After I left, I took the God of War Lord to farm

Chapter 183 Talking Hearts
Gongsun Qing didn't come back for a day, and Li Shishi searched a lot but didn't see him.

Seeing that it was the third watch, Gongsun Qing still hadn't returned.

Li Shishi was a little worried, tossing and turning on the bed.

The door was gently pushed open.

Li Shishi pricked up her ears to listen, it was the sound of Gongsun Qing's footsteps.

After dark, there were no lights in the room, so Gongsun Qing naturally thought that Li Shishi had already fallen asleep.

He was a little shaky, and after entering the room and closing the door, he leaned against the door and sighed softly.

Then he went to the hanger and put the cloak on it, and tiptoed over to the bed.

As soon as she sat by the bed, Li Shishi smelled alcohol all over her body, presumably she drank a lot.

"Shishi." Gongsunqin murmured, holding her hand tightly.

Li Shishi didn't dare to move, for fear of disturbing Gongsun Qing, and also wanted to know what he would tell her when he was drinking too much.

However, after a while, Gongsun Qing didn't say anything, but stretched out a hand to gently touch her face.

Then, he possessed himself, reeking of alcohol, and planted a shallow kiss on Li Shishi's forehead.

Then he withdrew his hand, got up and left.

As the door closed, Li Shishi opened her eyes, looked at Gongsun Qing's cloak that was still on the shelf, stretched out her hand to brush the place on his forehead where he had kissed, and sighed slightly.

What is he hesitating about?
She wants to ask to understand.

She got up and put on her shoes and got out of bed. As soon as she opened the door, she saw Gongsun Qing sitting on the steps.

"Why don't you come in?" Li Shishi asked looking at Gongsun Qing's lonely figure.

Gongsun Qing paused for a moment, then turned around: "Why did you get up? Did I startle you just now?"

Li Shishi shook her head: "You haven't come back for a day, how can I sleep."

Walking up to Gongsun Qing and sitting down, she said, "What's wrong with you?"

Gongsun Qing answered irrelevant questions, took Li Shishi's hand and said, "Go back to the house first, it's cold at night."

"No." Li Shishi pulled out the hand that was being held, and said in a calm voice, "If you refuse to say, then I would rather freeze to death in the cold wind."

"Another angry word, I told you, I'm fine."

"Did taking me to the capital make you feel so uncomfortable? If so, why did you marry me in the first place." Li Shishi's voice was very flat, not like asking questions, but more like talking about an innocuous matter.

Gongsun Qing's chest throbbed for no reason, and a forced smile curled up on the corner of his mouth, he said, "How is this possible, you are my wife, the person I have identified for the rest of my life. I feel a little sad when you say that."

"The one who should be sad is me." Li Shishi didn't look at him, and said in a muffled voice with her head down, "I always feel like there is something between us. This matter is about you and me, but you never want to think about it." my thoughts."

She was a little helpless, her lover was separated from her heart, this matter was like two people standing on two adjacent mountains, so close to each other, yet so far apart.

"I don't want us to have a estrangement within two years of our marriage, which makes me very uncomfortable." Li Shishi said calmly, behind this calmness was the turbulent emotion that was suppressed by her.

She is impulsive, and tries not to make noise if she can.

It's just that as time goes by, she wants to be gentle and restrained, especially in front of her lover.

"It's not like that." Gongsun Qing said, wanting to reach out to touch her, but Li Shishi dodged her.

He hooked the corners of his mouth helplessly, withdrew his hand, and said, "I just don't want you to cause unnecessary trouble because of me after you go to the capital. I agreed to protect you for the rest of your life."

"Protection is not the same as shrinking back. I would rather not have the kind of protection you mentioned. From the day I knew your identity, I knew that you are not someone who can live an ordinary life in peace. Although this is what you hope, there are some things that never It was doomed from birth." She looked back at Gongsun Qing with a solemn expression: "You are the blood of the Gongsun family, and although the lives of ordinary people are happy, the mission behind you never allows you to abandon it. Do whatever you want.”

Gongsun Qing's eyes sank, and he covered his face helplessly: "Now I'm pretty worthless, greedy for life and afraid of death. It's a shame that King Suiyuan is such a cowardly person."

His eyes were slightly red, and he said mockingly.

Li Shishi sighed, reached out and slowly stroked Gongsun Qing's hair, and said as if comforting a child: "No, you are not. If you are really such a person, then how can you explain those scars on your body."

Gongsun Qing leaned on Li Shishi's shoulder, wiped his face with his hands, and then said: "Actually, I'm more afraid that you will be wronged if you go with me."

"Wronged?" Li Shishi was a little dazed: "Why do you say that?"

"The capital is no better than here. You took the children and went to the capital with me. There is no one you know there, and there are mixed people there. I don't care about your identity, but I'm afraid they will make you sad. If I go back, I will avoid it." If you don’t want to go out to march and fight, how can I rest assured that you and your children will be at home.”

Gongsun Qing didn't know how to express his hesitation to Li Shishi, his mind was in a mess, and his words were in a mess.

Li Shishi was slightly taken aback, it turned out that Gongsun Qing was hesitant about this matter.

She smiled, and then said: "Don't worry about this matter. Before I met you, I was not alone, and I think you should know me. When did your wife say she was afraid. Don't worry Now, no matter where I am, as long as you remember us in your heart, then I will live well for you and live happily."

She looked back at Gongsun Qing, under the moonlight, his face was already wet with tears.

Tears stuck to the eyelashes crumbling.

She has never seen such a moved Gongsun Qing, but she has never regretted her choice.

It was before, and it is now.

"You forgot how I rescued you when you were seriously injured and passed out in the cave. At that time, you couldn't hear your ears, you couldn't see your eyes. Is it a mountain?"

Gongsun listened to her words, his heart tightened slightly, those memories of the past suddenly appeared in front of his eyes.

He owed Li Shishi too much, and he didn't know how to make up for such a debt, how could he push people into the fire pit knowing that there was danger.

"Okay, don't think about it anymore. Although it's good to continue living in another courtyard, it's not a long-term solution. General Liu will come here this time, and I think he will definitely not return empty-handed. Instead of this, it's better Go back together, and the children are also looking forward to the day of going to the capital, I also want to see what your palace looks like."

For a long time, Gongsun Qing didn't speak. Li Shishi glanced sideways and found that Gongsun Qing was already fast asleep.

She shook her head helplessly, then sighed: "Hey, co-authoring just said nothing."

(End of this chapter)