Ballistic Silence of Special Years

That day, the two had lunch in a small shop outside the school gate and chatted for nearly an hour.

Teacher Luo fully analyzed the situation Li Zheng is currently facing from the sociological and philosophical levels, and finally made Li Zheng very desperate.

He has to face the fact that he has become a popular fried chicken in the school, and also has to accept the current reality that he is studying under the excessive care of the school leaders.

However, Teacher Luo told Li Zheng that this kind of thing will pass after a while.

Well, the heat will subside.

Li Zheng thought about it and felt that the teacher's words were very reasonable. He thought that this kind of enthusiasm could be overcome in just a few months. Isn't that the case with the heroes in the spotlight in the past?
But he never expected that things were completely beyond his expectations.

In the past, Tunghai University did not have a college veteran with first-class merit like Li Zheng. It just so happened that Tunghai City was conducting evaluations for spiritual civilization construction this year, and the college, as an educational unit, was naturally included in the evaluation.

Ever since, Li Zheng, a rare model, was taken out as a model of the college's spiritual civilization construction, and the propaganda department wrote materials to report.

Li Zheng's aura of a hero has been magnified again under the brilliant pen of the academy's Propaganda Office.

Originally, it was a typical example of one in a million, but it was processed and polished, and it caused a sensation after it was sent up.

It just so happened that this year, Donghai City held the first selection of "Good People in the East China Sea". As part of a series of activities for spiritual civilization construction, it was the first time.

Ever since, Li Zhenggang, who gave a speech in the academy for a week, thought he was out of the misery, but was pulled into the spotlight again.

For all kinds of activities and lectures, Li Zheng has the final say, and he can really spend less than one-third of his time studying.

The halo of honor actually brings more than just glory, the greater the fame, the greater the pressure.

Li Zheng's pressure is increasing day by day.

People's requirements for heroes are often perfection.

You are a hero and a college student. Apart from your past honors, you must not be poor in your studies, otherwise, some people will gossip about you, saying that you are nothing more than a typical example, and you are not qualified as a student.

As a result, Li Zheng had to squeeze time in the gaps, participating in various activities during the day, and going to the library to read and study at night until the door closed.

This kind of life is not physically exhausting like Hell Week, but psychologically exhausting, which is actually more deadly.

The college's spiritual civilization construction activities lasted for three months, and finally ended as scheduled. Li Zheng was also named one of the ten "good people in the East China Sea", which is really an honor.

After everything was over, just when Li Zheng breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that he could get out of the sea of ​​suffering, a late letter of commendation put him in front of all the teachers and students of the school.

The commendation letter was sent from the small county in my hometown. The content was very simple. It said that Li Zheng, a student of the Law School of Tunghai University, met the police chasing the fugitive on the way to the market on a certain day and time of a certain year. Without hesitation, the students took the initiative to stand in and assist the police in arresting the fugitives, climbed over the two-meter high wall, and turned the murderous fugitives who fled the campus into the hands of the police...

After two months, Li Zheng thought that the incident had already passed.

It's not too easy to catch a thief. What's the point of a trivial matter?

So Li Zheng didn't worry about it at all, and he even forgot if the letter didn't come.

It's just that the head of the department called him to the office that day, put the letter in front of him, and asked him, "Li Zheng, you are the one to be praised in this letter, right?"

Li Zheng took the letter in doubt and looked at it, secretly "Fuck" in his heart, the letter was really about himself.

Looking at the admiring gaze of the teacher in front of him, Li Zheng couldn't even deny it.

It was a commendation letter from the police station. My grandma lived in the primary school, and my information was stored in the household registration file. If I denied it, even if I could hide it from the teacher or the hospital leader, I would have nothing to do with the household registration information that the police station would call out in the future. hide away...

"it's me……"

Others are happy to be praised, but for Li Zheng, this seems to be a funeral.

He was really scared.

He also knows exactly what this commendation letter will bring him.

In fact he guessed right.

The deeds of Li Zheng, a fourth-year student of the Tunghai University Law School, were published in the "Donghai Daily" soon.

Today's paper media has long since declined, and it is rare to have such a sensational subject. The newspaper office sent the best reporter who is best at reporting people's deeds, and hurried to the school with a few assistants, and called Li Zheng from the classroom. Came out, and a face-to-face interview came immediately in the corridor.

Then came City TV...

Then there is the provincial daily.

Then came the provincial TV station...

