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Chapter 646 Back to Mother's Home

Night, deathly silence.

The dark night makes people feel a bit scary, the gentle moonlight can no longer touch its land, and the distance is like how much love can't be found in the world.

Zhang Fengxia left, and the five-flavored bottle in her heart was completely overturned. Shame, shame, and humiliation rushed into her heart in an instant, and she felt that she was wronged.

Driving the car with one hand and wiping tears with the other, she wanted to help Jiang Xiaoyan, really wanted to help this poor woman, loosen the shackles in her heart, and stop her from being strangled.

She sympathizes, growing up in a rural environment, experiencing domestic violence, and then Lu Feng's rise, and being unable to conceive a child, Zhang Fengxia actually wanted to tell Jiang Xiaoyan a long time ago.

Don't live like a vine.

She always needs to rely on others to move forward, and is always attached to Lu Feng. Once he leaves, he doesn't know how to live, but she didn't say it.

She is Lu Feng's accessory, and everything is centered on Lu Feng. She needs to guard the house for him, needs to have a child, and needs to be a boy to inherit the family business. That seems to be her mission, like entanglement. Vines on a big tree, hugging tightly.

Now she couldn't care less about thinking for Jiang Xiaoyan, she didn't even know what she should do tomorrow, so she parked the car on the side of the road, feeling the pain from her body, she lay on the steering wheel and cried bitterly.

Zhang Fengxia is not a vine, she can admire someone, but she will never be someone's subordinate, she can like it, but she is never humble, now she feels that she is extremely humble, if Zhang Fengxia saw herself at this time, she would definitely He would come up and slap himself twice without hesitation.

Is there anyone in this world who can't let go?
Bullshit!

Regardless of men or women, in Zhang Fengxia's heart, people should live autonomously and independently, rather than constantly accommodating and compromising for someone.

"It's been years, it's enough, it's really enough!" Zhang Fengxia raised her head and wiped away her tears and said to herself.

Jiang Xiaoyan returned to the house in a daze, sat by the bed without saying a word, while Lu Feng lay on the bed and said, "Untie my hands and feet."

Untiing her hands and feet, Jiang Xiaoyan lowered her head and said: "I came up with the idea, child. The child is gone, and I can't conceive. As a woman, I am useless. I'm sorry for your old Lu family. I'm thinking of you and Feng. Xia is quite suitable, so I wanted to lie to her, let her conceive first, and then I would die, I didn't expect it to be like this, so hit me!"

Listening to what she said while sobbing, Lu Feng's chest was so congested, he couldn't imagine how much Jiang Xiaoyan blamed himself for thinking of such absurd things.

"You beat me up!"

Lu Feng stretched out his hand to grab her wrist, Jiang Xiaoyan lowered her head, ready to meet everything.

"Why are you torturing yourself like this?" Lu Feng grabbed her wrist and asked, "The problem is not with me. I never told you that I must let you have a baby. The problem is in your heart. You can't stand other people's criticism." and the eyes of the life around you.”

"I'm incompetent! Don't say that you didn't ask me to give birth. You are pitying me, just like you are pitying a patient." Jiang Xiaoyan raised her head and stared at Lu Feng: "You beat me up and kicked me out of the house Bar."

"Why bother? I don't have it, I really don't." Lu Feng wanted to explain, but suddenly found that all his words were so pale. In her world, everything was what she thought and felt.

"You hit me!!"

"Are you a man!!"

Jiang Xiaoyan suddenly raised her voice and shouted at Lu Feng; "You bitch can't give birth to a child, you are an old hen who can't lay eggs, and you still speak so softly, it's you, you have been slapped in the face in the village Face it, don’t want to kick it out, you beat it!!”

Lu Feng looked at her hysterical, and asked, "You want to find an excuse to leave, don't you?"

Jiang Xiaoyan stood there like a deflated ball for a while, then turned around and went out of the room. She locked herself in another room and never came out again.

Lu Feng put on his clothes and knocked on the door several times, but she didn't answer.

It was already late at night, the house was brightly lit, Lu Feng was sitting alone in the living room smoking a cigarette, there was already a faint sound of thunder outside, tonight was destined to be a sleepless night.

Jiang Xiaoyan originally wanted to give Lu Feng a good future. She knew that Zhang Fengxia liked him, and they were a good match both in terms of life and ability.

And what about yourself?

It's nothing, even if Lu Feng said that it doesn't matter if he has children or not, she has seen some couples without children in the village, and they all broke up after walking.

She thought she had arranged everything, but she didn't expect it to end like this.

Locking up in a room alone is simply hell for Jiang Xiaoyan. She wants to talk to someone, even cry, but the only person she can talk to is Zhang Fengxia, but at this moment she has lost the only one. friend.

Picking up the phone in the house, Jiang Xiaoyan still called home.

"Who? In the middle of the night!" Song Xuemei asked on the other end of the phone.

"Mom, it's me!" Jiang Xiaoyan choked up.

