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Chapter 259 Out of control (thanks to book friend 854949 for the monthly ticket)
Ever since she divorced Jinyue, Su's second son has been in torment.

As a farmer, he is rather careless and doesn't know much about the love between children, but these years, after getting along with Jinyue, he has regarded her as a relative and an inseparable part of his life.

He never thought that the two of them would be separated, until he made that mistake that even he couldn't forgive himself...

Since Jinyue secretly studied and was admitted to university, he began to feel ashamed of himself and always felt that he was not good enough for her.

The men in the village spoke in various ways, saying that he could only rely on women in the future, which made him very uncomfortable.

Apart from working in the fields, he squats at home every day and doesn't want to go anywhere.Even working in the field, I feel panicked.

At this time, a woman appeared in his life.

He also knew this woman, she was also a girl introduced to him when he was young.

The girl's name is Xiuwen, a girl from the next village.

If it weren't for his pity for Jinyue who was the nanny at that time, it is estimated that he and Xiuwen would enter the marriage hall.

After all, old lady Su likes this girl very much.

Xiuwen is not very beautiful, with a big round face and big eyes, but she is tall and plump. At first glance, she looks like the kind with strong fertility, which is the type that farmers like.

But Second Su was unwilling, for some reason, he always thought of that thin yellow-haired girl, and always felt that apart from him, no one would really treat her well.

So he disobeyed his mother for the first time and married Jinyue.

That Xiuwen really liked Su's second child. After learning that he was married, she hid at home and cried for seven whole days.The original big eyes were swollen into a slit, and the body became thinner.

However, she is a persistent girl.Even so, she is still unwilling to give up. Every time there are fairs, operas, or temple fairs, as long as there are many people, she always dresses up and walks around, imagining that she will run into Su Lao Er.

When Su Shen was seven years old, that is, the second year after Jinyue woke up, at the end of that year, Su's second son followed Su's boss to buy new year's goods together, and the two of them really "met" by chance.

In front of Boss Su, she couldn't say anything, except a simple greeting with a changed tone.

Su Er Er was also very nervous, said a few words in a hurry and left, looking like he was hiding from the plague god.

After that, Second Su didn't go to the town very much, and even if he did, he would go there very early in the morning, and would return right away after shopping.

These years, they haven't seen each other again, but Su's second child has also heard people say that Xiuwen has never been married. First, she was disgusted by her parents, and later she was hated by her married brother and sister-in-law, who hated her for sitting at home and eating.

In the end, Xiuwen took the initiative to move out of the house and lived in the grass shed outside the door.

If the village chief hadn't been responsible, it is estimated that the straw shed would have really become her shelter for the rest of her life.

However, even at this point, she still does not agree to marry someone else.

She told her caring aunt that she felt disgusted at the thought of living with another man for the rest of her life.

Time flies, years have passed year after year.

Gradually, when she learned that Su's second son and daughter had both children, that the husband and wife were in harmony, that they were building a house and separated, Xiuwen also felt more and more hopeless.

Until she learned that Jinyue was admitted to university...

Others are envious of Jinyue's good luck, and they are also jealous of Jinyue's ability.

Only she is sincerely happy for Jinyue.

She hoped that she would excel in her studies, and it would be best if she could stay in that big city far away and never come back.She heard that couples can file for divorce as long as they have not been together for more than two years.

The reason why she thought they would divorce was because she didn't believe that Su's second son, who was full of blood, could endure such a long separation.

After Jinyue left, her dead heart was rekindled.

If Su Laoer doesn't go to the town, attend temple fairs, or go to the market, then he must go to the ground.

She was waiting for him near their land.

At first, she felt embarrassed when she saw other people's questioning eyes, and Su Er Er didn't pay her much attention.

But after a long time, she felt that it didn't matter.Anyway, her matter is basically a well-known secret.It's just that I don't know if everyone feels sorry for her or something, but this story has not been spread everywhere.

All these years, Jinyue didn't know her existence at all.

The hard work paid off, and it wasn't until Jinyue's junior year that Su's second child changed his attitude towards her, and began to be willing to chat with her and tell her about his troubles.

That day, she wept with joy, and she swore from then on that chatting with him was the most important thing in her life.

At that time, Su's second child's mentality was also undergoing subtle changes. First, he felt more and more that there was a huge gap between himself and Jinyue. They had no communication. Even if Jinyue wrote a letter, he still had to Relying on Su Shen to help read, whenever this time, the feeling in his heart is really indescribable.

In addition, Jinyue also sent them money, and each time the money was the money he could not get out of digging the loess with his buttocks poking out for a year.

And this is just the extra money he earned while he was a student.

What about after graduation?What about after work?

The more Su Laoer thought about it, the more headache he got.Although Jinyue is also improving the living conditions of this family.But he is a man, and he is the pillar of the family in the traditional sense. He hopes that Jinyue and the children can rely on him.

The more such things happened, the deeper his pain.Later, his psychology also began to twist. He began to be afraid of Jinyue's letter, afraid of Jinyue's remittance slip, afraid of Jinyue's return...

He also knew he was wrong, but he just couldn't control it.

Xiuwen always patiently enlightened him, saying that Jinyue was also doing it for the good of the family, and he should be considerate of her.

but…

Later, when Jinyue finally graduated and she came back, he also breathed a sigh of relief.I thought she would find a job in a hospital in the town or county, but she didn't expect to open a hospital!

Is this hospital also able to open?

It wasn't until later that he found out that the hospital was invested by Director Su, a medical expert from the south.

A man, in good shape, spends a huge sum of money to invest in a hospital for a woman who is neither relative nor relative!

Even a fool would know that things here are not as simple as they appear—the top experts in the country have taken a fancy to a corner of the mountain where nothing shits like a bird, and think it is a good place to build a hospital.

Funny isn't it?
You are unkind, don't blame me for being unrighteous.

If you can find someone else, why can't I, Su Er Er?
Xiuwen has been waiting for me for more than ten years!
Although later, he learned from Dr. Zhang that Director Su was married and had nothing to do with Jinyue at all. The two of them only had a little relationship between the two people who discussed the topic during the internship.

As for the opening of a hospital, that is exactly what Jinyue meant. Jinyue has feelings for her hometown and always wants to do something for her father and fellow villagers. However, the procedures for running a hospital are complicated, and Jinyue's qualifications are not enough, so she can't do it at all.

Director Su is indeed helping Jinyue, but the money is actually similar to borrowing. After making money in the future, it will be returned to others.The most important thing is that with Director Su's halo, this matter is much easier to handle.

Second Su was very regretful.But this kind of thing is like that kind of medicine, you either don't touch it, or you will become addicted once you touch it.

He and Xiuwen were out of control.Every time he heard Xiuwen's voice, he could truly feel his own existence.

He can't control it.

　At first, I thought that no one would read it, and I have been a little slack recently. In addition to some unsatisfactory aspects of life, I am not diligent enough, so I have been posting manuscripts.

　　...

　　Unexpectedly, I received a monthly ticket from book friend 854***949 today (thank you very much), and my heart suddenly warmed up, and I regained my original fighting spirit, and wrote a chapter with my mobile phone while I was busy.

　　I will stick to it till the end, I wish you all happiness~~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)