After being reborn, the first daughter, she killed her crazy

Chapter 301 Lost Forever
Maybe it's just... just one last night.

At dawn tomorrow, she will no longer belong to him.

Su Jinluo didn't know how long she slept, maybe it was a few hours, or maybe it was just a short time, in short, she felt muddled all night.

Her head was even more stuffy, and when she woke up, there was still the bright moonlight outside the window.

It turned out that it was not yet dawn.

It was just a night in the early summer, and she actually felt a bone-biting chill.

For a moment, the cool feeling completely permeated my heart.

There is still a glazed lamp beside the bed at this time, and the red candles in it have almost been burned out...

There is only a faint light and shadow left in the lamp, like clusters of weeping tears.

The condensed ashes turned red, like dried blood.

Some slanted to the outside, drying up on the glazed cover.

When the candle flame finally burned out, the flame swayed gently with the breeze.

It took a long time before it went out silently, leaving only a wisp of faint blue smoke.

Melting moonlight came in from outside.

Qinghui sneaked in from the window, light and shadow overlapped, flowing like water...

Time became quiet, and the moonlight, which was supposed to be gentle and bright, seemed to drown everything at this moment.

Self-righteousness occupies the entire space.

Everything is dim, it seems to be a dream, or a dream of nothingness.

Su Jinluo could feel that Xu Yushan was holding her as usual at this time.

His arms were still strong, and his embrace was still warm.

Su Jinluo was stunned for a moment, just as if he didn't understand at this moment, why did this man do such fearless things here, is he pretending to be affectionate?

How ridiculous!
However, he is no longer hers.

Or maybe he was never hers.

Thinking about it now, it's really ridiculous, everything is fake.

It's pointless... Su Jinluo sighed softly, intending to break free from his embrace and get up.

Turning to one side, he noticed that the man frowned, with a look of anxiety and pain on his face.

There were bean-sized cold sweats constantly breaking out on his forehead.

"Don't...don't take her away!" His face was pale under the moonlight, and his eyes were tightly closed.

A pair of hands hugged her tightly, almost strangling her out of breath.

Su Jinluo also frowned, listening to him murmuring indistinctly, "Don't... Luoluo..."

"Luoluo, don't leave me, don't go..."

Su Jinluo narrowed his eyes to look at him, feeling strange and disgusting.

What are you putting on here now?

She really wanted to slap him across the face.

I've already explained everything clearly, why bother to play this old-fashioned drama?

Having nightmares?
Who was he, and what would give him nightmares?
her departure?That would be too absurd.

Seeing it in her eyes, she just felt that everything was so fake, so hypocritical, and so disgusting.

For some reason, she suddenly felt relieved a lot, and she also took this opportunity to get rid of the man's embrace.

Afterwards, he quickly got up and put on his own clothes, sat quietly and waited.

I don't know if I'm waiting for Xu Yushan to wake up, or if I'm waiting for the time to come.

Perhaps, she was waiting for the dawn when she could leave him permanently.

In the future, even if I die, I don't want to see him again.

I don't know how long she waited, the sky was dark for a long time.

And Xu Yushan on the bed did not wake up for a long time.

In the meantime, she even saw the man having a nightmare like a cramp. Is this just a show for her?

All he could say was her name.

So it doesn't look like a play, but it's so like a play.

But she knew it shouldn't be about her.

She just feels a little soft-hearted now.

However, when she turned her head and looked at the broken pictures on the table, her heart hardened again.

Was her picture drawn to irritate the princess?
To stimulate his sweetheart?

A woman who can make him spend so much time must be very happy, right?
How can she compare?
Thinking of this, she only felt that she was being too bitter, but in this situation, who could not be bitter?
She was just holding her heart and wanting to give him everything, but in the end she turned into a flattering person lying on the ground.

He doesn't know how to cherish, and he doesn't care.

He, after all, is... without even looking at it, he crushed it mercilessly with one foot.

There was something cool on her neck, she lowered her head numbly and dazedly, then stretched out her hand and instinctively touched it.

Unexpectedly... she actually touched the jade he gave her. She tore off the piece of white jade and immediately burst into tears.

Her name was engraved on the jade - Luoluo.

He even made it himself, never knew he was so handy.

Once, she thought it was a token of love.

Once, she was so precious.

Thinking about it now, maybe it was just a gimmick and rhetoric that I did it myself.

How could someone like him, who is so scheming, have the heart to do these things?
How could he settle down and do this for her?
Ah!Now that I think about it... it's time to give it back to him.

For some reason, I suddenly remembered what Lian Sheng said...

"In his eyes, she is actually very important?"

important?

Really!It turned out that, to Xu Yushan, she might just be an ordinary woman who could still talk, so what was the difference between her and the women in his Fenge Pavilion?

And this Bai Yujue, without affection, is what kind of token of love?
At best, it was nothing more than a gadget he gave to his little daughters at will.

Maybe she is not the only one.

It should be returned to him. From now on, the two will not owe each other, and there will be no relationship.

Walking to the bed, Su Jinluo stuffed Bai Yujue under his pillow.

Then she retreated far away again, she was sitting upright, her heart was stagnant, her face showed no emotion...

Finally, dawn!

The sky turned pale, Su Jinluo gasped for breath, and Xu Yushan also woke up.

Xu Yushan watched her get up early and wait, but in the end he didn't say a word.

He just called Ziyi in with an indifferent expression, explained some matters, and then waved his hand impatiently.

Ziyi glanced at Su Jinluo cautiously, opened her mouth, and wanted to say something, her face was clearly in trouble, but Xu Yushan was on the sidelines.

She still didn't say anything, but left under Xu Yushan's signal.

Xu Yushan's meaning was also very obvious, but it was just a signal to lead Su Jinluo to the side door of the Supreme Harmony Gate to wait for Yuchi Feiyu.

Su Jinluo got up and followed Ziyi to go out, just before going out.

She turned around, knelt down, and said slowly, "Thank you, Your Highness, for your kindness!"

Yes, thank him for saving her life, thank him for his hypocrisy, thank him for hurting him, thank him for insulting him, and thank him for teaching her the most precious lesson in life...

(End of this chapter)