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Chapter 643
Lu Feng was dumbfounded on the spot, one bad thought after another came to his mind, but he was unwilling to believe it, but he couldn't give himself a reasonable explanation.

After entering the house, Duoduo was lying on the table doing homework, looked up at Lu Feng, and asked, "Has Mom not come back yet?"

Lu Feng's heart tightened. He, who was always calm and composed, didn't know how to answer her. He licked his dry lips and said, "I'll give you a break today, go back to sleep."

"The teacher will check tomorrow." Duoduo said, looking at the notebook in his hand.

"Then go upstairs and write!" Lu Feng persuaded.

Duoduo went upstairs with his homework book, pencil, and eraser. Walking on the stairs, the little guy stopped sullenly and said, "I miss her."

"All right, all right, go back to the house, you'll be back in a few days, you tell her face to face." Lu Feng didn't even dare to look at her expectant eyes.

After Duoduo returned to the house, Aunt Liu finished her work in the kitchen and took off her scarf to go back to the house.

"Aunt Liu, wait a moment." Lu Feng looked at her and said.

"What's the matter?" Aunt Liu dodged a little and said, "I'm a little sleepy."

"It won't take much time." Lu Feng looked at her and asked, "Where did Jiang Xiaoyan go?"

"Going out to play, I can barely keep my eyes open, so I'm going back to sleep first." Aunt Liu hurried to her bedroom while talking.

"Stop!" Lu Feng yelled loudly, and said, "I am the head of this family. What happened, I have no right to know? Which hospital is she in now? What's going on?"

Aunt Liu's face turned pale when she heard this. The matter has come to this point, there is no point in hiding it any more, so Aunt Liu had no choice but to tell it all.

In the hospital, Jiang Xiaoyan's face turned ruddy a lot, but her eyes were still not bright, and Zhang Fengxia, who was sitting next to her, looked a little tired instead.

Throughout the whole day, Jiang Xiaoyan talked a lot about how the matchmaker introduced the two to each other, how they got married, and after the long years of torture, she wanted to end her life more than once.

But as Lu Feng changed, she seemed to see the sun rising in her own world, thinking that the rest of her life would only be accompanied by happiness. She never thought that the roller coaster life had just begun. Just like Jiang Xiaoyan said, she is the most beautiful person in the world. Lucky people are also the unluckiest people in the world.

The so-called ups and downs are nothing more than that.

Jiang Xiaoyan told Zhang Fengxia a lot about the prejudices in the village. With such strict family planning, some people still risk their lives to have sons even if they are burdened with fines.

Even Jiang Xiaoyan could feel that since Jiang Xiaohong gave birth to a son, her own mother had become a little impatient with her.

She began to feel panic, insecure, anxious and unable to sleep all night, and sometimes even had auditory hallucinations, always feeling that someone was laughing at her behind her back.

She didn't dare to face Lu Feng's parents. During Chinese New Year last year, just because she asked a few questions about the child, Jiang Xiaoyan broke down emotionally.

She was almost pushed to the limit, and to be pregnant at this time, it was like the arrival of the gods in her life.

"You have persuaded me so much. I understand everything you tell me about foreign countries and changes in thinking. I also know that those things exist, but they are too far away from me." Jiang Xiaoyan took a deep breath, her eyes were already red, and said: " I can't get past my level, others' forgiveness to me is like a punishment, how can I face him, he has so many assets, but I can't give him a son and a half?"

Zhang Fengxia always thought that Jiang Xiaoyan was a woman from the countryside with her mind locked up, but after hearing so much from her, she put herself in her shoes and thought that if she were her, she might not be as good as her.

She can't get rid of other people's prejudice against her, what's more, she can't get rid of her own prejudice against herself.

Lu Feng drove to the city hospital, ran to the front desk and asked, "Hello, I want to ask, which ward is Jiang Xiaoyan in?"

"Which Jiang Xiaoyan? Which department does he live in?" The nurse asked without raising her head.

"I don't know whether it's gynecology or obstetrics. She was sent here with a child. Please check for me!"

The nurse flipped through the notebook in her hand, searched for a while and said, "Fourth floor, Ward 403."

"thank you!"

After Lu Feng finished speaking, he trotted up the stairs. As soon as he reached the door of the ward, he heard Jiang Xiaoyan's voice inside. Lu Feng stood at the door, holding the doorknob.

"What do you think I should do? How should I face him? No matter how thick-skinned I am, no matter how shameless I am, I can't justly stay by his side and be a useless person!"

"He loves me, but one day he doesn't love me anymore. I have nothing and live in fear every day. Now I don't even have a child. What should I do? Tell me, what should I do?"

Zhang Fengxia grabbed her hand and couldn't answer her question. The two members of the family complement each other. When one party is too strong, the other party will naturally feel uneasy and afraid of losing. Coupled with Jiang Xiaoyan's growing environment and psychological problems, She who has been forced now is about to collapse.

