When will I be the queen

Chapter 359
Fang Fang was continuously betrayed by his comrades and classmates of the Yaozu, and because he had half-demon blood, he was regarded as a traitor by the Yaozu, reviled and hated by the Yaozu, it was heartbreaking and extremely angry.Because her parents were executed and killed by the monster clan on the grounds of intermarriage between humans and monsters.

And I thought it was good that there were still human races, because they were persecuted by the demon race and the demon race, so they could be trusted.But soon Fang Fang discovered that the human race was secretly collecting young children from the demon race and the monster race, slaughtering and cooking them for the reason of prolonging life and strengthening their health.After being rescued by Fang Fang, he served it up for Fang Fang to enjoy, and Fang Fang vomited directly.As soon as the human race saw Fang Fang like this, they believed that Fang Fang had been brainwashed by the immortals and assimilated by demons, so he was no longer the same kind.He secretly poisoned Fang Fang, and contacted the Yaozu and Demon Race separately, and jointly strangled Fang Fang.

Fang Fang also knew that her mother, who was a human race, went to the human race for help, but was driven out by the human race, and she and her father, who was born in the demon race, died under the sword of the demon race.
With the death of all his comrades in arms, Fang Fang himself survived with a narrow escape, drenched in blood all over his body.

Fang Fang who survived, the first thing she did was to pick up a knife and kill the human race that she had rescued before and treated her with demon children.

At that moment, the pain, struggle, guilt, sympathy, pity, and anger in Fang Fang's eyes completely disappeared.She just sat quietly on a piece of blood red, wiping her big knife with a monster's hairy ear.

After Cai Cai wrote these character notes, he fully anticipated how painful it would be during filming.But when it came time to shoot, the degree of pain was beyond her imagination.

At the beginning, Fang Fang did have some shadows of the fairy clan on him, aloof and determined to go his own way.But the kindness and enthusiasm that is full of it is also true.But after being continuously devastated and traumatized, her kindness was shattered and her humanity was torn apart. This was a process of cutting flesh with a blunt knife, bit by bit, slow and broken, and in the end, completely shattered into powder. Back then, Fang Fang had the tendency to use herself to destroy the world, but in the end she was really kind, and she could not be broken or stood. After everything was smashed into powder, Fang Fang ushered in a transformation like a new life.

She has a new awareness, she wants to eliminate all wars, end death with death, bring peace to the Three Realms, and let those human race, monster race and demon race who yearn for a peaceful life get their wish.

This is killing to stop killing in disguise.They all stop killing with killing, so how can Fang Fang's behavior and character be better?
That's why Cai Cai was calm and willing when he interpreted that Fang Fang was locked up by the fairy.Because from the beginning of her transformation, she has become the biggest killer in the world.
This kind of mood is the deepest entanglement in Fang Fang's heart when he is killing to stop killing.She knew how terrible and even wrong what she had done, but she had no choice but to carry the knife and walk on unswervingly.Make a wish.Every time Fang Fang swung the knife, the tragic howling of the dead under the knife seemed to be the mournful cry in her heart.But even so, she still had to cut it down without hesitation.

The previous filming was relatively smooth, but Fang Fang's psychology began to change. In this increasingly fragmented process, Cai Cai had to change his eyes and movements.

The eyes should change from being bright with stupidity to richness, coldness, sarcasm, hatred, pain, and finally calm, firm and calm.It is different from the calmness in Cai Cai's eyes. When Cai Cai practiced his eyes in the mirror, he discovered it.When she looks at people everyday, her eyes are calm, soft, stable, and calm with soft light.But Fang Fang's later stage was calm, like well water, not stagnant water, but well water.

Cai Cai usually practiced his eyes when he was doing acting training. Could it be that after taking a role, he would first practice his eyes in heavier scenes.Fortunately, she has this habit, otherwise it would only be more difficult to play Fang Fang at this time.

