About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 389 Even if Suzu Sakakibara had an uncertain opportunity, she would never forget her good sister
What does it mean?
What is called. very similar?

Sakakibara Suzu didn't quite understand, but she knew that because of Sakakihara Raku's words, her heart was a little more fluctuated.

She remembered the story the dean had just heard at the door.

A story about a baby girl with the same eye color as her who was taken away shortly after she was born.
Haha Sakakihara Suzu, although it is not enough to associate the child the dean said with her because of the color of her eyes, she will not give her the identity she has lived for more than ten years just because of an unsubstantiated guess. abandon.

But heart.
More or less, they will care about what the dean has said.

Not only because the child has purple eyes, but more importantly, Sakakibara Suzu recalled the fact that her father suddenly disappeared.

Even though that guy was an asshole when he was a child, he often blamed himself and his elder brother for his incompetence.
But he never expressed the idea of ​​giving up the three members of his family.
So the bastard father, why did he suddenly disappear from the world?

Sakakihara Suzu didn't know.

Neither my brother nor my mother knew.

Ever since she was a child, Sakakihara Suzu has always blamed this problem on her father, who is a jerk.

but now.
Facing the photo, Sakakibara Raku said "really similar" seriously. This made Sakakibara Suzu's heart slightly shaken for the first time.

Perhaps the disappearance of the father was also caused by other factors.

Suzu Sakakibara clenched her hand subconsciously, and asked Sakakihara Raku in a normal voice, ".What. Similar?"

"It's the baby in the photo." Sakakihara pointed to the photo in the corner of the wall. He looked at the little baby girl who was being hugged very seriously, and frowned. "And she is the same as Suzu. It's actually purple. Eye"

"Shouldn't purple eyes be rare?"

"Undoubtedly, it also has purple eyes, and it is very similar to Ling you when you were a child, so there is nowhere to look for it. What is the probability of this? Ten million? It is possible not hundreds of millions."

Sakakihara Raku sighed with emotion that there is such a coincidence in this world, and looked away from the old photos.

He turned his head to look at his sister's cute face, and suddenly found that Sakakibara Suzu's mood was not quite right.

Her expression was normal, but inside she seemed to be suppressing some emotion.

Others can't see it.

Sakakihara can do it.

He tentatively asked:

".Because you said that you don't want to see me recently, and then I came to you suddenly, so are you angry?"

"No. I'm just a little surprised. I'm not angry about this kind of thing."

"."

Sakakihara Raku was taken aback by Sakakihara Suzu's overly normal answer.

Ah Ling, this girl.

She has been lively and active since she was a child. She has a positive and cheerful attitude towards everything.

Likes to laugh, also likes to bother others.

Belongs to the world's most troublesome, but very cute children.

And when she treated herself, she either complained or refuted.

Sakakihara Suzu's serious tone made Sakakihara Raku feel a little uneasy.

He thought about the source of Sakakihara Suzu's emotional changes.

He suddenly noticed the old and yellowed photo just now, glanced at the baby girl in the photo, and then at Sakakihara Bell:
"Aling, you, don't you think you are the person in this photo? Although you are indeed very similar, I can assure you, Aling, that you are my own sister. If you want to ask why, didn't I look at your birth? When you left the nursing room, you were also the first one I hugged."

Sakakihara relaxed the atmosphere with a half-joking tone.

Because in his cognition, Ah Ling would doubt her identity just because of a photo, which is really wrong.

And this orphanage is in Tokyo.

Ah Ling was born on Shikoku Island, separated by most of Japan!
No matter how you think about it, it's impossible.

Sakakihara Suzu sensed her brother's thoughts, and of course she didn't want to admit that her current identity had changed suddenly.

What's more, I don't want to change from a person with a family and a brother to an orphan with nothing in a blink of an eye.

In her heart, she also tried her best to deny the shaking just now.

".Yeah, yes, my brother still hugged me back then. Although my brother was only two years old at that time, and although my brother always forgot about my childhood, no matter how I think about it, my brother would never hug me when I was young. Facts are forgotten, right?"

When Sakakibara Suzu said this, her eyes didn't look at Sakakihara Raku, but she was erratic.

"nature!"

