Rebirth: Life Optimization Panel

Chapter 119 Her Diary

Most of the houses in the old city are old, and you can see many black spots on the walls with the naked eye, and most of them are made of red bricks.

Han Jing's home is one of them. It is a small rental house on the second floor. After entering the corridor, you can see all kinds of sundries piled up on the side of the corridor.

While walking, the two stopped in front of a door.

Next to the door is a table with a pot and some simple seasonings on it.

"Why don't you open the door?" Jiang Chengwen asked.

"Wait."

Han Jing squatted down, glanced at the crack of the door, and pulled out a small short thread from it.

"Okay."

She got up with peace of mind, took out the key and opened the door.

Seeing this scene, Jiang Chengwen couldn't help being startled.

That short line is the basis for determining whether anyone has entered the house. If the door has been opened before, that line should fall to the ground.

"Crack."

Turning the key, Han Jing led him into the door.

"come in."

You can see some yellowed walls, but when you open your eyes, the scene inside gives Jiang Chengwen a little pause.

The color of the whole room is mainly warm colors, a small bed, an old-fashioned sofa, a TV, and a skeleton wardrobe with a low table in the middle.

The tablecloth, TV cover, sofa cover, and quilt are all uniform warm white, and they are especially clean.

There is her smell in the room, a faint fragrance.

Han Jing put down the key and said, "Sit down for a while, dog, and I'll pour you some water."

"Okay." Jiang Chengwen nodded, and continued to look at the surrounding layout.

But he saw a red notebook with a pen in the middle on the table.

Jiang Chengwen took a look and reached out to get it.

"That's a diary."

Han Jing's voice came.

Jiang Chengwen withdrew his hand when he heard the words, and said, "I won't read the diary."

Han Jing put the cup full of water on the table and said, "You can watch."

Jiang Chengwen paused slightly, reached for the hand on the table, and said, "Isn't this your privacy?"

Han Jing smiled and sat beside him.

"Aren't you my privacy?"

Jiang Chengwen's hand holding the cup stopped, and he turned to look at Han Jing.

I couldn't help being startled, and my heart also trembled.

Jiang Chengwen smiled, took a sip of water from the cup, and then reached out to pick up the diary.

Han Jing said: "Look at it from the beginning."

Jiang Chengwen took off the pen stuck in the middle, then opened the first page of the diary, and read it.

【00, December 12th, it was so cold. 】

The handwriting on it is a little immature, and the writing is a little big, and it is written with a pencil.

Jiang Chengwen paused and said, "8? You were only [-] years old at that time, right?"

Han Jing nodded and said, "It snowed a lot that year."

"I have a little impression." Jiang Chengwen said.

Han Jing said: "At that time, I was in the country with my grandpa. My hands and feet were red from the cold when I was hiding under the quilt. Grandpa brought me a stove and put it in the house, which made it a little warmer. This is the same. Written that night."

Jiang Chengwen continued to scroll down.

[In 01, January 1, today is my birthday, and I am one year older. I eat dumplings today. 】

Han Jing said, "Nine years old."

"Did you live with grandpa?" Jiang Chengwen asked.

Han Jing nodded and said, "Well, grandpa cooked me a plate of dumplings, stuffed with cabbage and pork, and I ate them all."

[In 01, on April 4th, no one picked me up. 】

[In 01, on April 5th, no one picked me up. 】

[01, June 6th, no one. 】

Jiang Chengwen looked up at her.

Han Jing said with a smile: "All the students have parents to pick them up, but I don't have one. I'm very sad. I will think about it later, so I won't write any more."

Jiang Chengwen continued to scroll down.

[In 02, on January 1th, I was one year older. Grandpa cooked egg noodles for me. 】

"this!"

Han Jing said with a smile: "At that time, I really liked the egg noodles made by grandpa. Grandpa originally said that he would buy me a cake, but I thought it was too expensive and a waste of money, so I asked grandpa to cook a bowl of egg noodles for me. ,really tasty."

"What kind of egg noodles?" Jiang Chengwen asked.

Han Jing said: "The clear soup noodles are heated with boiled eggs, very fragrant."

Jiang Chengwen wrote it down and continued to scroll down.

[In 02, December 12, I have two birthdays this year!Another year older! 】

Every time Jiang Chengwen turns a page, the span is huge.

In the two pages that are separated, the interval may be several months or even a year.

【03, April 4th, I will make a lot of money in the future. 】

Jiang Chengwen turned to look at her and said, "You must be ten years old when you write this."

"Correct."

Han Jing said: "Grandpa has been suffering from rheumatism for many years. I want him to see it, but he always said that he has no money and can't afford medical treatment, so he put it on hold. During that time, I really wanted money..."

"Is that so?"

Continue scrolling down.

