Chapter 121 Old Resentment

Yi'an Palace.

The empress dowager had mixed feelings when she saw Chu Fei with a distant face and polite manners.

She was full of guilt for this daughter, so after she got married, she did her best to treat the Bai family well, and even made plans for her two children.

However, from the day she got married, Chu Fei had hated her as her biological mother.

The Empress Dowager smiled wryly, "Let's finish the warm soup first. It's almost mid-April, and it's still cold sooner or later. Look, you're getting thinner and thinner."

"Thank you, Queen Mother." Chu Fei took the jade bowl that Jin Yu handed over, stirred it with a spoon, but didn't drink it.

The empress dowager felt uncomfortable looking at her.

"Fei'er, you can blame the queen mother."

She knew the answer, but she was not reconciled and wanted to ask.

"How dare a daughter blame the queen mother." Chu Fei lowered her head and spoke ironically without any waves.

The empress dowager swallowed a bit of bitterness, "Fei'er, after so many years, have you still not removed the thorn in your heart?"

Chu Fei raised her head, her expressionless eyes revealed a chilling indifference.

"The thorn has taken root, how to pull it out? Besides, the queen mother doesn't care whether it is pulled out or not?"

"When does the queen mother not care? If you can't get rid of the knot in your heart, the queen mother will be very distressed." The empress dowager's eyes were red.

"Distressed?" Chu Fei seemed to have heard a big joke.

"The empress mother has too many people to feel sorry for, I'm afraid she can't bear it."

The empress dowager's heart suddenly ached like a tear, and she couldn't help but bend slightly.

Jinyu couldn't stand it any longer, and hurriedly supported the empress dowager, and couldn't help persuading, "Princess Dachang, the empress dowager has been unable to sleep for several days because of the affairs of the Bai family, and she has been suffering from angina recently."

Chu Fei stared fixedly at the queen mother, and after a long time, put down the jade bowl, and said calmly, "Didn't the queen mother take back the jade token for her daughter to enter the palace? She suddenly called her daughter into the palace today, presumably there is something to order? The queen mother just gives orders, and the daughter will obey." that is."

The empress dowager took a deep breath, trying to calm herself down.

After all, I have something important to discuss with Chu Fei today.

"Bai Xiang caught the jade-faced fox and forced the emperor to marry Xue Ying, did you know about this?"

Chu Fei said indifferently, "My daughter doesn't know. Is there a problem?"

The empress dowager was choked by her, she endured it, and said, "The position of crown princess is originally for Xueying, but now the public opinion about Xueying has not subsided, if the marriage is given at this time, it will cause public anger. You husband and wife must serve the royal family. For the sake of my face."

"Royal face!" Chu Fei's voice became sharp.

"I'm not from the royal family. I'm Bai Chongwen's wife. The first thing I want to consider is the face of the Bai family. The water my married daughter spilled, isn't it?"

The tone was full of sarcasm, which Chu Fei had never had before.

The empress dowager looked at her in shock, holding her breath.

"You, you are the most honorable eldest princess in the royal family, how can you not consider the royal face? Why not consider the public opinion of the previous court? How can you not consider the majesty of the emperor!"

"Royal, royal, all royal. Don't forget, queen mother, I am a human being first!" Chu Fei stood up abruptly, her eyes blurred with tears.

Waving his arms, he shouted sharply, "I have lived in this resplendent palace for 16 years, like a canary locked in a cage.

I have to sacrifice my own happiness to marry a widower who is 20 years older than me, just to fulfill the emperor's dream for my brother!
I must destroy my love to fulfill the dream of your mother, your empress dowager!

But what about my dream?
Why should I sacrifice my dream!
Why should I sacrifice the person who loves me!

Why should I devote my whole life to the dreams of each and every one of you until I am smashed to pieces! "

The empress dowager was stunned, angry and heartbroken, she clutched the skirt of her clothes tightly, still trembling uncontrollably.

Jinyu was terrified, and secretly ordered someone to announce the imperial physician.

"Princess, please don't say..."

"Shut up!" Chu Fei roared angrily, pointing at Jin Yu's nose and cursed, "Now you, a lowly maidservant, dare to accuse Bengong!"

The empress dowager was so angry that she was dizzy, and she still felt dizzy when she squinted her eyes.

With tears in her eyes, Chu Fei sneered, "Okay, now I have sacrificed myself, my beloved him, and my future life. Could it be that this won't bring my daughter the crown princess!"

The empress dowager slowly opened her eyes and said slowly, "You are the royal princess, and the princess's marriage has always been for the sake of the country.

You couldn't fall in love with anyone back then, but fell in love with a little guard. Even without Bai Chongwen, do you think you could marry him?You think the queen mother did something wrong, but did you do it right? "

Chu Fei sneered, "What does the country and society have to do with me? I'm just a weak woman, and I can only marry a man for a little bit. Therefore, I have no right to love, and I have no right to enjoy freedom.

However, when the queen mother became the empress dowager and her elder brother became the emperor, how could the princess Chu Yanyu freely choose her son-in-law?

Why am I the only princess who sacrificed?Therefore, my daughter must be the supreme princess, otherwise, my sacrifice will be in vain! "

"Auntie's words are wrong." A soft, waxy and delicate voice came.

Chu Fei turned her head and stared coldly at the delicate and precious little girl.

Back then, she never had Chu Yanyu's bright and wanton smile.

It's all because her mother and concubine are not the queen, but concubines who are living a frightening life.

Now, Chu Yanyu can live so freely and recklessly, doing whatever she wants, isn't it because of her sacrifice back then?
Yes, sacrificing one of her has fulfilled all of them!
Why!
No, her dream must also come true!
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