In addition to the eyes, there are some small details in the movement.The steps of walking should be slightly larger, and the footholds should also change from brisk to heavy and then to light.The knife was carried on the back before, but now it is carried in the hand, and finally Cai Cai is in front of the body.Accepting something handed over by others, before taking it without even looking at it, now you have to take a look at the other person first, and then go from showing no trace to hesitation to not accepting it.

Wait, these are subtle things.

These can be regarded as the surface of the performance, which was probably designed by her when she was writing the character notes before, and she also practiced the eyes.But if you really want to act, to play the role alive, and let Fang Fang fully present through her body, it is on this basis that the act of turning stone into gold.They are all ores, stones are also mines, gold and jade are also mines, but things are completely different.

Let the character come alive and become a living Fang Fang, the inner drama is the absolute top priority.

Cai Cai originally thought that his diary was so complete and his understanding was quite comprehensive, Fang Xiaoning praised and approved it.Then it should be easier for her to act.

However, the more Cai Cai plays, the more painful it really is.It's not that the acting is not good, it's that the acting is not good, it's that the acting is too good.She also knew that she was too involved in the play, and she really turned herself into Fang Fang, as if the upper body of the ghost was taken away. Later, she became hostile to the human race, and Cai Cai's eyes changed when she saw the people around her.
She just wants to live in a peaceful and happy world, why is she betrayed by everyone, why is it so painful, why is it so difficult?No one can help her, no one can understand her, she is like a lone beast, seriously injured, screaming all the time, but can only keep going, just for the little point in front of her, so faint that she can hardly see clearly the light
"It's so painful." Cai Cai couldn't hold back, and said these words again while eating.

Mei Zhang wrote down directly on the phone, "Deduct 23." Forget it, "If you say something painful, you will deduct [-], and now you have deducted [-]. This is our bonus, come on."

"." Are you moral?
Cai Cai bit her lip, wanting to lift the table, but facing Mei Zhang, she held back.She has been really negative and irritable recently. She doesn't want to lose her temper to outsiders or to her own people, so she can only hold back her temper. If it weren't for some family members who can cook up the fire, she might be full of blisters and ulcers now. Liver pain, brain pain.
Although she knew that Meizhang was trying to tease her and let her relax, she came up with the idea of ​​deducting money, but the problem is that she doesn't know how much money she has, and she will definitely not be able to deduct it all anyway, so she doesn't have that kind of feeling at all. Can't say good about the painful subconscious
Mei Zhang naturally knew this too. You must know that the deduction was one hundred at the beginning, but for Cai Cai, it was really painless, so he changed it to a one thousand deduction.Just to divert Cai Cai's attention briefly.In fact, it is quite effective, because Cai Cai will also remind him to pay attention to tax deductions.
But in the end the results were minimal.Seeing that Cai Cai's mental state is getting worse and worse, and his whole temperament has changed, Mei Zhang plans to go to Fang Xiaoning after today's filming, ask for leave and take Cai Cai away
In fact, Cai Cai knows her own state and is good to the character, but not so good to herself.She also consciously allows herself to play, but as soon as she is on the scene, she will be on top again in an instant, and her self-awareness as a person will be suppressed by Fang Fang's personality. After the play, no matter how strong her consciousness is, she As long as you are on the stage, you will repeat the same mistakes and start again and again.The pain is really painful, and the acting is very enjoyable and really enjoyable.

This kind of happy acting, turning oneself into another person, really feels like eating contraband.Above, very enjoyable.But even if Cai Cai is not a psychologist, she clearly realizes that if things go on like this, she might have a split personality.
However, Cai Cai also understands that the problem is actually not too serious, because she can still realize that she may have a split personality, which means she can have a very objective and rational perception.Knowing that one is sick is still considered a state of health, but if one is not aware that one is sick, one will be in trouble.At least for now, Cai Cai feels that he can still persevere.
There are still a few scenes in the script, and they are not as big as before. Cai Cai thinks that as long as she persists until the end of these battlefield scenes, there will be no problem.

