After being a widow, the empress dowager was favored by the powerful ministers

Chapter 191: Extraordinary Story

Others said that I was born well, and I have an elder sister who loves me so much, I really shouldn't be nestled in this temple, I should do something bigger.

But from the beginning of my memory, I don't want to stay with anyone too much. I just feel that people and things in this world are so irritable and annoying. Only this pure land is the place I like to stay. .

And the only one who can understand me is my elder sister who understands me.

Elder Sister is a hard-working person. She originally had a marriage with the Lou family, which was arranged by the two families, but no one thought that there would be so many accidents in the middle.

When she received the family letter from Bianjing, sister had already entered the palace and became the empress dowager.

She is intelligent, so in that deep palace, she will definitely not be in any danger.

This is what I have always thought.

Later, she did, as I thought, become the current empress dowager, the youngest empress dowager in hundreds of years.

Even the entire Sheng family is relying on her.

There have been letters from my family several times, wanting me to return to Beijing, return home, and honor my ancestors.

But those were not what I thought. Every letter from home urging me to return to Beijing was burned and thrown away.

Even this hair, I want to shave it off, the only thing I want is to escape into Buddhism.

But the abbot master said, in the mortal world, I still have a mortal relationship.

bonds of this world?

I couldn't figure it out, so I just shaved off my hair and followed my master, chanting scriptures in the temple every day.

What does the mundane world have to do with me?
Until something happened in the capital, sister died, the Sheng family fell, and my brother and others left the capital on their own initiative.

It was only then that I realized that the so-called predestined relationship in the world was the elder sister and others who I had been ignoring all this time, waiting behind me, but never waited for me to go back.

Brother must be so disappointed in me that he didn't even want to send the last letter home from Beijing to me.

Regret comes from within.

But when I was in Bianjing, I searched around and investigated everything, but there was news that the master passed away, and left me with a volume of scriptures, a sentence, and a bracelet of Buddhist beads.

The mortal relationship is not over, and there is no reincarnation. If the mortal relationship is gone, it will be the next life.

I don't understand, but every day I just stay in front of my sister's grave, copying and reciting the volume of scriptures left by the master.

No matter how many unfinished fates, sister is dead, in this life, how can I end it?
Until one day, the bracelet I carried with me every day, the bracelet left by Master, disappeared without a trace, and I completely lost consciousness.

And when I woke up again, the scene in front of me seemed like a lifetime away.

The master who should have passed away was right in front of my eyes, and the string of Buddhist beads in his hand was all too familiar to me.

The words that echoed hundreds of times in my head sounded again.

I have a relationship.

At this moment, I finally understood the meaning of those words that Master left behind when he passed away.

Here is never my final destination.

Looking at Master, those eyes have always been so clear.

This time, I did not insist on shaving, but chose to go down the mountain and return to Beijing to end those unresolved karma.

"Thank you, Master, for teaching me, I will keep it in mind."

I went down the mountain, returned to Beijing, returned to the Sheng Mansion, and met the people in the Sheng Mansion who had passed away.

The elder brother is strange, the father is strange, and the cousin is strange.

The elder sister whom I miss the most, but I didn't see her, I just found out that she and Pei Ci went south.

That's right, I forgot, there is also Pei Ci, the left prime minister who had rumors about his elder sister all over the capital.

After Sister returned to Beijing, I finally saw her.

In my impression, her appearance has already changed, but what remains the same is that she still treats me as before.

I secretly paid attention to everything, and found that many things were quite different from what I knew, even when I went to see Pei Ci and wanted to join forces with Pei Ci, I discovered that he was different.

I came here originally to see what kind of person my sister likes.

Is it worth it for my sister to use the last imperial decree on the Pei family.

But Pei Ci looks deep, and he can't figure it out in his mind. He seems to have hundreds of shapes, and it's so simple that there is only this one in front of him. It's hard to fathom.

I can't see what kind of person he is at all.

I frowned.

That inexplicable feeling told me that he, like me, had memories of previous lives.

But things are far from what I originally thought, and the difference is even greater.

And Pei Ci cares more about Sister A than I imagined.

Everything he arranged was very thorough, there was no flaw at all, he was protecting Sister, and never gave Sister a chance to hurt anyone else.

The little emperor went crazy, and finally died at the hands of King Jing. Whether he was really crazy or fake, no one knew except me.

Sister appreciates King Jing, he will be a good king, and he cares about the people of the world.

On the night of the palace change, sister-in-law died, and King Jing ascended the throne.

There was a bloody storm in the capital, and when the rain stopped, everything changed, and nothing seemed to have changed much.

Sheng Baodai didn't believe that sister-in-law would die, let alone that sister-in-law would rebel.

And I don't believe it either.

How could there be any mistakes in Pei Ci's meticulous plan.

My elder brother's frequent visits to Pei's mansion have verified my guess. Elder Sister is not dead and is now in Pei's mansion.

Later, Bao Dai also got engaged.

Elder brother seems very annoyed, but I can see that he is very satisfied with Qi Shangshu who is engaged to Baodai.

And just today, Pei Ci married Ajie...

Ten miles of red makeup, the emperor adds makeup.

The capital is full of nursery rhymes and envious words about this matter.

No one knew who this Prime Minister Pei's bride was, but Pei Ci really did it, enough to make everyone in the world envious.

He married Ajie, and even after more than a year, he left the capital with Ajie.

I was in the mansion, but fell into confusion, so why did I go through this again?
At hand, I copied it according to the content of the scriptures I wrote down in my previous life. I want to go back and ask Master for a clear understanding.

But there is always a voice in my heart that traps me here, and I can't break free, so I can only keep reading here.

Why exactly...

...

After Sheng Lang left, the abbot followed him with his eyes, stayed for a long time, and glanced down at the bracelet in his hand.

Shaking his head slowly, "That's all."

He threw the bracelet into the brazier, and soon, the bracelet was engulfed by sparks, as if glowing, but disappeared after a while.

The abbot's fingertips landed on the volume of scriptures, and his fingertips rubbed it gently.

The mortal relationship has already been settled in the previous life, but what has not been settled is his own heart knot.

If you have not been able to let go, if you have not been able to end it, you will always be in circles, and you will never be able to get out, just like yourself...

Unborn and immortal, see through this world, but also trapped in this world.

And in this world, the only one who can save oneself is oneself.

(End of this chapter)