About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

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This is probably what it feels like after heavy breathing.

Holding his head on the big bed, looking up at the sky outside the window, looking at You Yun, who was darkening in the sky, and then began to think about what the so-called life is.

This is probably the sobriety of the brain after the event.

Sakakibara closed her eyes, sniffing the aroma of sunflowers brought by the breeze from the manor outside the window.

He doesn't want to think about what the so-called life is, because this thing has figured out what he needs as early as a child, and he has always had someone who loves him, and then he lives happily every day.

Sakakihara opened his eyes again, he turned around, and looked at Tianhai Jiuliuli who was sleeping next to her with bare snow shoulders.

See her little face in deep sleep.

The face smiled unconsciously
Of course, there is also a trace of embarrassment because of what happened just now.
Reaching out to pull the quilt over her shoulders, Sakakihara turned to the left, only to realize that Qiyue was no longer here.

Where did July go?
Seeing the empty, lifted quilt on the left, Sakakihara Raku grabbed the phone in the dark under the moonlight.

The screen lit up at once, and Sakakihara Raku subconsciously closed his eyes when stimulated by the strong light.

He looked at the time carefully, it was already three o'clock in the morning.

It turned out that he had already slept.

But, where did July go?
It was three o'clock in the morning.

Maybe she just went to drink water, maybe she went to the bathroom
But for some reason, when he saw the empty space on the left, he felt that his heart was also a bit lonely this night.

Sakakibara got up, put on her pants, and walked out of the largest bedroom in the manor.

In a large villa like this, the corridors are generally illuminated at night.

Sakakihara went to a nearby restroom, knocked on the door, and waited for a few seconds for no response before realizing that Tianhai Qimingyue was not here.

Since she wasn't in the bathroom, where did she go?
Sakakihara Raku looked back at the spacious mansion, walked up the spiral staircase to the second floor to the living room
He went out of the gate all the way, looking for the courtyard, and finally, under an old tree, he saw the back of a girl standing in the sunflower field in the distance
She was wearing a white bathrobe, bathed in the moonlight, and the evening wind was blowing the sunflowers in front of her.
Because it was approaching midnight and the temperature this year was higher than in previous years, there were already crisp cicadas singing in the wild at this time.

Sakakihara Raku looked at the hazy figure of July in the distance
She is looking into the distance, flaxen hair fluttering in the night.
Her face is extremely hazy in the moonlight night
Sakakihara Raku stepped over the path in the sunflower field and walked towards her.

"Why is July here?"

"Come out to get some air." Tianhai Qimingyue withdrew her gaze from the invisible shadow Mount Fuji in the distance, and the lake outside the sunflower field was sparkling.

She quietly closed her eyes with a smooth beauty on her face
"Aren't you used to it? I think you should rest now." Sakakihara Raku's eyes fell directly on her beautiful facial features. Just looking at her current face, she couldn't imagine what she looked like on the bed just now.
"Why did brother come out?" Tianhai Qimingyue opened her eyes and asked, the sky blue eyes were shining with moonlight.

"Come out to find you."

"Then why did you come out to find me?"

"When I saw that you were not here, I naturally came out to look for you."

Tianhai Qimingyue looked at his face for a long time, and found that he was only wearing a pajamas, so she came out at three o'clock in the morning to find herself.
"Although... some words are too much for you, you will find it annoying, but I still want to say thank you to you."

Sakakihara Le only felt strange, he approached her and took her hand, "Why is it so strange all of a sudden? Wasn't it very enthusiastic before? Did I go too far before?"

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Tianhai Qimingyue shook her head in silence, and she turned to ask another question, "If I suddenly disappeared one day, like tonight, would you still come to me like today?"

"You, July, what are you talking about." Sakakihara didn't understand the meaning of her question for a while.

Tianhai Qimingyue hugged her left arm with her right hand, and continued to ask him: "Will you?"

