If you get lost on the love map

Chapter 127: Mindfulness ([-])
That night, Nazukahiko had dinner with the two girls in the dormitory as usual.

As usual, Ms. Quan has a good appetite, and she is very talkative.

After all, there are many things on the booth, and there will always be some interesting parts.

In addition, making money is a very happy thing for Ms. Quan, not to mention that the private school will reward the class with the largest turnover, and it is for every student.

It's no wonder that Ms. Quan kept talking during the meal, and even looked forward to the business situation of the booth when the students' parents and other people could enter the visit in the next two days.

Nazukahiko held the rice bowl and ate less for himself, while Ms. Kanquan ate more.

Of course, pouring cold water on her is also a lot.

As for Himuro Yu, he occasionally took a bite of the dish, chewed it slowly for a long time, and then listened to the conversation between Nazukahiko and Izumi Yuzuki.

It made Nazukahiko almost suspect that her request in the afternoon...or request, was an illusion.

After the meal, as usual, Ms. Izumi and Himuro Yu should be responsible for cleaning the dishes together, but this time, for some unknown reason, Nazukahiko drove the girls aside and took care of it alone. Cleaning of dishes.

Quan Youyue was surprised at his initiative, and after complimenting him a few words, she ran back to her room.

After all, Ms. Quan has a lot of things to do, practice for a period of time according to the skills taught by the voice actor school, and after reading a book for a while, she has to wash up and rest.

She has another shift tomorrow and only has a rest on the last day.

As for Himuro Yuu, he stood in the kitchen for a long time, quietly looking at Nazukahiko's back for a long time before turning around and leaving.

As for the destination of leaving, although Nazukahiko didn't want to guess, he didn't find it difficult to guess.

Either in your own room and go back to study.

Either on the rooftop, waiting for the "watching the starry sky" she mentioned in the afternoon to start, and waiting for the arrival of Nazukahiko.

After spending 10 minutes, Nazukahiko finally cleaned up all the dishes in the sink, turned around to clean up the table beside him, threw off the rubber gloves after washing, turned around and walked out of the kitchen, closing the kitchen door by the way.

There was a faint humming of cicadas outside the door, reminding him that summer had undoubtedly arrived.

And the heat in the kitchen when the air conditioner was not turned on made him sweat profusely.

With some curiosity and some uneasiness, Nazukahiko walked up to the second floor.

The corridor was pitch-black, only faint voices came from Quan Youyue's room.

That was the sound of her practicing her voice acting skills.

Nazukahiko stopped and listened quietly for a moment.

A ray of light came out from the girl's room and shone in the dark corridor, shining a ray of light.

Faintly, Nazukahiko illuminates the way to the third floor.

Smiling, Nazukahiko started again and walked towards the third floor.

Stepping up the steps, he suddenly felt a little emotional.

Except for the few days when he just moved into the exchange student dormitory, Nazukahiko had never actually been to the third floor.

Even in the first few days when I came here, it was just because I wanted to know how far the waterproofing project has been done.

He has no interest in watching the stars from the rooftop.

But today, because of Yu Himuro's words, he once again came to the third floor, which he was not familiar with at all.

Pushing open the door, there is a dry cool breeze blowing from the air conditioner behind you.

But in front of him was hot, hot wind with some moist breath.

After a pause, Nazukahiko didn't hesitate any longer, and simply walked out the door.

"Nazuka-kun, are you already here?" The girl's voice was cold, and in the summer night, Nazukahiko seemed to have suddenly touched the cold water.

"Since Himuro-san said that, why would I procrastinate?" Along the direction of the voice, Nazukahiko saw the girl kneeling on the ground of the roof, looking up at the sky slightly.

He frowned, "Himuro-san sits kneeling like this, don't you feel uncomfortable in your knees?"

"No, I put a cushion under it." The girl replied softly, "Nazuka-kun is the same, just do whatever you want."

Hearing the girl's words, Nazukahiko's brows relaxed.

He subconsciously looked around, as well as the sky.

