Rebirth: Life Optimization Panel

Chapter 121 Why Are You Looking Disappointed
"Clap."

Han Jing twisted the gas stove,

After it is hot, pour the pig's trotter soup into it and heat it up.

At this moment, she was blushing from her face to her neck, and she couldn't recover for a long time.

Some crispy, some numb...

What a strange feeling.

Han Jing pursed her lips, and it was even more difficult to control her blushing when she thought of this.

She took a deep breath and put her hands on her face, thinking that this would relieve her a little.

"calm down……"

Han Jing muttered, looking at the pig's trotter soup in the pot, trying to calm herself down.

The pig's trotter soup melted, and water vapor slowly rose from the pot.

Han Jing also calmed down a bit, she picked up the spatula and stirred the soup in the pot.

Standing in front of the gas stove, he was a little absent-minded.

The spatula in his hand was also very stiff when stirring, and he was out of his mind.

"So he knows everything..."

Han Jing could feel that Jiang Cheng rarely mentioned what he knew between the lines in his words.

But some subtle expressions couldn't fool Han Jing.

She knows Jiang Chengwen too well, and it is also difficult for Jiang Chengwen to hide his thoughts in front of her.

But even if Jiang Chengwen guessed everything, he would still follow her mind and arrange everything in the future.

Whether it was the absurd love affair or the seemingly "impulsive" homecoming, Jiang Chengwen never revealed her thoughts, but always followed hers.

If she hadn't confessed suddenly today, Jiang Chengwen probably wouldn't have said a word in the future.

He understands, he knows, but he doesn't say anything, and he won't expose her little thoughts.

Thinking of this, Han Jing also slowly came to his senses.

"You know you're used to me..."

She sighed, but a smirk appeared on her face in a blink of an eye.

It feels so good to be used to it.

……

Jiang Chengwen in the room put down his pen, then closed the diary.

He raised his head and took a look, as if he was looking for something in the house.

His eyes focused on the cabinet.

Then, Jiang Chengwen got up and walked over, opened the cabinet, and saw the things inside, so he thought about it.

"All..."

He looked away, stepped out of the door, and when he turned his head, he saw Han Jing standing in front of the gas stove warming up pig's trotter soup.

Jiang Chengwen walked over and said, "Let me do it, you go to the meeting."

Han Jing shook her head and said, "No, it will get hot soon."

Jiang Chengwen asked with a smile: "Are you only drinking soup this afternoon?"

Han Jing froze for a moment when she heard this, and she reacted suddenly.

Yes, she didn't even cook the rice.

"I'm going to cook!" Han Jing said.

Jiang Chengwen stopped her, took her hand and walked into the room.

"Why are you pulling me?" Han Jing asked puzzled.

Jiang Chengwen took her to the sofa and let her sit on the sofa.

He said, "I'll do it."

With that said, Jiang Chengwen rolled up his sleeves.

Han Jing snorted, folded her arms and said, "Success, then my mouth is just waiting to be eaten."

"to make."

Jiang Chengwen walked to the cabinet, opened it, took a few ingredients from it, and then walked out.

Han Jing watched him walk out the door carrying his things, she couldn't help smiling.

But I saw the diary on the table.

She reached out and picked it up, flipping through the pages of the diary.

From start to finish.

From the silence at the beginning to the full smile later, she was immersed in those moments with Jiang Chengwen and felt happy.

When she saw the three words 'I'm not crazy' written by herself, she couldn't help but giggle again.

Good things have come as promised...

However, looking at it, I found some printed words on the page.

"Ok?"

Han Jing paused and turned to the reverse side of the page.

Here, one more diary.

Han Jing glanced at it and couldn't help being stunned.

[The cold night will eventually pass, and the dawn will come as promised. When a certain ray of sunshine shines on you, you will take root and sprout, grow rhizomes, and bloom flowers. 】

[It doesn’t have to be roses, if you like, you can make jasmines, daisies, nameless flowers, thousands of flowers. 】

[And I am happy to be a gardener, and I only raise one flower for you. 】

——June 2011, 6, written

Han Jing stretched out her hand and touched the writing on the page.

His handwriting was originally sharp, but in this long passage, the sharpness of his handwriting faded away, turning into a gentleness like water that permeated her heart.

Better than thousands of words.

What is a rose?It is a unique rose.

But daisies and jasmines have different postures. Although they are not as gorgeous as roses, they have their own.

means……

No matter what, I will protect you.

