Mystery: Those years when I was a foreign aid for the Aurora Club

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Her "Dreamwalker" potion was digested.

Audrey was slightly surprised at first, then fell silent, and finally, she clearly realized one thing.

Letty Orr is dead.

All those memories in the Southern Continent, the joyful ones, the painful ones, the difficult ones, the unspeakable ones...everything came to an end with the death of Leti Orr and the imminent demise of the Southern Continent.

This period of life is over—precisely because this period of life is so unforgettable, she went to the Southern Continent in the form of a spirit body while her body was asleep, and did various things, and she personally wove and designed a self-"Ao Dai "Audrey Hall" was born, but she completely surpassed the character of "Audrey Hall"-finally, she woke up from the dream.

This is how a story came to an end, although hastily, it has a beginning and an end.

As for other aspects, according to Audrey's original grasp and prediction of herself, she felt that she would finish digesting the potion around February, and at the earliest it would be January, at least the time to go to Intis was not over at all. .

But she encountered too many things in the hospital, and she had the opportunity to treat multiple members of the Rose School of thought in succession, to experience those crazy, unorganized and implicitly logical, strange, and completely different dreams from normal people.

This includes multiple dreams, dreams caused by mental illness, lucid dreams, dreams caused by the influence of evil spirits and resentful souls, and the most extreme is the serious illness caused by stressful psychological trauma, and two people who occasionally come to adjust the state The dream of a demigod.

Under normal circumstances, as a "dream walker", Audrey is a creature that can generally judge which level the dream she is about to enter belongs to, so as to avoid encountering danger.But the patients often have no room for Audrey to refuse. They often appear in a state of "If you can't cure me, I will go crazy and out of control", which makes Audrey very busy and has to do it again and again. Challenge yourself and learn new treatment techniques from other doctors.

Fortunately, although it was dangerous most of the time, and occasionally life-threatening, she survived.

Instead, he accumulated experience, and because of carefully traveling, traveling, observing, and analyzing in the demigod dreamland, he greatly digested the potion.

The rest of the special dreams also gave her a completely different experience. After that, she tried to construct multiple dreams by herself, and tried to hide behind the scenes in the dreams, skillfully guide the development, reversely interfere with the subconscious, treat the mental illness of the dream owner or expel Pollution from evil spirits and resentful souls.

To some extent, she violated her self-requirement of only observing and recording and not interfering, but it strangely accelerated the digestion of the potion.

This led her to come up with new rules, not only for acting, but also for therapy:
"...If you really want to interfere, be the planner and guide behind the scenes. Even if the goal has been achieved, no one will notice."

In this regard, Audrey did a good job. After those people with serious mental illness had five or six slightly weird dreams, they recovered unknowingly.

However, it was the identity and experience of "Letty Orr" that played a decisive role in the digestion of the potion.

"Letty Orr" came from her, surpassed her, and achieved what Audrey could not do. She surpassed herself and fought to the end for her belief and desire to protect others. Retreat, and do not run away from the Holy One.

With the superposition of various elements, Audrey's "Dreamwalker" potion was digested so perfectly.

This caused a strange feeling in Audrey's heart. From the perspective of the audience, it seemed that this identity could be her, or it could be a persona she displayed specially to digest the potion.

After all, digesting potions was indeed one of the important reasons for her to go to the Southern Continent in the first place.

There are two options before her. One is to separate Leti Orr as a certain state of her own, a certain identity, which only appears under certain circumstances, and is completely used as a special tool, emphasizing that it is "A dream".The second is to admit that she is a part of the "I" and think that it is the "dream self".

Audrey chose the second option without any hesitation.

"Luck is the main factor in digesting the 'dream walker' potion so quickly, or it can't be said to be luck. Any 'psychiatrist' and 'dream walker' have dozens of mental illnesses. Different Extraordinary patients can digest as quickly as I do... But if there are only so many unique experiences and no 'Letty Orr' life fantasy, I will definitely have to wait a year or two months." Audrey looked at herself in the mirror and blinked.

She quickly looked away, scanned the bedroom, and walked to the dressing table.

There was a deck of tarot cards.

In the room of a girl who likes the occult, it is quite normal to have a deck of tarot cards.

Audrey stretched out her right hand, touched the top card with her fingertips, took a slow breath, and said to herself silently:

"False kindness."

"Packaging naked plunder and greed into a just war that has to be waged to save the country."

