After being a widow, the empress dowager was favored by the powerful ministers

Chapter 165 So It Wasn't A Dream
From the very beginning, Sheng Baoling was prepared to leave Bianjing after the big event was completed.

Since then, there has been no Sheng Baoling in Bianjing.

But because Pei Ci suddenly fell ill and fell into a coma, she couldn't leave at all, and she was always thinking about it.

But even if she wanted to stay with Pei Ci again, the decision she had already made would not change.

Sheng Baoling had already died on that night a few months ago, by King Jing's knife. Naturally, she can no longer stay in Bianjing anymore, otherwise she will be noticed, and she will naturally find out that the chaos of a few months, The one who rebelled was none other than King Jing.

This will only lead to more trouble.

Pei Wan's eyes were slightly disappointed, but there was a hint of expectation, "But brother likes you, so you really can't stay?"

She thought that if two people liked each other, they should be together.

Sheng Baoling was startled, this was the first time she heard that Pei Ci liked her, and she heard it from his sister.

Sheng Baoling couldn't help laughing, "You think too much."

It's not like she didn't feel that Pei Ci was special to her in the past, maybe because she was interested in her, but in the end, he still didn't say anything.

After all, it is just a dream, and the dream will not become a reality.

When Pei Wan heard this, she felt flustered, knowing that if she didn't help her elder brother to keep her sweetheart, her elder brother might regret it for the rest of her life.

She heard from Sheng Baoling that she was leaving Bianjing, but she didn't say where to go.

In this way, if I want to find my brother in the future, I'm afraid I won't be able to find anyone.

Pei Wan became anxious immediately, and directly grabbed Sheng Baoling's hand, led her, and walked towards Pei Ci's study, "I didn't think much about it, you will come and see with me."

Sheng Baoling had no choice but to let Pei Wan pull him into Pei Ci's study.

Pei Ci has been in a coma for several months, but the study is cleaned every day.

It was also by chance that Pei Wan came in to look for something, only to discover a big secret hidden deep in her brother's heart.

A secret that probably has been hidden for many years, and that only he himself knows.

After Pei Wan pulled Sheng Baoling into the study room, he rummaged through the books and removed some books, and took a heavy wooden box from the bookshelf. Sheng Baoling was afraid that she would not be able to move it, so he went to help.

Before she could ask anything, she saw Pei Wan open the box directly. After seeing the contents inside, Sheng Baoling unconsciously held her breath, her pupils constricted slightly, showing a look of shock.

I saw that the box was full of Luoshen Fu transcribed by Pei Ci, and there were many unframed portraits without faces, but looking at those clothes, I could tell that it was me.

There are also one or two Mrs. Tang in it, and a pair of letters.

There are also some letters, some small objects, many little girls like, all given to Pei Ci by Sheng Baoling when he was in the Sheng Mansion.

There are also letters sent since collaborating with Pei Ci on major events.

Pei Ci is well kept, which shows his intentions.

Pei Wan couldn't help but said, "Although I don't know why elder brother always copies this Luoshen Fu, I think it has something to do with you."

"I counted before, here are 99 copies."

Sheng Baoling's fingertips clenched tightly tightly against the flesh in his palm, 99 parts. Adding his own part, it was exactly [-] parts, no more, no less.

"I heard that before the accident, my elder brother arranged a carriage to go out of the city, but the groom waited outside the palace wall for a whole night, but nothing came."

"I heard from Li Sheng that Brother Ye entered the palace to find you."

Every word Pei Wan said, every word, was smashing into Sheng Baoling's heart.

Those subtle things and doubts that she felt from Pei Ci in the past seemed to gradually become clear at this moment.

A hundred copies of Luoshen Fu, obviously a loyal person, but followed him to rebel against him, knowing his nickname, Sese, and being on good terms with the commander of the Forbidden Army as early as when the late emperor was still there
He knew what Fan Yuan had committed, what the little emperor had done with them, and what unclean things had happened to Grand Master Lou.

He knows all of this clearly, not because he is cautious and meticulous, but because he may have experienced all of these.

For a while, Sheng Baoling felt various feelings in his heart.

A wave of heartache spread from the heart, but the dreaming self, all kinds of dreams, could no longer bear it.

She couldn't even imagine how Pei Ci, who had personally experienced life and death, and the punishment of Ling Chi, resisted all this alone, and secretly planned and planned step by step, trying to change.

Knowing that the situation might still be the same in the future, he didn't run away, but tried to change everyone's future.

At this moment, Sheng Baoling was almost out of breath, his eyes were sore, and tears fell down uncontrollably.

How sad it must be for him alone.

Looking at the scene in front of her, Pei Wan knew that she guessed right, these things were indeed related to her.

Just when she was about to say something, she saw Sheng Baoling leaving suddenly. She hurriedly chased after him, but saw Sheng Baoling running to her brother's house after leaving the study, and she was relieved.

"Brother, brother, as a younger sister, Wan'er can only help here."

Pei Wan muttered, but her face was full of satisfaction, obviously very satisfied with herself.

Returning to the room, Sheng Baoling knelt on the side of the bed, looking at Pei Ci who was lying on the bed with closed eyes, tears rolled down his cheeks, falling drop by drop on the back of Pei Ci's hand.

It sounded like a broken heart, shallow and imperceptible.

"It turned out that those were not dreams."

Her hand slowly held Pei Ci's hand tightly. The hand with the Buddhist beads bracelet was still as cold as she felt in her dream.

She always thought that it was a prophetic dream, something that hadn't happened yet.

But now, I know that those things have really happened before, and even, there is a person beside me who has experienced all the things, but has been by her side, trying her best to protect herself and arrange a way out for herself.

Sheng Baoling couldn't stop crying, she never understood why she had so many dreams.

And until today, I didn't figure out one of the reasons.

Probably, God couldn't bear to see Pei Ci persevere so hard by himself
Sheng Baoling lowered her eyes slowly, and kissed the side of Pei Ci's eyes with tears in her eyes, "Pei Xuanjin, wake up quickly."

"I want to see you."

Pei Ci, who was in a coma, seemed to be aware of it, and his fingertips moved slightly, as if responding, but it was only for a moment.

Sheng Baoling, who lowered his eyes, didn't notice.

But at this time, in Sheng Mansion, Sheng Lang, who had not eaten or drank for three full days, slowly opened his eyes, looking at the Buddha who was kneeling and worshiping before him all day long, with an unprecedented gentle look in his eyes.

There is nothing impossible in the world, as long as you are sincere and pray all day long.

Whatever you want, you can get what you want.

(End of this chapter)