About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 320 Ushered in a turning point in the study trip to Hawaii (7)

Diamond Head Crater is a volcano that can be understood as a very large basin.

Enter the interior through the tunnel, and then lead from the interior to the shore near the sea.The bus stops at the station, which is full of tourists taking pictures.Then everyone began to climb up the stairs on the edge of the volcano, a total of more than 40 minutes of walking.

The temperature at the moment is 27°, which is very hot under the direct sunlight.Sakakibara had already climbed halfway up the mountain with Tianhaizhixue, and the tourists who set off at the same time were either left behind, or leaned on trekking poles, bent over, panting.

call--

The sea breeze is mixed with the sound of waves that seem to be delayed in the distance, and it is hijacked.

The girl stopped and looked back, only to see the blue ocean meeting the blue sky, the waves and white flowers beating the strait, and the seagulls flying between the sea level and the white clouds.The sea breeze blowing on the face rustled the leaves of the shrubs on the entire ridge.

“so cool”

Tianhaizhixue stands quietly, facing the blue sea.

Looking at her from behind, the girl in the sunflower straw hat opened her arms and faced the sea. Whether it was the slender hair floating or the swaying white skirt, they all looked light and beautiful.

The wind of summer breath blew between the two of them, bringing the scent of coconut that seemed to be absent from her body.

Yuki looks really happy.

This is the first time she came here, the first time she saw such a vast world, right?
Sakakibara looked at her petite back and smiled, and glanced at the phone screen that was blackened in the sun, and found that the two of them had been walking for more than 20 minutes at this moment.

He walked to Tianhai Zhixue, looked at her profile and asked:

"Cool is cool, are you tired from walking?"

"No."

"It's been more than 20 minutes and you're not tired?"

"Not tired."

"I also said that you are tired and I will carry you up." Sakakihara put the phone back, "Then continue to the top of the mountain. The top of the mountain is much more beautiful than the scenery halfway up the mountain."

However, Tianhai Zhixue had no intention of leaving.

She put her hands behind her back, raised her chin, and turned her expressionless face towards his.

"."

"how?"

"tired."

"Aren't you tired just now?"

"Tired now."

Sakakihara laughed, "If you want me to recite it, just say it."

"I want a happy back."

Amami Zhixue took two steps closer, the shrunken Sakakihara Raku was reflected in her beautiful eyes.

She also, really said it.

Although Sakakihara Raku has long been familiar with Yuki's character.

But every time she said these words to herself so bluntly, she always had the urge to agree to her.

Knowing that she can still walk, knowing that she was not tired just now.
"Then I'll carry you for a while."

"it is good."

Sakakibara squatted down in front of her, Amami Yuki put her body on his back without hesitation, and hugged his neck tightly with both hands.

For her, the close contact at this moment is reassuring and makes her feel comfortable.

But something went wrong.

Sakakihara squatted for a long time, feeling that her posture was wrong.

"Yuki, come here with your legs."

"don't know."

"Being carried by someone, it's not enough to just hang your neck with your hands, you have to clamp my waist."

"I don't understand these things."

"You don't understand why people carry you?"

"I haven't been memorized."

Sakakihara fell silent for a moment.

".Your father never carried you on his back?"

"No."

"What about brother?"

"Neither did my brother."

"Where's sister Zi?"

"Sister Zi didn't either."

"You didn't forget, did you?"

Tianhai Zhixue shook his head behind his back.

Maybe yuki herself forgot.

She had a bad memory.

But even thinking this way, combined with Yuki's situation at home since he was a child.

What she just said is not impossible.

Sakakihara Raku waited until she readjusted, then stood up with her on her back.

"So light."

"What's so light?"

"I feel so light."

"Of course, your weight is all on me."

Tianhai Zhixue put her arms around his neck.

The skin was close to the skin, and Sakakibara could clearly feel the itch between her neck and her warm and comfortable skin like jade.

Normally, Sakakihara Raku may be happy because of this close contact with girls.

But now that Yuki has been regarded as Ah Ling, all that remains is her willingness to be close to him.

"Le's skin is so hot."

"I didn't say that your hands were hot too."

"happy."

"what?"

Amami Yuki poked out a cat-like head from Sakakibara Raku's right shoulder, and whispered to him in his ear:

"Now sit down."

"Eat so much, you are quite light."

"So you can carry me for a little longer." Tianhai Zhixue pressed the flesh on his cheek to the flesh on his neck.

"I didn't agree." Sakakihara Raku was itchy by her closeness.

"Le Ke was the first to carry me on his back."

"Don't think I can take care of you more by saying that."

"I'll leave it to Le for the first time."

"The topic is off topic."

"set off!"

"You don't need to say it."

Sakakihara Raku continued to head up the mountain with Amami Yuki who seemed particularly happy.

