Rebirth, my green plum is not pregnant

Shabby bedroom.

Not bright and the bed was hard.

The voices rushed into her ears one after another like a knife, and Gu Yi's expression suddenly flashed a bit of panic, she didn't know where to put her hands, she didn't know where to put her feet, even at this moment, she didn't know where to put her heart.

The mood is sour and bitter.

What right do I have to question him?
What kind of mood do you have to stay here?Why did she keep staring at Su Wan and Xu Wenjun?

She is the most unqualified to show such a face to Xu Wenjun.

Gu Yi tightly grasped her thighs with both hands, and the stockings on her legs were pinched and twisted by her. Only now did she feel sober. It seemed that her mind was not for Mu Mu, maybe it was for herself?
She seemed very displeased with Xu Wenjun's kindness to Su Wan. She stood aside and sat on the bed. All of Xu Wenjun's caring towards Su Wan became very weird in her eyes. She didn't know what was wrong with it. , she won't meddle in her own business.

Originally, she was not qualified to meddle in Xu Wenjun's business
Gu Yi was suddenly very bitter. At this moment, she was a little restless, with her head lowered, her hands clenched tightly, and she said in a muffled voice, "I didn't mean that."

Xu Wenjun's eyes were calm and his voice was cold, "Then what do you mean?"

"I'm just..." Gu Yi has never been a strong person, with a strong temper, Xu Wenjun asked him a few times, and easily lost the initiative of his rhythm to Xu Wenjun.

It's only been a long time, and it didn't just come out.

"Gu Yi, I know your stubbornness, and your indecision and entanglement, but..." Now that I've said this, Xu Wenjun also feels that the explanation is clear, "This time, since you have made a decision, You don't want to trust me, and you don't love me that much, so please be firm, I can take care of myself, and I hope you can, do you understand what I mean? Gu Yi, you let go, then... just I can't pinch it back again."

Xu Wenjun's words revealed determination and firmness.

Gu Yi suddenly felt that her heart was trembling. She was delusional that if she didn't say anything, they could maintain the state before that night, and that it was Xi Qingcen who proposed it. She was also helpless, but she didn't know that the truth was cruel, it was her, it was her. She herself was silent during that attack by Xi Qingcen.

If Xi Qingcen's attack was not his own acquiescence, how could he continue?
At this moment, Xu Wenjun's language is bluntly stripping away the truth and revealing it to Gu Yi's eyes.

Everything before was as usual, everything was pretending that nothing happened, the curtain was lifted at this moment, and the big drama began.

In this life, people will meet all kinds of people. Sometimes, people who look normal at first will suddenly become strange after a long time of contact. Gu Yi has no doubt that she has always been weird. Her childhood experience, Coupled with the influence of Wu Ma's slightly servile personality, there was a conflict between her nature and her acquired temperament, so she became a weird person, a twisted person.

Maybe Gu Yi's nature is the brave, thrill-seeking Aunt Gu at night.

And Gu Yi in the daytime was restrained by the mask she wore, no matter how hard she broke free, she couldn't break free.

So, relieved?tidy?Let go completely?

how is this possible!A "sick" person like Gu Yi may spend her whole life in the quagmire, seeing her brave self rescue her, and the weak and sensitive self pull her into the quagmire forcefully.
"You don't love me that much at all." Xu Wenjun has already come to a conclusion for this relationship. If you love enough, help the brave her, and pull her out of the quagmire forcefully, and pull her out completely, that's enough.

But there just wasn't enough love.

Xu Wenjun looked at Gu Yi who was silent and said nothing, her legs were turning red from being pinched by herself.

He suddenly laughed and sat closer. He didn't say goodbye last time, so let's say goodbye this time.

"Gu Yi." Xu Wenjun called her, and the sky outside seemed to darken. I don't know why, but at this moment, there is a feeling that a storm is about to come.

Gu Yi raised her head, turned her head and looked over,

"Actually, from the very beginning, your closeness to me may not be to Xu Wenjun." Xu Wenjun felt that Gu Yi was also messed up. She was messed up and needed to be cleaned up thoroughly.

