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Chapter 228 Death and Life

Zhou Ning killed all the cannibals, and the audience on the other side of the stand woke up and ran away screaming.

As for the hunters, more than a dozen hunters were already numb.

Zhou Ning swept his eyes, and these people, like Zhongdian, hurriedly raised their hands high.

Zhou Ning left the table with a smile, and made a detour from the adjacent North Stand to pick up rifles, ammunition and grenades.

He is now going to destroy the vehicle.

run?Yes, run to the dark wilderness on two legs.

Leave life and death to fate.

If fate allows these people to live, so be it.

Zhou Ning felt that this was already very kind.At least he gave him a chance, if the other party is useless, there is nothing he can do.

A new round of killings soon began.

It was a group of guards organized by a certain leader after hearing the continuous gunshots from the arena. There were more than 20 guards, and the military style was very eye-catching.

As a result, Zhou Ning, who got a semi-automatic rifle from the arena, killed seven of them with a single swing.Saved hurriedly looking for cover, but he was involved in half-kneeling and beat five dead.

By the time these people fought back with hatred, Zhou Ning had already left.

The goal has not changed, it is still to destroy the car, it was just a side effect just now.

By piggybacking, more than half of the guards organized by this gang died, and replaced by ordinary gangs, they collapsed on the spot.

And these guards are obviously unusual. Not only do they have the city-state as their backing, they have received systematic military training, and they also have relatively firm beliefs and not bad experience.

Only those who pass the political review and have more than [-] hours of field work experience in the wilderness are eligible to be released.

So these guards are tenacious, and they also know that if they are dispersed and driven into the wilderness, their chances of survival are extremely low.

It's a pity that they encountered an existence that could be called a pervert in every aspect this time.

In fact, Zhou Ning himself is also thinking.

Becoming a beast = blackening?
He feels that from the perspective of a third party, the concrete behavior of his mentality change can be called blackening.

To put it more harshly, he became a bloodthirsty demon, a cold-blooded butcher.

The hunting of ferocious beasts is based on the need for survival.

Others, no matter how high-sounding the statement, can be called injustice.

If you agree with this statement, then yes, he is indeed blackening.

Those who are close to vermilion are red and those who are close to ink are black. Zhou Ning felt that his soul was dyed.

Of course, this is also related to his own weak will.

But if you look closely, the description of 'weak will' seems a bit frivolous.

Because, it seems that he has no reason to be 'hard'.

He did not deny that he had experienced the light and warmth of people's hearts.

But it must be admitted that starting from the social animal life in the previous life, when talking about the truth, I have seen more hypocrisy and darkness.

For a long time, he questioned whether such an evaluation was fair.

After all, the society he lives in, and his circle of friends, doesn't seem so bad.

He suspects that it is those negative things that are easier to remember, which makes people feel more suffering and less happiness.

But this perception is constantly changing.

He began to think about how much of the social atmosphere that seems to be positive and sunny is about tolerance, how much is self-deception, how much is a fig leaf, and how much is instilling truth...

Especially this "principle instilling", the more experience and knowledge you have, the more you feel that you have been cheated.

Some people have always believed in it, but in fact it is very unreasonable to believe in it.Because I have not tested it in practice, it is someone who told you that this principle is correct, and I have always said it.

So you believe it and take it as the truth.

Practicality is the only criterion for testing truth.

Therefore, the previous firm will did not seem to have high gold content, and too much blind faith was mixed in, just like those fanatics who were brainwashed by religion.

That's why it's 'not firm'.

False, unable to stand the test, compare the two, and experience the results personally, occupying the highest peak.

And the result is often dark.

It's like witnessing Liu Cixin's theory of the black forest of the universe in detail.

He also once blamed his bad luck for always encountering the dark world.

But later, he couldn't help thinking: Even in the dark world, there are flashes of humanity, why haven't I encountered many of them?
Oh, it's me who chose to be alone, it's me who refuses to perform love love love...

This understanding seems to be correct, but later, he thought of a more appropriate reason: angle problem, height problem.

He stands at a height that ordinary people cannot reach, facing and solving problems.

At this height, justice and evil are false propositions.

There is only one biggest feeling, the height is too cold.

With this kind of understanding, he felt that he could better understand the sayings like "those who steal the hook will be punished, and those who steal the country will be princes" and "killing one crime will kill thousands of heroes".

Later, these sayings became the basis for the transformation from cattle and sheep to beasts.

The key to the transformation is mindset.

The change in mentality is mainly reflected in self-persuasion.

With thick accumulation and thin hair, quantity changes and quality changes.

Zhou Ning felt that his change was relatively fast. Although it was a little abrupt, it made sense.

He had the foundation of 'game sunspot' before.

He took the lead in reaching the 'high position' state in the game, fleet commander, city governor, kingdom conqueror, interstellar overlord...

This allowed him to cross the years of ordinary people to feel peacefully, eat melons, and appreciate the scenery and coldness of high places.

