Chapter 391 Remorse
Seeing Su Mo's actions, Shen Yuexi heard a "hum" in her ears.

Su Mo wants to commit suicide by jumping off a cliff.

At this moment, time seems to slow down.The sound of the wind in her ears disappeared, and everything around her became blurred, except Su Mo in front of her eyes.

She heard her heart beating loudly, and the blood was violently pressed to her head and limbs, but every pore of the skin was tightening, and the blood had nowhere to be released, and it turned into a raging sea wave and hit her legs, pushing her towards Su Mo.

One step, two steps... Fine snowflakes splashed around her feet like an explosion.

Su Mo stood on the edge of the cliff, life and death were only one step away.She wants to catch Su Mo before she takes that step, and tell her that there are still many people who care about her in this world. Her father hopes that she will live well, and her brother and sister-in-law also hope that she will live well.

She wants to tell her that people cannot be resurrected after death, and that death can only bring about eternal sleep.

Life is precious because there is only one time.If there is an afterlife, death becomes a joke.

However, Su Mo didn't wait for her, and jumped out of the edge of the cliff with open arms without hesitation, and turned around in the air to look at her.Those eyes were full of sadness and reluctance, and two crystal clear teardrops flickered in the air, slowly falling together with their owner.

The next moment, her foot stepped into Su Mo's footprint, making long snow marks on the ground, and then slid out of the edge of the cliff.

She didn't think about her situation, but desperately stretched out her right hand and fingers towards Su Mo who was falling slowly, hoping that her fingers could catch Su Mo's sleeve, hair, or anything that could hold her back.

She didn't want Su Mo to die.It's not just because Su Mo helped her and Shen Lan.But she thought from the bottom of her heart that a kind woman should never end like this.

If there is a god in the dark, she will pray to the god to let Su Mo survive.

Whether it's a fairy tale or a dream, she hopes that she can hook Su Mo's sleeve and pull her up.

Su Mo has suffered too much pain, she has experienced the pain that Mei Dai experienced, and she has also suffered the torture that Shen Lan suffered. She saw her sweetheart walking into the abyss, but there was nothing she could do.She endured the betrayal of her sweetheart, but she had nowhere to complain.

However, the god did not respond after all. Her fingertips brushed against Su Mo's sleeve. When the latter fell into the darkness, she found that she also lost her balance and rushed down the cliff.

"It's over!" Shen Yuexi lamented in her heart, "It's overdone."

Su Mo is determined to die, she doesn't want to.She hasn't really enjoyed life, not to mention that her life is not hers alone, and her children haven't seen the world yet.

She apologized in her heart: "Baby, mom is so stupid, she involved herself in order to save others."

It's all due to the damn snow, it's so slippery.

The past scenes of this world flashed across her mind: from the moment she met Xiao Zhuo, she broke apart the muddy steamed bun and handed it to Xiao Zhuo.Then... Xiao Zhuo grabbed the back of her neck and pulled her back hard.

Strangely, she didn't remember Xiao Zhuo doing this action.

But the next moment she woke up.This is not a memory, but what is happening in reality.

A strong force came from the back of the neck, pulling back her body that was leaning towards the abyss.Out of the corner of her eye, she caught a glimpse of a long rope being thrown off a cliff as she fell backwards.

Shen Yuexi sat down on the snow and slid back a short distance.Fortunately, there are thick cotton trousers and snow, so I don't feel any pain.

The time was back to normal, and the whistling wind returned to her ears, and she felt the coldness of the cold wind again on her face.

She put her hands on the ground, her heart was beating violently, and panting heavily, she looked at the black figure on the edge of the cliff, whose hands were pulling the straight rope upwards.

First Su Mo's face was exposed on the edge of the cliff, and then her body.The rope wrapped around her waist and snatched her back from death.

Great joy occupied Shen Yuexi's heart.She couldn't believe it was real, thinking it was a dream, she rubbed her eyes vigorously and pinched her own face.

My face hurts, this is really not a dream.Heiying was holding Su Mo tightly in his arms, and he left the edge of the cliff and stood in a safe place. Then Heiying spoke in a low and sad voice.