The starlight in the sky is faint, but the neon lights from the surroundings are quite strong, making it difficult to find the existence of stars in the night sky.

It seems that people on the journey have forgotten the destination they were supposed to go to because of too many temptations around them.

After thinking about it, Nazukahiko simply sat cross-legged in front of Himuro Yuu.

Since they wanted to have a heart-to-heart talk, the two of them naturally had to keep a close enough distance.

Otherwise, two or three meters away, how can it be called a heart-to-heart talk?
Watching Nazukahiko's actions, Himuro Yu's eyes flashed a gleam of warmth, and then disappeared in an instant.

"So, Himuro-san asked me to come, what exactly do you want to tell me?" Nazukahiko was sitting, and suddenly felt a cool wind blowing around him.

Looking back, it was a girl holding a cooling fan, fanning the wind.

And the direction of the wind she fanned out happened to be the junction of the two.

So Nazukahiko will also be blown by the wind.

"What does Nazuka-kun think?" The girl's movements were gentle, and her voice was equally gentle.

It was no longer as aggressive as Nazukahiko remembered, even a little aggressive.

"I don't know... Is it because I haven't accompanied Himuro-san these days during the Rishin Festival?" Nazukahiko thought for a while, decided not to be secretive, and took the initiative to ask.

"Maybe? But that's not the main reason." Hearing Nazukahiko's answer, the girl actually chuckled.

Then she nodded and shook her head again.

"What's the reason?" Nazukahiko was really puzzled when he heard this.

To be honest, although he can't see the changes that have taken place in Himuro Yuu since the two met again, he can probably see an outline.

From self-confidence, to low self-esteem, and then to the emotional changes that gradually calm down later, Nazukahiko can more or less see the general idea.

He also knew that too many of the changes were related to Xiyuan Temple Xuehui.

"Nazuka-kun, do you know my recent physical condition?" The girl smiled and mentioned another matter.

Nazukahiko became a little more serious, "Is it worse than the situation on the playground last time?"

Speaking of this matter, even he couldn't help but feel a little headache.

Because Himuro Yuu's body was something he was very worried about, but now that they were in Kanto, the Kansai doctor who was in charge of her could only give some advice remotely.

And just before, the girl had expressed to him that she might leave Kanto and return to Kansai.

In this regard, Nazukahiko himself has mixed feelings.

According to the girl, according to the doctor, following him back to Kansai might be the fastest way for the girl to recover.

And back to Kansai, with the ability of Jingu and the girl's father, it won't be a big problem to put him in Kyoto University a year later.

But the problem is that if he really returns to Kansai, it means that his relationship with the people here in Kanto will be severed.

As the probable heir of the democratic faction, Xiyuan Temple Yuki would never follow him to Kansai, let alone lower his stature and take the initiative to contact Nazukahiko.

As the adopted daughter of the former Yuheng in the central region, Quan Youyue would definitely encounter a big problem if she wanted to go to Kansai with her.

That is, how to escape the investigation of the extreme Taoists in the central region.

You know, it has only been three months since Yu Heng was arrested.

It's far from the time to relax your vigilance and ignore these things.

If Miss Quan blindly followed him to Kansai, it is very likely that these abbots would find out her and be detained to accompany her father.

As for Shimizu Chinatsu...

The situation with girls is even simpler.

Coming from Hokkaido, the farthest distance she can reach is Kanto.

For her, Kansai is an out-of-reach place, and it is also a place that the shogunate will never allow Hokkaido residents to go.

Under such circumstances, it is almost impossible for Nazukahiko to continue contacting them.

"It's a little more serious, but I can't say how serious it is." The girl pursed her lips lightly, her hands moved a little slower, and her voice seemed a little bit unwilling, "But anyway, if you want to stay in Kanto, Maybe it's not that much of a possibility anymore."

Nazukahiko opened his mouth to say something, but hesitated and didn't speak.

"Does Nazuka-kun want me to stay? Stay in Kanto?" After a moment of silence, Himuro turned his attention to Nazukahiko.

Her eyes are still shining brightly in the night, making it impossible for people to imagine that the girl is still suffering from the pain of visual impairment.

