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Chapter 217

The little girl is already 9 years old, and her eyebrows and eyes are very similar to Su Shen when she was a child, except that she is a little fatter and her face looks round.

"Where's sister?" Jin Yue asked.

"In the house."

"My sister doesn't like to play with us." Su Xi said.

Jinyue put down Su Xi, asked Su Wei to play with her younger brother, and then went to Su Shen's room.

Same as the last time I saw her, Su Shen was still sitting on the edge of the kang in a daze, which probably became her classic action.

"What's wrong with you?" Jinyue sat beside her and touched her shoulder.

"It's nothing."

"Having a bad mood?"

"No."

"If you have anything to tell me, I can enlighten you. Haven't we always talked well, and we should be friends?"

Su Shen shook his head, then lowered his head again.

Jinyue feels more and more that since she started school, the door of Su Shen's heart has been closed little by little, and she is no longer allowed to enter.

"I have graduated, and I will never leave you again."

Su Shen looked up, his eyes looked very indifferent, as if to say, it doesn't matter if you leave or not.

Seeing that Su Shen didn't intend to communicate with her, Jinyue touched her head and came out.

Su Lao Er was making noodles in the kitchen, and Jinyue walked in.

"Don't you notice that Shen'er is a little weird?"

"Maybe Su Shu's incident was too much irritated. In the past few months, she didn't talk much every time she came back." Second Su said while kneading her face.

"Didn't you take it to see a doctor?"

What Jinyue wants to talk about is a psychiatrist, but she also knows that there is no such thing as a psychiatrist in this day and age.

"Well, how do you look at it, isn't this a disease?"

Jinyue nodded and said, "Is it the same with my father?"

"It seems to be better, at least she is willing to work in the fields with her grandfather."

Jinyue thought, maybe it was because she had to pass by her uncle's house every time she went home, so she would inevitably think of Su Shu, and Zhang scolded her whenever she met her, so she had too much pressure accumulated in her heart.

This child just doesn't want to tell others the pain in his heart.

It seems that she can only rely on her as a mother.

Although she knew very little about psychology, fortunately, with the help of "cautious and subtle", at least she could find some clinical data.

The next day, in the sky that had been exposed to the sun for a few days, it suddenly rained heavily.

Jinyue's travel plans were also put on hold.

She was going to middle school to find Su Shen's class teacher and find out about Su Shen's situation at school.

Although they graduated, the head teacher still taught the first and second grades of junior high school, and they have been in school all the time.

With nothing to do, Jinyue decided to make a delicious meal for the children.

Although Su Lao Er knows how to cook, he only knows how to cook. Apart from making some noodles and steaming some steamed buns, there is nothing else.

Jinyue intends to cook some southern-style dishes.

When she came back this time, she specially bought a few packs of lo mei and spicy chicken seasoning.

Let's make some braised vegetables first.

While Jinyue was washing the vegetables, Su Dalin came.

Speaking of Su Dalin, I don't know if you still have any impressions.He was the one who fought with Su Shu since he was a child, and Su Shu smashed his head.

Later, he told Mrs. Li about Mrs. Su's secret, which was the time when Su Shan got stuck accidentally.

He is not only idle, but also has exactly the same personality as his mother. He likes to gossip about others and tell stories.

She is more feminine than a woman!
When he poked his head in at the kitchen door, Jinyue knew that nothing was good.

"Second aunt, are you cooking? The high school entrance examination results are out, do you know?"

Jinyue hurriedly stopped what she was doing and asked if she knew Su Shen's score.

"Su Shen didn't pass the exam, and only got 320 in the exam. It's far behind, and the score line needs to be 480."

Jinyue's heart tightened, and she hurriedly asked if she read it wrong.

"I can't read it wrong. I went to see it specially. Isn't she the only one in our village to take the exam?"

Jinyue didn't speak, turned around, and continued to wash her dishes.

"Then what, I'll come over and tell you, I'm leaving first if there's nothing else to do."

Su Dalin's voice was not too low, Jinyue guessed that Su Shen should have heard it too, but she still didn't come out.

Jinyue is busy with the work at hand, feeling complicated.

Su Shen has always had good grades, how could there be such a difference.

What can I do after this?
The more Jinyue thought about it, the more she lost her mind to cook, so she wiped her hands and came to the house.

Su Shen has kept that decadent way of thinking unchanged for thousands of years.

"Did you hear what Su Dalin said just now?"

Su Shen nodded.

"Then what are your plans for the future?"

Su Shen shook his head again.

Jinyue suddenly felt very angry.

"What's the matter with you? Are you tired of talking?"

Su Shen didn't respond.

"What's your attitude?"

Su Shen jumped off the bed suddenly, and yelled at Jinyue: "I've had enough of you, can you stop talking."

Jinyue was stunned.

This was the first time in so many years that Su Shen yelled at her.

"You only have yourself in your eyes. You have never really cared about me. Since you went to college, you pat your chest and ask, do you care about me? Which letter is not just a few perfunctory words?"

"I can't get into high school. I'm just stupid. I'll make you lose face. It's okay, you still have two children. You can pin your hopes on them. What am I?"

"I'm very tired. I didn't want to go to school after Brother Shu's accident. If it wasn't for going to this bad school, he wouldn't..."

Su Shen squatted on the ground, lowered her head, hugged her knees hard, and cried bitterly.

Jinyue was completely bewildered by her series of actions.

She remembered the little girl with pigtails when she first wore it, and the situation when she stole eggs for herself to make poached eggs. At that time, they were so close and tacit understanding.

Now, they have been together for almost ten years, but it has become like this.

It was true that when she was in school, the letters got shorter and shorter, and sometimes she even forgot to reply.

But she didn't mean it, how much she paid for graduating early.

To whom should she tell these bitterness and sadness?

"Shen'er, that's not what I mean, you get up first, let's have a good chat."

Su Shen stood there stubbornly and refused to get up.

The second son Su was playing poker with Su Wei and Su Xi in another room opposite, at first he thought Su Shen and Jinyue were joking, but when he heard that Su Shen was really crying, he also rushed over.

"what happened?"

Jinyue sighed, sat on the edge of the kang, and said, "You're condemning me."

"Mom, what is condemnation?" Su Xi asked.

"Oh, I don't even know this. Principal Liu told us that it is to list the bad things that my mother has done and criticize them."

"What's wrong with Mom?"

"Yes, you see, my mother can't send us to school or cook for us..."

The two children were discussing, and every time they said a sentence, Jinyue felt more guilt in her heart.

(End of this chapter)