Sensing the change in her sister's mood, Sakakihara Raku nodded immediately, and stabilized her with a gentle voice, "A Ling, don't you know that too? Even though I always had the problem of forgetting things when I was young, I never forgot you. Grandma didn't Say I can forget everything, I can't even remember my mother's name, but you are the only one I remember."

fact
It's all true.

Sakakihara Suzu also really felt that she shouldn't be shaken so easily.

Throwing away all the thoughts that came up just now, Sakakihara Suzu asked Sakakihara Raku with a puffy face:

"Then you said that I resemble that child just now, and you said it on purpose?"

"No, I really think that child is similar to you."

"."

Sakakihara Suzu didn't know how to speak.

After struggling in silence for a while, she decided not to think about it.

The child in the photo, apart from having purple eyes and his appearance as a child, has no other evidence to prove that he is not "Sakakibara Suzu".

That's right.

The purple eyes and appearance are similar by coincidence, just a coincidence within a coincidence.

Try to get these thoughts out of your head.

Sakakihara Suzu repeatedly focused on Sakakihara Raku's face.

As soon as she saw him, Sakakibara Suzu realized that her old problem was repeated, and her face couldn't stop turning red.

From Sakakihara Raku's perspective, Ah Ling's blushing appearance is a common occurrence in the past few days.

He sighed and said:
"A-Ling, I really don't need to care about what you saw that day, it's all trivial."

Speaking of this, Suzu Sakakibara became angry, and her fleshy face was full of anger, "It's not up to you to decide whether the damn guy is a trivial matter, hey!"

how about that
Both sides are wrong.

Sakakihara knew that she shouldn't play games with Liuli in a public place like the living room, and Ah Ling probably knew that she had done something bad with good intentions.

Ah Ling blushed so much, he was also a little embarrassed.

"Cough cough."

After intentionally coughing twice, Sakakihara smiled and said, "Why don't you forget what happened that day, Ling?"

"You bastard! How can you just forget about this kind of thing?"

The reason for Sakakibara Suzu's blushing was not limited to what happened that day, but also because she had been in the past three nights.
Anyway, Sakakihara Suzu felt ashamed to see him
One of the reasons why I came here to work so actively today was to avoid Sakakihara Raku.

But this guy actually ran over!
What does that mean?
Sakakihara Raku found that Sakakihara Ling didn't dare to look at him, and turned his face away. He understood what A Ling was thinking, so he took the initiative to smile and said:

"A-Ling, I'm not... worried about you."

"Worry...? What are you worried about?" Sakakibaru didn't dare to look at him at all.

Chu Lele always likes to laugh.

Laughing is normal, nothing.

But at this time, his smile will have a hazy filter in Sakakihara Suzu's eyes.

This reminded her of the Lele that she used as a side dish at night.
no!Really can not!
Ahhh——!
Thinking of those embarrassing scenes, Sakakihara Suzu felt like she was going crazy just because Sakakihara Raku appeared here.

"What are you worried about. Ah Ling, you have locked yourself in your room for several days, the door was closed, and you didn't want to talk. I sent you a message and you didn't respond. I thought you would be able to get over this state in a day. But this The situation has been going on for three days, don't I just want to open up the conversation with you?"

"So you chased after the orphanage?"

"more or less."

Damn why!
Why is this guy so handsome!

She looks so pretty when she smiles!

Sakakihara Suzu hurriedly suppressed the delusions that naturally emerged in her mind.

"What about Sister Liuli? Isn't her condition worse than mine?"

"Liu Li is also in the orphanage, and she is accompanying the children now. Of course, she still doesn't want to see me or you, Zhixue. She only wants to see Qiyue."

Hearing this, Sakakihara Suzu felt inexplicable, "Why do you want to accompany me?"

Sakakihara had no choice but to explain, "Qiyue and Liuli are the investors of this orphanage. Today is Children's Day, so they can't come and see?"

"Is there such a coincidence? The place where I work is the place where they invest?"

"There are always many coincidences in the world, isn't it? Just like the purple-eyed child you saw just now."

"Alright then." Sakakibara Suzu reluctantly accepted the answer.

But what is this?
Originally, he planned to hide from Sakakibara for several days, but he saw him again in a blink of an eye.

Suzu Sakakibara anxiously wanted to scratch her head for no reason.

Keep persuading yourself in your heart.

forget about him.

forget about him.

Forget about him.

"Let's go?"

"Go what?"

"Have lunch, this time I will help the children cook."