"Is this something I can comment on, or give an opinion on?" Nazukahiko looked at the night sky and let out a long breath, "If my decision brings more trouble to Himuro-san, it will be my fault. An irreparable mistake."

"It's not that serious, Nazuka-kun." The girl replied softly, her voice was like a veil in a summer night, caressing Nazukahiko, brushing away his impatience and anxiety.

"Even if Nazuka-kun gives an opinion, I might not necessarily adopt it, right? After all, this is my decision, not a decision made by Nazuka-kun for me." The girl fanned her fan again, only this time, towards Nazukahiko has more directions.

I don't know if it's for Nazukahiko to be more sober and calm to give opinions, or for some other purpose.

Nazukahiko looked at the sky and remained silent for a while.

Just when the girl thought he would just sit like this, without moving as if sitting in meditation, Nazukahiko suddenly stretched his legs and sat forward a lot.

Then lie down.

The mat wasn't too big, and he just let his head and upper back lie on the mat.

The rest of the lower back, waist, hips, and legs are all on the ground.

The ground of the roof.

"Does Nazuka-kun feel tired?" Himuro Yu didn't ask for advice, but cared about Nazukahiko.

"Probably a little bit." Nazukahiko smiled a little reluctantly, "After all, I was running back and forth in the haunted house, and there were other things after that... The Lixin Festival lasted for so long, I always felt that I didn't enjoy much. s things."

"So, Nazuka-kun, do you want to go and enjoy the Lixin Festival?" The girl moved a little closer to him, no longer kneeling, but leaning her feet sideways.

"Me?" Nazukahiko asked back, his tone a little dazed.

"Yes, Nazuka-kun, do you want to go and enjoy the Rishin Festival?" The girl repeated, the words were as clear as before.

It is even clearer because of sitting closer.

Have I ever thought about enjoying the mental sacrifice?
Nazukahiko, who was asked, subconsciously repeated the question in his heart.

He thought about how to deal with Seionji Yukie at the Rishin Festival, how to deal with Shimizu Chika's parents who were about to visit, how to complete the work in the haunted house, and even how to avoid Himuro Yu.

But he didn't think about going to enjoy the spiritual sacrifice.

"Probably not." Thinking of this, he gave a clear answer.

"Then why? Because the spirit is tense, is it too nervous?" The girl asked softly.

"Maybe it is...probably, as long as I'm not far from Miss Xiyuan Temple, I can't relax." Nazukahiko smiled, feeling a little helpless.

"So... what about me?" Himuro asked softly, "If you were by my side, would Nazuka-kun feel able to relax?"

"I……"

"I want to hear Nazuka-kun's complete answer. I want to know what Nazuka-kun thinks from the moment we met again to this moment."

The girl added, her voice soft and firm.

Nazukahiko took a deep breath.

"Nazuka-kun, don't you want to say it?"

"No, it's not that I don't want to say it." Nazukahiko just shook his head, "I just need a little buffer time."

"Well, then I will wait." The girl nodded slightly.

On the roof, the sound of the slight wind, the sound of cars passing by on the surrounding roads, and the chirping of cicadas from the surrounding trees, all mixed together, as if a bottomless river was about to drown Nazukahiko who was lying down .

Nazukahiko looked up, but out of the corner of his eye, he stayed on the girl's figure.

After all, this is his childhood sweetheart.

He didn't want to lie to her.

He closed his eyes and breathed hard, as if he wanted to feel all the breath of summer night with his heart, and to expel all the dirty breath out of his chest.

Breathing hard brings chest expansion and even a little dizziness.

Suddenly, he suddenly remembered six years ago.

It was also a summer night, and the two of them sat and lay down together.

At that time, they were in Kansai, on the lawn of a park not far from home.

At that time, Himuro asked him what he planned to do next school year.

At that time, Nazukahiko did not answer.

Also at the end of that summer, I left Himuro Yu and went to the south of Kyoto.

"Nazuka-kun? Breathing heavily will make me uncomfortable." The girl's voice sounded again, with a long-lost gentleness.