"Definitely." While Sakakihara replied, she was also observing Qiyue, wondering why she suddenly became like this after sleeping for a while.

At first he didn't understand at all.

But when she saw the thin bathrobe and bare shoulders on Qiyue, she guessed her inner thoughts out of ten
That's right, I was comfortable before. I fell asleep after finishing the work
He actually forgot that this time it was originally an agreement to be fulfilled for Qiyue. In fact, with a very serious heart in her heart, Qiyue was asking herself for her position in her heart.
Although when Liuli was around, July seemed to be having a good time.

But if Liuli is not here, does this mean this first experience, a kind of contract?
Thinking of this, Sakakihara also knew what he should do.

"July, come here quickly." Sakakihara reached out to her, motioning her to lean on her shoulder.

"What? Still want to do it?"

"of course not."

Sakakibara was happy to see that she didn't resist much, so he pulled her in front of him, then stretched out his hands and hugged her.

Tianhai Qimingyue's two hands rested on his heart, and her cheeks were pressed against his cheeks. The girl didn't expect him to do this suddenly.

"July." Sakakihara closed her eyes, and while hugging her, called out the name of the girl in her arms.

"You call me so. Do you want to be coquettish?" Tianhai Qimingyue didn't understand his thoughts, but she didn't refuse a hug from him. On the contrary, because of his hug, her body seemed to be much warmer in the dark night.

"July must have troubles, right, that's why you came here in the middle of the night, how about talking to me?"

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"Tell me, July, I will listen to you carefully."

I will listen to you carefully
A simple sentence made Tianhai Qimingyue's mind flutter.

Think about it carefully, how many people are willing to calm down and listen to themselves in more than ten years?
She even knew that it was useless to express the boredom in her heart to the outside world, it would only attract others' incomprehension.

But now, there is really such a person who is willing to listen to his troubles in his heart and is willing to help him solve his troubles
In fact, what moved my heart was not only his willingness to listen, but also his understanding of his own feelings.
"Originally. I thought that handing over the first time would give me a lot of peace of mind. As a result, my thoughts were wrong before. Now I am thinking, if one day, I don't have what you pursue, what you love What will happen to you then?"

Sakakihara heard Qiyue in her arms close her eyes and said such words to herself.

I fully understand her current state.

"You still feel very insecure in July."

"Maybe. After all, for more than ten years, I have basically been walking a road that I don't know if there is hope."

Sakakihara held her tighter, he put Qiyue's cheek against his neck, and let her completely lean in his arms, "Actually, what Qiyue fears the most is being abandoned, right?"

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Did not hear Qiyue's answer, Sakakihara Raku said softly to the petite girl in her arms:
"Because the July when I was a child was the one who cried and ran to the mountain alone to ask my mother to come to you in July. You rolled your foot and hurt your body, and then sat silently on the bus stop in the countryside In fact, the inferior mother has always been expecting her to come to you in July, right?"

"." Tianhai Qimingyue listened to his gentle voice, hugged his neck, closed her eyes, and said nothing.

"I remember the way you looked up at me in July. There was no brilliance in your eyes. You just looked at me stupidly. At that time, July sat alone in the rain for a day. In fact, little July I also know that I was abandoned by my mother. But Xiao Qiyue is still willing to believe that her mother is looking for her. However, when I carry you to the villa area and you see that your mother is still teaching your sister the piano, you have to completely face the reality.

"This is the first time. Later, Xiao Qiyue met me. I gave you food, took you to play, and told you stories and told you little secrets in the mountains. The wind blows it up, for example, letting you know that some fruits in the mountains are not edible, and telling you what places you can go and what places you cannot go.