These meanings are hidden between the lines, and only the right people can understand the meaning when they see it.

Han Jing's eyes were reddish, and a tear fell unconsciously.

She wiped it with her hand, trying to calm down her emotions.

It's not like her to cry.

Han Jing pursed her lips, looked between the lines, but couldn't help laughing.

But her eyes were red again.

It is so contradictory, but not abrupt.

This girl who wanted to be strong finally let go of a little defense in her heart, not to say that she buried all her emotions in her heart.

"Stupid or not..."

Han Jing muttered, and carefully closed the diary.

……

Jiang Chengwen is serving soup.

But suddenly saw the prompt on the panel.

[[Han Jing] love value for you +5, raised to: 73]

He paused slightly, and couldn't help shaking his head: "Sometimes I really don't like this panel."

Jiang Chengwen poured out all the soup in the pot.

Then wash the pot, add water to it, and wait for the water to boil.

While boiling the water, he washed the vegetables by the way.

Wait until the water boils to put it in the pot.

While washing the vegetables, Jiang Chengwen was thinking about it. He suddenly found that his better life now has meaning.

For more than 30 years in his previous life, he had never been married, and he had never been in a relationship after graduation.

When a person feels helpless about feelings for a long time, feelings become dispensable.

Many people are like this, not social, not in love, because they are tired, they prefer to live alone, occasionally they will flare up, but they will fade quickly.

It is impulse and the superior that force them to fall in love, but there are very few good results.

But now, Jiang Chengwen found that he really fell in love with this silly girl who was stronger.

This is him...

Feeling like never before.

Moreover, this is not a novelty, but an idea originating from the soul, which cannot even be deceived by oneself.

Jiang Chengwen was even thinking about all kinds of things in the future, getting married and having children...

It's ridiculous to say so.

A person of his age can still think of such things.

Jiang Chengwen couldn't help laughing, feeling crazy.

but……

He really thought so.

Well, I suddenly want to get married.

Han Jing heard the fragrance coming from outside.

"Dog!!"

Han Jing asked aloud: "What do you cook so delicious?"

"It'll be ready soon!"

Immediately afterwards, Jiang Chengwen brought in the soup and said, "The soup is a little warmer, you can drink it directly, wait for me for a while."

"Eh……"

Han Jing blinked and saw Jiang Chengwen go out again.

Immediately afterwards, Jiang Chengwen came in with a bowl in both hands.

A faint fragrance floated into the nose.

Han Jing looked at Jiang Chengwen's noodle bowl on the table, and was slightly taken aback.

Eggs floated in the clear soup in the bowl, a green leaf floated aside, and the noodles were soaked in the soup.

Jiang Chengwen said, "Egg noodles."

Han Jing's hand holding the chopsticks couldn't help trembling, and she raised her head to look at Jiang Chengwen.

"Look at what I'm doing." Jiang Chengwen said, "Taste it quickly."

Han Jing nodded and said, "Okay."

As she spoke, she stretched out her chopsticks, picked up the noodles and tasted them.

"Is it delicious?" Jiang Chengwen asked.

Han Jing was stunned, but when she heard Jiang Chengwen's question, she nodded and answered.

"Delicious."

As she spoke, she lowered her head and picked up the noodles again and started eating.

But as she ate, her eyes turned red.

"Do you want some vinegar, I'll get it for you." Jiang Chengwen asked.

Han Jing just ate the noodles with her head down, shook her head, but said nothing.

She ate so fast that she didn't even raise her head.

Jiang Chengwen turned to look at her, but found something was wrong.

Han Jing kept moving her chopsticks, as if she was gobbling, and she was also very embarrassed when eating.

Tears overflowed from the corners of her eyes and trickled down to her chin.

"You..." Jiang Chengwen was stunned for a moment, and reached out to touch Han Jing.

Han Jing swallowed the last noodles in her mouth.

As soon as she raised her head, Jiang Chengwen saw her red eyes and tears on her face.

Tears were still welling up in the corners of her eyes.

"Clap."

When the chopsticks fell to the ground, it was hard for Han Jing to hold back her emotions.

"Dog..."

She burst into tears, cried loudly, threw herself into Jiang Chengwen's arms, and buried her head in his chest.

Jiang Chengwen froze for a moment, then reached out and hugged her.

Han Jing's crying came to his ears, and Jiang Chengwen suddenly regretted making this bowl of egg noodles.

Jiang Chengwen thought that she likes egg noodles so much, and it happened that she also had these ingredients at home, so he made a bowl.