"Mama Wu is sick, and very serious, and she may leave you soon, but you can't let go of it at all, you enjoy the dependence she gave you since childhood, Juan Nian, you want to hold on to this juan nian, you can't let go of it , you love Mama Wu very much, you really do."

At this moment, Gu Yi pursed her lips, and her breathing became more gentle.

Although Xu Wenjun is also entangled, she is different from Gu Yi. After he is entangled, he will quickly find a way to solve the problem instead of being trapped in the problem all the time.

"So, at that time, I came, I went to your house, maybe my actions crossed the line, and you saw the shadow of Wu Ma in me, and your treatment of me Feeling, everything about me is different, the crazy impulse that night, maybe it’s just that those who lost Mama Wu dare not recognize the reality, you want to keep the last shadow of Mama Wu.”

Xu Wenjun's voice was deep and thick at the moment, Gu Yi had already lowered his head, but he still looked at her, "Gu Yi, maybe you are just afraid of losing Mama Wu, not me. You acquiesced to what she proposed, because when the passion fades and the calmness returns, you don’t know anymore.”

The foot that had been dragged out of the lost lake was dragged back into the quagmire by himself, and it was a mess.

After saying it, Xu Wenjun also smiled in relief, so he felt much more comfortable in his heart.

He said everything he wanted to say completely, so peacefully, the truth is, Xu Wenjun really let go of it slowly.

And Gu Yi's hands were suddenly released from her thighs, she suddenly raised her head, looked at the ceiling in the mountains, and there was still a little green mold on the ceiling, the corner of her mouth suddenly curved slightly, "Maybe it's true, it's what you said, right?"

"My parents divorced when I was very young, and I didn't have a mother since I was a child. Wu Ma is like my mother. Perhaps more important than my mother"

Xu Wenjun has heard it before. After Gu Yi's parents divorced, Gu Yi's mother didn't want her, and her attitude towards her was extremely indifferent, because when she was conscious, she divorced and her father was not married. I have never experienced maternal love at all, and there is a kind of abandonment
"Maybe it's just like what I said to you. Maybe at the beginning, what I like and what I want to keep is just the touch on you, which is similar to the sense of security that Mama Wu brings to me. Maybe I like you. , but I really don't like you that much."

Gu Yi hesitated for a moment, and finally smiled. Her face was full of exhaustion. She looked at Xu Wenjun with complicated eyes. She agreed with most of what Xu Wenjun said, but she really didn't love Xu Wenjun at all. this person?Just saying these words, she loves Xu Wenjun, who is so much younger than herself, but so trustworthy.

But if she left Mama Wu and completely lost her mind, she really couldn't be desperate.

What Xu Wenjun said spoke to her heart.

This chat, this exchange.

There seemed to be some invisible gap between the two of them, which suddenly disappeared.
Xu Wenjun can calmly say to her, "Su Wan and I are childhood sweethearts. I also liked her for a long time, but at that time, she also didn't like me that much."

At this moment, when it comes to this, Xu Wenjun really feels that the feeling of revealing all the things in his heart is like a heavy burden disappearing, so cool
Therefore, the relationship between Gu Yi and him that night is, if they tidy up, there is no doubt that this is the best listener, because she will not tell others.
"I actually thought that I would be with Su Wan, get engaged, get married, and do many, many things together, because although she doesn't have that much love, she has a reason in her heart that she has to be with me. After being together, we seem to respect each other like guests, but in fact there is always a thorn in our midst. Our birthdays.” Xu Wenjun originally planned to never face and answer this question again, but at this time, he looked at it with a gentle face and looked at it seriously. Looking at himself, Gu Yi, who was listening carefully, suddenly said a big news.

"I slept with her." Xu Wenjun said frankly, "It's like the night with you. After an impulse, I wanted to erase the misunderstanding, but I couldn't erase it no matter what."

Gu Yi froze for a moment, "Wen Jun, you."

Xu Wenjun went on to say, "It happened, and we should have let our parents know in a panic. Our childhood sweethearts knew everything about it, and we entered the palace of marriage as a matter of course."

The past of the previous life flashed by quickly, Xu Wenjun completely felt relieved, he told Gu Yi all about his relationship with Su Wan, concise and to the point.

