About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 354 Tianhai Zhixue wants to have the warmth of home
Going to the museum is also a class activity.

So before getting on the bus and arriving at the gate of the museum, Tianhai Jiuliuli was always responsible for maintaining the class order.

Maintain order on behalf of the teacher, roll the roll, and inform the students of today's activity goals.

Of course, Tianhai Jiuliuli is now using the identity of Sakakihara Raku, and it can be regarded as helping Sakakihara Raku manage the class.

"Have you noticed that the class monitor has become much cuter these two days?"

"cute?"

"Yeah, don't you think? The behavior is a bit grand, people laugh more than usual, and treat everyone a lot more gentle."

"Thinking about it this way, it really is."

"Right, right."

"It feels like the squad leader is like the vice-squad leader Liuli who hasn't been transferred out."

"After all, they are a couple."

Discussions in the team came in twos and threes, and Tianhai Jiuliuli felt a little helpless in his ears.

Although she has disguised Sakakihara Raku very well, some details are still not well imitated.

I can't adapt to the shoulder-to-shoulder greetings from the boys.

The bus stopped, and Tian Haizi, who was wearing sunglasses on the front of the bus, stood up. While clapping her hands, she signaled all the students to listen to her:

"Okay, okay, stop talking, the destination is here, everyone get off now."

From the entrance to the museum, from the modern museum to the ancient museum.

Along the way, Tianhai Jiuliuli is admiring the magnificent display in the museum. The cutting-edge technology of the world's leading companies, as far as the dinosaur fossils of the Cretaceous era, are all displayed in this museum.

Several students are very interested in drawing, and they even brought their drawing boards with them to sketch the pictures they saw in the museum.

Several students surrounded a Tyrannosaurus rex skeleton and asked Tian Haizi how to deal with the light when drawing the skeleton; at the same time, several male students stood in front of the Tyrannosaurus rex's open mouth, posing cool pose, ask friends to take pictures for them.

The classmates in the class sat around in twos and threes, occasionally making some jokes, and gathered together to discuss with each other with smiles on their faces.

Tianhai Jiuliuli saw these pictures, and felt a warm feeling in his heart for some reason.

She even thought, if July was here and saw these fossils, she would definitely tell everyone something that everyone didn't know?
Then Bell Sauce will question Qiyue, Le Jun will follow suit, and Qiyue will refute it as a matter of course, and Xiao Zhixue will just watch blankly
Everyone speaks one by one and communicates with each other
These are obviously just a very ordinary picture.

It is conceivable that Tianhai Jiuliuli found that a smile appeared on her face involuntarily.

"Xiao Le, Xiao Le!"

"Ah?" Tianhai Jiuliuli turned around, only to realize that it was Tianhaizi calling to herself, "What's the matter, aunt?"

"Auntie?" Tian Haizi felt strange, with a suspicious expression on his face, "Didn't you tell Xiaole before that you call me sister or Teacher Zi outside? Why did you suddenly forget it? Speaking of which, you have been in the past two days Why do you look so much like Xiaojiu, not just your behavior, I think you look like Xiaojiu when you smile."

"Sakakihara Raku" smiled calmly:

"After all, Liuli and I are boyfriend and girlfriend."

"That's right. Two people will influence each other if they stay together for a long time." Tian Haizi didn't have too much doubts about Sakakihara Le's strangeness, "Xiao Jiu's child is also very pitiful. She was used by her mother since she was a child, and her parents never loved her." She. It's obviously a child relationship, but they usually get along like strangers. But the whole Tianhai family can't let go of face and is rigid about this issue, even with their children, they have to put on that face-saving stance."

"Why did Sister Guzi suddenly mention this?"

"It's nothing, it's just that after returning to China not long ago, I saw Xiaoqi, Xiaojiu, and even Zhixue. I understand why they like you." Tianhaizi paused, raised his eyes, and met Tianhaijiu Liuli's eyes, "Grandpa wants You already know about Zhixue betrothed to you, right? I guess Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu have already told you. I came here to talk to you about it alone."

"know."

"what are you thinking?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli carefully recalled the attitude expressed by Sakakihara Le on this matter, "I will definitely not agree, this is just the idea that grandpa forced on people."

"That's right." Tian Haizi nodded, "The old man did too much. But from my point of view, I can more or less understand what the old man did."

"why is that?"

Tian Haizi didn't rush to explain, but after deliberating for a while, he said:

"The most important reason is also very simple, isn't it? That child Zhixue has only experienced love from you."

"But. Isn't that just the care that Yuki deserves?"

"You didn't say anything wrong, and of course you didn't do anything wrong. It's just that you overlooked one point. No one has ever taken care of Xuexi like her daily life, her living habits, her hobbies and dreams, don't you Xiaole? Do you think that before Zhixue knew it, you were the only one left in the world in his eyes?"

"." Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't reply, but carefully chewed what Tianhaizi said.

The two sat down together on the art bench in the middle of the museum aisle. Tian Haizi looked at the giant Tyrannosaurus rex fossil and said lightly:

"Born in Tianhai's family, yuki is both lucky and unlucky. Fortunately, she does not have to worry about food and clothing, and her status is also high. Unfortunately, she is difficult to have the emotions of being a human being and an ordinary person. In Tianhai's family , she will definitely get married in the end. But for a person like her, who can't even take care of her own daily life, who would really like her? It doesn't matter if she is good-looking, there are only good-looking people in this world There are too many people, as far as my experience is concerned, there are many, many people who hate yuki.

"As a member of the Tianhai family, her greatest probability in the future is to marry a guy she doesn't love, and then use it as a political tool for the marriage between the two families to maintain the relationship between the two families. Under such conditions, Yuki's own feelings are not important at all. "

Tianhai Jiuliuli asked after listening carefully, "But, can't yuki meet better people in the future?"

Tian Haizi laughed: "Why don't you ask Xiao Jiu, what does she think of your words? If you say to her, 'Xiao Jiu, you will meet someone better than me in the future , so we can't be together', what do you think she thinks?"

no need to guess
Tianhai Jiuliuli could now imagine what it would be like to hear these words.

The first reaction was unacceptable.

Also. totally can't put it down.

So far, I can't let go of the situation that day in my heart.

It was he who chose to forgive himself in that situation, and it was he who made himself feel warm and sincere feelings again. It was right to feel guilty and grateful.

Although this relationship has been split into two halves by July, I still believe that he really likes me.

What's more, he recently made a promise to himself that he would definitely take him to England
That's something mom promised, but never did for herself
Tian Haizi laughed, "It seems that Xiao Le also understands that feeling. Being given up, and being told directly that 'you will meet better people in the future', these words will hurt people. Not only Happiness is gone, and self-esteem will also be hit. For that child Yuki, your rejection is not just a simple rejection. Her emotions bring together her experience of more than ten years. That child can't bear such a heavy pressure strike

Tianhai Jiuliuli: "Yuki's illness a few days ago"

"That's right, Yuki's illness is the reason why she has been writing songs for you since she was in Hawaii and practiced every day, and then didn't she play to you at night a few days ago? Originally, she wanted to ask you for a gift I didn't expect that she would confess to you directly. Of course, she was rejected. You should reject her, and it is also your right. I am not very good at evaluating these. After you came to visit the doctor, but Zhixue has always liked the doll you gave her, every time I visit her, she hugs her and sleeps with her. Thinking about it, she thinks there is a part of it that belongs to your warmth?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli was in a very complicated mood when he heard it.

It was hard for her to imagine that scene.

——Zhixue was sick, curled up on the hospital bed in the ward, holding a small doll in her arms, feeling her own, just a little bit of warmth from above.
In this case, even if someone came to visit her, she would be extremely happy, right?
Tian Haizi: "I know, it's very irresponsible to entrust this feeling to you. The old man's first thought was to let Yuki have a good family, a family that can take care of her. Things happened. In this way, it was beyond his expectation.

"My elder brother, probably told you to beware of me, right?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli nodded after hearing this, "That's right, sister Zi was sent by grandpa to help Yuki."

"That's absolutely right. I definitely want you to agree to yuki. Yuki is not very good at talking, and she is not very good at expressing her feelings. She must not be able to fight against Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu. As an older sister, I can do everything Just to help her convey her feelings.

"Actually, after yuki got sick, I thought about it carefully. It's not good to force yuki to you like this. Her illness is also her own problem, and she should bear it by herself. So I came here this time to talk to you, Xiaole. I just want to talk to you. When Yuki's condition gets better, how about you tell her that you can no longer take care of her? In this way, you don't have to care about what the old man said, as long as Yuki agrees You are fine.

". This matter can only be discussed by you, Xiao Le. You come and reject her again."

Isn't this... to catch up with Xue Xue and leave quickly?

Obviously she did nothing wrong.
Imagining what happened after this situation, Tianhai Jiuliuli was a little moved and asked:

"If you reject Yuki again, what will happen?"

"This question is very simple, isn't it? I think you also know that Yuki can only go back to Tianhai's house by himself."

"Can't there be any other way to get along?"

Tian Haizi shook his head, "If you mean getting along with Yuki as a bell, she will definitely fall in love with you under your care. But you can't accept her, let alone Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu. If she is caught between you, can she feel better? It's better to let her go home, so, when her condition is a little better, you can tell her, so you can have an explanation to Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu. As for the old man By the way, my eldest brother and I will talk to you, at least the old man can’t use this matter to embarrass you, the worst situation is the worst, and it’s just to let you go abroad to study together.”