As it turns out, the problem is huge.

Fang Fang put a knife against the heart of a demon clan, and the demon clan was still yelling at him, cursing that Fang Fang was obviously a half-demon, who learned all the skills of a fairy family, but just like the human race, he was full of benevolence and righteousness, and his hands were full of filth.It is despised by all the demon clan! !Before Fang Fang's knife was stabbed, Yaozu killed himself.

The hand holding the handle of the knife tightened, Fang Fang slowed down for a moment, retracted the big knife, looked down at the corpse of the monster race on the ground, all the curses before flashed in his mind, from the demon race, human race, monster race, and even The silent contempt and regret of the immortals
The demon race regards me as a mortal enemy, the demon race regards me as a traitor, the human race regards me as a different kind, and the immortal race regards me as a fool.
I clearly regard the demon race as the most elegant best friend, I clearly regard the demon race as my close relatives, I clearly regard the human race as my mother race, and I clearly regard the fairy race as my teacher respectfully
Why is this so why is this so! ! !

At this moment, Cai Cai raised his eyes and looked directly at the camera in front of him. His eyes were like torches, and without any special effects, he felt like a madman.

The back of the cameraman who was facing Cai Cai went cold, Fang Xiaoning, who was staring at the monitor, pinched his thigh, made sure that the shot was taken, and immediately called out.Then he turned around and waved to the person who had been waiting for a long time, hurry over!Let Cai Cai go on like this, he really wants to apologize with death
Cai Cai was still standing there with her eyes closed, no one dared to touch her.It's really that Cai Cai's aura is too scary now
Everyone was brought into the play by Cai Cai, and they were really afraid that if they approached, they would be hacked to death by Cai Cai who became Fang Fang. They were more afraid of this than Yu crying when he was brought into the play by Cai Cai.It hurts to beat someone with props and knives whose legs are shaking
Although Cai Cai has never lost his temper with anyone, let alone hit anyone, it doesn't delay them in the slightest.
But in fact, Cai Cai stood still with her eyes closed. When she stared just now, she felt a little too hard. Now her eyes are a little uncomfortable, so she just wants to close her eyes and stay for a while.She was too involved in the drama and didn't want to see other people's thoughts, but she still had a sliver of reason.It's just that the scene just got stuck, and the thread of reason is a little tight
Someone hurried over, but the aura was not from Mei Zhang and the others, but it was not unfamiliar. Cai Cai was in a daze for a moment, and opened his eyes abruptly. The face that rushed into his eyes was the face of Xianjun.

In an instant, everything that belonged to Fang Fang disappeared as if it had been subsided.The part that belongs to Cai Cai is spread out directly
"Why are you here?" Cai Cai's body swayed, the filming was too high, a little exhausted, weak, and he couldn't stand still when stimulated by the fairy.

Xianjun stretched out his hand to press her shoulder, "It's almost time, you should go to film the Empire, I happen to be in a hurry, so I'll come pick you up." After a pause, "I'm afraid Director Fang won't let you go, but Director Fang said you are here The filming of the scenes is over, so we can go."

There were too many messages, and Cai Cai was a little slow to receive them for a while, but fortunately, he still grasped the point, "My scene is finished?!" Impossible, there is still more.

Not caring about anything else, Cai Cai went to find Fang Xiaoning first.I met Howard on the way. He had already finished filming the scene here, so he stayed here to do odd jobs. The others didn't have a role here, so they didn't come here.Howard often shared the filming here in their group called Variety Kunlun. Most of them were talking about how good Cai Cai was, and also said that Cai Cai was too deep in the show and the situation was not good. He didn't do anything else. Dare to say more.Just now he also heard Yan Cheng say that Cai Cai had finished filming here, and the crew here wanted to hold a ceremony to celebrate Cai Cai.He took over the job of writing the menu.