Lu Feng let go of the hand that was about to open the door, and he sat down on the bench beside him in a low mood. For so long, he seemed to be obsessed with desperately making money, the business grew bigger and bigger, and the people under him And more and more.

However, she seems to lack concern for Jiang Xiaoyan, and Lu Feng can feel it. She really doesn't want to have so much money. First, she likes ordinary things, and she can spend enough money. Second, the more money she has, the more money she has. More, the more she feels inferior.

Life is a matter for two people. What is needed is not only the closeness of heart to heart, but more importantly, the same social status, so there will be more common words.

When Lu Feng thought about it carefully, he didn't seem to care about her feelings. Every time he came back from a business trip, she would always talk about trivial things around him, what's wrong with Duoduo, what if a dog ran over one day? It's windy, when is it raining.

This kind of thing that would not be noticed in the eyes of a busy person is the whole of her life, and a lonely person will pay attention to it so meticulously.

Lu Feng really wanted to go in and say sorry to her, but he knew that Jiang Xiaoyan couldn't face himself at all now, her emotions were already on the verge of collapse, and going in rashly would only make things worse.

In the room, Zhang Fengxia calmed her down slowly, and Lu Feng also sat outside in a daze, the clock on the wall pointed to eleven o'clock in the evening.

Lu Feng stood up and took a deep breath, and decided to go home first, maybe he should give her a little more time and space to catch her breath.

In the ward, Jiang Xiaoyan's eyes were red, she looked at Zhang Fengxia and said, "I really can't live anymore, it's too tortured, it's worse than killing me, just leave me alone, okay?"

"What nonsense are you talking about? You are dead, what will you do? What will your parents do?" Zhang Fengxia hurriedly persuaded.

"There is Xiaohong at home. My mother thinks I am ashamed. When Lu Feng first got rich, she often mentioned me to people. Now she doesn't want to talk about it. She just said that Xiaohong, I was not taken seriously at home. When I’m working, I cook more and eat delicious food, but I eat less.”

"What about Duoduo? She will become an orphan, don't think about it!"

"Duoduo was not my child in the first place. He is so rich that he can find any kind of stepmother. No one needs me. I always need someone else. I need him to take care of me. I need Duoduo to be my child. I I need that home." Jiang Xiaoyan choked up and said, "I really can't live anymore, just leave me alone, please, really please!"

"Why don't I kowtow to you? Leave me alone. You are an elite talent who has returned from studying abroad. What are you doing with me, a woman who came out of the countryside?"

"Don't talk nonsense, isn't it just a child, he doesn't know anything yet." Zhang Fengxia was anxious, subconsciously said: "It's just a child, I will give birth to you!"

"You gave birth to me?" Jiang Xiaoyan seemed to have grasped the life-saving straw, she sat up suddenly from the bed, fixed her gaze on Zhang Fengxia, and asked, "Can you really give birth to me?"

Zhang Fengxia didn't expect that she would take her words of reassurance seriously, but at this juncture, she had no choice but to bite the bullet and say, "I'll give birth to you. When I was studying abroad, people there were open to giving birth and playing with you." Like."

"In this way, it is also his child. When this child grows up, I will recover and have another one." Jiang Xiaoyan muttered to herself.

As long as she can be with Lu Feng, as long as she has reason to convince herself, she will not give up, even if this matter is absurd, but only she and Zhang Fengxia know.

"Is there still time? I'm three months pregnant now." Jiang Xiaoyan asked a little uneasy: "Will it be discovered?"

"It's okay, if you say you're going abroad to get pregnant, he won't know." Zhang Fengxia felt her face go stiff.

"You will help me, right?" Jiang Xiaoyan looked at her with anticipation in her eyes, she had no choice but to go.

Zhang Fengxia thought about it a lot before, but she didn't expect that the relationship between herself and Lu Feng would be carried out in such a way. This matter was so absurd that people couldn't believe it, but it actually happened.

She took a deep breath, so far in life, maybe it's all fate, whether you like it or love it, it's all an attempt.

"You like him, don't you?" Jiang Xiaoyan asked.

"Don't talk nonsense!"

"I'm not blind, I can see it." Jiang Xiaoyan laughed, and she grabbed Zhang Fengxia's hand and said, "You are pretty good, you are a good person, you have a good personality, your education, family background, and appearance are all very good. As a woman , you can be said to be perfect, sometimes I feel ashamed to compare myself with you."

"There are so many things you said, you promise me first, don't look for life and death."

"As long as you are pregnant, I promise you."

"Okay!" Zhang Fengxia nodded in agreement.

Jiang Xiaoyan laughed and cried with a smile.

(End of this chapter)