After speaking, Tian Haizi was quickly called by other students in the class to instruct art.

"Sakakihara Raku" was sitting in the original position, feeling very complicated.

There is nothing wrong with what my aunt said this time.

Since everyone can't accept it, then let's just give up on Yuki.

Yuki can go home by himself, and will not interfere with everyone's good life in the future.

But at the thought of Yuki being driven away, it was impossible for Tianhai Jiuliuli to say that he was not soft-hearted at all.

It's like arguing so much with Qiyue, and I still have feelings for her in my heart.

Ugh.
perhaps
Human emotions are such contradictions.

On the one hand, I don't want to let go, and on the other hand, I will think about the thoughts in my heart and ignore others.

After the video conversation with Qiyue a few days ago, Tianhai Jiuliuli has a deeper understanding of conflicting feelings. At least she feels that she does not have such intense feelings for Qiyue as before.
The fact is that in reality, there are not as many life-and-death situations as imagined.

As time goes by, the depression in the heart will be put aside temporarily and turn to seek better things.

Thinking of this, Tianhai Jiuliuli put her hands on her knees and stood up.

She wanted to talk to yuki.

Walking around the Dinosaur Hall, Tianhai Jiuliuli did not find Tianhai Zhixue among the students.

I asked Tian Haizi and Sakakihara Ling, but they didn't know either.

Bell sauce said that she saw yuki just now, and then she said that she was going to the toilet, so she went alone first.

According to the clues obtained, Tianhai Jiuliuli went around the Science and Technology Museum again, and finally found Tianhai Zhixue.

She stood in front of a mock-up of the Rocket Harvest 8, among the crowd.

Tianhai Jiuliuli took two steps closer and found that Tianhai Zhixue was not looking at the rocket, but a family beside the rocket.

It was like an American family of three.

Father, mother, and little girl.

The father bought a maple syrup sorbet from the booth at the fair, and the little girl ran to her mother with the maple syrup sorbet.

My mother is sitting in front of the art cushion in front of the rocket model, happily using a sketchbook to describe the situation in the museum.Seeing the little girl running over, he showed her a gentle smile.

"Mom, how are rockets made?"

"Well, what does Alice think?"

"Be a good kid and make a wish to Santa Claus, and it will appear in the stocking, just like the toy train made by Alice!"

The mother took another look at the father behind her daughter, hugged her daughter and smiled slightly, "This answer is very interesting, but it's a pity that rockets don't come from this way. Such a big rocket requires many people to work together and learn a lot. Knowledge is designed and manufactured by a group of very smart and talented people. They have spent a lot of time and energy using scientific knowledge and technology to make rockets come true. Therefore, rockets are not just like toys. conjured up."

"Well, I don't really understand."

"It's okay, how about seeing the rocket that mom drew?"

"Wow."

"Is it nice?"

"So cool."

"How about mommy teaching you how to draw?"

"it is good."

Saying so, the little girl sat upright in her mother's arms.

Leaning on her mother's body, she watched the lines drawn stroke by stroke by her mother holding her in front of her.
The little girl named Alice watched carefully how her mother drew the rocket in her mother's arms like a treasure.

long time, long time watching
Tianhai Jiuliuli witnessed this scene, and from the perspective of the family, he turned to the back of Tianhai Zhixue.

Tianhai Zhixue is also like the little girl named Alice, watching for a long, long time
Even Tianhai Jiuliuli sighed in his heart when he saw this warm scene.

Because once upon a time, that's what my mother taught me?

"yuki."

Tianhai Jiuliuli walked behind Tianhai Zhixue and called her.

Tianhai Zhixue didn't seem to hear it, but she was still watching the feeling of the little girl sitting in her mother's arms, and she listened to the conversation between the two.

"Yuki" Tianhai Jiuliuli tapped her shoulder and called her again.

"Le." Amami Zhixue turned her head, raised her eyes, and saw "Sakakihara Raku".

"Sakakihara Raku" lowered his voice, "No, Yuki forgot what Mr. Le said before? Now I'm Ruri."

"Little Nine Flavors of Music."

"...that's about it."

"Little Nine."

"What's wrong?" "Sakakibara Raku" saw Amami Yuki as if he had something to ask himself.

"I want to ask Xiaojiu something."

"Sakakihara Raku" smiled: "Ask."

".What is it like to have a mother?"

"."

At this moment, Tianhai Jiuliuli was stopped by Tianhai Zhixue.

What is it like to have a mother?
Jiu Liuli was not easy to answer, and she didn't know how to answer.

