenjun knew about this notebook.

Su Wan's diary when she was in high school, she has always had the habit of writing about her life.

I didn't hide it from Xu Wenjun, and I didn't treat it as a secret. I showed it to Xu Wenjun.

Putting her fingers on the cover of the diary and clicking twice, she suddenly froze for a moment. In this life, will her diary still be the same as before?
This kind of thought lingered in his head like poison.

But in the end he still held back, turned his back on other people's faces, and without their consent, flipped through other people's diaries. Even if he had read this diary, he couldn't do it.

The elbow of his right hand was propped on the desk, and he didn't sleep all night. Xu Wenjun was also sleepy, his head drooped a few times, and he fell asleep on the desk.

But because his mind was heavy, he didn't sleep deeply. He woke up when there was any movement around him. When he got up from the table, he turned his head and saw Su Wan standing behind him carefully holding a quilt, looking at him. Suddenly raised her head, Su Wan was still a little flustered, like a student who made a mistake, I didn't know what to say for a while.

"Wake up." It was Xu Wenjun who rubbed his eyes lightly twice, because it was a swivel chair, so with a little force, he turned to face Su Wan.

"En." Su Wan hummed lightly.

Xu Wenjun stood up, snatched the quilt from her hand, threw it on the bed, stared into her eyes, and preached, "You stink of alcohol all over, Su Wan, you're amazing too, when you grow up, don't you like hangovers?" Bar?"

Xu Wenjun was the one who was respectful and cautious in the previous life. How dare he speak like that, this feeling is very strange, especially after he untied his entanglement.

"I" Su Wan originally wanted to explain, but she really couldn't say it, she couldn't say it, I can't see you and Qin Muge loving each other, I can't erase your traces, so I had no choice but to get myself drunk to anesthetize myself, right?

"I'm sorry" she could only apologize softly, although she didn't know why she had to apologize, just like Xu Wenjun in her previous life sometimes didn't know why she had to apologize.
"It smells like alcohol, it stinks to death."

"I'll go wash." Su Wan hurriedly turned around.

"Aunt Xu should have cooked hot porridge for you. It's good for your stomach. Remember to drink it. I'll be waiting for you. I have something to tell you."

Su Wan gave a soft oh, stepped on the pink slippers, trotted to the cloakroom, quickly took a set of clothes, and ran out of the bedroom.

She didn't keep Xu Wenjun waiting too long.

He changed and washed it soon, his hair was wet, and he ran back before he had time to drink the porridge.

Then he stood in front of Xu Wenjun, and Xu Wenjun also stood up from the chair. This time he didn't want to say anything else, he was very straightforward at the moment, "Last night, you told me, Wenjun, I regret it. Do you regret it?"

Su Wan froze for a moment, her eyes immediately avoided Xu Wenjun's, she panicked again, she wanted to say she regretted it, she wanted to hug Xu Wenjun and say she regretted it, but her rationality said, no, she Can't say.

Xu Wenjun took a step forward and stared at her. He hated Su Wan's evasive appearance. It should be that he had a shadow on it. She avoided it like this in her previous life. "Are you dumb? Answer."

Xu Wenjun's voice was not gentle at the moment, Su Wan was very flustered, she pursed her lips, nodded pitifully and then shook her head quickly, in the end it was those words, "I don't know"

Xu Wenjun drank, at this moment, looking at her like this, his mentality is still instinctively a little bit fried!

"That's what you look like!"

"It was like this in the previous life, and it's still like this now!"

"True love, why don't you say it out loud?"

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(End of this chapter)