"Momo, I don't want you to die. The one who deserves to die is me, not you."

It was Xiao Beiheng, it was Xiao Beiheng who grabbed her by the collar in time to rescue her, and then rescued Su Mo with the rope.

Shen Yuexi barely stood up, her legs were shaking constantly, her heart was full of excitement and fear.Even if Xiao Beiheng came one step late, she and Su Mo would both perish.

All of this is by no means a coincidence, obviously Xiao Beiheng has been following the convoy secretly, and only arrived at this critical moment.

How deep was the despair just now, and how strong is the joy now.But she didn't want to disturb them. The two had just experienced life and death, so they must have something to say to each other.

Su Mo didn't answer, she just stared blankly at Xiao Beiheng in front of her, as if she was still awake.After staring at it for a while, he said softly, "Beiheng?"

Xiao Beiheng bent his knees, knelt down in the snow, wrapped his arms around Su Mo's legs, and pressed his tear-stained cheeks against it.

"Momo, forgive me, forgive me, forgive me..."

He won't say any kind words, just repeat this sentence.Talking while crying, like a child who has made a huge mistake, crying and begging for forgiveness from his parents.

When Bai Xiushan and Shen Yuexi took Su Mo away, he took the cavalry to chase him.At that time, what he thought was that Su Mo must not be a means for the other party to blackmail him.But he didn't think about why the other party could use Su Mo to blackmail him.

When he fled with Su Mo after the defeat of Leshan City, what he thought was that he must take Su Mo with him so that he could get support when he saw the Anzhou Army.But he never thought that if he abandoned Su Mo and ran away alone, Qiang Lin would never be able to catch up with him who was riding a black horse.

When he was at a loss, he comforted himself that only by sending Su Mo out could he survive the crisis.But he didn't know why he knelt at Su Mo's feet and wept bitterly instead of kidnapping Su Mo directly.

Later he realized that those selfish thoughts were not from his heart at all.He loves Su Mo deeply without knowing it, and his selfishness suppresses his love, making him rough, indifferent, and cruel.It wasn't until he lost her that he felt the excruciating pain in his heart.

Some precious things seem dull when you have them, and only hurt when you lose them.If this loss cannot be made up or replaced, the heart-wrenching pain will become eternal.Time cannot dilute the pain, and wind and frost cannot smooth the scars until the end of life.

He rescued Su Mo and hugged her tightly.At this moment, all his pride and reserve are no longer important.

Su Mo smiled and put her hands on top of his head: "Bei Heng, you already know that I am willing to sacrifice everything for you. Why bother to ask for forgiveness." After she finished speaking, she also shed two lines of tears.

Xiao Beiheng raised his face full of tears, and said softly: "Momo, promise me to live a good life and stop committing suicide."

Su Mo wiped her tears with her sleeve, and said, "I promise you, I will never do such a stupid thing again."

Only then did Xiao Beiheng get up and come to Shen Yuexi, and knelt down again.

"Sister-in-law, thank you for rescuing Momo from King Doma, please accept my worship."

Thinking of the scene just now, Shen Yuexi still had lingering fears in her heart, and said, "Sister-in-law, shouldn't it be right to save my siblings? It's thanks to you that you came, otherwise we both fell."

Xiao Beiheng unfastened the Yanque Sword from his waist, held it with both hands and handed it to Shen Yuexi.

He used to regard this sword as life, but now he knows that Su Mo is the most precious treasure in his heart, so this sword is insignificant.

This sword can split the hardest black light armor, but it can't split his cold heart, it just makes his heart hard and cold-blooded by killing.Only Su Mo's love and sacrifice can melt his heart and awaken his long-sleeping humanity.

"Sister-in-law, I know that I have sinned deeply, and I don't ask for forgiveness. I just want to stay with Momo before I die. I don't want this sword anymore."

Shen Yuexi originally wanted to say that you have indeed done a lot of evil things, but without you, my sister-in-law and Su Mo would have fallen to their deaths, not to mention that it was your mother Pei Jingyun who turned you into such a person, what does a child know? ?
But after thinking about it, even if she is willing to forgive, can Mei Dai forgive him, can Shen Lan forgive him, can Qiang Lin forgive him, let alone his dead father and those innocent people.

