About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 338 The Sad Night of Tianhai Zhixue
Tianhai Zhixue moved the small stool very quickly.

Quickly to the speed that Sakakihara Raku didn't think was normal for her.

In my impression, Yuki has always had a slow personality, but now she quickly sat down in front of her holding the guitar, it should mean that she is looking forward to the opportunity that comes at this moment, right?
Sakakihara Raku couldn't help but think so.

Seeing the way she was hugging the guitar upright, inexplicably felt a little more distressed.

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Sakakibara is waiting for Amami Yuki very seriously.

Waiting for her to hug the guitar seriously, waiting for her fingers to slowly rest on the steel strings in rows one, two, three and four.

Tianhai Zhixue didn't speak, and was quiet for about five or six minutes.

Seeing that the moonlight outside the window was covered by clouds, her shadow with her back to the moonlight also dimmed.

She still didn't speak, as if she was brewing some feelings, Sakakihara Raku was not in a hurry to urge her.

After a long time, Tianhai Zhixue looked down at the guitar in his hand:

"Songs are written for Le alone."

The girl's voice was gentle and fresh, giving off a very comfortable atmosphere.

"Yeah." Sakakihara listened to her carefully.

"I've always wanted Le to listen to it." Tianhai Zhixue paused at this point.

From Sakakihara Raku's point of view, Yuki Amami always speaks incompletely, which is probably caused by her personality.

She lacks emotions, and basically didn't have any emotions in the first half of her life, so she looks like she has a lot of things to say, but she can't say anything at all.

This is also her old problem. Up to now, Sakakihara has learned how to guide her.

"So, Yuki really wants to thank me, right? Thank you for taking care of you during this time?"

"Yeah." Tianhai Zhixue's promise this time obviously has a thicker nasal voice, "Really, thank you very much, Le, who makes fried ice cream for me every day, edits videos for me every day, and takes care of me every day. Comb and dry my hair."

Her eyes stared straight at herself, the emotion in her heart at this moment was actually far worse than what she expressed in words.

Sakakibara thought so in his heart, and smiled lightly:
"Yuki, don't always think too well of me. It's not without reward for me to do these things. You look cute, you look good, and you have a good personality. You will listen to what Yuki says. Don't Not to mention, I really like that you come to me every day to act like a baby."

"However, Le is really nice. No one treats me so well."

Tianhai Zhixue's voice was still so flat, and her bright eyes didn't change a bit.

But it sounds like it will make people feel sorry for her inexplicably.

Sakakihara subconsciously examined the weight of herself in her heart.

Among other things, this will more or less make you feel a little heavy.

Because this is related to yuki's life experience, her abnormal family situation, plus the diary and messages her mother left for her daughter that she has seen before.

With the accumulation of all kinds of emotions, Sakakibara even realized the weight behind Amami Yuki's sentence "No one treats me so well".

She is natural, but not without emotion.

She always forgets things, but not that she wants to.

She is always staring at a certain place in a daze, but it doesn't mean she is not interested in this world.

Most of the time, it's just missing a person, a pair of hands that can pull her out of the small room with snow outside the window to see the world.

Tianhai Zhixue: "Can we start?"

Sakakihara Raku broke free from the scene just now, nodded to the girl and replied:

"Of course, anytime."

"Ah."

As Amami Yuki responded softly, the prelude of the guitar sounded in Sakakibara's ear.

The prelude is very classic pop music, with some lyricism, but full of melody.Sakakihara even became more focused because of her few syllables.

Behind was the gauze curtain blown by the wind, and Sakakihara could smell a breath blowing from the sea.With his back facing the balcony, Tianhai Zhixue sat on a small bench and sang in a small and light voice:
".Looking at the starry sky, I recall"

"Daily time spent in boredom"

Obviously, it was the first time I heard this melody, and it was the first time I heard Yuki use this as if she didn't seem to have no emotion in her voice, but there was a burst of excitement directly behind Sakakihara Raku.

Sakakihara couldn't help but think, this song for herself, yuki wrote about herself at the beginning.

The beginning of yuki's song is not only lyrical and catchy, but also a true portrayal of her own life.

When being stared at by her, meeting her eyes and hearing the lyrics sung by her at the same time, Sakakihara Raku can't help but see Yuki's always staring somewhere blankly.

Listening to the melody of the song is still lyrical, what did she mainly want to sing for herself?
The relaxed melody outlines a slow rhythm. In the slightly protracted ending of the previous lyric, Tianhai Zhixue slapped the guitar panel with his hands, stepping on a more rhythmic beat.

"Come on, come and take my hand."

"The you in front of me seem to be dyed with brilliant colors."