"You are quite caring."

"What's that called?" Sakakihara Raku landed a fist lightly on Sakakihara Rin's head, "I've always had love."

".If you have a heart, you still ask Sister Liuli to do that kind of thing." Sakakihara Ling muttered softly.

"Ahem, that kind of thing is an exception. All right, don't talk, just follow me."

*
lunch time.

The lunch in the orphanage reminded Sakakibara Suzu of her time in elementary school.

For lunch in elementary school, the class assigns people, and then the students are asked to go to the cafeteria to carry rice and dishes in iron buckets, two meat and one vegetable.

There are a variety of dishes, and Sakakihara Suzu's favorite is scrambled eggs with tomatoes.

Sakakibara Suzu remembers being kind to herself. Sakakihara Raku always sits at the same table with him to eat, and he likes to be right opposite him.

At that time, Lele was still very close to herself, and she always slept together at night.

Therefore, every time there is any extra meat or eggs in her bowl, she will pick it up for him.

Of course, when I was poor at that time, my brother would still take good things back for himself to eat.

If there is a chicken leg, he will give the whole chicken leg to himself.

Sakakibara Suzu was in a corner of the cafeteria, holding her face in her hands, looking at Sakakihara Raku who served food for the children.

He is wearing an apron and a chef hat with a smile on his face
Brother is always so warm-hearted no matter when and where.

He was also really popular with the kids.

While waiting for lunch.

Originally, several children who were already close to me all came to say to me, that brother is so handsome
Even the seniors in the office said to themselves that Sakakihara-kun is getting more and more handsome.

How handsome.
more and more handsome.
I think of the unanimous evaluation of Sakakihara Raku by the little lolitas and the seniors.

Sakakihara Suzu subconsciously nodded in approval, and kept staring at someone's face.

——and indeed handsome.

anyway.

如果
It means that if I am really an orphan in this orphanage, does it mean that some things can be changed?

This idea just popped up in Sakakihara Suzu's mind.

He was interrupted by shaking his head.

She wanted to laugh at her naive thoughts just now.

This. How is this possible!

Yes, how is this possible!

How about knowing your own mind?

So what if he understands his own mind?
Aren't the doomed feelings already irreversible?

When I rode the roller coaster that day, didn't I already feel satisfied once?
What else do you want?
Sakakibara Ling was watching silently, looking at Tianhai Qimingyue who was next to Sakakibara to help serve the children.

The fox used to be very fond of playing tricks, but since she officially dated Sakakihara, she has such a virtuous side now.

Will help someone share affairs, will take care of someone's feelings
Remember carefully.

They actually took wedding photos, right?
wedding photos
Wedding photos.
This kind of thing probably has nothing to do with me for the rest of my life.
Thinking of this, Sakakihara Suzu felt her heart tighten.

All the bitterness that I let go of in the past flooded my heart again.

When I think about my life, I will never get that kind of perfect happiness.
The world in her heart was dark.

Maybe what the dean said is true?
Out of nowhere, the idea popped up again.

Just when Sakakibara Suzu was about to continue thinking, Amami Yuki sat beside her with a small plate.

She was also sitting closer than usual, and looked at her eyes, which made Sakakibara Suzu a little puzzled:
"yuki?"

"Le ordered me to learn from you, Suzu, so I want to stay with Suzu all the time recently."

"Command? Study? Study what?"

"Learning to be a younger sister."

".Have you talked to my brother?"

Amami Zhixue has been looking at Sakakibara Suzu, nodded, "Yeah Le said, if I want to stay, I should learn from you Suzu."

Ah ah ah~
Brother, he's here again.

Suzu Sakakihara wouldn't mind helping someone with their relationship issues, but this is yuki!Snow!
My best girlfriend, my best friend.

She fully understood that someone was avoiding Yuki's true inner feelings.

Although I can understand his difficulties, it is very unfair to Yuki.

"It's too much for my brother to say that."

"Excessive?" Tianhai Zhixue's expression was as innocent as that of an AI girl who just learned to speak.

Sakakihara Ling shook her hand to eat the leftover chicken leg bone, and explained: "I'm sure, my brother understands Yuki's feelings in your heart, and he knows that you like him. Yuki thinks, why did he ask you to do this?"

".do not know."

"Stupid Yuki, it's because he can't accept your feelings at all!"

"."

