Sovereign Lord wants me to confess

Chapter 111 Sister Wan Shuang's Sense of Security
Ning Wanshuang now finally understands Ning Qing's mental journey.

If it were someone else... who could be accepted as a personal disciple by Jiang Qinglian and loved so much, he would have already laid down and let his senior sister do whatever he wanted.

But Ning Qing didn't like him...

From Ning Wanshuang's point of view...Because Ning Qing himself knew that just being Jiang Qinglian's pet...wouldn't last long with the Suzerain!

Ning Qing is not satisfied with being Jiang Qinglian's "little pet". He spends most of his days trying to make the suzerain happy, but in fact he can't give Jiang Qinglian's "little lover" anything.

So Ning Qing eagerly longed to become stronger, stronger enough, even stronger than that suzerain.

Only in this way can he be truly equal to his senior sister in life, protect her and take care of her... Be with her as a true 'lover' and even a 'husband' that the suzerain can rely on.

Even if Ning Qing's current cultivation is only foundation building Dzogchen...

He wants to cultivate to the point where he is stronger than the suzerain. Let alone whether this is possible, even if it is possible, it will take thousands or even tens of thousands of years.

So this is why Ning Qing is so thirsty for power now, and even wants to become stronger at all costs.

Because even if he risked his life and waited tens of thousands of years, Ning Qing still wanted to be worthy of his senior sister!To be able to make my senior sister rely on him in turn!

This kind of determination... Ning Wanshuang really couldn't find any other adjectives to describe Ning Qing other than infatuation.

"Didn't you sacrifice in the battle of spiritual veins... Did you have feelings for Senior Sister? Why are you still so persistent?"

Ning Wanshuang knew what Ning Qing had lost in the spiritual vein dispute, if Ning Qing hadn't forgotten his feelings for Jiang Qinglian when he stole the Heavenly Alliance.

It is estimated that Ning Qing followed his senior sister back to Qingxuan Sword Sect Ye Ye Pastoral.

"Did you recall it again?"

"I can't say that in retrospect..."

Ning Qing rubbed her fingers as if looking for a suitable way of narration and said.

"Sister Wan Shuang... I did sacrifice my feelings for Senior Sister, but what I lost was all the good things in this relationship, such as the feeling of liking Senior Sister, the sweetness when getting along with Senior Sister, and the success when teasing her The secret joy at the end, and the sense of security when staying with the senior sister..."

"Wait for all these beautiful experiences in this relationship, these seem to be missing from my heart, no matter how much I think about it, I can't recall them."

"But what remains in my heart are many negative emotions in this relationship, such as the low self-esteem of not being worthy of the senior sister, the powerlessness of not being able to stay with the senior sister because of my own weakness, and the uneasy feeling of being abandoned by her at any time .”

When Ning Qing said this... the Seventh Princess instantly understood how Ning Qing was feeling.

So Ning Wanshuang stretched out her fingertips to touch Ning Qing's heart and asked.

"So after all the good experiences in the relationship between you and your senior sister have disappeared, these negative emotions have been multiplied and multiplied?"

"Um…"

Ning Qing nodded her head irrefutably, of course the sentiments above are all nonsense made by Ning Qing.

Ning Wanshuang is very anxious now... because Ning Qing has indeed made a great contribution that the Seventh Princess must do her best to repay.

She obviously didn't want to owe Ning Qing such a huge favor, so she was thinking of a suitable repayment method.

For this reason, she was looking for Ning Qing's psychological flaws, analyzing Ning Qing's mental journey, so as to find the most itchy place in Ning Qing's heart, and then reward Ning Qing based on this.

So much so that it broke through Ning Qing's defenses and made Ning Qing sink.

Ning Qing is also reading the thoughts of the Seventh Princess, or she is deliberately selling flaws to Ning Wanshuang...

Guide Ning Wanshuang to reward herself in the way Ning Qing wants...to reward herself.

Although it sounds convoluted, Ning Qing's actual operation afterward is quite simple.

"Then I met Senior Shui Xin again, but for the same reason, I couldn't stay with Senior Shui Xin any longer."

Ning Qing said and showed the blood of disaster and chaos flowing in his hands.

"It's true that Senior Shui Xin's status as a demon girl will cause a lot of resistance between me and her if I want to continue dating, but in my opinion, I'm still too weak...so weak that I can only be sure if I leave Senior Shui Xin's side. She's thoughtful."

"You... don't you really like that witch?"