The chord rhythm is strengthened again, Tianhai Zhixue uses the palm of the hand to slap the top or floor of the guitar in the rhythm, and the rhythm of the drum-like sound effect goes straight into the chest cavity.

The already excellent sound is even more pleasant.

"Being able to meet you is an incredible power."

From this paragraph on, the sense of rhythm becomes stronger and stronger.

Every word begins to beat every beat of the song.

Raku Sakakibara, who has a rock feeling beside the bed, can't help but step on the beat built by Yuki Amami in front of her.

"At this moment, rush forward—"

The sound is prolonged and slightly raised.

Tianhai Zhixue stared at him, and the lyrics burst out in one breath.

"Take me! Go across the sky and overlook the world"

At this moment, when she was staring at her, Sakakihara Raku only felt that there was an electric current running through her back.
It's strange, obviously the lyrics have already begun to hide her thoughts about herself.

But I just couldn't help looking at her with the sunshine of appreciation.

"Take me! To the shining direction, if you can share the joy with you, if you can be by your side forever, please go on like this. Take me! To the unknown world, no matter where you are, no matter where you are to fly freely."

This feels. Awesome.
Music has vitality, Sakakihara Raku has always felt this way, and I can still vividly remember the days when I performed with a few people on the stage, in the rain of light and sound that made people unable to open their eyes, and received applause and cheers.

And in front of you?

Although Yuki is the only one singing, although only her guitar is making sound and beating the drums. But Sakaki Hara does not feel that she is lonely at all, because what this song conveys is hope, happiness, and the beauty of life look forward to.

From the ears, feet, and in front of him, there was a spiritual resonance that made the spine tremble and the scalp tingle.

As described in the lyrics, hold hands, take her with you, overlook this beautiful world, and appreciate all the beauty in this world.

Running towards a bright and bright tomorrow forever, my eyes are full of hope.

"Take me! Go across the sky, look down on this vast world. Take me! Go to the shining direction, leave here, and get a new life. Take me! Across the ocean, to the unknown world, no matter Fly freely wherever, wherever.”

Sakakihara did not close her eyes, but her heart flew out following the melody of her song.

The image of the two crossing the sky and the sea together naturally appeared in my mind, holding hands, soaring freely in the air with body and spirit, and the white clouds were changing.The seagulls around him were flying together, and the wind in the air blew the cool face and flipped the hair on the forehead.

Blowing across the endless sea, passing through the vast sky.

Whales, swimming fish, cities, and green hills stretching for thousands of miles
Break through the clouds and mist, and pass by all the beautiful and beautiful scenic spots in the world one by one.

Hold hands and experience everything in this world together.

My heart surged with her singing.

"I've dreamed about it since I was a child. It's like a beautiful story of a princess talking to a fairy tale. Cast a spell, take my hand, take me out of there, and be born again."

"I always feel so happy that I'm about to cry, even my tears turn into rainbow colors in front of you, surrounded by your smile, I can become one with you, and become a star together."

The tone flattened and exploded again.

"Take me! Across the ocean, you who are infatuated with holding my hand with all your heart. Take me! Towards the forever unknown world, no matter where you are, you can fly freely. Take me! Across this vast sky, Overlook the vast world! No matter when, you can fly freely”

Tianhai Zhixue suddenly stopped playing, and in the long silence, even the guitar in his hand seemed to have become a lot heavier.

She raised her head, looked at Sakakihara Leyan with no extra expression, very sincerely:

"From now on, you are my happiness."

No sound.

There was no sound at all.

In front of and at the moment, all that can be seen are the dark clouds parting, and the silvery moonlight falling on the girl's tightly watching appearance with tears in her eyes.

Sakakihara Raku.

I don't know what to use to express my mood at this moment.

So he had no choice but to use silence to deal with Tianhai Zhixue's gaze.

"Le, I like you."

In a trance, Sakakihara Raku seemed to hear what the girl said to herself in that unique, ethereal and flat voice.

like me.
like me.
Yeah, like me.

She can use a song to express her current mood.

She can use songs to express her desire to take her with her. The two walk together, move forward together, and travel through the whole world together.

Who can say that the liking she said at this time is false?

The liking she said now is true.

Because of this period of getting along, the love that was born.
it's wired.

Sakakihara Raku suddenly felt very strange. Yuki's song was obviously positive, happy and full of hope, but he felt a little lonely at this time.

It's strange. Why do you feel lonely?

Use a song to express my mood, full of positive values ​​that will always move forward, full of happiness, but now my mood is lonely.

Probably, it's because of the feelings towards Yuki in my heart, I've already made a decision, right?
"yuki likes me?"

