About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 406 Yuki has been looking at the blue sky outside the window and looking forward to it
"master"

"how?"

Amami Soichiro handled the work in hand unhurriedly, and did not look away from the work without Sakura Takatada's inquiry.

"The hospital called to say that Miss Zhixue still only ate a little food today."

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As soon as he said this, Soichiro Amami held the pen and stopped on the paper with slightly wrinkled hands.

He raised his head and looked at the old butler waiting at the door of the study:
"It's been more than two weeks. Recently, she still likes to stay alone in the ward?"

"Yes. Master, Ms. Zhixue has been staying in the ward. Ms. Zhixue has no friends and no one visits her. Ms. Ling has been stopped all the time. Ms. Zi has been there, but Ms. Zhixue doesn't seem to know her." She, Miss Xue, actually knows Miss Ling."

Amami Soichiro understood the hidden meaning of the old housekeeper's words, and he had no objection, and said normally:
"If Ling goes to see her, Zhixue will worry about the past again. Since the kid chose Qimingyue, Zhixue must make corresponding preparations."

Ying Guizhong lamented in his heart.

Every time he went to deliver food to Miss Zhixue, he could always see her staring blankly at the sky outside the window.

That pair of eyes, clearly looking forward to something.

Ms. Ke Zhixue seemed to understand that it was impossible, so she retracted her gaze, lowered her eyes and face, and continued to look at the hand in the hospital gown.

—— Thinking of these scenes, Ying Guizhong couldn't bear it.

"Master, aren't you supporting Ms. Zhixue? Why did you suddenly change your mind?"

Amami Zongichiro still looked calm, and asked back: "Remember what I told you before, my thoughts?"

Ying Guizhong thought back for a moment: "...is that the master's idea that you want the young master to obey?"

Amami Soichiro was speechless, he paused for a moment before continuing:
"That idea is to force that kid to make a choice, and at the same time let me see his feelings for Zhixue. If he chooses Zhixue, it shows the importance of Zhixue in his heart. Conversely, if he still chooses Qi Mingyue meant that Zhixue was nothing more than that in his mind.

"Guizhong, you understand that Zhixue's illness requires someone to take care of her with care and patience for the rest of her life.
"And under the premise that the kid made this choice, he still wants Zhixue to stay in a whimsical way, which is naturally impossible.

"This is the choice he made, and it is also Zhixue that he gave up. It is not only her who needs to recognize the reality, but also Zhixue.

"Zhixue also has to understand that she doesn't have much weight in someone's heart."

Uncle Ying said again: "But master, Miss Zhixue's illness—"

Amami Soichiro closed his eyes, "There is no way, I will visit her more in the near future. If she forgets everything, it will be better, but she has returned to the starting point. In the future, this disease. I am afraid it will be delayed. long time."

There was silence for a while, only the sound of the plum rain outside beating on the windows and washing the leaves.

Amami Soichiro raised his head suddenly: "Do you have any good candidates?"

"Master, you mean someone who can take care of Miss Zhixue?" Uncle Ying tentatively asked.

Amami Soichiro nodded slightly, "Her illness will only become more difficult to cure if it drags on. I'm afraid that the more it drags on, the worse her mental condition will be. She needs a family who can take care of her with time."

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Ying Guizhong recalled carefully.

According to the master's thinking, the kind of people who simply spend money to hire cannot be trusted at all.

And Miss Zhixue needs a complete family as the basis for her treatment of diseases.

"How about letting Ms. Zi take care of Ms. Zhixue? It just so happens that she has recently completed her studies and returned to China."

"Zi? No, she can do things well, but asking her to take care of others is absolutely impossible."

"Master, isn't Miss Zi a pretty good teacher?"

Amami Soichiro frowned, shook his head with a headache and said:
"She doesn't even have a family yet, so it's not bad if she can take good care of herself. She spends her days drinking and drinking, and drinks every night. As a parent, she is not qualified at all. Forget it, after Zhixue's condition improves, send Zhixue to the old man. Let's go to Si's house, her house is more suitable, I will visit her more in the near future. Let's talk about it in the future, the most difficult part of Zhixue is to find someone who can take care of her for the rest of her life."

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The fourth son mentioned by the master is naturally the fourth miss.

Eh.
The master is also getting old, and he has to take charge of an entire family and group and take care of the jobs of tens of thousands of people.

Even if she wanted to retire to accompany Zhixue now, it was impossible.

There is currently no one suitable to take over the Tianhai family.