The tip of Nazukahiko's nose suddenly felt a little sore.

This is his childhood sweetheart, the girl he left behind six years ago.

And at this moment, the two were having a similar conversation in Kanto, thousands of miles away, away from Kansai.

At that time, Himuro Yuu was asking what he would do.

And now, Himuro Yu is asking what she wants her to do.

She will no longer follow behind him tightly, dragging him down.

She doesn't want to.

"Himuro-san." At that moment, Nazukahiko suddenly mustered up his courage and made a voice.

"Well, what?" The girl asked softly, her voice didn't sound agitated, and there was no ups and downs.

"I feel at ease staying by Himuro-san's side now." Nazukahiko suddenly laughed.

After speaking, he let out a long breath.

He didn't lie.

"When I reunited with Himuro-san just now, I was still a little nervous, and I was a little worried that Himuro-san would blame me... But now, I won't." Nazukahiko continued to smile, "I don't worry anymore."

"Yes." The girl replied softly.

There was silence between the two of them again, and the hustle and bustle of the summer night, regardless of the needs of the atmosphere, permeated the air around the two of them, filling the emptiness of the sound.

Nazukahiko suddenly felt sleepy.

He was lying under the midsummer night sky, with his childhood sweethearts sitting beside him, hearing the noise unique to summer nights, his body was exhausted from working during the day, and one question after another was still echoing in his mind.

He is a little tired.

He tried his best to open his eyes, trying to see Himuro Yu clearly again, but he felt that his eyelids seemed to be extremely heavy, and he couldn't lift them no matter what.

"Ningzuka-kun, so what's your suggestion?" The girl's voice came again, a little drifting, a little far away, as if she was going to leave him.

"I..." Nazukahiko tried hard to keep his mind clear, "I don't want to embarrass Himuro-san."

"What do you mean you don't want to embarrass me, Nazuka-kun?" Himuro Yu's voice seemed to be getting closer.

Her figure seemed to be getting closer in the dark night.

"I don't know...I don't know." Nazukahiko seemed to be muttering, but also seemed to be answering, "I want Himuro-san to stay in Kansai, and I want Himuro-san to return to Kansai..."

His voice was getting weaker and weaker.

The similar environment around him, the familiar people, and the overwhelming pressure finally overwhelmed him, causing him to surrender in the middle of the summer night and let his body be in charge of sleepiness.

"Nazuka-kun, you don't want me to go back to Kansai?" the girl repeated.

"Hmm..." The voice was a little muffled.

"Nazuka-kun, you want me to go back to Kansai again?" She asked again.

"Hmm..." The voice gradually weakened and gradually became silent.

Just like when Nazukahiko came back from the underworld lair, he fell asleep in front of Himuro Yu again.

Or maybe only in front of Himuro Yuu can he fall asleep without any scruples and defenses.

"I understand, Nazuka-kun." The girl sat closer again, gently lifted his shoulders and head, and placed them on her lap.

"I will not make Nazuka-kun difficult, and I will not let Nazuka-kun escape again." She approached Nazukahiko's ear, and said what she might have said for the first time in her life, "I will leave by myself and wait Nazuka-kun makes the final choice."

She gently stroked Nazukahiko's forehead, her voice was soft, and she was no longer as cold as before, "So, I hope everything goes well."

The girl finally stopped talking, and let Xia Ye's hustle and bustle drown herself and Nazukahiko.

Just like six years ago.

……

At night, Xiyuan Temple's house.

Haruyo Watanabe hurried to the Xuee Gate of Xiyuan Temple and pushed open the gate.

"What's the matter, Haruyo, in a hurry?"

"Miss, your uncle and uncle seem to have learned about the grades."

"Yeah." The girl was very calm.

"Miss, they will definitely not let you easily control the council!"

"I know, they will definitely fight back." Xiyuan Temple Yuki's expression was a little tired, "But what else can I do now, Haruyo?
"I can only wait for their actions quietly, and then try my best to deal with it."

　He succeeded in dove his own pigeons again!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)