From Ning Wanshuang's point of view, the relationship between Ning Qing and Ren Shuixin is simply the relationship between the kidnapped and the kidnapped.

Ning Qing didn't answer but just smiled slightly, using this method to let the seventh princess guess by herself.

"So you understand now, whether you want to be 'real' with that demon girl or with your senior sister, you must be capable enough to match them?" Ning Wanshuang still completely understood Ning Qing now idea.

Ning Qing also nodded her head cooperatively, indicating that the Seventh Princess' guess was indeed correct.

But when Ning Wanshuang heard about her little brother's lofty ambitions, she just sighed secretly and said to Ning Qing.

"Then you haven't thought about making it easier for yourself? Since you can't recall liking your senior sister now, and you have a huge dispute with that witch, why don't you find someone your age to fall in love with?"

"Just because of the three words 'worthy', you have to torture yourself to the point where you are bruised all over before you are willing to give up?"

"Sister Wanshuang, after experiencing the feeling that you are one step closer to the throne, are you still willing to let go?" Ning Qing asked Ning Wanshuang a very simple truth.

It is easy to go from frugal to extravagant, but difficult to go from extravagant to frugal...

"Moreover, Senior Sister will never let me fall in love with 'peers'. Either I will not talk about it, or I will concentrate on practicing." Ning Qing said.

"You can completely reject her...as long as you express that you don't want to go to the fairy world with her, then..."

When Ning Wanshuang said this, she realized that she was embarrassing Ning Qing again, so she stopped talking.

Let Ning Qing resist Jiang Qinglian and refuse the request from the suzerain to ascend to the upper realm together?
It's easy to say... But Ning Qing doesn't have the courage to do it!
In the final analysis, from Ning Wanshuang's point of view... what Ning Qing lacks most now is a sense of security.

Just when Ning Wanshuang felt that she had completely figured out what Ning Qing was missing now...

When I was thinking about how to get the 'sense of security' as a reward...and reward Ning Qing...

The severe pain, once again almost torn apart the soul, suddenly poured into Ning Qing's whole body.

This time the pain was more intense than last time, Jiang Qinglian had already begun to tear the soul of Ning Qing's deity, and used it to help Ning Qing reshape the golden core.

The result of feedback to Ning Qing, the innate Nascent Soul avatar, is that Ning Qing is in pain to the point where she can't maintain herself, and she barely falls to the ground by holding on to the table with both hands.

"What method is Sect Master Jiang using to help you condense the golden core?"

Seeing the painful expression on Ning Qing's face, Ning Wanshuang was also slightly flustered.

"It seems to be... a secret method called the Broken Soul Condensing Pill Jue..." Ning Qing replied, enduring the pain in his body.

"Miaoxinzong's forbidden technique? This is not to help you condense the golden core, but to punish you!"

Ning Wanshuang had also heard of this secret technique, but now Ning Qing had little energy left to answer Ning Wanshuang except for a soft hum of pain.

This time the pain came for an extremely long time, Ning Qing didn't even know how long it would last...

Ning Wanshuang watched him enduring the severe pain alone, and took off all the soft armor on her body without waiting any longer.

Only a one-breasted nightdress was left, the material of this nightdress was extremely thin and it revealed the fair and fragrant shoulders of the Seventh Princess...

"Come here." Ning Wanshuang opened her hands to Ning Qing after changing into the light clothes.

"?"

This made Ning Qing squeeze out a look of doubt on the almost distorted expression.

"Your senior sister is destroying your soul, so it's useless for me to make you dizzy or give you some pain medicine, so I have to help you relieve the pain psychologically."

The seventh princess continued to take a step towards Ning Qing and said...

"Sometimes you really don't need to bear all the pain alone, how about trying to rely on others to share with others? It's like coming and hugging me now..."

Ning Qing still hesitated, but Ning Wanshuang grabbed Ning Qing's hands and guided Ning Qing's hands around her slender waist.

Soon there was another wave of pain. In order to vent the pain, Ning Qing hugged Ning Wanshuang's waist almost out of instinct, and pulled her into his arms.

The strength of Ning Qing's hug was really exaggerated, as if he wanted to integrate the body of the Seventh Princess into his own.

If it was an ordinary woman, Ning Qing's hug might have broken her waist directly.

But Ning Qing's strength... is no different from a child acting like a baby in front of Ning Wanshuang, a strong man in the Mahayana period.

"That's right."

Ning Wanshuang comforted Ning Qing softly, then bent down and guided Ning Qing to lean her head to her shoulder, and then whispered in Ning Qing's ear.