Hearing these words, Tianhai Zhixue lowered his head, showing a childlike loss.

The voice also became weaker and weaker.

"Ling, does he hate me?"

"He should have answered you. He doesn't hate you by any means, and as his sister for more than ten years, I also know that he has feelings for you. But for many reasons, he is destined to be unable to respond to you. "

".Then what should I do?"

"There is no way," Sakakihara Ling told the reality to this innocent child very cruelly, "Unless you let both Qiyue and Liuli leave my brother, only in this way can you have a chance."

"Can't do that."

"Yeah, I can't do that. So there is no solution, and with my brother's character, even if Sister Qiyue and Sister Liuli leave him, he will catch up, right? What about my brother? Although he is a scumbag , but in the aspect of dealing with feelings, he is still very serious."

"."

Tianhai Zhixue was silent again.

While Sakakihara Suzu answered.

I also empathize with yuki's experience.

Ultimately, both she and Zhixue are people who cannot change their status quo.

On the one hand, we have to consider whether Sakakihara Raku will accept it, and on the other hand, we have to take care of the relationship between Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli.

If he did something secretly, it would be a kind of betrayal to Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli.

Himself and Yuki, seem to be the kind of supporting roles in the animation. They can only serve as a foil for the heroine, but can never get the true feelings.

There is always a sense of powerlessness and fate hanging over the head.

do not know why.

Sakakibara Suzu suddenly became concerned about the story told by the director.

Purple-eyed baby girl, stolen, like herself
All kinds of traces linger in her mind.

如果
I mean, if...if my identity changes, probably, maybe, there is no hope, right?

The past events that the dean mentioned, and the incident of her father running away suddenly, the more Sakakihara Suzu thought about it, the more she felt that something was wrong.

It's not that I don't believe what my brother said, but that this guy's memory has been inaccurate since he was a child. It's really unbelievable.

Maybe you should start investigating yourself.
Correct!
Yep, do some research.

After confirming these thoughts, Sakakibara Suzu once again looked at Amami Yuki who obviously liked to eat but didn't move her chopsticks.

Now that I have found some clues, shouldn't I also help my best friend to think about it?

As for the jealousy of a woman.

Come on, when someone is in two boats, you are already jealous enough, and you are used to it.

So Sakakihara Suzu thought hard.

See if there is anything that can help Zhixue.

"yuki."

"Yeah." Amami Zhixue slightly turned her head and winked at Sakakibaru.

"What about you? In fact, it's not like you don't have a little chance."

".Opportunity?" Tianhai Zhixue was very confused.

"That's right, look at my brother, do you really like Sister Qiyue and Sister Liuli?"

"En." Tianhai Zhixue nodded in a low voice.

"So!" Sakakibara Suzu raised her voice, full of confidence, and quickly put it down, leaning into Amami Zhixue's ear, and lowered her voice, "So...yuki, you just need to make my brother like you too."

"But... Ling didn't mean Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu just now."

"Oh, what I'm talking about right now is—'Let my brother, take the initiative to like you'."

"I don't understand the difference." Tianhai Zhixue was full of doubts.

Sakakihara Suzu patiently explained:

"Think about it, sister Qiyue and sister Liuli can coexist peacefully, is it because my brother likes them both at the same time?"

"Correct."

"So as long as my brother falls in love with you again, and then he says to Sister Qiyue and Sister Liuli, 'I'm sorry, I also like Tianhai Zhixue, this is a fact.', yuki, isn't your chance coming? In this way, you are not betraying the two of them, after all, this is the truth, there is no way~"

"."

Amami Zhixue didn't quite understand, but she understood what Sakakibara Suzu said.

She lowered her little head again and repeated it several times in her mouth.

"Just let Le like me."

"That's right, that's right!" Sakakibara Suzu nodded triumphantly, she never thought that she could be so smart.

"Then how can you make Le like it? I wanted to play guitar for Le before. But"

"If you want to be liked, just do what makes him like it!"

"Do what you enjoy."

After Tianhai Zhixue finished listening, she felt as happy as if she had understood something.

Her eyes were sincere, and she thanked Suzu Sakakibara in a low voice:
"Thank you Bell"

"Hey, no need, we are good sisters. But if Zhixue's wish is fulfilled, don't forget me, sister."

"Okay, I will definitely not forget Sister Bell."

(End of this chapter)