"Actually, I am equivalent to your second 'mother'. I take the initiative to take you to see the beauty of this world.
"In your eyes in July, I am very important. But in fact, to me, you are just a playmate I had when I was a child, so I give you things and cook delicious food for you, so you will remember it for so long .But later, there was no contact with me anymore. You came to me from Tokyo. A little girl traveled thousands of miles to find me, but she didn't see anything.
"This is the second abandonment.
"The time has come to the present, and it was also a year ago. You confessed to me, and I rejected you countless times. I forgot the agreement between us, the promise of 'you learn knowledge, and I will tell you stories', and even rushed you left
"This is the third abandonment"

After saying these words, Sakakihara also felt as if he had returned to the past. He gently hugged Qiyue in his arms, feeling the temperature of her cheeks
"Qiyue, in fact, no matter how it changes, the real heart has always been the little Qiyue who was waiting for her mother at the bus stop. She doesn't want to be abandoned. She wants to gain solid support and absolute trust. For this...she Willing to do anything, whatever."

Sakakibara stopped, opened her eyes, and looked at Tianhai Qimingyue who was leaning on her shoulders and neck with her eyes closed.

Her mouth moved slightly:
"Story. Well told."

She opened her bright and beautiful eyes, and looked at the face of Sakakihara Raku above:
"But now I have given you the most important thing I have now, and you have also got me. Will it be the same as before? People always like the new and dislike the old, just like reading a book, absorbing emotions from a book, But when these emotions are over and the story is over...then we have to move on to the next story."

"July."

"Well, I'm listening."

"I don't know about others, but I never think that I have the first time with you in July, even if I have you completely. In the future, in the future, countless days are still waiting for us, everyday The daily necessities in life, the various pressures from your foundation and family. Even in life, we can find the joy of bickering in a daily relationship. July knows me well, do you know what I like the most? "

"Caring, whether others care about you, or you care about others."

"Life can never be smooth sailing, and there will always be obstacles that are difficult to overcome. If you suddenly disappear and leave in July, what should I do? There are countless women in this world, but the seven that I can meet Yue, you are the only one. You are the only one I can meet who can understand me and support me. If you are gone, I will be really sad, and my heart will become empty, because that naughty Qi Yue Yue disappeared, and Qiyue, who was occasionally arrogant and cold, but actually caring about herself, also disappeared.
"July today and my first time. It's not the end, but a new beginning. Anyway, I also want to have your care in July. It's gone. Where can I find you who understand me and understand me so well? Me, someone who secretly helped me and took care of my emotions?
"So, Xiao Qiyue, please be sure, be sure, be at ease, I'm still waiting to officially marry you in the future, and then have a child with you.

"Don't Qiyue look forward to your child in the future? You will definitely not treat her like your mother, you will definitely show infinite love to your own child, watch her grow up happily, hold her Holding her hand, each one slowly grows up."

one sentence.
Tianhai Qimingyue heard every sentence spoken leisurely.

"One thousand five eighty eight."

"What one thousand 130 eight?"

"The thousand 130 eight words you said to me, I will always remember."

Sakakihara laughed, hugged her tighter, and pressed her face closer to her:

"How boring are you in July, and you still count the number of words I speak?"

Tianhai Qimingyue put her hands on his heart, looked at him seriously and said: "Not everyone has the patience to say such a long list of words, can they? If it were an ordinary person, most of them would just choose a few words of consolation instead of like Like you, tell me long stories, tell me what I really think in my heart, and then give me what I really want, only a fool like you can do this, and only you can tell me these things, can't you?"

"...Well, it seems to be true. After all, you have no friends in July. Although Liuli understands you, she can't say these words."

Seeing how serious she was, Sakakibara's sky-blue eyes seemed to be shining brightly under the moonlight.

Is this... moved?

Sakakihara Raku didn't know very well, but she knew that Qiyue absolutely liked what she said to her, so she continued to smile at her delicate little face and said:

"Then you don't cherish me much in July? Don't say anything that will disappear suddenly. Isn't Xiao Qiyue the little girl who will come to find me no matter what?"

"Feel sorry."