"Now to my shoulder...bite down."

Ning Qing once again showed a puzzled expression, but there were bursts of severe pain and Ning Wanshuang's "Hurry up!" urging.

This made Ning Qing bite the seventh princess' white shoulder almost instinctively again.

It is reasonable to say that Ning Qing's bite can't help Ning Wanshuang's fairy body at all.

But Ning Wanshuang took the initiative to let go of all her body's defenses, so that Ning Qing's teeth could tear open the flesh and blood on her shoulders, so as to penetrate into it and taste the blood that overflowed from it.

"Let me tell you, another great way to relieve pain is to ... be violent to other people."

While talking, Ning Wanshuang stroked Ning Qing's head with her hand, and whispered in Ning Qing's ear regardless of the pain from her shoulder.

"So now I... am sharing your pain, so stop suppressing yourself, no matter how painful Ning Qing is, feel free to use violence on me... vent it out, I will bear it like this, and then continue to comfort you. "

"..."

Ning Qing really didn't expect the Seventh Princess to do this.

However, when the soul was torn apart, it was as if his whole body had been sliced ​​open by a blade to take out his internal organs, so Ning Qing could only utter an incomprehensible whisper.

Ning Wanshuang, on the other hand, continued to caress Ning Qing's junior with her hand, and said "No pain, no pain..." as if coaxing a child.

This severe pain from the soul lasted for a whole night...

When the pain subsided, Ning Qing completely lost all strength and passed out.

And at this moment, the room where Ning Wanshuang and Ning Qing were in was pushed away, and the only one who had the right to open the door of Ning Wanshuang's boudoir without knocking... was her sister Ning Hongyin.

"Sister... the dinner party has been ready for two hours, and it's almost noon now..."

Ning Hongyin came to the door this time because she wanted to complain to her sister.

She had already set up a banquet at her home, and waited for two full hours, waiting for her sister to bring Ning Qing over to have a heart-to-heart talk.

But the dishes at the banquet were hot and then cold, and they were hot and cold, but her sister and Ning Qing were nowhere to be seen.

This made Ning Hongyin rush directly to Zhen Tiansi's mansion to find her sister, but when she opened the door, she saw a scene that made her freeze in place.

At this moment, Ning Wanshuang was sitting on the bed in a tulle single dress, and by the light of the fire, she could vaguely see Ning Wanshuang's skin under the clothes.

And Ning Qing fell asleep on Ning Wanshuang's lap...

I don't know if it's Ning Hongyin's illusion, but the way Ning Wanshuang looks at Ning Qing at this moment is actually very maternal...

"Sister...you are...you are...you are..."

"Shh, he just fell asleep."

Ning Wanshuang made a booing gesture to her sister, signaling Ning Hongyin not to yell because of a small problem.

"Sister, what's going on here?" Ning Hongyin lowered her voice and walked over, looking at Ning Qing, who was leaning on Ning Wanshuang's lap, sleeping soundly.

But if this little girl looked carefully, she could see the light dark circles around the corners of Ning Qing's innate Nascent Soul.

Thinking about it, Ning Qing was really exhausted...that's why she fell into a baby-like sleep like now.

"Brother, he seems to be very tired all the time." Ning Hongyin said and poked Ning Qing's cheek lightly.

Ning Hongyin didn't care about her sister's attire anymore, because Ning Qing didn't look like she would be able to do business, or she was done by something after the business was done.

Ning Hongyin believed that it was impossible for her sister to give her body to Ning Qing due to such an inexplicable situation.

"Yeah, there's also my little sister. I've already decided what to reward him." Ning Wanshuang said.

"Hmm...Could it be sister, do you think..."

"Don't guess it's a sense of security, or a sense of security worthy of being relied on."

Ning Wanshuang denied her sister's wild thoughts, and directly gave a conclusion that was directly deduced at the end.

"Sense of security? But sister... can I really give this to my brother?" Ning Hongyin still needs to be protected by Ning Qing in turn.

"Little sister... the sense of security I'm talking about here is not only about who protects whom, but also the emotional trust in both parties, the guarantee that they will not abandon each other, and the confidence that as a man, he can grow old with the girl he likes..."

"But I know how to give these things to Ning Qing little by little, and he will slowly fall into it because of this sense of security."

Ning Wanshuang used her fingertips to straighten Ning Qing's hair again as if she had made a decision.

"And if you want to give him these... Your sister first needs to talk to that Sect Leader Jiang, it should be a confrontation, maybe there will be a fight in the end to find out why."

(End of this chapter)