A first-class hero, a college student of a famous brand, a brave man who stands up to justice...

BUFF keeps increasing, and the halos are set one by one, which is more powerful than Russian nesting dolls.

Various local companies came to condolences, and then various high-paying employment promises, and various speech invitations, various interviews...

The grades are raised step by step, from the city to the province, and finally even to the national media...

One day after half a year.

A young man walked into a psychiatrist clinic in Donghai City.

The clinic’s attending surname is Hao. Seeing that the patient is so young, he thinks that it is probably a mental illness caused by excessive workplace pressure.

Because it can be seen from the condition description of the appointment, anxiety, hesitation, and depression.

Typical symptoms of mental illness in the workplace!
He smiled slightly, feeling that there was no difficulty.

"sit down."

He beckoned the young man wearing a mask to sit down on the sofa opposite him.

Treating mental patients requires great attention to detail. Take this sofa as an example. It was personally selected by Dr. Hao at a large price in the furniture market all over the East China Sea. The comfort level is the best among the sofas he can find. When buying online, you must experience it yourself and place an order if you feel OK.

The young man sat down opposite him, smiled and said, "The sofa is very comfortable."

Dr. Hao said, "I chose it myself, and you can even sleep on it for a while."

The young man shook his head: "I want to sleep, but I don't have enough sleep recently."

Dr. Hao asked, "Do you have any psychological problems?"

The young man shook his head: "Actually, no, I just..."

Speaking of this, he stopped, as if thinking about what kind of situation he belonged to.

"I just wanted to chat with someone I don't know."

Dr. Hao said: "Don't worry, I have studied psychology and obtained a license. Everything you say here is a secret. I will abide by professional norms and ethics."

While speaking, he felt that the young man opposite looked familiar, but he couldn't remember where he had seen him.

"In fact, every adult has some mental illness to some extent, but they don't care about it and don't know it. Before starting treatment, I want to hear from you about your understanding of yourself. What do you think is your mental illness? Do you feel bad? Have you encountered any setbacks in life and work?"

The young man thought for a long time before saying: "Actually, it's not that I'm bad, and I haven't encountered any setbacks in life. On the contrary, everything is going well for me. Everything I have gained is something that others envy, but I feel that these things have made me suffer. It's just more pressure that I don't want to take."

Dr. Hao said confidently: "Did you earn too much money and feel that life has no purpose and meaning?"

He has also treated a lot of big bosses, especially those who were lucky enough to hit the wind and get rich. The money is so much that as long as it is not used for gambling or random investment, it is enough to feed five generations. After the son got rich, he bought luxury goods like crazy, bought villas, bought luxury cars, traveled all over the world, ate the best food, drank the most expensive wine, and went all the way, eating what he should eat, what he should drink, what he should drink and what he should play I seem to have bought what I should buy after playing, but I don’t know what to do next.

In the final analysis, this is not a mental illness, but a hypocritical illness of wealth and honor.

The young man shook his head: "No, I don't have much money. I'm talking about honors. I have too many honors. In the past six months, my life has been completely surrounded by honors. I have many lectures and speeches. Every day I I have to be tired of coping, and when I get home at night, I still have to read the question-and-answer list of other people interviewing me, think about how to answer, review the reports written by others for me, and whether I agree..."

As he spoke, he could not help but sigh.

Dr. Hao's eyes lit up: "I remembered! Aren't you the Li Zheng classmate in the newspaper?"

Li Zheng nodded with a wry smile: "It's me, doctor, to be honest, I came here today just to find someone to chat with and relieve the depression in my heart... No, it's not depression, I don't know what it is, it's like a ball I don't want stuff stuffed into my heart, and I just want to find a place to spit it out."

Dr. Hao was stunned for a moment, then smiled: "I have time, so you can pour it out to your heart's content, I will waive the consultation fee for you today."

After two full hours, Li Zhengcai walked out of Dr. Hao's clinic.

Looking up at the sky, he breathed a sigh of relief.

After talking to Dr. Hao for two full hours, under the guidance of professionals, Li Zheng felt a little more relaxed.

The phone suddenly rang in his trouser pocket, and Li Zheng took it out to have a look.

It was a familiar number.

"Fatty Wei?!"

It was Wei Guoxing, Fatty Wei, who had been missing for half a year!

Li Zheng hurriedly pressed the connect button, and cursed: "Damn Fatty Wei! Where have you been missing for half a year!? I called you and you turned off your phone!"

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