Now that I meet Cai Cai, I just want to ask Cai Cai what he wants to eat.During this time, Cai Cai's appetite was visibly poor, and Howard hoped that Cai Cai could improve his appetite.Unexpectedly, before he could open his mouth, Cai Cai just wanted to raise his hand to say hello, and Cai Cai just said sorry and passed by like a gust of wind.
"."what's the situation?
At this time, Mei Zhang came over. He saw the news in the group and knew that Howard was going to write the menu, so he told him that there was no need to prepare Cai Cai's portion, and they packed up and left.He has already ordered the dishes, and they will be delivered soon, please sign for Howard, and he will give him his contact number.

Howard quickly remembered, and couldn't help asking why he was in such a hurry.Mei Zhang smiled and said nothing.

When Mei Zhang walked away, Howard realized one thing.

In their view, Cai Cai is a really nice person, easy to get along with, gentle and sincere, answering every question, unassuming and humorous, good personality and cheerful, even if he never chats or jokes, he is still very good Excellent partner.These things create an illusion, making them think that they and Cai Cai have a good and close relationship. They can even say whatever they want.
But in fact, this is all an illusion, a misunderstanding.They like Cai Cai so much and trust Cai Cai not because they have a good relationship with Cai Cai, but because Cai Cai himself is very good. In fact, they have nothing to do with Cai Cai, just, colleagues, Colleagues, or very short-lived colleagues
Without this scene, they definitely wouldn't have any chance of talking to Cai Cai
The gap caused by appearance, the gap in professional status, and the gap in personality, etc., are all the gap between them and Cai Cai.
It's not that they don't deserve it, but that Cai Cai's world is too narrow, too high, too far away, and too wide.
This feeling is not very good, more of a loss.But, that's Cai Cai. If you resent Cai Cai because you can't get along with her, then you have something wrong with your brain.
Howard said in the group that Cai Cai helped arrange the meals, but did not mention that Cai Cai was leaving.

When Fang Xiaoning saw Cai Cai running in, he was very relieved, it seems that it is really useful to let the fairy come over.If you don't look at it, it's Cai Cai. Fang Fang's shadow is almost gone.If the makeup is removed, it should really be Cai Cai.
Before Cai Cai could speak, Fang Xiaoning said first, "Your role here is really over. It's not that I cut it off, it's that I've filmed enough. If there's anything in the script that wasn't filmed, I'll just cut it. I’m going to catch up with other scenes here, and you just happen to be going to the Empire, and when you come back, it’s almost the finishing stage.” It’s true that enough filming has been done, all of Cai Cai’s scenes are of high quality, almost all of them All of them can be used, including the half-used ones, which can be cut and reused.

This greatly shortened the shooting time. Originally, Fang Xiaoning wanted to grind it out and give Cai Cai a time to play smoothly, but seeing that Cai Cai's mood was really not very good, he contacted Xianjun.It happened that Xianjun also had something to look for Cai Cai, so he asked Xianjun to come and pick Cai Cai up, and help Cai Cai play by the way.

"The main scene of the first part is here. After filming here, it is almost the same." There were not many scenes of the war in the first part. Many things shot here will be used in the second part, and the third part will also be used. Use some, as I said earlier, because Cai Cai's plays are of high quality, there will be very few deleted parts, so it is really enough.

Fang Xiaoning was really relieved that the filming could be completed so smoothly, and he was really grateful to Cai Cai, but he also knew that he used Cai Cai too hard. Fortunately, Cai Cai is really calm, firm and gentle, and always Keep clear and rational, otherwise, it's really hard to say what will happen.After all, Fang Xiaoning still felt sorry for Cai Cai, so he stared at the shooting and drew a bunch of storyboards. After making sure that the scene was enough, he quickly called a stop.If you really use Cai Cai badly, then he will really die
Cai Cai believed in Fang Xiaoning, since she had enough drama, she really didn't want to stay here anymore.Cai Cai was also afraid that he would not be able to play smoothly.

