I'm sorry, I can't serve you all.

Chapter 132 Not worthy of being a man

"Huh? Are you awake? I just went to eat some buns."

"I've been awake, I've never slept, I asked you where did you go at night?"

His tone was stiff.

Jinyue turned on the light, sat upright, looked at Su Laoer with wide eyes, and said angrily, "What do you mean?"

Second Su turned his head away, and said coldly: "You know what I mean, don't think that I don't know anything just because I'm a useless person."

"what do you know?"

"Are you really embarrassed to listen? Then I'll tell you, what's the matter with you and Liu?"

"What's the surname Liu?" Jinyue felt puzzled.

"Are you still pretending? How many people with the surname Liu are there in this village?"

Jinyue understood that he was talking about Principal Liu, that is, Village Chief Liu.

"You doubt me?"

"You have done something that makes people doubtful, and you are afraid of being suspected?"

Jinyue was so angry that tears were falling down her cheeks. She wanted to question her, but found something stuck in her throat, and she couldn't utter a word.

She suddenly felt ridiculous and sad. She worked so hard to support this family, and thought that the other party was considerate and distressed.

However, it turns out that in his heart, he still has doubts and distrust.

He can suspect her of anything, but he cannot suspect that she is messing around with men and women.

He is insulting her personality.

She and Principal Liu just stayed in the office for a few minutes because of the book, but because Su Dalin's mother spread the word, she never talked with Principal Liu alone again.

This was all a long time ago, why didn't he mention it back then?

Why in his eyes, they are so dirty, so unbearable.

"I have a clear conscience." Jinyue said lightly, then turned off the light, and lay down silently.

The moonlight is like water, through the gaps in the wooden windows, casting a vague shadow on the corner of the wall, Jinyue stared at the light, letting tears fall again and again.

The night is very quiet, so quiet that only each other's breath is in the whole room.

"Sorry, I……"

"Nothing to apologize for."

Jinyue quickly interrupts Su Lao Er's words.She tried to calm herself, tried to make her voice sound normal, she turned around and pressed her eyes hard.

Su Laoer knew that Jinyue was crying, and he felt all kinds of uncomfortable.

He scolded himself a thousand bastards in his heart, and he scratched his hair in annoyance, not knowing what to do.

Since this period of time, Jinyue has to serve him every day, take care of several children, and also have to work in the fields. He sees it and knows her hard work.

But what the second uncle said still caused the anger and depression in his heart to surge up.

Since he was sick in bed, many neighbors have visited him one after another, including his second uncle Su Yitian.

Ever since Su Yitian married his daughter-in-law, he has lived a completely leisurely life. He can go to the farm whenever he wants, and he can idle around if he doesn't want to. His son doesn't dare to say anything.

In the past few days, he often went to Su Laoer's house to chat with this nephew.

It was just chatting at first, who knew that the second uncle would talk about Jinyue while chatting, saying that one day he saw Jinyue talking with Village Chief Liu, and the other day he saw Jinyue sneaking into Village Chief Liu's school In the office, one day I saw Village Chief Liu helping Jinyue push a cart, and then insinuated that Jinyue was really not easy.

The second uncle used to be foolish, the relationship between men and women was chaotic, and the words in his mouth were all kinds of exaggerations, Su Er Er always knew these things.

But in the current situation, coupled with the fact that he was talking about the person closest to him, Su Laoer also forgot to distinguish at all, or didn't want to distinguish at all, and directly believed that Jinyue had betrayed him.

This knot has been in his heart for many days, he has been waiting for the opportunity, he carefully observed Jinyue's daily expression, status, and even dressing.

That morning, he saw Jinyue sitting by the mirror and applying powder. She said she was going to the town to see if there were old hens for sale, and he said yes.

But until the afternoon and evening, when Jinyue still didn't come back, his heart started beating wildly, thinking that Jinyue must be doing shameful things behind his back.

Su Shen already knew how to cook. Seeing that her mother hadn't come back, she rolled out noodles, but Su Lao Er had no appetite at all.

The scene of Jinyue betraying him kept flashing in his mind, and the more he thought about it, the more angry he became, and finally he had nowhere to vent, so he scolded Su Wei and Su Xi, thinking they were too loud.

However, when he really vented his anger, Jinyue's eyes still stabbed her deeply.

Hurt, disappointed, bleak.

Originally, he was her reliance, but now he hurt her like this.

It's not that he doesn't believe in Jinyue's character, it's just that he's too afraid of her leaving.

In the final analysis, it was all because of his own incompetence, not worthy of being a man.

Jinyue might be really too tired, coupled with crying, she breathed evenly after a while.

Second Su was lying quietly, he thought a lot, but he didn't seem to think about anything, his brain was chaotic, and his eyes were blurred.

Jinyue got up as usual, she seemed to take care of the daily life of Su's second child and several children as if nothing had happened.

Su's second child has been constipated frequently since he was bedridden, perhaps due to the side effects of the medicine, usually only once every three to five days, and Jinyue always takes care of him.

After breakfast, Second Su suddenly wanted to defecate, but because of what happened last night, he was too embarrassed to tell Jinyue, so he took advantage of Jinyue to wash the dishes and tried to get off the kang by himself.

But as soon as his foot stepped on the ground, he couldn't exert any strength on his waist, and fell down with a plop.

Hearing Su Wei's shout, Jinyue's heart shrank, and she rushed out of the kitchen, without even wiping her hands, she ran to the main room.

Now she can no longer bear any accidents.

"Call me what are you going to do." Jinyue panicked and supported Su's second son, "Did you fall somewhere?"

"I, I want to go to the bathroom, and I want to see if I can walk now." Second Su lowered his head, like a child who has done something wrong.

"The doctor said it will take half a year. If you are like this, what if you get hurt again?"

"Ah."

"By the way, I have to go to the town later. The old hen ordered yesterday and said to pick it up today. I will take Shen'er to Xipan Village on the weekend to see if I need to take some more medicine."

"Ah."

"I don't think I'll be back until the afternoon. I'll make the meal first, and let Shen'er come back at noon to warm it up for you."

"Ah."

Jinyue was still urging, and Father Su brought Mrs. Su in, holding a pack of dried noodles in his hand, saying that a relative brought them a few days ago.

He said to see if there was any fodder for the donkey, if not, he would go to carry some wheat straw in the afternoon, and get some with the fourth son.

Jinyue hurriedly helped Mrs. Su to the kang in the main room, and asked her about her recovery.Granny Su is recovering well, she can walk around slowly with crutches, and she can speak much more fluently than before.

(End of this chapter)