After I left, I took the God of War Lord to farm

Chapter 151 The truth is revealed
Into a deep nightmare.

Li Shishi seemed to hear someone asking her.

"Do you want to go back? Back to the world that should belong to you."

It's just that the voice was too ethereal, and Li Shishi couldn't trace the source of the voice.

But the voice kept asking her.

"Would you like to go back?"

…………

Suddenly opened his eyes.

The original voice disappeared and was replaced by two children who were sleeping beside her bed.

She was stunned, feeling an inexplicable pain in her heart.

She wants to go back, wants to go back to the era that originally belonged to her.

It's just that when she saw these two children, she hesitated again.

If she chooses again, she may choose to leave without hesitation.

But what should these two children do in the future?
Now, Li Shishi reconciled with Zhao Tianshun in a desperate manner, and brought her two children out to live alone.

After going through all kinds of things, she suddenly figured out why Li Shishi didn't want to make peace with Zhao Tianshun even though she lived in the courtyard with the children and ate vegetables all day long.

In fact, this is not to say that Zhao Tianshun is a good person, but only through experience can he know how difficult it is for a woman to live alone with a child.

Even though she felt that she was made of steel and iron, she still couldn't avoid being framed by others.

It seems that all of this is leading to an unexplainable journey because of my appearance, and this road should not be like this.

She suddenly felt like she was the culprit of everything, if not for herself, maybe nothing would have happened.

She sighed softly, reached out and stroked the hair of the two children, looking at the top of their heads in a daze.

It was already afternoon when Gongsun Qing finished his business and came over.

He first asked the servant girl if Li Shishi had eaten today.

The little maid shook her head helplessly, saying that Miss Li only drank water and did not move anything else.

Gongsun Qing's eyes darkened.

Then he walked to the door of Li Shishi's room, raised his hand and knocked lightly.

"Come in." The person in the room said hoarsely.

Gongsun Qing pushed the door open and entered, and saw Li Shishi half leaning on the bed.

Although the face is still sick, it looks much better than before.

"How is today?" Gongsun Qing asked while sitting by the bed.

"It's much better, and I feel that my spirit has recovered a lot." Li Shishi replied with a smile.

Gongsun Qing looked at Li Shishi, although his face remained calm, but in fact he knew, how can a person who refuses to eat well be energetic?
Then he sighed and said, "I heard from the servant girl that you didn't eat today."

Li Shishi was stunned, and the person who had been exposed of the lie glanced away guiltily, and said in a low voice, "I have no appetite."

"You can't stop eating." Gongsun Qing frowned slightly, and couldn't hide the distressed blame in his tone: "How can you be healthy if you don't eat, don't you want to go and see what the person who set fire to the house looks like?" like?"

Hearing this, Li Shishi still lowered her head, with an imperceptible irritability in her tone: "I don't want to, there's nothing to see."

Gongsun Qing was stunned.

Li Shishi, who has always dared to love, dare to hate, speak boldly and act resolutely, can actually say such a thing?
Gongsun Qing was a little confused.

But when he looked at Li Shishi's recent state, it seemed that this person had changed a lot.

She doesn't like to laugh anymore, she doesn't talk very much, and she seems to be disappearing soon.

"What's the matter with you recently? Why do you feel that something is wrong with you?"

Facing Gongsun Qing's question knowingly, Li Shishi didn't know how to answer it.

Maybe she didn't want to answer at all.

Each person has his own way of life, and each person has his own thoughts.

Although the relationship between her and Gongsun Qing has quietly changed, Li Shishi still doesn't know how to face it.

It's not that she doesn't know Gongsun Qing's feelings for her.

It's just that this place is not as modern as it is, and it's not like a fairy tale, where Cinderella will end up with the prince.

Fairy tales are always full of beauty and love, but the reality is rushing to you with helpless blood.

It's just that she still wanted to ask, maybe she was also giving herself an answer.

So she raised her head to look at him, her eyes glowing with sparkle.

Taking a breath slightly, she asked, "Does it have to be me?"

She thought about this question for a long time, and finally said it today.

Gongsun Qing was only slightly taken aback, but still said firmly: "There is a couple for a lifetime, I only want that person to be you."

He still insisted on the choice of being consistent.

Even though Li Shishi had said such decisive words, he still couldn't let her go.

Maybe he didn't want to let go at all.

After getting a definite answer, Li Shishi suddenly felt like a fool.

Maybe, she didn't agree with her current identity at first, or maybe her strong sense of unworthiness made her feel inexplicable panic and extreme resistance when facing Gongsun Qing, who was far from her own status and status. .

At this moment, it seemed that something was slowly becoming clear.

Li Shishi seems to have understood where the source of her previous sadness and depression came from.

In fact, I have feelings for Gongsun Qing.

Realizing this, Li Shishi couldn't help gripping the quilt tightly.

She was a little unbelievable, and she felt more fortunate.

After Gongsun Qing finished answering Li Shishi's words, he didn't get a reply from Li Shishi for a long time.

He looked at Li Shishi and saw that she was just sitting there blankly, a little nervous and a little confused.

He has never been close to women, and even if he is with other people, most of them are old men.

After meeting Li Shishi now, he told Li Shishi everything he didn't even dare to think about before.

But she still didn't answer.

How many times can a person's heart be hurt?
Gongsun Qing was a little helpless, but more of a heartache.

Seeing that Li Shishi was silent and Gongsun Qing didn't want to stay any longer, his eyes darkened.

He didn't know what else to say to Li Shishi, but it was enough to talk about it, and there was nothing else to say.

Sighing slightly, Gongsun Qing stood up and said, "Rest early."

Then turned around and wanted to leave.

"Don't go."

Li Shishi grasped his hand.

Gongsun Qing was startled, he looked down at his hand being held, a little surprised and a little unbelievable.

In an instant, the expression that was still depressed became brighter.

He looked back with some doubts, but looked at Li Shishi looking at him flushed.

"Don't go." Li Shishi said, "I still have something to say."

Gongsun Qing took back the steps he had taken, looked back at Li Shishi and asked, "What else do you want to say?"

Li Shishi lowered her head slightly, bit her lower lip with her teeth, and after a while, she said, "Actually, it's not that I don't like you."

(End of this chapter)