*
And after the two of them stepped up more than a dozen steps and walked a little farther, Tianhai Jiuliuli took off his sunglasses from behind with a very uncomfortable expression.

She saw the whole process of the two talking and communicating just now.

There is an indescribable taste in my heart.

It's like feeling blocked and uncomfortable, with no place to express it.

Le Jun and Yuki seem very close.

Even though they all knew that Le Jun was using yuki to stimulate himself and Qiyue on purpose, he still felt uncomfortable after seeing it.

The knife wound on the abdomen also seemed to be aching.

"How should I do?"

What Tianhai Jiuliuli thought of was the relationship with Sakakihara Raku since coming to this house.

As an older brother, he took care of the family and himself in every possible way.

As the older brother, he went about his business without complaint.

Even when he did something like that to him, he still chose to let go of his prejudice against him and choose to forgive himself.

Tianhai Jiuliuli thought of the sweetness of communication, love, and dating after she reunited with him.

The feeling of being able to trust each other, trust each other, and love each other wholeheartedly, Tianhai Jiuliuli has always believed that it is the most cherished thing for him.

I don't want Le Jun to go, I don't want Le Jun to trust me
I still want to go to school together, run together, play games together
It’s okay to go through these things with someone who knows you perfectly, who understands you, who shares your interests.

Not at all, don't want to let go.

Even after going through the hospital, after stabbing himself because of retribution, he still didn't want to let go.

Tianhai Jiuliuli knew that the relationship with Le Jun had weakened a lot these days.

On the one hand, it was because I didn't know what attitude I should take to meet him, and on the other hand, it was because I needed to transfer the conflict to Tianhai Qimingyue.

The last aspect is also the most important factor - I haven't talked to Le Jun for too long.

If I don't try my best to transfer the emotions of that day, I really don't know who I should trust in the future, and how I will spend my future life
If you don't do that, you can either choose to kill yourself head-on, or simply go back to your mother and let her continue to use me.

There are too many places to talk about these emotions.

Tianhai Jiuliuli took several deep breaths, trying to calm down the mood that she had not been so calm in recent days.

She looked at Sakakihara Raku who was carrying Amami Snow on her back.

I understand what my uncomfortable psychology is at the moment—jealous.

Think about it carefully, Le Jun, it seems that he hasn't recited me yet, right?

Back in July.

Ah Ling recited it.

Even yuki has memorized it.

Only, I didn't carry myself.

Tianhai Jiuliuli's mood, which had worked so hard to soothe a lot, became a lot more depressed at this moment. She wanted to hurry up and catch up, but was interrupted by a hand in front of her.

"You, you, wait!" Sakakibara Suzu appeared in front of her out of breath.Sakai Chinano followed behind her.

"bell?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't expect Sakakihara Ling to appear here at this time.

"You...really, climbing a ladder and climbing a mountain can actually walk so fast! I'm so tired, I'm exhausted."

Sakakibara Suzu bent down sweating profusely, rested for a while, finally straightened her body reluctantly, stretched out her palm to Tianhai Jiuliuli, and put on a righteous expression:
"Don't go see my brother."

"." Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't want to hear so much, and wanted to leave Sakakihara Ling.

"Ahhh! What are you doing?" Sakakihara Ling hurriedly chased after her, and came back to block her with her hand, "If you say no to leave, you must not leave! Sister Liuli, have you forgotten what uncle said to you? If you want to insist Go up, I have the right to report the truth to my uncle."

"Of course I know." Tianhai Jiuliuli was very anxious, "But if you want to tell Dad about the bell today, you can go ahead. I have to talk to Le Jun now."

Tianhai Jiuliuli insisted on leaving, but Sakakihara Ling insisted on stopping her.

The three of them went back and forth for a few rounds, and Tianhai Jiuliuli understood Sakakihara Ling's attitude.

She must stand in her way.

"Ling, let me go to see Le Jun, I want to have a few words with him and ask him about some things."

"Ask something? Just ask me. There's no need to go to my brother."

"Why are you blocking me?"

"Sister Liuli doesn't know why I'm blocking you?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and calmed down: "Even if it's what Dad asked you to do, you don't have to follow what Dad said completely, do you?"

"That's true, but obviously...I don't want to get out of the way right now."

"I have to talk to Le Jun."

It's not that Sakakihara Suzu doesn't understand Liuli's mood.

On the contrary, it is very special understanding.

Because in a sense, Liuli is also very similar to herself.

I am because of identity.
She is because of all kinds of entanglements with her sister
And Liuli is actually much more powerful than herself - she can resolutely stab the fruit knife at herself in that situation.
To be honest, Sakakihara Ling never thought of Jiu Liuli's determination in dealing with this relationship.