"When did Loen reach the point where he had to rob other countries to survive... Whether it was before God's War or now, no matter in terms of national power or the power of the gods, Loen is clearly the most powerful country."

"This is greed..."

"I won't be satisfied because I already have [-] pounds, but I will hope to take all other people's ten pounds and fifty pounds."

"And after getting so much, what is given to the people is still only 1 soli."

Susie stood behind, looking at Audrey worriedly.

It's just a dog, a pampered dog, who doesn't understand the tricks of the human world, and is just worried about Audrey's state.

"No, I can't stay at home anymore. I need a chance, a chance to become a demigod! I need power. Only with power can I have the initial power to change...Fortunately, before George III died, Mister 'World' has already given me the potion formula and main ingredients of 'Manipulator'... The tears produced by seven different human beings due to strong emotions have also been collected through the dream experience during this period..."

"The golden leaves of the treant mentor were previously traded from the little 'sun', and the only thing missing is the blood of the old mind dragon..."

"Phew, if Ruen's Psychological Alchemist Association is not taken back by King George III, then I will try to exchange it from the Psychological Alchemist Association. After all, I am already the leader of a psychological research group... But if I want to do it, I can't get around it. Hevin Rambis, I'm going to Intis right now, Ms. Irena and the Creator's Church there have already offered me an olive branch, so I don't need to owe a favor..."

Audrey made calculations calmly, and couldn't help laughing:

"Hvin Rambis!"

"If it wasn't for the lack of time and help, and I would have left in a hurry, he would be a good source of Beyonder characteristics... Audrey, Audrey, you have finally started to regard other Beyonders as competitors, as Beyonder materials ..."

After laughing at herself, Audrey gave up on this idea.

If there is one, there are two, she doesn't want to start "cannibalism" so soon, even if it is to eat a person who may have committed a heinous crime.Once she starts this, she will realize that killing people is the fastest way, and thus quickly collapse her beliefs and humanity.

So, she began to think about what kind of occasion should be used to complete the "operator" promotion ceremony.

That requires taking the potion on a specific occasion with at least 1 people, in the great resonance of their emotions.

While her thoughts were spinning, Audrey suddenly thought of one thing:
"Actually, isn't the current highland just..."

After a few seconds of silence, Audrey sat in front of the dressing table as if nothing had happened, looking at herself in the mirror.

Susie keenly noticed that today's Audrey seemed a little different from the past. It stood by the window, and did not lean over as quickly as in the past, listening to her share with her what she had seen and experienced in that hospital and acting experience.

"I am fine."

She said softly:

"Don't worry, Susie, I'm still me, I just saw some sad things in the hospital, and now I feel a little lost."

"I've heard my mother's footsteps, I'll pack myself up right away and get ready to go to the restaurant."

"Ah, I've troubled you to help me for so long today. It's really hard work—Susie, everyone didn't realize it was you. Your camouflage skills are really getting better and better."

Susie, who was a little anxious, heard Audrey's words, but looking at the other person's back and expression, she was full of fatigue, anger, and instability—then, Susie was surprised to find that as Audrey straightened After stretching her back, she began to dress herself, braid her hair, and use cosmetics and foundation to blur out her somewhat pale face. It gradually became unable to see through Audrey's mood and state.

It seems that it's not just because Audrey is one sequence higher than her, but because of some other reason... Susie is a little confused, it feels that Audrey seems to be Audrey, but it seems to be completely different.

"You're welcome." Susie thought for a while and said, "This is not the first time we have cooperated."

Audrey nodded, while doing simple skin care and makeup, she asked:
"Have you never left the room?"

"Annie came in once. It was your friends who came to see you. It was Millie, Wendy, Viscount Kano, and Grelint."

Susie replied truthfully: "They came to invite you to attend a salon at a new friend's home. I don’t know if that person is a man or a woman, but only by letting my children invite some open-minded young noble descendants can I enter the upper class social circle smoothly.”

Audrey quietly braided her hair and put on her own diamond hairpin.

Then, she thought for a while and asked again:

"You saw them?"

Susie in the mirror nodded: "I can't make decisions for you, so I chose to shirk, but to show respect, I still met them, in your study."

Is that right, my friends came to see me, but they still didn’t realize that I’m not me… But Susie and I get along day and night, and they’re also the “audience” of Sequence 6. There’s no doubting its ability to play me, just say a few words There will be no problem.Even if it is found that something is wrong, it still has the extraordinary ability to hypnotize it.What's more, no one will suspect that a friend has been replaced by someone else at a friend's house...