And the master has never been good at taking care of people.
In addition, there is an age gap between the master and Miss Zhixue. In front of Miss Zhixue, the master will never be able to face the emotions of this family as a father.

In addition, the master has always felt guilty towards Miss Zhixue, and Miss Zhixue looks very much like her mother
Under various conditions, it seems that only Miss Fourth's home is more suitable
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Ying Guizhong knew that the master had already made a decision, so he didn't say any more.

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rainy season.

Still going on.

Ah Ling also kept running to Tianhai's house.

Sakakibara could tell that Ah Ling really took Zhixue as her bosom friend.

But now she can't even get in touch with Yuki's line.

It can only become more and more anxious in daily work and study.

She often whispers in her ear "Is yuki sick?", "Yuki won't forget me, right?" and similar words.

vision is wonderful
But every time I went to Tianhai's house, I couldn't get any news about Zhixue.

"Brother, don't you care about Zhixue's current situation?"

——A Ling asked herself during this period.

Sakakihara Raku can only answer - I don't know.

In other words, I have no way or reason to understand Yuki's current situation.

One must know that even Ah Ling went to Tianhai's house every day and hadn't seen Yuki in two weeks, so how could she find out about Zhixue's situation?
It seemed that this thought offended Sakakihara Suzu.

She immediately said angrily: "Brother, do you know how important you are to Yuki? Although you have your own ideas, I feel worthless for Yuki."

Ah Ling was unwilling to give up.

Sakakihara thought that he shouldn't think about it anymore.

Because whether it was me, or Qiyue and Liuli, they couldn't say anything about Yuki's return home, and they couldn't give any reason.

——It is the best choice for everyone to let Yuki go home.

Everyone feels this way in their hearts.
Even though Sakakihara is happy these days, he always occasionally recalls fragments of yuki in this house.

"happy."

"Le, fried ice cream~"

"Le, take a bath together~"

"Le, blow my hair~"

"Le, I really like the smell of Le."

"Le, I want a hug from Le..."

Probably human beings are themselves a complex of contradictions.

To give a small example, many people feel that the meat is delicious, but at the same time feel pity for the crying of the dying animals.
Sakakihara felt that he had also entered this kind of contradictory point.

On the one hand, he was admonishing himself that it was right to let yuki go home, but on the other hand, he would guess and care about yuki's current situation.

Last time in Hawaii, Yuki had a relapse.

At that time, we hadn't separated yet, and yuki forgot a lot of things because we could see each other the next day. Will this situation make yuki's condition worse?
Is it even worse than when I first met her?

When she thought that she was the one who caused her to relapse again, she felt extremely guilty.

Immediately afterwards, I also felt that the sticky rainy season in the sky became extremely annoying.

School in the afternoon.

Still rainy.

Sakakihara held an umbrella, and after seeing the backs of Qiyue and Liuli under the same umbrella in front of her, she shook her head and decided not to think about Yuki anymore.

He tried his best to persuade himself. A large part of it was because Yuki went home out of her own will, not because of grandpa's coercion.

Based on this alone, after yuki leaves, he should not think about it anymore, but should respect yuki's wish to go home.

Sakakihara Raku stepped forward to the two people in front, the heels of the sneakers under her feet brought up the wet bottom of the ground.

Tianhai Qimingyue, who was walking in front, saw Sakakihara Raku who appeared beside her.

He is holding an umbrella, looking ahead, Tokyo's bustling streets in the rain, vehicles piercing the rain and fog. Such a picture outlines the outline of his side face.

The girl's sky blue eyes stared at him for a while, then slowly turned her head back, raised her head, and looked ahead.

"Do you know what I like most about you?"

The engine of the vehicle cut through the monotonous sound of the rainy season. Sakakihara looked at the fried chicken advertisement shot by Ah Ling on the huge screen in the commercial street ahead. He was dazed for a long time before realizing that it was July talking to him.

".what?"

Sakakihara Raku looked at the girl's slightly indifferent profile.

"Brother, you should focus a little bit more. I'm asking, do you know what I like most about you?"

Tianhai Qimingyue reached out and lifted the flaxen hair at the base of her ears.

Very beautiful, very good-looking.

In the cold plum rain, there is a sense of beauty in the rain.

"I care about people." Sakakibara replied without thinking.

Tianhai Qimingyue held an umbrella and still looked ahead, "This is just one of the points. The most important thing is that you can always understand the mood of others and want to take corresponding actions. Even if your actions are not so perfect sometimes, Very clumsy."

"." Sakakihara didn't understand what Qiyue said suddenly to herself.

