Qingchuan History

Chapter 286
"My palace did not approve of your majesty getting close to Zhexue Palace that day. This matter is not a secret, and Madam must know." Gu Chunyue also slowed down her gait, and raised her eyes to the depths of the palace under the moonlight. The night was light and difficult to distinguish False and true, "You know the reason, I know it, and everyone knows it. Even today, we still have secret worries, but your majesty has made a decision."

We, of course, refer to the Gu family.Or does it also include the Qi State Chaotang headed by the Ji family?
Ruan Xueyin listened to her quietly, walking slowly, staring at the long shadow on the ground that was also moving slowly.

"Your Majesty has made a decision. As a subject, I must obey. As a sister, I can only support." She stopped and turned to face Ruan Xueyin, "Support, and trust his judgment, and I have believed in those things for a long time. Didn't see it on his face," she paused, "angry."

Lively and full of life.Live angry.Raw angry.The spring breeze is proud of horseshoe disease.

She was still soft and precise, and her voice was gentle. Her way of speaking has not changed from the beginning to the end, but at this moment, with these two words, Ruan Xueyin was sure that she heard something else.

A temperature that is difficult to analyze with any logic of right and wrong.

"Your Majesty treats Mrs. Pei with sincerity and sincerity. Chunyue hopes that you, Madam, will do the same." She looked at her, and the moonlight fell in their eyes, so bright that they were empty.

The suet jade lotus pod is also bright.

The superb suet jade is not very transparent.Therefore, it is like curd fat, so it is called suet.

"I noticed it just now during the banquet. I'm just not sure." Gu Chunyue shifted her gaze, and the exquisiteness of the other party's collarbone is really unnoticed, "This suet white jade lotus pod belongs to my mother, Mrs. Pei knows."

Ruan Xueyin nodded slightly.

"It was meant to be given to me." She smiled, feeling quite emotional, "To be exact, the three of us all like it, but I am a daughter's family, so the two of them have to let me go."

The two of them naturally refer to Gu Xinglei and Gu Xinglang.

"My mother promised at the beginning that when I get married in the future, this white jade lotus pod will accompany me out of the palace as a dowry. Not long after my father pointed out the marriage, Wanling became the prospective princess. Knowing that Xinglang was sad, my mother discussed with me and gave the jade Give him the lotus pod to comfort him." She quietly changed her title, as if she was really just telling her family history,

"Two years ago, I was still thinking that sooner or later, this little thing would still fall into Wan Ling's hands, especially when she entered the palace last year." She stared at the pendant that was integrated with her skin, admiring from the bottom of her heart,
"Now that I think about it, my father gave Wanling to my third brother, and my mother gave the jade lotus to Xinglang. Such an intertwining, it is destined that the owner of this piece of jade will not be Wanling. Madam Pei, it suits you very well. If not Knowing the inside story, even I have some illusions that this is originally your thing."

Ruan Xueyin didn't expect that the conversation tonight would go like this.She considers a moment, and a moment,

"This white jade is extremely beautiful and very precious. But I didn't want to accept it."

Gu Chunyue looked at her again, all the surprises were hidden in her eyes, "Why?"

"What is long-lasting should be given to a long-lasting person. I am not sure how long I can be by his side." These words are not difficult to hear with others.except him.Or is it also because the other party is Gu Chunyue?

"Why?" The latter asked again, raising his eyebrows slightly.Gu Chunyue, who is very good at controlling expressions, also raised her eyebrows.

Ruan Xueyin understood the meaning of this.

"Princess, don't misunderstand. Xueyin's words have nothing to do with the current situation, and have nothing to do with your worries and precautions. As His Highness said earlier at the banquet, he is the king, and he should be a continuous heir. He will benefit the harem, this one," she paused. After a pause, it turned out that facing Gu Chunyue, it was difficult to say this sentence, "I'm sorry, Xueyin is not a magnanimous person, and she doesn't want to share her husband with others."

Gu Chunyue was inexplicably relieved.This answer was not what she liked to hear.But compared to the current situation and lingering worries, such problems are much easier.If the other party is not using cover-ups now.

"Madam Pei is saying that in the future, the king will empathize with you, or if he loves someone else besides you, you will not stay by his side?"

"Yes."

This answer can be understood as selfish.It can also be understood as sincerity.The pure heart and affection are originally selfish.The so-called uniqueness.

She calmly took a bigger breath.

"Forgive me for what I said bluntly, Madam's insistence is unfair to the king. He is the king."

"Xueyin knows."

"But you don't want to die for him."

"It's not that Ruan Xueyin doesn't want to sacrifice for Gu Xinglang." She replied, suddenly releasing her restraint.And subconsciously raised his hand to caress the jade pendant between the clavicles, it was moist and greasy, smooth and soft,
"It's this love that is precious and should not be sacrificed for any secular rules or traditions of the heavenly family. He persists to protect the integrity of this love; when he no longer insists on it, then I leave to protect the integrity of this love. If he can't protect it for a lifetime, then he will How long can I protect it. Before this heart is incomplete and this feeling is indifferent, I leave with this completeness. It can be regarded as preserving a precious period of life."

She turned her head to look in the direction that Gu Chunyue was looking at earlier.Watching the year tonight, according to the custom of Qi State, is to observe the year.The palaces and palaces are all brightly lit, so that the night is blurred and it is difficult to see the stars.Look for a while longer, only to see three or five stars shining at the end of the northern sky, flashing and flashing, sometimes strong and sometimes weak,

"Your Highness, the best things in this world never talk about the length of time, nor should they be judged by their length or shortness. It is good to have them. They can be preserved and treasured before they are damaged, and they will not be destroyed. After years of training, it will be completely unrecognizable in the end, which is the best of the best."

Gu Chunyue looked at her profile.

Suddenly happy and sad.

And he finally confirmed what he had been feeling for a long time: compared to Wan Ling, she was more suitable to stand by Gu Xinglang's side.

Pity.

"He is the king. Xueyin."

Ruan Xueyin was a little shocked, and turned to look at her.

"I agree with what you said. Comparing my heart to my heart, I don't want to share my husband with others. But the difference between you and me is that my husband can choose, your husband can't. His position limits his freedom, you If you stand by his side, you have to be restricted together. When you accompany him, you have to accompany his destiny. And his destiny requires you to compromise. You can choose to walk away and defend your perhaps limited perfection. time,"

She also raised her right hand and caressed her lower abdomen, like a completely unconscious move,
"It's not that easy. You will give birth to his child, and everything about you, blood, hair, temperament, past will be closely connected through other lives, will continue, and will last for a long time. When that day comes, you can't As I said at this moment, there is no entanglement, just turn around and leave."

will not.

Ruan Xueyin thought.There will be no children, no continuation and bondage.

She dared to say that because she couldn't.

The mood of drinking during the dinner earlier flooded up again.On the last day of December, the gentle night wind passed by.

But after all, it is the north wind.

She suddenly felt cold.

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