"Why?" Yan Qingning lost her questioning tone after she said it. He was a little weak. He looked at Rong Shang as if he had never known the woman in front of him. , "Why? Rongshang, you have never lied to me, never."

Rong Shang lowered his head and said nothing.

"What are your difficulties?" This was what Xie Qingxuan said. Xie Qingxuan held Rong Shang's wrist. "A Shang, you and I grew up together. Although we had different political opinions later and liked the same person, we There have been many disputes, but Rong Shang. I know your temper best. You wouldn’t behave like this. You must have something inside, right?"

"What's the secret," Yan Qingning asked Rong Shang, "What's the secret that made you lie to me like this, and you've been lying to me for so many years. Even after the secret happened, you should tell me as soon as possible, but you never did. Never thought of trying to explain it to me.”

Rong Shang looked at Xie Qingxuan: "Sister Huang, I'm sorry, I was indeed wrong back then. I don't know if you will believe it, but A Ning's letter could not be sent out of the capital. If A Ning's letter had been sent out of the capital, It was not good for anyone. I had no choice but to withhold those letters. I originally thought that one day in the future, when the wind calmed down and there were not so many people watching, I would send those dramas out, but then..."

"What happened next?" Yan Qingning asked coldly, the tears in his eyes had dried up, and he seemed to be heartbroken when he looked at Rong Shang.

Rong Shang lowered his head, and Rong Shang didn't even dare to look at Yan Qing Ning: "Later, when you accepted my feelings, I became even more afraid to tell you the truth. What A Ning said was right, even if he had hard intentions at the beginning. But Later on, I did have the intention of hiding this matter. I had many opportunities to return those letters to Ah Ning, you are right, Ah Ning."

Rong Shang raised his head and looked at Yan Qingning seriously: "No matter what happened, I hid your letter and didn't return it to you, and I didn't explain it clearly to you later. I did it wrong." Ah Ning, I just want to ask you one thing, if I had given you these letters, there would have been no possibility between you and me, you would not have liked me, and your mind towards me would have changed. If so In this case,"

"Can you return the letter to me?" Yan Qingning raised her head and interrupted Rongshang, "Can Rongshang return the letter to me? I don't know how to answer the question you asked. I want to see what those letters are. What, I have forgotten a lot of things back then, but I still remember the pain I suffered because Xie Qingxuan betrayed me. Rongshang, you clearly looked at me in so much pain, but you didn’t give me these letters, just because at that time I Are you already attracted to you? Rongshang, this should not be you. Why have the three of us come to this point? The three of us are obviously so good and so close, and you are all such good people. Why have we come to this point? ?I don’t understand, does growing up really make people change? I really don’t understand,”

Yan Qingning said, a tear slid down from the corner of her eye involuntarily, and the mole merged into one, which made people even more distressed.

"Come to my study and get the brocade box," Rong Shang ordered his close friend.

The three people looked at each other speechlessly,

"Actually, a lot of things are in the past now," Xie Qingxuan stood up at this time, "It doesn't matter whether you believe it or not,"

"Why isn't it important? That's very important to me," Yan Qingning retorted, "I didn't betray you. I didn't from beginning to end. I didn't fall in love with Rong Shang when I loved you." I fell in love with Rongshang when I was desperate and disappointed with you, and I fell in love with Rongshang when I was sure that I didn’t love you. I am not treading two boats, and I am not ungrateful, and the trouble will flow to the east."

"We have never felt this way," Rong Shang looked at Yan Qingning. "Is it because of me that the relationship between the three of us has changed?" Yan Qingning raised her head and glanced at Rong Shang and then at Xie Qingxuan, "Is it because of me that the relationship between the three of us has changed? Am I the culprit of everything?"

"Of course not," Rong Shang continued to comfort Yan Qingning, "I told you that if you want freedom, just go find it. I will always be waiting for you where you are."

Yan Qingning shook his head helplessly. He lay on the table and buried his head in his arms: "We can't go back. The three of us can't go back anymore."

Xie Qingxuan and Rong Shang looked at each other and said nothing until the brocade box was brought.

"Ah Shang, why don't we go outside and talk, and let Ah Ning read these letters alone," Xie Qingxuan stood up and suggested.

Rong Shang hesitated for a moment, then nodded.

Arriving in the yard, Rong Shang was the first to speak: "Sister Huang, I'm sorry, I don't know, because I hid these letters and caused misunderstandings between you and A Ning for many years. I could have said it many times, but I I can't speak, ah, Ah Ning is holding my arm, Ah Ning is smiling beside me, it's me in Ah Ning's mouth, and it's me in her eyes. Sister Huang, I can't help you," Rong Shang said and turned to Xie Qingxuan wanted to kneel down,

Xie Qingxuan stopped Rong Shang in time: "What are you doing, A Shang? I have just told you that I have no feelings for A Ning between men and women. After such a long time, many things have changed. I have already let go." Yes, a lot of things are in the past. It’s good. I did pay a lot because of Ah Ning, and even went to the border for him. But because of this, I experienced more and saw more. I saw what you once said The people of our country do not live and work in peace and contentment as I saw. They are often harassed by other countries on the border. There are many poor and weak places in the country, and the political situation is not stable. Ah Shang, all of this makes me become The person I am today is not that Her Majesty who only chased after Yan Qingning. None of this is your fault. Instead, I want to thank you for letting me know what I should do."

"Sister Huang, you used to like Ashang so much, but you missed it because of my short-term mistake."

"What I care more about than this is that you said you couldn't send letters under such circumstances. I wonder if you can tell me what the situation is."

Rongshang was silent.

"Ah Shang, there is still a gap between you and me. Maybe you have decided to side with Lord Shangshu. If this is the case, then Ah Shang, you and I will only be separated by two paragraphs in the future."

"Sister Huang, I never wanted to stand on the side of Lord Shangshu!" Rong Shang grabbed Xie Qingxuan's sleeve and interrupted Xie Qingxuan's words, "If I wanted to stand on her side, I would have put those I gave her the letter. I was just afraid of being intercepted by her, so he stayed with me. It’s true that I didn’t want those letters to be discovered by Master Shangshu, and it was also true that I didn’t want to return them to Ah Ning. But no matter which reason it was, from the beginning to the end In the end, I never thought about harming Sister Huang, nor did I ever think about siding with Lord Shangshu."


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