"Su Wan became like this. I do have an unshirkable responsibility. To a large extent, it is because of me that she became like this. I am sorry for her"

"That's why you don't have any complaints, take her and take care of her?"

"Yes, not all." Xu Wenjun smiled bitterly, "I have known her for many, many years, do you think she really did something sad to me? In fact, it seems that there is no such thing, but, It’s the right time, but you don’t have the right cognition. Afterwards, it’s really too late, so. I may only talk to you so much today, and reason so much. I understand what you said to me today. mean, but"

"A person who can't lie to me even the simplest "I love you", I believe her, I believe Su Wan, she will not lie to me." Xu Wenjun was a little firm.

He never thought that Su Wan would lie to her, and he had deep trust in her.

Gu Yi listened to Xu Wenjun talking a lot, and she was suddenly confused. It turned out that Xu Wenjun had been passively burdened with so much, and many times when she was not clear, she and Xi Qingcen seemed to have given him a deep burden. If he wants to touch Xu Wenjun's face, he can indulge a little bit. If he doesn't consider his own feelings, he can't refuse him. If he insists on being his lover and doesn't consider his own thoughts, he can't refuse him.

If he kept it from himself, from Mu Mu, then he would have something to do with his Qing Mei.

I can't control him, maybe I will help him when my mind is completely sinking, and hide it from Mu Mu
He could have ignored it, but he didn't.

At this moment, Xu Wenjun's calm, frank and frank attitude made Gu Yi feel confused for a while.

And Xu Wenjun let out a long breath, as if he made the final conclusion of this conversation, "That's it, Gu Yi, from now on you will just be my Aunt Gu, that's all."

Seeing Xu Wenjun stretching out her right hand with a smile, Gu Yi suddenly felt a little sad. She lowered her head and raised her head quickly. The original complexity disappeared, and there was a smile. , "Okay, from now on I'll just be your Aunt Gu."

Gently shake hands with both hands, click till the end.

It's over. Right.

Gu Yi was going back to the capital the next day, sat in the hotel, rested for the last night, and left.

And Xu Wenjun, this time it was completely broken.

Gu Yi cried. She seldom cried. In a room alone, she suddenly cried. She knew what she had lost. Xu Wenjun was her first love, but in the end it became a regret. This will stay in my heart forever, because he Is the first her man.

Lying on the bed, looking out through the window of the hotel, there is not much feasting and feasting in the county town, and there are stars in the sky, Gu Yi fell asleep with tears in her eyes.

And the next day, March 3th.

Today, the entire Yingjiang County is still as lively as usual. The vendors are still yelling and rushing to make a living early in the morning, and some people come and go in a hurry, and some are slow.

Gu Yi didn't know how late she slept, but she slept for a long time anyway.

Bang bang bang, she didn't wake up until the door was knocked, it was Xu Wenjun who opened the door, because it might not be so safe for such a beautiful woman to walk the mountain road alone, so Xu Wenjun brought her back to the county I'm ready to leave at night.

The ten o'clock train is the last one.

Gu Yi thought about the last, and spent more time with Xu Wenjun, this is the last.

Xu Wenjun also tacitly didn't say anything, and stayed with Gu Yi for most of the day in the county town. Although Su Wan was still at the side, Gu Yi also enjoyed the peace of being beside Xu Wenjun without thinking about anything at the last moment.

God, slowly getting dizzy.

Finally it was time to part.

When the three of them came out of the hotel, it seemed that Gu Yi was a little absent-minded. When they got downstairs, they found that they had a contract that seemed to be left on the bedside last night.

So she turned around and asked Xu Wenjun and Su Wan to look at the box for her. She couldn't walk fast with her high heels, so she took a few steps to go upstairs. The third floor didn't take the elevator.

It was past eight o'clock, the county seat was not big, so there was no time.

Not long after Gu Yi went up, a scene that everyone didn't expect happened, boom!A thunderous movement suddenly overwhelmed the sky and overwhelmed the earth!

I just feel that the ground under my feet is trembling!Roar filial piety!
Earthquake is coming!

Su Wan squatted in astonishment with a small face, she was stunned and didn't squat steadily, and sat on the ground, but she saw a familiar figure, and rushed into the hotel without the slightest hesitation.