"what happened?"

Jiang Xiaoyan told the story again, Song Xuemei is different from Jiang Xiaoyan, she has always had her own ideas, when she heard this situation, she said decisively: "Get a divorce!"

"I can't bear to woo woo woo." Jiang Xiaoyan began to cry.

"What are you reluctant to part with? You live such a big life. The biggest failure is your bullshit relationship. How much is that thing worth? Let me tell you, he just can't get over it for a while now, and when he treats you like that, I Let me tell you, you won't get any money, so hurry up and ask for money, you know?" Song Xuemei scolded.

"I don't want money, Mom, I'm so tired!"

"Don't cry, how will you live after you have no money? I'm doing it for your own good, as if you get the money, and I'll snatch it from you, so you just listen to me. In this case, you come back first, we Add up the whole family!" Song Xuemei ordered.

"What's the matter?" Jiang Ergou could be heard asking on the phone.

"Xiaoyan had a miscarriage. Tell me about it. You can't even keep a child. It's better to buy it with one hammer and get more money. I'm afraid that the Lu family will make trouble." Song Xuemei turned her head and said.

"Noisy? I gave him a discounted leg, let Xiaoyan come back, this kid will always suffer." Jiang Ergou ordered.

Listening to the muttering on the phone, Jiang Xiaoyan's mood did not improve. Perhaps in this family, Jiang Ergou is the only one who can keep the two daughters in the same bowl.

Of course, the premise is that her two brothers are not counted.

"You go home first!" Song Xuemei gave her an order.

"I'm going back, Duoduo goes to school."

"Why do you care so much? Take care of yourself first, it's not your child, it's fine, let your dad pick you up at the airport tomorrow." Song Xuemei's words were not negotiable, and she hung up immediately after speaking.

Zhang Fengxia is right, she is just a vine, and needs a big tree to be her backbone at all times.

Until the morning, Lu Feng didn't fall asleep. He could cope with the myriad of changes in the business world, but he couldn't do anything about her, her closed and complicated heart.

In the morning, after sending Duoduo to school, Lu Feng bought breakfast and came back. When he got home, he saw her packing a bag, her eyes were red, and she seemed to be leaving.

"Where are you going?" Lu Feng asked.

"I."

"Let's separate, you can find someone better, as long as you want, you can find someone who is a hundred times stronger than me, I am not good enough for you, you don't need to understand my heart, I understand the truth of those words , If... If you feel that beating me in those two years made you feel guilty, then the rich life of these two years has already made up for everything before, and we owe nothing."

Jiang Xiaoyan's eyes turned red again as she spoke.

"I am not good enough for you, I stay by your side, I am afraid, I am afraid, I am always thinking, who am I, how do I face those people, this is torture to me, they are The discussion behind it makes me suffer, and a look from your parents can kill me!!!”

"Then I won't go back for the New Year." Lu Feng looked at her and said.

"Don't do this. The better you are, the more uncomfortable I will be. What can I do?" Jiang Xiaoyan put the package on her back and said, "I want to go home. By the way, we didn't get a marriage certificate back then, so there is no need Divorce, each go their own way, follow you a lot, you have money, she has a bright future."

"You thought about it all night, and that's all you thought about?"

"Fengxia is very nice and suitable for you. I am afraid that I am the stupidest woman in the world. I will introduce someone to my man, but I hope you are well, I hope you are well, I think as long as you live well , I am dead, I am happy."

"You're gone, how the hell am I happy? You brain, oh shit, are you really going to piss me off? Ah!!! Jiang Xiaoyan, are you going to piss me off? Did I die on the spot? This, you don't make trouble, you are satisfied, I told you so much, don't you understand?"

"what!!"

"Do you have to do what you think in your head? I told you. I don't care. You can rest assured that you just don't listen. It's what you think!"

Lu Feng swears and smashes all the breakfast in his hand on the ground.

"Hit me!" Jiang Xiaoyan said.

Many people in the alley came out of the gate to see what was going on. Seeing that it was Lu Feng and his wife who were arguing, Uncle Hong stepped out and said in an elder tone: "Why are you arguing? It's so early in the morning!"

"It has nothing to do with you, get out!!" Lu Feng shouted.

Uncle Hong turned his head and walked back, muttering: "Don't care about like young people."

Jiang Xiaoyan didn't speak, just stood there, she already had a decision in her heart.

Lu Feng took a deep breath, maybe he should give her some time and space, and said: "If you want to go back to your mother's house, go back, stay for a while, find someone to talk to, don't put too much worldly pressure on yourself, I am not a worldly person, I'll take you to the airport."

"I'll take a taxi by myself!"

Jiang Xiaoyan spoke, stepped out of the gate, and walked out towards the entrance of the alley, where there were already many people whispering.

"What's the matter, it's early in the morning."

"What's the noise? What happened to Lu Feng's house?"

"Jiang Xiaoyan's child is gone, and he was kicked out. Look how miserable this is!"

(End of this chapter)