"Recently." Tianhai Qimingyue paused for two seconds, and then met Sakakihara Le's eyes and four eyes, "You are always a little distracted, right, and you don't laugh as much as before."

Sakakihara laughed, "No way."

"Smiling on purpose is not counted," Tianhai Qimingyue ignored him, but turned to ask Tianhai Jiuliuli next to her, "Really, sister."

"that is!"

Tianhai Jiuliuli poked her head out from her sister's side, frowned slightly at Sakakihara Le on the other side, and then nodded, "Le Jun is absent-minded, and he is not as happy as before. If it was before, Qiyue and I were walking on the road, you I always think of some jokes that make people laugh."

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Hearing what Liuli said, Sakakibara's expression returned to calm, but she quickly laughed again, "Why! I'm still the same as before. I'll think about what jokes you want to hear!"

Tianhai Jiuliuli walked with a natural posture and her waist was straight and comfortable.

Unexpectedly, she didn't look at Sakakihara Raku, but nodded slightly, and fully confirmed with her hands behind her sister's umbrella:

"Le Jun, something went wrong! You obviously never joked with me and Qiyue after school before, why can't you even remember it now?"

Sakakihara was taken aback for a moment: ". Liuli, are you talking to me?"

"It's obviously me and Qiyue who are caring about you!" Tianhai Jiuliuli became dissatisfied, like a little girlfriend, "It's the same when playing basketball recently. I always go to see an empty seat, right?"

Sakakihara Raku was a little surprised, "... Liuli you... how did you know?"

"Someone," Tianhai Qimingyue sighed, and interjected, "It's not like my sister and I won't come to see you play."

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"Don't tell me you don't know."

I really don't know.

Tianhai Qimingyue seemed to be joking intentionally, and sighed again:

"Sure enough. But even I didn't expect someone to be so absent-minded. Someone, even if he has two girlfriends by his side now, he would still think about a woman who left his side~~"

"." Sakakihara remained silent again. On the one hand, he was indeed so, and on the other hand, he shouldn't be going that way.

Tianhai Jiuliuli, who was held by her younger sister, puffed up: "Le Jun, don't say no!"

Holding an umbrella, Sakakibara looked away from the green trees on the street, turned her head, looked at them, and said seriously:
"...if you guys are angry about it, I'll try to change it."

Tianhai Qimingyue frowned: "On the contrary, my sister and I don't want you to change."

".why?"

"Because your nature is like this, my sister and I will have this relationship with you, and this is also the reason. You are worried about your sister's past, but you choose to forgive her. You feel guilty and remorseful because of my past experience with you, but Choose to agree to me. This is all due to your characteristic of caring about people. In other words, without your current mentality, my sister and I would not be able to get to where we are today."

Tianhai Jiuliuli also said to him seriously: "July and I like Le Jun because Le Jun is worried about others and worried about how she is doing, okay? This is me and Qiyue, never before feeling."

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Sakakihara was speechless.

He looked at Tianhai Qimingyue Xiaoao Xiaoao's profile, and then looked at Tianhai Jiuliuli's serious gaze.

I still can't understand what the two sisters mean.

He actually relied on these words to enlighten himself and make himself not feel so uncomfortable.

Sakakihara laughed.

Tianhai Qimingyue closed her eyes and said:

"Although my sister and I can't agree with Yuki's own thoughts, it doesn't mean that my sister and I don't have feelings for Yuki. It's enough for my brother to remember this clearly."

all the way home.

Sakakihara put away the ingredients bought in the supermarket, and did not cook first.

Because I mentioned the idea of ​​"changing rooms" in July
Just now when July said to bring up this matter again, Sakakihara felt that since yuki had moved out, he should move back. The bedroom changed from the utility room was really small, and he could only study in the living room at ordinary times.

Come to the door of the room with the name "Tianhai Zhixue" written on it.

Sakakihara stopped.

He looked at the name written by himself on the door, and a picture of himself feeding peppercorns to yuki suddenly appeared.

Sticking out his little tongue, he is so stupid and cute.

The picture is very warm, but when I think about it, there is no girl holding a guitar in this room and her clothes are in a mess.

She could no longer hear the "Happy" she yelled to herself when she opened the door and walked in.

In my heart, there was reluctance.

Ugh..
The door to Tianhai Zhixue's room has not been opened for more than two weeks, probably because of this reason.

He knew it was full of snow from the sky
But since we are going to let go now, let's go in and sort it out, which can be regarded as saying goodbye to the past.

After hesitating at the door for a moment, Sakakihara Raku opened the door and walked in.

(End of this chapter)