Kuai Chuan is crying by myself every day

Chapter 254 After Amnesia
When they passed each other, Situ Yuan's gaze fell firmly on Bai Cha.

But Baicha didn't even look at him.

Even if it's amnesia, shouldn't she be confused and lost when she learns who her real fiancé is?

Just like Situ Yuan now, his mind is in a mess and he is completely unable to rationally think about the current situation.

But Baicha was very calm, even too calm. She was hugged by the man obediently without struggling.

Even though she should know by now, the man who held her in his arms had told her a big lie, and he'd been lying to her all along.

The dim night engulfed the figures of those who had gone away.

Fang Xiaoxiao walked up to Situ Yuan, and she called carefully, "Boss?"

The person who stood still in place did not move for a long time, with an inexplicable expression on his face.

For some reason, Fang Xiaoxiao felt distressed when she saw the man who seemed to be able to blend into the night.

Shen Ji drove Baicha to the hospital. He was very quiet on the way. The doctor in the hospital checked Baicha. Her ankle was sprained and swollen. She needed to rest for a few days and rubbed some medicine. The children here are doing well and have no problems.

After finishing the examination, Shen Ji didn't leave the hospital directly with Baicha, they sat on the bench on the lawn.

Bai Cha ate the biscuits leisurely and contentedly. The biscuits were taken from his car. He didn't know when, but he had the good habit of keeping snacks anytime and anywhere.

Baicha didn't urge the silent person to speak, she was just curious how long he could be silent.

When Bai Cha was about to finish eating a pack of biscuits, he finally seemed to have made up his mind, and mustered up all his courage to look at her, "Chacha."

"Huh?" She responded casually, her mouth was a little dry after eating too many biscuits, and she wanted to drink water a little bit.

Shen Ji made a difficult voice, "I lied to you."

Just these few words would take all the strength in his body.

Bai Cha raised her face, but didn't answer.

He continued, "On the day of the high school graduation ceremony, the person who called you out to confess was Situ Yuan, not me."

He was just that coward who secretly hid in the corner and watched the girl he liked being confessed, but didn't dare to rush out.

Bai Cha asked: "What else?"

"Because you are No.1 and I am No.2, the publicity boards in the school need to use photos, so I only had the first and only photo with you in my third year of high school."

Baicha let out a faint "oh".

When a matter has a beginning, no matter how difficult the matter is for him, the next words seem to be easier to speak.

He lowered his eyes, not daring to look at her, "I'm a coward, I only dare to look at you from a distance, I'm afraid that if you get close, you'll hate me, and I won't be able to control myself."

So all the time, all he can do is to secretly pay attention to her behind her back.

He hid it really well. Among those old classmates, no one knew that he had actually been secretly in love with their goddess for so many years. Every time he could see her one more time, he would feel happy, but during that time, her There is always Situ Yuan by his side.

What's more, Shen Ji felt that he was looking for abuse, and even went to their engagement banquet.

He sat under the stage and watched the girl he liked being put on a ring by other men. To this day, he still remembers the sourness and pain that seemed to spread from the bottom of his heart.

Many people couldn't understand why he took the initiative to apply to leave a better university in city A and come to teach in this city. It was because there was her in that city.

The secret love for so many years has tormented him almost every day and night. As time went by, the sense of hopelessness engulfed him, and the only reason left told him that he should stay away from her.

He had to withdraw from this unrequited crush, otherwise he wouldn't even be able to guess the day when he would break down.

But fate seemed to play a trick on him.

He met her again in this city.

Bai Cha asked him, "What happened to my car accident?"

"That was one day after I got off work. I saw you injured and unconscious on the road. I sent you to the hospital. Everyone thought I was your boyfriend... I must admit that at that moment, what I was thinking Yes, even a false identity is fine, as long as it allows me to spend more time with you."

The hit-and-run person was quickly caught, but the doctor said that Bai Cha didn't know when he would wake up, maybe two or three days, maybe one or two months.

The doctor said her parents could be contacted.

But by accident, he said that Bai Cha's parents were abroad, and it would be good for him to take care of them.

In the eyes of outsiders, he is indeed a good boyfriend. No matter how windy or rainy, or how tired he is at work, he will come to the hospital ward on time to accompany her every day.

At that time, he also realized how despicable he was, like a clown, he only dared to take advantage of others.

He spent every day with her in the hospital as if it was his last day, because he knew very well that when she woke up soon, maybe in the next life, he would never be so close to her again .

When the sun was setting that day, he pushed open the door of the ward and saw the girl sitting on the bed. No one knew the bewilderment in his heart.

He wanted her to wake up, but he wanted her to continue to sleep. This kind of shameless contradictory mentality tortured him to death.

Therefore, no one would know what kind of mood he was in when he answered "yes" when she, who had lost her memory, asked him if he was her fiancé.

Perhaps, he will go to hell in the future.

Shen Ji thought about it countless times. When Meimeng woke up, he would have to face Bai Cha's disgusting eyes, and how much she would bear her hatred for him. He thought that he just had to accept everything silently. he deserves it.

But when Meng really woke up, he couldn't bear the heart-piercing pain that seemed to come from the depths of his soul.

"Chacha..." He looked at her, his eyes were red and bloodshot, and the dark eyes were misty, as if they could bleed. He said with difficulty: "If... if this child If you don't want to give birth..."

It turned out that he was not in a hurry to take her out of the hospital because he was thinking about it.

Bai Cha touched her stomach, and she asked, "Why don't I give birth?"

He paused for a while, and then said: "I will take him with me and not disturb your life."

"You want to take my baby alone?"

Shen Ji nodded.

Bai Cha sighed, "You said you lied to me, then let me ask you, did you lie to me about your liking me?"

"No." He raised a hand and placed it over his eyes, trying to cover up the haze in his eyes, his voice trembled a little, "Chacha, I have been secretly in love with you for 12 years."

From a teenager who didn't know how to express his love in high school to a grown man who seems mature and steady but still as timid as a mouse, her existence has run through his entire youthful years.

Suddenly, Shen Ji felt himself being hugged.

He slowly lowered his hand, and saw the top of the girl's head nestled in his arms.

Bai Cha grabbed one of his hands and put it on her stomach. She raised her face and smiled at him, "Shen Ji, if he grows up a bit, I won't look good in a wedding dress."

Shen Ji's moist eyelashes trembled slightly.

"So, hurry up and marry me."

Finally, a drop of moisture fell and dripped on her shoulders, soaking her clothes.

He bent down, hugged her tightly in his arms, and buried his head deeply in her neck.

After a long time, after confirming that this was not a dream, he choked up softly and said a word: "Okay."

(End of this chapter)