The chopsticks were scattered aside, Jiang Chengwen patted her on the back and said, "Don't cry, don't cry, I'm here."

At this moment, Han Jing vented her emotions like a child.

She was crying and venting!

"I miss Grandpa..."

Han Jing hid in his arms, sobbing and shaking from time to time, and the crying lasted for a long time.

"Want it so so much……"

Jiang Chengwen hugged her, and he felt tears soaking his clothes.

She cried for a long time that day.

This was also the worst time Jiang Chengwen had ever seen her cry.

……

Perhaps it was a catharsis, and the grievance in her heart was rarely calmed down.

The cries slowly turned into sobs.

Jiang Chengwen held her and never let go, and when she got better, he patted her on the back lightly.

It's like coaxing a child.

Who is not a child? If there were no such things, she should be very naive now, instead of being strong like this.

Han Jing in her arms slowly calmed down.

Jiang Chengwen also felt that her breathing was gradually calming down, and the ups and downs of her chest also stabilized a lot.

He lowered his head and glanced, only to see that she in his arms was closing her eyes, as if she was asleep.

"Are you asleep?" Jiang Chengwen asked softly.

However, Han Jing did not respond at all.

She fell asleep.

Jiang Chengwen's lips parted slightly, feeling a little bloody, but after thinking about it, he felt nothing.

Crying is the best way to vent emotions. Many people write copywriting in the middle of the night just to make themselves cry. This seemingly self-abuse method is actually a kind of relief for themselves, so that they can fall asleep peacefully .

Perhaps, they lack a support.

Han Jing slept particularly peacefully. In the past ten years or so, she has never slept so peacefully like this time.

Jiang Chengwen thought for a while and didn't bother her. He just hugged Han Jing and waited for her to wake up.

It might take a long time, but it doesn't matter.

……

Soon, the sky outside darkened.

The cool evening wind blew into the house along the windows, and there were no lights in the house, so it was a little dark.

Han Jing slept from six in the afternoon to nine in the evening.

During these three hours, Jiang Chengwen kept a certain posture, and his hands were a little stiff.

"..."

Han Jing's closed eyes trembled slightly, and her body trembled slightly.

Jiang Chengwen felt the movement in his arms and became a little awake.

Han Jing slowly opened her eyes. She felt the warm chest in front of her and couldn't help but grab it.

"Huh?" Jiang Chengwen was taken aback.

"Huh?" Han Jing was a little puzzled, and grabbed it again.

Jiang Chengwen said: "No, Han Fat Hu, you wake up when you wake up, why are you grabbing my chest?"

Han Jing was startled, and straightened up abruptly.

She almost fell, but fortunately, Jiang Chengwen held her up.

"and many more!"

Han Jing's mind was a little messy.

"I'm going to turn on the light."

Jiang Chengwen fumbled to find the switch, and then turned on the light.

Han Jing sat on the sofa, her eyes were a little dull, and when the lights came on, she was a little more awake.

She also remembered how she fell asleep.

Han Jing shook her head and asked, "How long have I been asleep?"

"About two or three hours." Jiang Chengwen said.

Han Jing took a deep breath and said, "I'm going to wash my face."

She went to the bathroom, took the water and flushed her face.

At this moment, she was still a little dazed.

Jiang Chengwen stood at the door and looked at her, his chest was still a little sore, this dog is not easy to attack.

"Are you sober?" Jiang Chengwen asked.

Han Jing turned her head stiffly and said, "How did I fall asleep in your arms?"

"Crying and crying, I fell asleep." Jiang Chengwen said.

Han Jing blinked and said, "Then... what about you?"

"I held you for three hours."

"Isn't it numb?" Han Jing asked.

Jiang Chengwen said: "I don't know if it's numb or not, but the two times you grabbed my chest when you woke up were really ruthless."

Han Jing blushed slightly and said, "I..."

She suddenly realized, looked at Jiang Chengwen and said, "Wait, you didn't do anything to me when I fell asleep, did you?"

Jiang Chengwen rolled her eyes and said, "Do I look like that kind of person?"

Han Jing looked at him and said, "Dog, you don't have any problems, do you? You didn't do anything with such a good opportunity?"

"Should I do anything?" Jiang Chengwen asked.

Han Jing twitched her lips when she heard this, and turned her head, a look of disappointment appeared between her brows.

Jiang Chengwen was taken aback for a moment.

"Ok?"

"Han Panghu, explain why you look disappointed?"

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Broken bowl~
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