She just saw her expressionless face on Tianhai Zhixue's face.

".Probably, it's a very happy thing, right?"

"Is Xiaojiu happy?"

"Me? At least at the beginning, I was very happy."

Tianhai Zhixue lowered her gaze, her eyes flickered with a dim light, "I only saw my mother in photos, and I only saw what she wrote to me in the diary, and my mother said a lot of sorry to me in it."

"Is it the diary that grandma gave you?"

"Well, my mother said a lot of sorry. I often don't know why my mother said so much to me. However, when I am alone, I will often take out the diary my mother left for me."

Tianhai Jiuliuli is not ignorant of Zhixue's childhood experience, and even knows her childhood without anyone to accompany her.

In a sense, the deceased mother was the person who accompanied her the most to grow up, right?

As Zhixue's relatives, listening to her talk about this matter, it is inevitable that she will take care of her more.

This mentality made Tianhai Jiuliuli question herself, why didn't she pay more attention to her when she first came to the house?
"My mother said the most to me, that is, I hope I can be happy. What is a happy little nine? Are you very happy?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli thought a lot, "I don't know but I can at least say that I am lucky yuki, at least there are people who haven't given up on me and will give me something I never had before."

This sentence said.
Tianhai Jiuliuli couldn't bear it anymore.

I still have a very good person who cares about me and gives me warmth.

What about snow?

She was even rejected by her greatest happiness now
"Recently, I wrote a song for Le. When I go back, can Xiao Jiu listen to it for me?"

"."

"I don't know if I can play it to Le Ting like this. Will he like it, but Ledu gave me a gift and I will try my best to play the song I gave him. I like the gift Le gave me very much. Thank you for being so kind to me all the time."

"."

Only then did Tianhai Jiuliuli remember that Zhixue was sick and forgot to play a song for Le Jun.

From her point of view, it was Le who took the initiative to give her a gift.

How is Yuki feeling now?

It should be very, very grateful, very, very grateful, after all. Le Jun "actively" gave it to her.

Carrying the purest and most beautiful vision. But I never get a response, and I can only return to the world that only belongs to me.
Thinking of this, Tianhai Jiuliuli's mood became more complicated.

She even feels guilty about taking care of yuki's impure purpose.

Taking care of her is impossible, so how can it compare to Le Jun's taking care of her?

And Zhixue's appearance just now.
Reminds her of herself as a child.

it is so similar
This heavy heart made Tianhai Jiuliuli think for a long time, until after a long sigh, he spoke again:
"When I took care of you before July, did I say anything to you?"

"Xiao Qi? Yes."

As Tianhai Zhixue said, he took out the "Zhixue Life Manual" that he always carried with him from his pocket, and showed Jiu Liuli the last page.

"No matter what happens in the future, you can come to sister Qiyue for help."

After seeing this sentence, Tianhai Jiuliuli murmured out.

"This is what July wrote to you?"

"Correct."

Why did July write this sentence to Yuki like this?

Tianhai Jiuliuli understood her sister, and thinking of her own mood just now, she quickly understood why her sister did this.

No wonder. No wonder Le Jun also likes July.
In this respect, he is indeed inferior to her.

She smiled, and it was also a smile to herself:
"Yuki, it seems that your sister Liuli is still not as generous as your sister Qiyue."

"I don't understand Xiao Jiu's meaning."

"It's nothing, it's just what I said to myself. Let me write you a sentence, how about it? Although I don't take care of you very much, I only took you to dive for a while yesterday."

"I had a great time playing with Xiaojiu yesterday."

"It's okay, I just did what I was supposed to do."

Seeing Tianhai Zhixue nodding, Tianhai Jiuliuli, with complicated emotions, wrote under the sentence left by her younger sister in the life manual.

Added another sentence:
[In the future, no matter what happens to you, you can come to Sister Liuli for help]
In this way, at least there is no need for any impure purpose in taking care of Yuki.

Tianhai Jiuliuli thought so.

Tianhai Zhixue took the manual again, blinked and said, "It looks like Xiao Qi."

"After all, July and I are twins."

"Can you really ask Xiao Jiu for help?"

"of course."

"Then I... want to eat that ice cream now."

"The one in the little girl's hand just now? Of course, I'll take you to buy it." Tianhai Jiu Liuli smiled slightly, "Why don't you call me Sister Qiyue and you call me Liuli's mother?"

"It's strange, it's obviously Xiao Jiu."

"Shout it, I want to hear it."

"Mother Liuli."

Weird, but not out of harmony.

Probably only Zhixue would call someone so easily.

"Forget it. You'd better call me sister."

"Sister Liuli."

"Well, that's appropriate."

(End of this chapter)