But this kind of understanding is neither comprehensive enough nor delicate enough, and lacks freedom.

Shallow, illusory, fake.

Especially after returning to reality, the huge gap makes people more and more aware of what is a game and a dream.

Unfortunately, but also fortunately, he passed through, flew away, and quickly climbed to a high place.

Much that was considered shallow and illusory was verified.

That's exactly what happened.

He was once complacent about his "wiseness".

But in the end, he discovered that the true core of comedy is indeed tragedy.

He can't go back.

The validation made him change his mind, and black out.

It's just that he's been struggling, trying to be an ostrich.

Now, he doesn't want to pretend.

No point, no point, no need.

I don't plan to be with cattle and sheep anymore, so I don't have to understand their difficulties from their perspective.

Of course, what he did specifically was not good enough.

Because the transformation has not been fully completed.

So, he thought that he could calmly face fancy death wrestling, cannibalism and other scenes, but he accidentally broke his defense.

Torturing the cubs was a pain point that he couldn't just ignore at the moment.

After all, even beasts still have the feeling of licking calves.

It's just that someone's ability to analyze and predict certain things is stronger, which stole his limelight.

Not anymore.In this killing spree, he is both the big villain and the first protagonist.

If this is a bloody movie, he feels that more than 50% of the shots should be on him.

It’s cool, everyone likes this, especially decompression.

The vehicles were reduced to scrap iron amidst deafening explosions, and the real man never looked back at the explosion.

Zhou Ning felt that the current scene, even if there was no explosive scene after the explosion, it was better than [-] cents special effects, at least worth [-] cents, because it was so real.

However, it was another wave of western confrontation.

He is so excited now, he is very excited, there are no random thoughts in his head, except for killing, it is fun, and it is fun to kill together.

To be honest, he kind of likes this feeling.

In the past, I always analyzed rationally, and felt that this state of selflessness, regardless of life, was silly.

They even used sayings such as "the son of a daughter does not sit in the hall" to compare the degree of mental retardation of this behavior.

Oh, and that sentence: If you want to perish, you must first be crazy.

From a third-party point of view, he looks crazy now.

If one is not careful, the ship will capsize in the gutter. From the perspective of probability, if you continue to do this, it will take only a few rounds, and your character will be exhausted. If you encounter an accident, you will die.

But now he wants to say another sentence: Zi is not a fish, how do you know the joy of fish?

At the same time, I also have a deeper understanding of the poem: a hero in life, and a hero in death.

Those in the past were the cowardice of ordinary people in the market. There is no need to explain it, the explanation is just a cover-up.

When Zhou Ning exited from the 'carnival' state, he found that there were not many living people in Gladiator City.

He himself was not unscathed, not to mention bruises or something. Even though he was wearing a bulletproof vest, a bullet still shot into his left chest, which was not far from the heart and was stuck by the high-density bone.

The person who caused the injury was a boy of twelve or thirteen years old.

It was said by the warlord in {Lord of War}: "The bullets fired by a 14-year-old soldier are as deadly as the bullets fired by a 40-year-old soldier, or even more deadly."

He admits he hesitated for half a second at the time.

Also dodged, but not completely dodged.

Fortunately, the opponent used burst shots, and his aim was not very good, but he was not.

Interestingly, this thing is a fear.

At that time, it was very high, and I didn't feel anything at all, so I just continued to fight.

With systematic guidance, his injury was not badly treated.

If you can't reach it yourself, ask someone to help you.

That old guy had a good attitude and his hands were steady, even though he was pointed at his head with a gun the whole time.

Afterwards, savoring the pain, Zhou Ning felt that he somewhat understood what it means to be bleeding from the head of a knife, and the life of a sword is over.

In the past, those were not counted, that is, playing games.

It's not just a question of the degree of pain, but more of a state of mind.

With or without a backing, and how strong the backing is, it feels really different.

In the past, he had N lives, but now he clears the level with one life, and if he dies, he is completely dead.Can this be the same?Not the same, and far worse.

What's interesting is that when you have a lot of lives, you are cowardly, and when you have few lives, you are crazy, which is full of irony.

Life is like a play, not like a game, but more like acting.

Before dawn, he drove a restored open-top jeep and set off with the loot.

After traveling about fifteen kilometers, the first batch of supplies was buried.

At the same time, the purpose of loading sand and gravel of the same weight on the car is naturally to ensure the consistency of the ruts.

In this way, it was carried out three more times. For the fourth time, all the sand and gravel were thrown into the lake by him, and then the car also pressed the accelerator and rushed into the lake.

At this time, the sky was completely bright.

He didn't take a rest, but after performing the local method of odor treatment, he pulled the branch that covered the footprints and left.

In the middle of the morning, he heard the sound of a helicopter.

He knew that he was probably looking for him, so he acted more and more cautiously.

In the afternoon, due to his injuries, huge energy and physical exhaustion, and a long journey, he finally started to have a low-grade fever.