"Okay, okay," Sakakihara hugged her again, feeling more and more that Qiyue is actually a petite girl, not some smart young lady, a good student, "Stop apologizing, compared to apologizing, I prefer you to play some funny jokes on me in July, and every time you get serious in July, I feel distressed, so in fact, I was quite happy just now."

"I like you."

"I know." Sakakihara smiled in the sunflower field.

"I like you very much."

"Don't be so blunt, I know it all."

"It's also because I like you that I specially invited you here today."

"Okay, okay," Sakakibara patted her on the back, feeling her warmth in his arms, comforting her, "...and the previous July was not very happy? The previous July and the current July are completely different It's different, and that's kind of weird."

Tianhai Qimingyue replied on his chest: "There are always two sides of a person who are serious and not serious, and now is my serious side."

"When you were in the house just now, did you not take it seriously?"

"It is."

".I said to you in July, you think it's so important to see it for the first time, why don't you take it seriously?"

"Because I have to think about my sister, it's hard to be serious with my sister around."

Um, this is actually my own fault, Liuli also has half of his wish to stay.

Although it is not official and Liuli. But it is almost the same
"Right here, now."

The white bathrobe suddenly fell beside the girl's slender feet.

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Sakakibara was stunned when he saw Tianhai Qimingyue's looking eyes, and saw the hair hanging down, and the body was whiter and more beautiful than the moonlight. He looked around, except for the sunflower, which was taller than a person, only The lawn is cooled by the night wind.

"Wait, now? Here?! Now we're going to—by the way, July, are you okay?"

"I'm okay. If my sister is here, it will affect my thinking. So here, one-on-one, take it seriously once."

Sakakibara clapped her forehead and said quickly: "I have no problem with you coming again now and in July, but the place won't be too good?"

By this time it was dark, and the moon appeared and disappeared.

On the side of the sea of ​​sunflowers is a lake with a wooden bridge in the middle, and behind it is a lawn on a high ground.

"Don't like the outside?"

"It's not."

"Then hurry up."

Tianhai Qimingyue put her hands on the wooden fence next to the flower field, her silky flaxen hair flowed down as she bent over.

Sakakibara stared at her back line illuminated by the little moonlight, and saw her clear eyes looking sideways.

The wind blowing across the lake took away some of the fiery breath.

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Wooden railings in the flower field, wooden bridges in the lake, trees beside the road, lawns with white leaves blown by the wind
These few images lingered in the mind of the panting Sakakihara Raku.

He just wants to lie on the lawn and look at the moon half covered by clouds
His mind went blank again.

The moonlight illuminates the boundless lawn. The girl's swaying figure reflects the flower field and the sparkling lake. Her eyes are gentle like water, but hazy like the moon. The moment she closed her eyes, Sakakibara Le only felt that her tight pink toes, stained with a little earth fragrance, were also extremely beautiful and sublime.

".Go back to sleep." Sakakihara Raku said panting while lying on the lawn.

"This time, it's not bad." Tianhai Qimingyue snuggled into his arms, her tender hands brushed her long hair by her ears, exuding a sweet fragrance.

Qi Mingyue didn't smile, but Sakakihara Le smiled when she saw her beautiful face directly above her, blocking her sight and the moon.

He reached out and patted his butt twice.

"I don't know who just kept shouting very powerful?"

"It was great just now, but now I want to say 'not bad'."

"I just want to be stubborn." Sakakihara couldn't help smiling, and yawned a lot by the way, "Ha~~~ But I just want to sleep now."

"You missed me one more time."

Upon hearing this, Sakakibara clasped her hands together, and hurriedly begged the girl who sat up straight again: "Grandma! Please, please let me go back to sleep. In one night, I will be gone."

Tianhai Qimingyue's exquisite face smiled slightly: "But it's still one time away."

"Can--"

"Hush~ We haven't been to the lake by the road yet. There is a small wooden platform for fishing over there, which can face the whole big lake."

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"What's wrong?" Tianhai Qimingyue smiled.

"How's it going on the road?"

"this one"

"July~~"

"also."