The wealthy Bai Yueguang, she does not play cards according to the routine

Chapter 144 The Unbearable Winter Solstice

It's just that Jiang Shi's refusal during this period really made Gu Xuan very unhappy, but thinking that the New Year is coming soon, maybe Jiang Shi is just shy, and it's not impossible.

Gu Yan is of course willing to give the girl he loves time to escape from being shy.

The teenager carefully put down the necklace, carefully placed it in an exquisite box, and then put the box on the bookshelf.

Then pick up a box from the side.

Inside lay a white silk handkerchief embroidered with neat little flowers.

Gu Yan couldn't help but picked up the handkerchief and took a deep sniff, like a drug addict.

From this handkerchief that still has the girl's fragrance in a trance, try to find the same fresh fragrance of flowers and plants on the girl's body.

It's been a long time since I hugged Jiang Shi, Gu Yan seemed to have no resistance to Jiang Shi's innate fragrance, and missed him very much.

Since meeting Jiang Shi, Gu Xuan seldom has nightmares anymore.

He didn't know what relationship existed between the two, maybe the former him couldn't hold anyone in his heart, and the evil and bloody thoughts hidden deep in his heart could only be vented in his dreams.

Now he is full of a girl, and even because he has a beloved, he feels that the world has become better, and naturally he will no longer dream of those unpleasant things.

It turns out that love really has a magical power.Gu Yan couldn't help thinking.

In the past, except for his parents, he felt that nothing else mattered. Even because he was tortured by nightmares since he was a child, he had a strong anti-social personality, and his world-weary and world-hating mentality was also very serious.

He looks at everything from above, as if everyone is a clown.

For a while, he wanted to retaliate all the pain he had suffered to the people closest to him, and almost hurt his mother who was the closest to him.

Fortunately, he restrained himself.

But the nightmares that tormented Gu Yan from time to time also prevented him from acting like a normal boy.

His feelings are more indifferent, his personality is arrogant, and he is tired of everything in this world.

The world thinks that he was born in Rome.

But in Gu Yan's eyes, he hates this world, and his heart is full of disdain for money and burnout for worldly desires.

There is no sunshine in his world, no matter how much money or rights he has, he can't fill his inner emptiness and unstoppable desire to kill.

until someone shows up.

It's hard to believe that someone like Gu Yan would fall in love at first sight.

Even Gu Yan himself didn't believe it.

Jiang Shi doesn't need to say or do anything, as soon as she appears, she will be the only one in Gu Yan's eyes.

He will fall in love with her without hesitation,

Just like the promise made in the previous life, the love that has already been engraved in the soul.

With just one glance, Gu Yan was completely lost.

The boy covered his face with white silk, and fell asleep while thinking about the girl every moment.

In reality,
Snowflakes fell quietly outside the window.

in the dream,

It was also snowing heavily.

With the neighing of war horses, the clanging of iron spears, large expanses of blood staining the white snow, the cries of countless men, women and children, the sound of being pierced by weapons, the whole city seemed to be shrouded in despair and loneliness...

His arm kept waving the spear, stabbing one after another of the 'people' with scarlet eyes. Some of these 'people' had scales on their faces, and some had terrifying horns...

Perhaps, this creature is not worthy of a human being at all!
but,

he,
Killed again!

In his dreams since he was a child, he was like a ruthless executioner, constantly harvesting tens of thousands of lives.

The last second was still fighting in a dream, and his hands were covered with blood.

The next second, when he woke up from the dream, he was faced with the concerned faces of his parents.

At that time, the little Gu Yan who had no concept of good and evil, although ignorant, still couldn't accept the two worlds that were separated.

He thought he was used to it.

But when he felt the blood spurting on his face again, Gu Yan still couldn't stop his disgust in his heart.

His body was always out of control in the dream, suddenly, Gu Yan felt himself stop.

Desperate howls of bitter cries could not be heard in my ears.

It was still winter, with heavy snow and a biting cold wind.

far away,

Suddenly, a beam of warm light appeared, and that beam of light became stronger and stronger, as if illuminating the world.

Gu Yan felt himself looking up at the sky. Above the clouds, there seemed to be phantoms of auspicious beasts galloping, bringing new hope to people.

Snow,
been down.

The entire land seemed to be covered in whiteness.

I don't know when, the 'people' with scarlet eyes around them heard a hissing sound, and the snow quietly corroded their bodies until they turned into fly ash and dissipated in the sky and the earth.

Before they had time to escape, all the 'people' were melted silently by the snow.

What came from around was no longer desperate cries, but the sound of weeping with joy as if reborn.

The sounds everywhere seemed to be moving away from him, Gu Yan stretched out his hand to catch the snowflake, the small six-petalled snowflake exuded a faint milky white light, did not feel the chill at all, and warmed the heart.

Feeling the melting of snowflakes in his hands, Gu Yan suddenly felt a heart-piercing pain that penetrated into the bone marrow.

Looking at the faint light in the distance, a woman in white seems to be gradually dissipating, like this snowflake melting in his hands.

He struggled to hold the snowflakes that melted into water,

but,

In the end, he had nothing left.

midnight at two o'clock in the morning,

The boy was sweating profusely, breathing rapidly, and suddenly woke up.

Gu Yan turned on the bedside lamp, and leaned against the bed with his lean and beautiful upper body naked, his muscular and tight chest kept rising and falling, and a few drops of sweat dripped down on his thin six-pack abs, exuding a decadent look all over his body. low air pressure.

The dim light reflected the contours of the facial features of an adult man, the handsome face was full of forbearance, the sword eyebrows were tightly frowned, the painful emotion in the amber eyes had not dissipated, and there was a hint of redness in the eye sockets.

The heart-piercing pain seemed to just flash in a dream, but the slightly moist corners of his eyes reminded the young man all the time, and Gu Yan plucked a handful of his hair irritably.

It's the night of the winter solstice again.

As always, Gu Yan dreamed of this snowy scene again. It was different from the bloody despair of the previous dream. The people around him were all happy with victory, but he was the only one who felt the heart-piercing pain and loneliness.

This special dream has never stopped since he can remember.

As far as Gu Yan is concerned, he would rather dream of the scene of bloody fights in the past than see this white and lonely hopeless victory again.

Every night of the winter solstice is extremely difficult for Gu Yan.

He thought that this year would be different.

The nightmares that were full of despair and darkness in the past probably didn't bother Gu Xian anymore, and he had sweet dreams related to Jiang Shi every night.

(End of this chapter)