The lady looks forward to being a widow every day

Chapter 180 Do You Love Fu Zhengnan?

Xu Wan'an looked at him and found that he was staring at her, wondering what he was thinking, and said, "You don't want to eat it? Then let A Yan eat it all?"

A Yan has big eyes and a small belly, and when he heard Xu Wan'an's words, he clapped his hands happily, "Really? Then A Yan will not be polite!"

He couldn't ask for it.

Fu Zhengnan rolled his eyes at him, and quickly brought over his own bowl, "You have a good idea!"

It is impossible to want to eat his share.

Xu Wan'an sat aside, looked at the two, and raised the corners of her mouth.

After they finished their meal, Fu Zhengnan had some things to do, so Xu Wan'an went to help A Yan take a bath, and then put him to sleep.

The two were lying on the bed, Xu Wan'an was telling a story to A Yan, and A Yan was lying on the side, looking at Xu Wan'an with wide eyes.

When Xu Wan'an was speaking seriously, he suddenly raised his head and kissed her on the face, "Mom, I love you."

"..." Xu Wan'an looked at the little guy in front of him, and was startled, feeling unreal.

She couldn't tell why, but she always felt like crying.

That feeling as if the heartstrings were plucked.

Xu Wan'an looked at this little guy with wet eyes.

After a while, she came to her senses and said, "A Yan, go to sleep!"

She was speechless and felt like she was about to cry in front of the baby.

I don't know why, but Ayan seems to be a very special existence to her.

……

Xu Wan'an coaxed A Yan to sleep, went back to the room, and lay down, usually read a book before going to bed, but today she was not in that mood.

She was lying there leaning on the pillow, her face was fair, but her eyes were red, the contrast was very strong.

When Fu Zhengnan walked in, seeing her appearance, he was taken aback for a moment, and asked, "Why are you crying?"

Xu Wan'an raised her head and glanced at him, then wiped her tears, "It's nothing."

"Nothing?" Fu Zhengnan came over, looked at her, and said, "What happened?"

He thought something happened to her.

Xu Wan'an didn't dare to look him in the eyes, and said, "I just think I'm useless."

"..." Fu Zhengnan looked at her in puzzlement, "What are you thinking about?"

Xu Wan'an stared at him, her eyes seemed to be covered with tears, "A'nan, I miss my child. If he is still alive, he will be as old as Ayan! But I didn't keep him, I really A very incompetent mother."

Fu Zhengnan was taken aback when he heard her words...

After reuniting with Xu Wan'an, although she would occasionally hear her mentioning the child, most of the time, she was full of hatred for Gu Changhe.

It is rare to see her cry because she misses a child.

Looking at her like this, Fu Zhengnan felt that it seemed a little cruel that he had been keeping the matter of A Yan from her.

perhaps……

Should he tell him the truth of the matter?
Fu Zhengnan said: "Actually... Ah Yan..."

Xu Wan'an twitched and lay down, "I'm asleep."

She felt that it was too embarrassing for her to cry in front of Fu Zhengnan!

Seeing that she was already lying down, Fu Zhengnan choked on what he wanted to say.

He turned around, went to the bathroom, and went to take a shower.

……

In the afternoon, Xu Wan'an was still in the hospital. Just after the operation, the assistant came over and said, "Dr. Xu, someone is looking for you."

Xu Wan'an was puzzled, walked out the door, and saw a woman standing there, who looked familiar in a suit and uniform.

Xu Wan'an froze for a moment before remembering who she was.

She has been Lin Fan's fan for many years, and she is too familiar with the woman in front of her.

This person is Lin Wen's assistant, Chen Xi.

When Xu Wan'an met Lin Fan before, this Chen Xi was also there.

Seeing her, Xu Wan'an was a little surprised, "Why is it you?"

Chen Xi said: "It seems that Miss Xu still remembers me!"

Xu Wan'an looked at her and said, "You have been with Dr. Lin before, how can you not know him?"

Because Lin Fan is famous, her assistant is also famous.

Seeing her, Xu Wan'an immediately remembered the phone call Lin Fan made to Fu Zhengnan yesterday.

From this appearance, Lin Fan came here to find Fu Zhengnan?
Fu Zhengnan will be fine, right?
Xu Wan'an was a little worried, and asked, "Did you come here, has Dr. Lin also come?"

"No." Chen Xi said, "I came here for Doctor Lin."

Xu Wan'an looked at her and said, "You came to me for her?"

Chen Xi said to Xu Wan'an, "Are you off work?"

Xu Wan'an said, "Yes."

"Then I'll wait for you, let's talk together later."

Xu Wan'an was a little puzzled when she heard what she said, but she went to change her clothes anyway.

When she came out, Chen Xi was waiting for her at the door, and she followed her into the car.

In the car, Chen Xi glanced at her and asked, "How are Ah Yi and the young master doing here recently?"

Xu Wan'an said, "It's pretty good."

Chen Xi said: "Miss Xu, you are with Ah Yi every day, you should know about his relationship with his mother, right?"

Xu Wan'an heard Chen Xi's words and said, "What do you want to say, just say it."

Chen Xi sighed: "Actually, I feel sorry for Anan."

Xu Wan'an glanced at her, a little surprised.

Chen Xi continued: "He grew up with his father since he was a child, and he has never been loved by his mother. If Ah Yi hadn't had an accident, Dr. Lin might never recognize this son for the rest of his life."

"..." Xu Wan'an clasped her fingers together, and she said, "I used to think that Dr. Lin was an excellent doctor, and I regarded her as my idol, but after seeing her attitude towards Fu Zhengnan, I It’s really not flattering.”

She was also a person who almost became a mother, so she couldn't understand why Lin Fan was so cold.

Chen Xi smiled and said, "Then what if you and Gu Changhe have a child? Will you love his child?"

Xu Wan'an froze for a moment, she didn't expect her to make such an assumption.

Xu Wan'an said: "I will not bear Gu Changhe's child."

"Men will change, who knows?" Chen Xi said, "Doctor Lin also has her own dissatisfaction and her own difficulties, and she doesn't want to be like this. You have no position to blame her like that."

Xu Wan'an heard Chen Xi's words and said, "But she really went too far with Anan."

Chen Xi said: "I also know, I just don't want their mother and son to tear their face apart, so I came here by myself."

She said to Xu Wan'an: "I also know that Anan is not easy because of the grievances and grievances of the adults and the suffering of the children. In the past few years, he has lived in the Lin family and by his mother's side, and he has had a good life. If Miss Xu hadn't appeared suddenly, he might I will always be there, and I will not come here to be with you."

Xu Wan'an clasped his hands together vigorously, and said: "Fu Zhengnan and I have obtained the certificate. He is alive, and I have the right to know. It would be too cruel for you to hide it from me."

After hearing what she said, Chen Xi laughed, and said: "I know you have obtained the certificate, but, as far as I know, you were with Anan back then, just to leave him a child and the blood of the Fu family, right? Why, you love him very much, you love him very much?"

(End of this chapter)