After drinking some water and taking some antibiotics, he still insisted on finding a place to sleep in the open until dark.

To be honest, this day was a bit painful, but because the information on his own situation was detailed and timely enough, he didn't panic at all, and even felt that it was nothing more than that.

Sure enough, the unknown is the greatest pain.

In a blink of an eye, at the end of October, the first snow fell, celebrating the coming of winter.

During this period of time, he did not stay away from the gladiatorial city he slaughtered, but relied on his original material savings, looted materials, and current collection to complete the material reserves for this winter.

From now on, even if he doesn't make any money, he can maintain it until March next year without delaying his growth.

His injury is healed, his head is getting bigger, the former 'ET Alien' is no longer a joke, he is indeed developing towards that.

He originally wanted to set up a Flag, 'Do I have to empathize with bugs and aliens like "Dark Blood Age"?Too young? '

After thinking about it, this flag is still not set up. After all, looking back on the past, there were really a lot of face-slapping scenes.

His life path is definitely not a standard cool text process, and he doesn't need to add drama to himself.

It is gratifying, but also somewhat ironic, "The blackening is three times stronger, and the whitening is weaker by three points." 'The argument seems to have been given to him in advance.

According to the system's technique, during the exhilarating period of the second slaughter of Gladiator City, his state of mind was elevated to the speed of light state, and now, he may be promoted to a higher level at any time.

This made him start to wonder what the spiritual realm was.

Such an ascension method has already overturned his previous cognition.

When thinking deeply about this issue, the word "magic" of Dou Da came to mind.

Demonic way, obsession, radical, obsession...

Well, he admits that looking at the phenomenon from the perspective of a bystander does have an inner taste.

As for whether the authorities are fans, it is not easy to say.

But there is a saying that is good, a real madman will never feel that he is crazy...

Zhou Ning felt that he had at least one winter to think about this issue.

By the way, look back on the past, look forward to the future, and think about what kind of life he wants to live in order to be satisfied.

However, an accident disrupted his rhythm.

It was already mid-December, and it had been freezing for a while.

He is idle, playing ice fishing.

In a moment of negligence, he did not ask the system for benefits.

Then made a common sense mistake.

Bai Bingxu, Lan Bingshi's mistake.

Opaque white ice often indicates intercalation of air bubbles.

As a result, I didn't pay attention to this detail, and I pitted myself when digging the ice cave.

The ice cracked and fell into the water, and was immediately sent downstream by the flowing river below.

Next, there is a 5-minute passionate drama of life and death.

His body supported him to carry it longer, but the oxygen did not.

Especially now that he is a big head, the brain's requirement for blood oxygen content is higher than that of ordinary people, the error tolerance rate is lower, and it is easier to enter a near-death state.

At the critical moment, his survival instinct allowed him to enter the 'high' state when he was slaughtered in the gladiator city.

Not long after, he felt something in his mind break.

But at that time, I couldn't care about so much at all, and I was fighting for survival wholeheartedly.

In the end, he stabilized his body with the multi-energy knife, dug another hole, completed the breath, and then broke through the ice.

Afterwards, there was little suspense. With the information support from the system, his self-rescue measures were quick and appropriate. Although he still couldn't escape the frostbite, he just suffered for a period of time and basically left no sequelae.

Then, the system congratulated him, and his spiritual realm broke through to a new stage.

Then, through exploration and experimentation, he mastered a skill, hi switch!
That is to say, he can make himself high or stop at any time.

Extraordinary idealism, idealism and sensibility.

The essence of magic is that wishes come true.

Zhou Ning realized that before he knew it, he had not only turned black, but also completed the transformation from rationality to sensibility.

This transformation begins with facing one's own cowardice.

When he is no longer the rational party who is cautious in everything.

When he devotes himself to every act from the bottom of his heart, he doesn't care whether he is crazy or reckless.

The metamorphosis was completed little by little.

He used to always think that sensibility is a woman's way of thinking. He always shows emotions on his face, weeps and wipes his tears, and only talks about feelings without reason.

Only now do I realize that this understanding is very one-sided.

The priority of human emotional thinking is actually higher than the priority of rational thinking.

Perceptual thinking refers more to coming from the inside, from the heart, and from the truth. It is not unreasonable, it is any reason, and it must make way for the simplest and most sincere feelings. It is the heart of a child, even if This child's heart is black from a worldly point of view.

In the past, he couldn't improve his state of mind because he was countering falsehoods with falsehoods.

Treat the life distorted by the system into a game with an attitude that seems reasonable but not distracted.

Now, this problem is solved.

Just like what he understood at the beginning, the improvement of the spiritual realm has nothing to do with good and evil, good and evil, but a set of thinking logic.

To live out the true self is the sensibility corresponding to the extraordinary.

Such a simple sentence, it took Zhou Ning so long and experienced the triple realm of watching mountains to finally understand.

At this moment, Zhou Ning was dead, and Zhou Ning was born...

(End of this chapter)