After confirming again that she won't be shooting, Cai Cai went to remove her makeup. Xianjun came to talk to Fang Xiaoning, but Cai Cai didn't want to listen.Halfway through removing makeup, Mei Zhang came over and told her that the plane was ready, and after changing clothes, she and Xianjun would go directly on the plane, Fang Qiao would follow, and he and Zhou Qing needed to check their luggage, so take a step back.The nanny car will arrange for people to come and drive away, and other people will also arrange for it.At that time, we will meet at the airport and fly back to the imperial capital together.The Tang family has also contacted, and there is no problem.

"." After being dazed for a while, Cai Cai nodded numbly, "Okay, I know your intention to take me out of here at the speed of light.

Mei Zhang was originally waiting for Cai Cai to ask something, but Cai Cai answered quickly without any doubts.

Good.

After getting on the plane, Cai Cai fell asleep in seconds.All the tiredness accumulated during this period of time came out.Xianjun asked Fang Qiao to cover her with a blanket. Thinking back to Fang Xiaoning's advice, she was really worried at first, but now that Cai Cai can fall asleep so smoothly, she is not so worried.However, she still needs to be able to play smoothly.
After getting off the plane, I didn't leave the airport. I came to a small waiting room. The food I prepared was hot pot Cai Cai. Check the time. It was past eight o'clock in the evening. She ate sandwiches between filming at four o'clock. I didn't feel hungry at first, but now that the smell of hot pot hits my nose, I feel like my bowels are rumbling like drums. I am so hungry that I can eat a cow.

There are no outsiders here, and the people who were guarding here were also people from Xianjun's studio. Xianjun directly signaled Cai Cai to eat, just waiting for Meizhang and the others.The plane was in the middle of the night, and when Meizhang and the others came, they could change the bottom of the pot and continue eating.

Xianjun had already had dinner, but he also ate a few mouthfuls of vegetables. Seeing that Cai Cai only ate meat, he gave her vegetables. He ate too much meat so late and couldn't digest it.Cai Cai is very edible, but it will only make it more indigestible. Tomorrow's hiccups will be the smell of hot pot bottom.

Xianjun also has this kind of experience.He is just called Xianjun, not the real Xianjun.

Cai Cai is greedy and hungry, so he has been eating meat, and it's not like he doesn't eat vegetables.She also ate what Xianjun made.

Cai Caicai asked Xianjun why he came to pick her up when he was eight percent full.

"Because I want you to do me a favor. Save the field." Xianjun replied.

Cai Cai refused, "The reason for saving the scene is to act? I don't have time now, I'm going to film Empire. Jin Yi is also coming, I can't be absent." Besides, what scene does she need to save?
It's really not that Cai Cai is too high on herself, but that her schedule is really tight, and the company and Famous are afraid to arrange extra work for her. The relationship between Jarvis and Fang Xiaoning is impossible to pass.So it is really impossible for her to act in other plays.

Xianjun said this, probably because he wanted to take the initiative and take the blame for taking over the job. If she really had time, Cai Cai would think about it, but the problem is, she really doesn't have time.Besides, even Xianjun's face is not easy to use.

"Don't send me away as a favor" and, "I will definitely make the play smoothly, and there is no need to find another play for me to transition. Isn't this a play that ruins others? You can't really find it." People, right? Why should I snatch other people's job opportunities, I don't lack any."

Because Xianjun spoke up, Cai Cai still explained.

"It's true that I can't find anyone." Xianjun didn't want to continue to sell it. "It's Li Muzi's book before. Didn't it cooperate with Guotai to make a drama? It will be smoother if it becomes a major drama, with a big change of leading roles, and a national TV station, but who knows that it will become more and more troublesome."

Cai Cai naturally remembered this project, and National TV also sent a new producer, just to educate the actors of the crew, and also to have the role of supervision and control.

"With such a person around, it's getting more and more troublesome?" Cai Cai was worried that the film would overturn when it was filmed, but who knew what Xianjun meant, that it would not be able to be filmed.

(End of this chapter)