Audrey became more and more silent.

"Audrey?" Susie was a little uneasy, but it could no longer see through Audrey's thoughts, "Are you unhappy?"

"I have some things on my mind that I haven't thought about yet. Don't worry, Susie. I will tell you when I think about it."

After finishing speaking, Audrey didn't speak again.

She lost the desire to speak for a while, and just quietly looked at the new ruby ​​brooch that she had placed on the dressing table and wanted to wear today when she left at noon.

The brooch was made of ruby ​​and emerald in the shape of a pomegranate flower—this is Audrey’s ordinary brooch, the only thing special about it is that it is brand new—in the original plan, Hibbert wanted to She gave her sister a rose brooch as a parting gift, but Audrey was too high-profile and eye-catching to refuse, and changed it to what she is now.

At this moment, the two colors that should have been opposed to each other blended perfectly.It is matched with a silver wire hook edge, and the surname "Hall" is engraved on the back, which is only as small as a bug's leg. Everywhere reflects the superb skills of the craftsmen.

Three artisans polished the brooch for half a month and spent a total of [-] pounds on the gems that Hibbert personally selected.

A thousand pounds.Audrey thought about this number.

In an ordinary aristocratic family, it is definitely a favorite accessory for the wife or young lady, and it is common to wear it frequently when attending; in a middle-class home, it is an item that will be solemnly worn at every major banquet, New Year’s, and birthday dinner; in a civilian’s At home...then this family must be a down-and-out aristocrat, and this is also a family heirloom that should have been sold for money in the current environment.

Audrey lightly stroked the word "Hall" with her fingers, and then placed it on the table.Put on an everyday outfit.

Leave... she thought.

Almost at the same time, Annie's calling came from outside the door:
"Miss, madam is here."

Audrey's voice immediately rose, and switched to Miss Hall without any process, and said in a sweet voice:
"Come on, Mom! What's for dinner today?"

She walked out quickly, deliberately making the footsteps light and hasty, Annie opened the door, and Audrey took her mother's arm affectionately.

"It's beef, caviar, and seafood soup."

Madam said casually, and said with a smile:
"After dinner, there is your favorite dessert, Audrey, would you like some more chocolate?"

"...I think, Mom." Audrey blinked, with a smile in her eyes, and an inquiry under the smile, "I like Mom the most."

Mrs. Caitlin was a little surprised, and then her expression became a little sad:
"I love you too, my dear—what are you saying all of a sudden? Oh, Audrey, don't think about those sad things. Let's go to dinner. If you have anything to say, you can talk about it later."

"I love you too, Mom." Audrey said softly, "The same goes for Dad and Brother. I love you both."

After finishing speaking, she leaned her head on her mother's shoulder coquettishly, and gently closed her emerald green eyes, covering up her determined expression.

I love you.

I'm going to the Highlands, I'm going back there.

I may die there, but...there are people waiting for me, thinking about my children, patients looking forward to me, and young people who are poor but still give me gifts.

But here, there are only false ones, decency and kindness that make me sad, and... those who love me deeply, those who ignore disasters, those who despise people, and those who send me to other countries-my favorite, you.

TBC
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"...Actually, both options are wrong, right?"

Klein looked at the foreign god in front of him seriously, and said word by word:

"If I choose to protect the high ground, it is just my self-satisfaction, thinking that I can become a good god's fantasy... I will eventually become Fusheng Xuanhuang Tianzun in the future, and that person does not have any shelter or preference. Therefore, My purpose is nothing more than to confront God and give humanity an option other than to go to heaven."

"If I choose this, I will simultaneously deny my own beliefs and tarnish Mr. Richard's determination."

The Lord of Withering held his chin, smiled and said nothing.

"As for not being saved, it's impossible." Klein's voice became a little louder, and he said solemnly, "I won't give up on Him, just as He didn't turn a blind eye to me when I was in a fatal crisis."

"However, I now have a question to ask."

"What would you do if I decided to help but didn't choose the option you offered?"

"Me?" The smile on the face of the withered lord deepened, "Depending on my mood, maybe I'm happy, so I'll help you. I'm not satisfied with your thoughts, so I'll kill you right now."

Klein nodded.

"Okay, so my choice is."

"Please tell me the probability that I will become 'Gate'."