She can't decide this matter.It's better to wait for Xiao Zhuo to come and let Xiao Zhuo decide.

She reached out to take the Yan Que sword, this was the first time she touched the Yan Que sword, when her fingers touched the delicate lines on the scabbard, when she lifted the sword, she felt that it was so heavy that she couldn't hold it with one hand. You have to hold it with two hands.

Xiao Beiheng took out another small yellow silk package from his bosom, handed it to Shen Yuexi, and said, "This is Dayan's imperial jade seal, let sister-in-law give it to eldest brother, I don't even want it."

Shen Yuexi was dumbfounded, thinking that whether it was the throne or the sword, they were the things Xiao Beiheng valued most in the past, so he really doesn't want them now?
She looked at Su Mo, who smiled and said, "Sister-in-law, just accept it."

Shen Yuexi took the jade seal and had no place to put it, so she simply tied it side by side on her belt like pieces of a jade pendant.I thought to myself that this is the symbol of the emperor that countless people have worked so hard for. Is it not enough respect for him to be tied on his belt casually like this?When Xiao Zhuo comes, give it to him quickly.

She fastened the jade seal, and Su Mo called out, "Sister-in-law, I feel so cold, let's go down the mountain."

After being reminded by Su Mo, Shen Yuexi noticed that her toes were numb from the cold, and she had to go back to warm herself up by the fire.Holding Yan Que Sword in her arms, she followed Xiao Beiheng and his wife to the camp at the foot of the mountain.

There was still a bonfire burning in the camp below the mountain, and the fire illuminated the tents in the camp, and the dozens of carriages lined up on the road not far away, which were particularly conspicuous in the white snow.

As the fighting was over, the army moved slowly.This time when taking Su Mo to Shengjing, Mei Dai only arranged for a hundred soldiers to escort her.The army dragged behind and went to Leshan City to rest.Most of the carriages are for carrying goods, only a few can accommodate people.

Seeing the flames, Shen Yuexi felt joy in her heart, took two quick steps, passed Xiao Beiheng and his wife and said, "You guys go behind, I'll go and talk to Sister Mei and the others first."

"Wait, something is wrong with the camp," Xiao Beiheng called out to stop her, "Didn't you see a lot of people lying on the ground?"

It was only then that Shen Yuexi noticed that beside the fire, at the exit of the tent, there seemed to be dozens of people lying down, as if sleeping on the ground.

It was late at night now, except for a few sergeants guarding the fire, most of the people were resting in the car, how could there be so many people lying outside.And no one got up and walked around, which was a bit weird.

The three of them approached cautiously, hid behind a carriage carrying tents at the end of the convoy, and looked towards the camp on the side of the road.

It turned out that the people lying all over the ground were soldiers escorting the convoy.She has fought for a long time, and she can tell at a glance that these soldiers are dead, but they don't know where the injuries are.

She was taken aback, and looked at Xiao Beiheng, who mistakenly thought she was suspicious of him, habitually lowered her face, and said, "This matter has nothing to do with the widow."

Su Mo said: "Bei Heng, don't be rude to your sister-in-law."

Xiao Beiheng hurriedly changed his words: "Tell my sister-in-law that someone attacked the camp, and it was definitely not my younger brother's doing."

Shen Yuexi whispered: "Then what about my two sisters?"

She was concerned about the safety of Mei Dai and Shen Lan, and looked at the carriage where Mei Dai and Shen Lan were in the middle of the convoy, and saw that the door was open and shaking slightly in the wind, there seemed to be light inside, but it sounded like there was no movement.

She was anxious in her heart, and was about to speak out, but stopped after her eyes swept over the corpses of soldiers all over the ground, she raised the Yanque sword in her hand to Xiao Beiheng, and pouted forward.

Xiao Beiheng understood, took the Yan Que sword, but said: "It may be dangerous for you to stay here, come with me to check."

Su Mo also said: "Sister-in-law, the two of us don't know martial arts, so it's safe to stay with Bei Heng."

Shen Yuexi nodded, and the three of them tiptoed towards the middle of the convoy together.

(End of this chapter)

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