"I know you want to see my brother, because you have been separated for so many days. It is normal to want to see him, but Sister Liuli can think about it, does uncle know that you will be like this, and you should also endure the current mood , and then gradually forget this relationship?"

"Forget?" Tianhai Jiuliuli's expression suddenly softened, and she couldn't help asking, "Ling, why do you think I will forget these things? Can Ling forget her relationship with Le Jun so easily?"

Sakakibara Ling understood the change in her face, but she still refused to give in, "It's only because you and my brother have known each other for a year."

uncomfortable.
Tianhai Jiuliuli was very uncomfortable.It is uncomfortable to be stigmatized without being understood.

Sure enough, sure enough, even Bell Sauce couldn’t understand herself
Sure enough, as expected, only Le Jun, only he can understand his thoughts.

He understands why he does what he does, and he understands what he needs.

She took the initiative to lower her voice in front of Suzu Sakakibara, becoming very low, and her words were very clear:
"I don't deny that Le Jun and I really knew each other for only one year, and I...nor deny that I was at fault for him in the beginning. But I can't agree with what you said, Ling, you shouldn't So easily defied my thoughts, my actions."

"What about this?"

"Ling, do you understand? Do you understand that feeling? Do you understand the feeling of being secretly photographed when you go out, being questioned by countless people through microphones, and being spied on even though you are under house arrest?"

Lucy, it seems something is wrong.
But Sakakihara Suzu didn't understand what she said.

"Why don't you understand? I understand that when you were a child, you met disgusting people because of your aunt quitting the entertainment industry, but why didn't I meet them when I was a child? When my father ran away, there were loan sharks knocking on the door every day Not only was my sleep disturbed every night, and paint was splashed on the door, but even at school, I was told by my classmates that I was a family without a father.”

Tianhai Jiuliuli smiled lightly, and said, "Then who is doing these things for you? It's you?"

"." Sakakibara Suzu was stunned for a moment.

"Ling, you can still hide in your brother's arms when you are sad, you can still have a brother to stand out when you are bullied, and you can still have a brother to comfort you when you are unhappy. Even for dinner, your brother will take the best food in her bowl. Come here for you. And what about me and July? We didn’t have this kind of thing since we were young. We had to support everything by ourselves. My mother came back only a few months ago, and my father was suppressed by the family. He had no time to take care of me and July, and he also had no money. Employed to take care of the two of us, facing those people who think that my mother has been in my and Qiyue's residence, who can Qiyue and I turn to for help?

"As a sister, who can I turn to for help?"

"."

Tianhai Jiuliuli: "July and I can only endure this, we have to learn those complicated things every day, and we have to learn the piano and violin that our mother arranged for us every day. Is this? No, not at all! We were just forcibly arranged by our parents and by people in the family, and we were forced to follow their standards to be a forbidden daughter.

"Me and July, we have always lacked a complete family and a normal growth environment.

"During that time, July and I didn't know what the so-called happiness was. Our life was only mechanical repetition, repetition, repetition, repetition, and repetition. We didn't know the meaning of what we did!
"It's only now that I understand that July and I have always lacked our own goals and things that belonged to us.

"I was better than July, so my mother chose to ignore her and take care of me more. But later, July found her own goal before me.

"Ling, do you understand how longing I am to see Qiyue resolutely choose to cross half of Japan to Shikoku Island regardless of everything?
"Do you understand that this is something I've been looking for for more than ten years?
"And now I found it, after Le Jun still chose to forgive me even after being hurt by me. For me, the weight of this feeling is no less than your feelings for Le Jun A penny! That’s why I’m desperate to fight like this with July, who I’ve lived with since I was a child. This is my persistence and my life’s pursuit. So, please let me get out of the way now, there are some things I have to do now ask clearly."

"."

Sakakihara Suzu didn't know how to reply Jiu Liuli at all.

Every word she said was as uncomfortable as if it had penetrated into her heart.

If I don't have my brother, and I don't have the protection of my brother for more than ten years. Can I, like her, persist in finding the goal of living?
Jiu Liuli is right. Her heart is indeed very heavy, and it is completely acceptable.

Are Bell-chan and the vice monitor all right?
As an ordinary outsider, Sakai Chienya dared not intervene in any words between the two of them.

In the end, Sakakibara Suzu thought for a long time, and still raised her head:

"No let."

That's right, Jiu Liuli's feelings are not weaker than her own.

But I have no reason to let go, my brother no longer knows how painful it is to live under the heavy feelings of the two sisters.

Without them, Sakakihara Ling believes that she and her elder brother will live happier lives than they are now.

She felt that she should insist on getting Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli to give up this relationship.

Tianhai Jiuliuli was not annoyed, even though the feelings in her heart were surging, she knew and understood that she and Sakakihara Ling just had different positions.

"I understand."

She decided to force her way through.

(End of this chapter)