"Yes, I like it."

"How much I like it."

"I like it very much. Only Le is so kind to me, and only Le will help me do many things. Thank you very much, I like Le very much. I also want Le to be happy all the time."

it's wired.

Obviously, when Yuki hugged the guitar and said these words, his tone was calm and hid happiness, but Sakakihara's heart felt bitter.

Having a decision in her heart doesn't mean that Sakakihara doesn't feel sorry for her.

I said this to myself with a naive and beautiful mood, longing for a reply from myself.
"yuki."

"Ah."

"Remember what I told you earlier?"

"Le said a lot, I will remember it. If I don't remember it, I will write it in the handbook Le gave me."

What she said made Sakakibara's heart ache again, he couldn't help but sighed in his heart, and continued without any change on the surface:

"It means you are the same as Suzu."

".Only as a younger sister?"

"Well, Yuki, it's not like you don't know the relationship between me and July, and Liuli. The relationship between us is very complicated, and both of them have their own ideas, and I have to promise their things, their feelings."

"It's okay, I don't care about Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu."

"Yuki, it's not whether you care about them, but whether they care about you. I promise you now, which is another betrayal of their feelings. Liuli and Qiyue are the same. If I promise their feelings again Exploiting their unequal relationship with me. Not only will they be very sad and painful, but I also look down on myself."

"Lele said."

"Yes, Yuki, I can't accept you."

For an unknown amount of time, Tianhai Zhixue buried her face.

Sakakibara saw that her hands had gripped the strings a lot, and her fingertips were deeply pressed into the strings.

At this time, Yuki already has his own emotions in his heart, right?
Happy, joyful. After she had these beautiful moods, she gave her so many things, but completely rejected her. It was indeed very cruel.

Ugh.
No wonder.

No wonder July said those words to herself just now.

Spreading your own warmth everywhere, being too kind to a person who lacks love, will eventually hurt people.

This is also the origin of July's saying to restrain herself.

".yuki, do you still remember that I asked you to learn from Ah Ling? I know she is brother control, and she also understands my feelings for her. It is really difficult to distinguish the entanglement of feelings, but this does not mean that I am completely Ignore you, no love. Friendship as a friend, kinship as a family also exist."

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After Tianhai Zhixue was rejected, she didn't speak any more, she just lowered her head and hugged the guitar tightly.

Sakakibara couldn't see her face clearly, but she also knew that she was unhappy to write such a touching song and confession for herself at this time, but she couldn't ask for it for various reasons.
rejected
No, for yuki, she should be rejected by the world in her eyes, right?

A world that is always happy and always up.

She will probably recall the past bits and pieces, traveling, performing, eating McDonald's, visiting the aquarium, and rushing up the cliff with her on her back to see the dreamy scenery that has never been seen before.
Now these are most likely gone.

Sakakihara was a little worried that she would close herself up again.

I don't know how long I waited for her.

An hour, an hour and a half?

In short, my waist is sore.

Sakakibara was happy to see that she was still in that state, so he reminded her in a low voice:
"Should yuki go back to sleep first? This matter is just like what I said just now. It's not that I don't accept you at all. Look, Ah Ling can still ask me what I want to eat every day. I will make it for her and buy it for her. A birthday gift? In terms of my relationship with you, even if I really like you, it is impossible for me to agree to you, because I still have Liuli and Qiyue's relationship with me, and I can't deceive them again. "

"Will Le's gift still be given to me?" Tianhai Zhixue didn't look up.

Gift?

Yuki is still thinking about it now?

"Of course, what do you want?"

"Anything is fine." Tianhai Zhixue replied with a weak voice, "As long as it is a gift from Le, a doll that can be hugged. I will cherish it for a lifetime."

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Sakakihara Raku didn't know what to say to Yuki for a while.

Probably because she is too simple, so simple that she is rejected by others, and she still thinks of others.

Even Sakakihara Raku had an emotion, and this emotion gave birth to wanting to be good to her.

This kind of thinking cannot be faked.

Just like wanting to be nice to Ah Ling.
The emotions in this are so entangled that it is difficult to distinguish.

"Want to hug."

With this expression, Sakakihara recalled that she was bullied outside and cried for Ah Ling who wanted to be hugged by herself.
"Then come here."

Amami Zhixue immediately came in front of Sakakihara Raku, she threw herself into Sakakihara Raku's arms like a kitten who had been abandoned at home for a long time and hadn't seen its owner for a long time.

She slammed into her heart, and even hit Sakakihara Raku so that her chest vibrated.

Then, as if in her arms, she began to cry.

(End of this chapter)