[04, January 1, 14 years old]

Jiang Chengwen asked: "Only 11 years old?"

Han Jing recalled and said: "That year, my grandfather's legs and feet were not working well, and the weather was cold, so he didn't come to bed too often, so I cooked a bowl of egg noodles for my grandfather."

Jiang Chengwen put the diary on the table, and held Han Jing's hand with the other hand.

When I touched it, I found that her hand was so cold.

Han Jing even wanted to shrink back.

But Jiang Chengwen firmly grasped it.

This seemingly strong girl is just pretending to be calm.

"Keep watching." Han Jing said.

[In 04, on February 2, my grandfather said that he had saved me a lot of money, but I didn't want it, and hoped that my grandfather would go to the doctor. 】

[In 04, on March 3, he fell asleep. 】

These two diaries are written on the same page.

Jiang Chengwen turned his head to look at her, but saw Han Jing's face was extremely calm, and said: "They all said that the old man would have a premonition that a certain day will come, maybe it is true, don't worry about me, dog, I have already accepted it This fact."

Jiang Chengwen didn't say anything, and continued to turn the page.

[In 04, on March 3th, that person came, and I slapped him. 】

[In 04, on March 3th, went up the mountain. 】

[In 04, on March 3, it turned out that grandpa didn't have money to see a doctor. 】

Han Jing said: "I took out the box under the bed according to my grandfather's instructions. There was a passbook, and a lot of banknotes and coins. The total was 65 yuan and [-] cents."

'I remember so clearly...'

The more Jiang Chengwen looked at it, the more sour his nose felt.

He closed the diary, not wanting to read any more.

"how?"

"Don't look at it."

Han Jing blinked and said, "Goose, are you pitying me?"

"I feel sorry for you." Jiang Chengwen said.

Han Jing said: "Your words are so nasty."

"There are some."

Jiang Chengwen forced out a smile, touched her head and said, "Your life was much more difficult than I imagined."

"Isn't it all here?" Han Jing said.

She took the diary and said: "Actually, I also admire myself. Getting through those days is probably the craziest thing I have done so far."

"So I'm not as weak as you think."

"I read, you listen."

Han Jing opened the day, found the location just now, turned down a page and read.

"In 04, on April 4th, I won't be bullied again."

She continued to turn the page and read: "In 04, on December 12th, there was no snow this year, but it was cold in previous years."

Jiang Chengwen sat aside and listened.

Han Jing glanced at him and continued to read.

"In 05, January 1th, 4 years old, boiled egg noodles."

"06, January 1rd, 23 years old."

"07, January 1rd, 12 years old."

……

The diary continued on a yearly basis, but nothing was recorded.

There is only one date, and one rising age.

The content in the diary is extremely simple, but at a glance, it will inevitably make people feel trembling.

For a while, Jiang Chengwen also had some difficulty in relieving his emotions. He didn't understand why such simple words were like a sharp knife.

But the silly girl next to her still read the content above without changing her face.

What kind of a strong heart is it that can maintain its emotions without breaking down under such circumstances.

"In September of 08, I entered high school."

Han Jing said: "At that time I moved from the countryside to the edge."

She smiled and said, "You don't know, the room was dilapidated at that time, and I cleaned it for several days."

Seeing the smile on her face, Jiang Chengwen couldn't help being stunned. After he came back to his senses, he said slowly: "Will you be afraid to live alone?"

Han Jing shook her head and said, "I'm not afraid anymore when I was 15 years old, I'm already able to be alone."

"Stand alone?"

"Ah."

Jiang Chengwen looked at her, opened his mouth and was a little speechless.

"I'll keep reading."

Han Jing turned a page and continued reading.

"In 08, on October 10, there was a silly 15 who wanted to pick on me, and I beat him up."

"I'm that silly 13." Jiang Chengwen said.

Han Jing said: "You were really stupid at that time."

Jiang Chengwen said: "But it's really an honor for me to be written in your diary so early."

Han Jing said: "It's the first time I've been chased by someone, so of course I have to write it in."

She continued reading.

"In 08, on November 11th, I became friends with that idiot 5. He said that he would have 13 girls in three years of high school, and he had ambitions."

"In 08, on December 12th, I called him Gouzi, and he called me Han Panghu. It was the first time I had a nickname."

"In 09, on January 1th, I was 19 years old. This year is different. I received a gift from a dog, a freshly caught toad, this dog!"

After reading, Han Jing looked at Jiang Chengwen beside him.

Jiang Chengwen couldn't help scratching his head, and said with a dry smile, "Hehe, that was an accident."

Han Jing patted him on the shoulder and said, "Don't be afraid, I have long forgotten this grudge."

"Moreover."

"That's also the first time I've received a gift in so many years."

(End of this chapter)