wanton coaxing

Chapter 118 "He Will Live Better Without You"

That memory really seemed a long time ago to Tang Yuxin, she thought for a while, then nodded firmly: "Yes."

Suddenly, Fu Haijie looked at her and smiled coldly, her face was full of sarcasm, her cold eyes fell on Tang Yuxin as if she was looking at a fool who was too ignorant to be cured...

Tang Yuxin looked at her displeasedly: "I'll leave if it's nothing, you can just smile here slowly."

With that said, Tang Yuxin turned around and was about to leave.

"Tang Yuxin, can't you see why I'm laughing at you?"

Tang Yuxin turned around, her eyes calm and calm: "Why should I see it?"

Fu Haijie took two steps forward, and turned up the volume as if she was afraid that she would not hear: "I laugh at you for being really stupid. If I said that the umbrella was originally given to you by Jiang Yue, would you believe it? "

"How come..." Tang Yuxin murmured, her eyes became erratic.

"It was recess at that time. I went to the canteen. When I came back, I saw Senior Jiang Yue walking in a hurry and didn't know where to go. Then he gave the umbrella to a boy in Class [-]. After I went upstairs, I saw that boy gave Sheng Mingfeng the umbrella. If I remember correctly, the umbrella was black, right?"

Tang Yuxin's face turned ashen, and she felt that she was ridiculous to the point of being ridiculous...

Then Fu Haijie uttered all the words she was thinking of mocking herself in the next second without warning.

"Do you feel that you are very unreasonable? You are right to think so. Your liking for Sheng Mingfeng is nothing more than what Senior Jiang Yue bestowed on him without knowing it." Fu Haijie paused for a while, Correct it as if you said something wrong, "Sheng Mingfeng cheated from you with the help of Senior Jiang Yue."

Tang Yuxin clenched her fists, Fu Haijie's words made her tremble with shame and anger.

She thought about the many things Sheng Mingfeng had shown her feet in the past, plasters, taking her to the game hall, and the drinks she had to drink on her birthday...

What Fu Haijie said was right, she was indeed stupid.Obviously there are so many flaws, but she self-righteously typed the word "like" on those flaws, and then chose to ignore them.

Whether it is liking or love, two people must learn to tolerate each other when getting along, but they should also stick to their bottom line instead of tolerant of everything unconditionally.Before loving someone, you must first learn to love yourself.

It's obviously a very simple truth, but she only now fully understands it.It must be after such a big somersault...

Before Fu Haijie left, he said the last sentence to her, which made her sink into self-doubt for a long time.

She said: "As long as you are like this, maybe if you are not with senior Jiang Yue, he will have a better life instead."

Tang Yuxin dragged her exhausted body back home.

When her parents asked her how she was doing in the exam, she said "it's okay" and then went back to her room and closed the door.

Tang Qinghan and his wife thought that she didn't do well in the last subject, so they didn't dare to ask her any more.

Tang Yuxin lay on the bed in the room, echoing the words Fu Haijie said in the afternoon for a long time in her mind, and then reflected on herself over and over again: Will brother Jiang Yue really live a better life without him by his side?

Thinking about it, while slowly acknowledging that sentence in my heart, tears also slowly slid down on the bed sheet.

Maybe it's what Fu Haijie said.After all, I will only cause trouble for him, ask him to clean up the mess, and don't listen to him every time...

During dinner, Guan Ru came to ask her to eat.

Tang Yuxin hid her head in the quilt, and said in a sullen tone, "I don't want to eat mom, you should eat first."

Knowing that she was in a bad mood, Guan Ru sighed and went out to close the door again, then left some food in the pot, thinking that when she wanted to eat it, she could heat it up and eat it.

That night, Tang Yuxin, who hadn't dreamed of Jiang Yue for a long time, dreamed of him.

She dreamed that after she was finally admitted to Changjing Public Security University, she was happy to call Jiang Yue to tell Jiang Yue, but the voice prompt of "unable to connect" came from the phone.

Later, when school started, she went to Changjing and somehow saw Jiang Yue leading a girl.After Jiang Yue saw her, he told her that he was living happily now, and told her not to cling to herself anymore.Then no matter how much she cries, Jiang Yue turns a deaf ear to her...

She cried in the dream, and when she woke up from the dream that was about to suffocate her, she realized that she was really crying, and the tears soaked a small piece of the pillow...

She looked at the morning light outside the window with her red eyes, but for the first time she was so confused that she was at a loss.

For the next half month or so, Tang Yuxin was always depressed and rarely went out.

Tang Qinghan felt that she was not in the right state, so he wanted to take her on a trip. After all, graduation trips are very popular now.But this proposal was rejected by Tang Yuxin.

Until the day of the college entrance examination score check, Tang Yuxin didn't show too much joy when she learned that her score was more than ten points higher than the admission scores of Changjing Public Security University in previous years.

On the day of the score check, Chen Jingyao happily called her to ask her score.

Chen Jingyao's grades have always been good, because a certain person is in Changjing, so she also plans to apply for Changjing's university.

"Xiaoxin, Xiaoxin! What's your score?"

Tang Yuxin tapped her fingers on the table uneasily: "608 points."

"Wow!" Chen Jingyao exclaimed at the other end, "Then your Changjing Public Security University is stable!"

Tang Yuxin smiled bitterly, nodded and said, "Really..." She took a deep breath and asked, "What about you? How many exams have you taken?"

Chen Jingyao: "Me, I'm only seven or eight points taller than you."

She is not an art student, so it is normal that her score is higher than Tang Yuxin's.

"That's good..."

Chen Jingyao heard the depression in her tone, and asked her: "What's wrong with you? Are you not happy that you passed the exam?"

Tang Yuxin stopped buttoning the table and sighed deeply: "I...I'm considering whether to apply to Changjing Public Security University..."

Hearing this, Chen Jingyao, who was lying on the bed and blowing on the air conditioner, almost stood up, and asked her in disbelief: "No, why? Didn't you always want to get in? Why did you hesitate again?"

Tang Yuxin told her what she was thinking during this time, and after listening to it, Chen Jingyao just felt it was ridiculous.

She laughed angrily: "It's not Tang Yuxin, why do you feel that brother Jiang Yue doesn't want to see you! Besides, even if he doesn't want to see you, does it have anything to do with your admission to Changjing Public Security University?"

Tang Yuxin wanted to say that it was related, but she swallowed the words again.

Chen Jingyao continued to persuade her: "Besides, it's just your wild guess now, you have to verify it yourself. And I also plan to apply for Changjing University, you want to separate from me..."

(End of this chapter)